[Zhongyingmei] My babble has become fine

It's been a rough (cross out) week for Tony.

He and Rhodes teamed up to defeat Ivan and Hammer, successfully appreciated the demeanor of the "ex-wife", and established a relationship with Pepper.

After successfully becoming a consultant of the Avengers, Tony finally received a letter from Nicole, ah no, it was a diary.

"This kid thinks he has superpowers, and he can take medicine by himself when he has a high fever." Tony laughed, and he didn't know from which logic Nicole came up with such silly remarks.

"Also said he would cheer for Stark's ego machine."

"Miss Nicole is lovely," Jarvis remarked.

"I don't know what strange attribute she turned on when she had a fever, instigating me to use violence." Tony said with a smile, "I can't help you not to continue to have a fever. In her eyes, Iron Man is omnipotent Is it?"

"After all, in Miss Nicole's eyes, sir, you are as godly as you are, maybe you are still in the Throne of Heroes," Jarvis said.

"Are you making fun of me, Jarvis? I'm going to donate you." Tony scolded with a smile, "However, the time difference between me and little Nicole is a bit long."

Going to Nicole's world was a week ago for Tony, but yesterday for Nicole.

"Regarding this, according to the information you gave before, the identities of most of the members of the Avengers Alliance have been determined, but Thor has no clues."

"It's worth mentioning that in New Mexico, where Agent Coulson went, a hammer fell from the sky a few days ago." Jarvis showed Tony the information it had found.

"Great job, Jarvis, you are a good assistant to Dad." Tony praised.

After Nicole fully recovered and recuperated at home for a few days, the military training was over, and she was about to start her college journey.

Nicole chose to live outside, because the tutor said that the dormitory rooms in her class were full, and if the accommodation was available, she would live with students from other classes.

Nicole is not used to living with strangers, and she can still prepare herself for her classmates. After all, they will be classmates for the next four years, but other classes are fine.

After obtaining the consent of the counselor, Nicole is a day student. Fortunately, her home is very close to the school, so it is not troublesome to go to and from school.

On the first day of reporting, Nicole carried a small schoolbag and searched for a place to go on the huge campus. (Ding Dong, your Lu Chi Ni can go online.)

She stayed in front of the map on campus for a long time, a little dazed, looked at the other students around her, and opened her mouth to ask for directions, but in the end she didn't open her mouth, she just looked for the way according to her feeling.

Thanks to Nini, Nicole, who finally found a place, pushed the door and entered. The noisy voice in the classroom stopped for a moment, and the students all turned their eyes to Nicole who entered the door.

After finding out that he was not a teacher, he went back and chatted with his new friends.The classroom resumed the noise just now.

Nicole, who was standing at the door, felt stiff all over, her heartbeat accelerated unconsciously, and her hands trembled a little.

After confirming that everyone was doing their own thing, she quietly found an empty seat, sat down with her schoolbag on the desk, put on her earphones and swiped her phone.

Maybe it's because Nicole's appearance is too distant, the seat next to her has never been occupied, and because the number of people in the class happens to be odd, when everyone arrives, there is still only Nicole alone.

After the counselor came, he told the students about some university rules and precautions, etc. After that, everyone dispersed.

The boys walked together shoulder to shoulder, and the girls also walked together in pairs. Like Nicole, it was rare to walk alone. Many of them found new friends during the military training.

And Nicole was sick and missed the military training, which also made her miss the best opportunity to integrate into the class.

The school life in the next few days has been like this. Occasionally, a few classmates will chat with Nicole, but there is no more in-depth chat.

Nicole herself noticed it too, but she didn't say anything or take any action.

"Nicole, how is college life?" It was a message from Muzi, who was concerned about the campus life of her friend for many years.

"Fine." Nicole replied.

"Have you made any new friends?" Clover asked.

"..." Nicole thought for a while, then added, "There should be."

"Nicole has to work hard to make friends, otherwise it would be lonely alone, and I'm not by your side now." Clover was very worried about Nicole's ability to make friends.

"It's okay," Nicole said, "just let it be."

Nicole said so, and Clover could only let her go.Uncle and aunt are not here, so I can only worry about it, Muzi thought.

After another day of campus life, Nicole was inexplicably depressed. When she returned home, she started chatting in a disturbed manner, and sent a sad expression to Tony.

"Encountering difficulties? I know it can be depressing when difficulties seem insurmountable. But the truth is, when it comes to dealing with difficult times, problems always work out if you keep your faith in them."

"If you're still sad right now, why don't you listen to some music, change your mood, and know that nothing could be worse than an alien invasion of Earth."

Nicole took a deep breath and wrote a long list of words to Tony, as if she could draw some courage from this hero who saved the world.

In fact I don't know how I can change the situation, I'm not good at socializing or afraid to chat with others, this kind of thing has happened before.

But at that time my best friend was always by my side, my condition was not as serious as it is now, or my condition has worsened over the years.

I don't want to call it a disease, fear of people, fear of social interaction, strong physical reactions but I have to admit that this may be a disease.

I don't know why it came about, but I understand better than anyone the downside it has, as it does now.

I wanted to make a change and make new friends, but just the gaze of others made me feel uncomfortable and shaken.

Maybe, I should admit that I have a mental illness and go to psychotherapy.

No, in fact, it's good to be alone, so that you can do what you want to do as you like, and you don't need to accommodate other people's thoughts and behaviors.

I didn't feel depressed either, just a little, a little bit lonely, which is also the influence of human beings living in groups.

Nicole has no idea what she wants to express in the second half, or what she is holding on to, just to not show cowardice.

She threw the phone aside in a self-defeating manner, and took it back after a while, not knowing what she was waiting for.

The author has something to say:

Nicole's mental illness is social phobia, and Nini is about to get a new job.Your psychiatrist Nini will be online soon, so stay tuned~

ps: Jinjiang's reply function is simply poisonous, I thought I posted it, but I didn't, my head is bald.

Little Theater: When Nicole Chick Meets a Stranger

Nicole (shudders) shrinks behind Nini.

Nini Zai (super fierce) raised his palm cannon.

stranger:? ? ? (Weak, pathetic and helpless) I'm just passing by, hello.