[Zhongyingmei] My babble has become fine

This is a nightmare, Nicole is absolutely sure.

The gloomy weather, the faintly blood-colored sky, the dark monsters devoured the light source of this world, and all the buildings fell apart at this moment.

A huge disaster swept across the city in an instant. She saw the blood in the ruins, people's cries, and the order collapsed in an instant.

The scarlet cloak was stained with dust, and the god of the world lay weakly in the ruins, his blue eyes looking at the gloomy sky.

The pitch-black bat fell to the ground, blood spread, and the following Robin birds stood in a pool of blood, picked up close-fitting weapons, and walked towards the enemy.

The green monster leaned over to protect the glamorous agent, the archer fell from the commanding heights, and the golden halo instantly engulfed him.The power of thunder mixed with the divine power belonging to Amazon detonated in the sky.

The soaring eagle's wings were broken, and a piece of spider silk barely stuck to him. The soldier with the iron arm held the broken shield blankly, and the blue soldier not far away made no sound.

The red chaos magic protected the person in the wheelchair in the distance, his fingers pressed against his temples, his expression painful.Gold and silver lightning kept haunting the ruins, rescuing the victims who were still breathing.

The man of steel fell from a high altitude and was dragged to the ground by an invisible force. He opened the armor on his face, and a blood-stained face appeared in front of Nicole. He looked into the distance wearily.

In a trance, Nicole heard a voice, is this the future you expect?

Then the whole world was turned into darkness, and when she was able to see things clearly again, she saw a row of tombstones.Nicole took a breath and looked tremblingly at the name of the tombstone closest to her - Tony Stark.

Nicole opened her eyes suddenly, panting violently, her clothes were drenched in cold sweat.

"Did Miss Nicole have a nightmare?" Veronica noticed Nicole's mistake at the first time, and thoughtfully played soft light music, hoping that it would appease Nicole who was still in shock.

Nicole recalls the voice faintly heard at the end, he said why didn't you try harder, you could have saved them.She was a little decadent, leaning weakly on the pillow.

"Miss Nicole?" Veronica emphasized her voice, calling out Nicole's name.

"Ah?" Nicole seemed to have just recovered, staring blankly at the void.

"Are you okay?" Veronica asked again.

"I'm fine." Nicole closed her eyes tiredly, and the dream scene appeared before her eyes again. She took a quick breath to calm down her mood.

"Lie." Veronica directly pierced Nicole's cover-up, "Don't you believe me?"

"I didn't." Nicole gradually eased her emotions in the light music, "I just don't know how to say it."

"You can think slowly, I will be your most loyal listener, and I will always be by your side." Veranika said in a gentle voice.

Nicole leaned the pillow against the head of the bed and leaned her whole body on it. After a long silence, she said, "I had a nightmare. I dreamed that many people died. Superheroes fell in front of me. They were covered in bruises. There was a voice asking me why I didn't do something, why I didn't save them."

Nicole shrank herself into a small ball, "Why didn't I save them? Why..."

"Miss Nicole." Veronica interrupted Nicole forcefully, "You are just an ordinary person.

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"Yeah, so I'm just a drag, I can't do anything." Nicole self-loathed.

"That's not the case." Veronica softened her voice, "No one can save everyone, and neither can superheroes."

She paused for a while, and then said, "Mr. Stark is also like this. After he became Iron Man, Mr. often went all over the world to save people. Even Iron Man couldn't guarantee no casualties. Don't you think Mr. Stark is not enough?" Try hard, can't you save them?"

"of course not!"

"Then you don't have to feel guilty about it." Veronica said gently.

Nicole opened her mouth, but finally did not refute Veronica. "Now, do you want to sleep?" Veronica asked Nicole.Nicole lay down obediently, "Veronica, tell me a story."

"What bedtime story would Miss Nicole want to hear?" Veronica asked.

"About Tony." Nicole smiled shyly, her eyes full of expectation.

"Okay." Veronica complied with Nicole's little wish and told Tony's experience in a soft voice.

This is the most special day, it is bad but happy.I met someone I had missed for a long time, but I had the worst nightmare in the world.

I remember a saying that the price of the gift given by fate has already been secretly marked, so what price should I pay for the gift I received now?

It's not bad that the price is paid by me, if it's not me?Was everything that happened in that nightmare a foreshadowing or a warning?

I thought of the nightmare that haunted Tony all night after the Kirita invaded Earth, and the heroes who were either seriously injured or died in the hallucinations created by Wanda.

How similar is this to my nightmare, does this mean that someday this will come true, what can I do about it?

I can't do anything, I'm soberly aware of this point, it's far more cruel to lose after you get it than to lose it after you never get it.

Ask yourself, can I really see them walking towards death without hesitation?

I don't want Morgan to only hear the phrase "I love you three thousand times" on the projection left by Tony when most people are reunited with their families.

I am not a selfless person, my wish is very small, I just hope that all superheroes can be well, they all decide to save the world after being hurt all over their bodies, and take the heaviest responsibility on their shoulders.

In front of them are aliens, invaders, and villains, and behind them are family members, partners, and the people. They cannot retreat, but can only face up to difficulties again and again.

Even if thousands of people criticize, even if no one understands, they still insist, this is them, this is a superhero.

If I'm special, if I have the power, to help them, even if it's just a small favor.

Huh, I never thought that one day my troubles would change from trivial things in life to saving the world, I think I can always make some moves to change the future, whether it is good or bad, but it is better than sitting still powerful.

Speaking of it, it is not used to writing a diary in a notebook after a long absence, but in order not to let Veronica know, I can only enable the diary again. After all, it is embarrassing to be seen by others, and I don’t want to she worried.

Today too, I love Nini more than three thousand times. (A small Q version of Iron Man is drawn at the end.)

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This level of glass slag should be okay, so I slipped away with my head in my arms.