Nine Gates fleeting years

"This is your love?" Yushuang lowered her eyes and said in a cold voice.

"There are many children in my family. I have three elder brothers above me and two younger brothers below me. As the middle child, I am the most neglected, and because my health is not as good as theirs, when there is a famine, my parents are the first to take care of me. I was the one who abandoned it!" Ah Si didn't answer Yushuang's words, but just talked about her own life experience.

"I followed those fleeing people, stop and go all the way. On the way, I ate tree roots, drank muddy water, slept on barren hills and crossed rivers. In the end, I lay at the root of the city wall and looked at the sky, thinking that it would be good to die like this! Ah Si took a few steps forward and stepped into the pavilion, then knelt down on the ground with a plop.

"Maybe I don't remember, but it was a cloudy day, and it was raining in the sky. There was mud all over the foot of the city wall. When I lay there, I felt so cold from the inside out! Just watching the sky fall I think of the old home, and I feel disheartened!" Ah Si smiled wryly and looked at the still unmoved person.

"Master always knew that Ah Si didn't study much, but after so many years, I still remembered a sentence I learned from my master when I was a child. The master looked at us and said a word to us! When I was lying under the wall , I think the same way, if you can choose in your next life, you should be a peace dog!" Ah Si stared at the small open space in front of him and gradually let it go.

"It's better to be a dog of peace than to be a person in a troubled world!" When the master said this sentence, there was a bitter smile all over his face.

"But Lord, I have never been so grateful for the troubled times, because he let me meet the Lord! That day, the Lord held a paper umbrella to block the rainwater dripping on my face, and asked me why I was lying on the ground. When I catch a cold and feel bad, I actually disdain Grandpa, because the silk and satin that Grandpa is wearing is something I have never seen before!"

"I was just thinking, who doesn't know the price of firewood, rice, oil and salt, young master! Then I saw the hands stretched out to me by the master. Those hands were clean and beautiful, like the hands of a lady in the boudoir. Then I was thinking , the young master of this family must be a wealthy man, otherwise how could he have such beautiful hands!"

"I thought that if I ignored Grandpa, Grandpa would take his hand back and leave angrily. But I didn't expect Grandpa to squat down and wipe off the dark spots on my face with such a clean handkerchief. I turned my head to look at Grandpa, Grandpa has a gentle smile on his face, as well as a concern I haven't seen in a long time." Ah Si's voice was a little sobbing.

"I saw a strange self in my eyes, with a clean face. I said look, you are much better than last second, aren't you? Then I handed me the handkerchief and said this The veil is dirty, but if I am willing to wash it, he can still use it, as if I can still stand up and live a new life!" Ah Si closed his eyes, holding back the bitter tears in his eyes, " Then I looked at Grandpa!"

"Maybe I don't know, but when I stood up, the sky miraculously cleared up! The gentle sunshine bloomed behind me, and I said that the sky will always lighten up, and the dark clouds will always disperse. Life cannot always be Even if we are in a low valley, it is impossible to always have smooth sailing! Since I have already lived at the bottom of the valley, I will not go downhill again!" Ah Si took a deep breath, his voice was already trembling, "Of course I don’t remember... "

"Master, remember!" Yushuang's voice was very weak, but extremely firm.Hearing this man's voice and the meaning behind his words, Ah Si looked up at the man sitting on the table feeding the fish in disbelief.The man didn't look at him, his slightly tilted face was breezy, as if he didn't say anything.

"Master?" Ah Si was trembling.

"Let me tell you, I'm an actor, a low-ranking actor!" Yushuang stopped feeding, stood up and walked in front of Ah Si, condescendingly looking down at this man who she had been acting like a younger brother for so many years.Although Ah Si's actual age is older than himself, but he has been a human being for two lifetimes, but he regards Ah Si as his younger brother.

"But so what? Everyone still wants to watch my show, and I can still sublet money!" Yushuang's eyes didn't have any look, but simply reflected Ah Si's panicked face, " If you don't dislike me, I happen to return a little book boy, do you want to come?"

"My lord said, being my little book boy is very tiring. I have to go to the living room and go to the kitchen, and I can clean up better than idiots!" Ah Si smiled palely, and opened his eyes almost begging. Looking at Yushuang, "But in exchange, you will do things for me, so the Lord will protect me..."

"I'll keep you safe forever!" Yushuang took Ah Si's words, glanced at Ah Si and threw all the food in her hand into the pool.Looking at the fish in the pond and scrambling for food like crazy, Yushuang sneered coldly: "I will keep you safe and sound for the rest of your life?" with sarcasm and disdain.

"Master remembers! Master actually remembers..." Ah Si's kneeling straight back seemed to be crushed by something suddenly, and he stretched out his trembling hand to grab the bottom of Yushuang's robe, and the tears that had been suppressed were finally suppressed He couldn't stop rushing out, knocking heavily on the ground, "Master!"

"From today onwards, you will never step into my door again!" Yushuang took one last look at Ah Si, then turned and walked out of the pavilion, leaving Ah Si alone and finally couldn't help crying loudly.

"Master?" Just after leaving the courtyard, Yushuang saw the flustered girl standing in the corner.

With a sneer, Yushuang's usual gentle smile returned to her face: "Why, the little girl panicked when she saw her husband?" Knowing that the girl didn't get involved in this matter, Yushuang was actually relieved.After all, Ah Si, who is his younger brother, did this kind of thing, and his younger sister also got involved in it, what a failure he must have been!

"Master..." The girl looked at Yushuang with an expression that she wanted to say but didn't dare to say, as if she was worried about touching his sad point.

"Anxin, your master is not so unbearable!" Yushuang laughed out loud, "Madam, do you want to look at the almanac with my husband, and find a day that is easy to marry?" Looking at the little girl in her arms Instantly blushing, Yushuang put aside all her troubles and smiled happily.

That man, he couldn't ask for more!But also because that person was living a happy life, he would not do this kind of self-inflicted behavior like Ah Si.So now it's fine...

The author has something to say:

The righteousness of the family and the country... What An An said gave me a new idea.The left and right volumes have also been written. When I wait to write about the Japanese invasion going south, I will write about Er Yuehong and Zhang Qishan's family and country righteousness and ambition.

Regarding homosexuality, Er Yuehong's concept of gender is very vague, so it's okay, but Zhang Qishan is straight. In his opinion, it is very strange for two men to be together.Er Yuehong gave up being with Zhang Qishan because she respected Zhang Qishan's thoughts and felt that the twisted melon was not sweet.