After I was reborn, I broke my idol

Jiang Jin perfectly experienced what it meant in an instant—sit up in shock while dying.

Although this sentence is somewhat inappropriate, it is true that the drowsiness that Jiang Jin had brewed with great difficulty disappeared in an instant.

"Is the person Xiao Gu likes you?"

This sentence exploded in Jiang Jin's ears like thunder, so that Jiang Jin lost the ability to think in an instant.

Fuck!How to do how to do!

Jiang Jin stared at the ceiling, flustered.

Jiang Jin couldn't figure out where he was showing his secrets so that his mother could see that Gu Yu liked him.She sat up, her eyes widened, and she met her mother's gaze.

Jiang Jin: It turns out that this is the feeling of despair.

"Mom, what are you talking about!" After some in-depth thinking, Jiang Jin came up with the most suitable way to deal with it, that is - pretend to be stupid.

"Didn't I just ask Xiao Gu if he likes you? Why are you reacting so much?" Jiang Li raised her eyebrows, unable to restrain the thoughts in her heart. She couldn't help wondering if there was anything wrong with Gu Yu and Jiang Jin.Seeing Jiang Jin's wide-eyed eyes, Jiang Limei jokingly said: "Just now you were so sleepy that you wanted to sleep, why did you wake up when I asked you this question?"

"Mom! If you ask such a question suddenly, anyone else will be shocked, right?" Jiang Jin calmed down quickly, and decided to wait quietly for a while to see if his mother was determined or tentative. If it's just a test, it's just suspicion at best, as long as it doesn't reveal any flaws, it doesn't hurt much.

"I'm just asking." Jiang Limei repeated and emphasized again, seeing that Jiang Jin was unmoved, she changed the way of asking: "Then do you know the person Xiao Gu likes?"

"Mom, I'm just like you. I only found out that Gu Yu has someone he likes today." Jiang Jin said helplessly. After saying this, she lay down again. At this moment, she was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling. That night, Jiang Jin broke out in a cold sweat.

"Hey, I also said that if you know that person, I will ask you to help Xiao Gu match him!" Jiang Limei sighed, and said as if very disappointed: "Since you don't know, forget it."

Jiang Jin:? ? ?Just like this?Gone?Nothing else?

"Xiao Gu is a good boy. She just arrived at your unit, so you should help her." Jiang Limei said, and she reminded Jiang Jin: "How to say, that is also your mother's life-saver, please help her."

"Mom, we are not in the same department, how can I help others?" Jiang Jin was so frightened by her old mother that she couldn't sleep because of fear. She simply chatted with her mother, "I'm a member of the variety show department. Running outside every day, it's impossible to meddle in other people's news department, right?"

"You can help as much as you can." Jiang Limei said: "If you really can't do it, there is no need to force it. But Gu Yu is really a good kid..."

I also know that Gu Yu is very good, so you don't have to emphasize it all the time!

Hearing his mother's meaningful words, Jiang Jin reluctantly agreed: "Okay! But Mom, do you know Gu Yu's status in the world?"

"Are you a household name?" Jiang Li asked subconsciously for a moment.

Jiang Jin had no choice but to be a host in the Variety Show Department, which was not as good as Gu Yu's international reputation, so Teacher Jiang planned to educate his mother about Gu Yu's status as a reporter in the world: "Mom, Gu Yu has won the title of Global Reporter Award, this award is extremely valuable, almost equivalent to their little Nobel Prize in journalism."

Jiang Limei was taken aback and said in shock: "So powerful?"

Jiang Jin rubbed his nose, and then said: "Gu Yu has been a war correspondent in Liguo for several years, you know? She has reported a lot about the war, and the writing is very good. I have read the original English version. She writes really well."

Jiang Li raised her eyebrows in surprise: "She actually wrote in a foreign language?"

Jiang Jin let out an "um" from his nasal cavity, and sighed: "Mom, so she has a higher status in the station than me. The head of their news department also attaches great importance to her. In order to let Gu Yu enter the news department A military order has been issued."

"I really didn't expect that! This little Gu is so powerful!" Jiang Limei exclaimed, but she remembered what Gu Yu said during the meal that she already had someone she liked, so she hesitated: "Then since this little Gu She is so good at work, why didn't she catch up with the person she likes?"

Jiang Jin was at a loss for words and didn't know how to explain to his mother.

Said that the person Gu Yu likes is your daughter?Said that he had already had a relationship with Gu Yu?Or is Gu Yu pursuing himself?

Jiang Jin felt that as long as she dared to say something, she would live under the indiscriminate bombardment of her mother for the whole year, no, the rest of her life.

Jiang Jin was not ready to let his mother know about this, nor did he think about how he would showdown with his parents.At this moment, she could only lie on the bed and sigh, and then think about what to do in the future.

what to do?What else can I do?Take one step at a time.

"Mom, work is work, life is life, how can they be confused?"

Jiang Jin pondered for a long time before speaking.After saying this, she opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling, feeling completely out of sleep.

Jiang Limei got a satisfactory answer, but fell asleep very satisfied.

Listening to his mother's even breathing, Jiang Jin lost sleep again.

What should I do, take another sleeping pill?

If I take another one, I will definitely not be able to get up tomorrow morning, and I still have to work during the day!

So Jiang Jin sighed, and decided to get up, go to the study to read a book, and think about what to do next.

Jiang Jin got up and went to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot water, put on a dress and sat in the study, turned on the desk lamp, and the warm light that was not too dazzling hit her desktop lightly. The ceramic cup was blank for a long time.

There is no time in Jiang Jin's study, and she always forgets the time when she is in the study - after all, she doesn't need time to catch up in the long night.

After an unknown amount of time, she took out a notebook from the compartment of a locked drawer below, unlocked the combination lock of the notebook, picked up her pen, sighed softly, picked up the pen, and started writing on the notebook. wrote:

[January 2003, 4, sunny

I thought it was more than half of April, but now it seems that it has just entered the middle of the month.April in Beiping is different from April in my hometown. In my hometown, the peach blossoms were about to lose in April, but April in Peking is still chilly.

Maybe it was too hard.

These years, I tried my best not to think about everything about Gu Yu, about her, about my feelings, I closed my heart and pretended nothing happened.

But all this seems to have become elusive this April.

I have never felt such a difficult time in any year or month.She went to the country of Mie, escaped from death, and finally came back from the country of Mie.When I heard the news of her accident, the one thing I regret the most is that I couldn't say goodbye to her properly. After she came back, I didn't even give her a good face.

But I am still struggling with that incident ten years ago, and I will never forget the day when I woke up.

That scene later became my nightmare, recurring in my midnight dreams.I can't break free, I can't escape, and it seems to have been like this for so many years.

I thought, maybe this is what I was destined for.

How ridiculous, a person who doesn't believe in fate actually succumbs to fate in the end.

Sometimes I even think, if I can really go back to ten years ago, will I hold Gu Yu and tell her, I love you, why don't you leave?

I don't know, that's what I wanted to say but never said.I said this countless times in my dream, but when I woke up, I was alone.I even thought, just indulge in the dream like this, because there is her in the dream.

Gu Yu is back, she is back, she is really back.

In the past ten years, I have never been so sure that she is back, she is a real person with flesh and blood, and she is no longer an untouchable phantom in my dreams.

She hugged me, she wanted me to blend into her flesh and blood, why didn't I think so?She kissed me and we fell in this kiss.

I used to think that the biggest gap between the two of us was ethics, family, and society, but now I think the most important issue is-trust and sense of security.

I do not feel safe.

I am a very insecure person, I love her, I firmly know that I love her, but I am also waiting for her, waiting for the day when she gives me a sense of security.

Sometimes I even think, will I have the luck to wait until that day?

She is working hard, and so am I.

That day should come soon.

I am deeply looking forward to that day.

I long, in the sun, to hug and kiss my love.

That day is not too far away. 】

Jiang Jin closed the notebook and took a deep breath.

Gu Yu, Gu Yu, I'm waiting for you too.

Please come a little closer, a little closer, we each take those steps, we hug each other, we are together.

Jiang Jin turned off the desk lamp, closed her eyes in the dark, and wept silently.

Gu Yu was lying on the bed, wondering if he had said something he shouldn't have said when he was having dinner with Jiang Jin's mother just now.

"Shouldn't there be?" Gu Yu muttered to herself, playing the scene just now in a loop in her mind, from uncertain to certain, she nodded herself: "Probably not!"

While Gu Yu was constantly reflecting on himself, No. 1113 suddenly appeared, and Gu Yu was shocked by what he said.It apologized to Gu Yu: "Gu Yu, I'm sorry, I have to go back to the underworld now, our chief executive has something to explain to me."

Gu Yu puffed up his cheeks in surprise, and was full of doubts about the increasingly unreliable number 1113: "Is there such an operation?"

No. 1113 is actually a bit strange. When it came to this world with Gu Yu, the chief executive told it that it had to follow Gu Yu until the task was completed.But now he suddenly wants to call himself back again, something is wrong with this matter.

So No. 1113 was puzzled: "According to common sense, there shouldn't be such an operation. A system like this that performs tasks outside should not be recalled suddenly. But our chief executive sent three urgent messages to call me back. It should be something urgent. So you take care these few days, I am not by your side, you pay attention to safety. "

"That's not right! Huakang may take action against me during this time." Gu Yu stood up, although she didn't expect No. 1113 to give her any big help, but it can always make her feel at ease , "There are also two bastards, Feng Li and Zuo Ti."

No. 1113 pondered for a long time, planning to help Gu Yu find out the information before he left.But it tried for a long time and found that its permissions were locked.

No. 1113 tried to break through the authority many times, but it was still powerless. It said helplessly: "I tried to detect their actions just now, but I couldn't detect what they were doing."

"You—you can't investigate?" Gu Yu frowned. This is the first time such a thing has happened, whether it was when No. 1113 helped her avoid bombs when she was in Liguo, or after she completed the interview in Liguo. After the mission, she returned to the United States to avoid assassination, and the system gave her a lot of help.

"Someone seems to have blocked their whereabouts. My authority is limited, so I can't investigate." No. 1113 tried a few more times, but still had no authority.At this time, the flustered number 1113 suddenly remembered the mysterious man who claimed to be Xiu Yang.

Could it be that he is disrupting his mission?So the chief executive asked himself to go back this time for this matter?

Number 1113 went on to say: "My authority has been blocked. Our chief executive told me to go back to deal with this matter. Be careful, I don't know how long I will be there, take care!"

Gu Yu curled his lips, and muttered: "I knew you were unreliable, and you lost the chain at a critical moment."

Number 1113: "What did you say?"

Gu Yu said: "I said you have a smooth journey!"

No. 1113: "Thank you! Come on!"

Gu Yu: "...you go!"

Number 1113: "Are you driving me away?"

Gu Yu: "Actually, I really miss you...do you believe it?"

No. 1113: "I don't believe it, I'm leaving!"

Gu Yu pouted, suspecting that No. 1113 was deceiving him.But when Gu Yu tried to call number 1113 several times in her mind, but she didn't get an answer, she was sure that number 1113 had indeed left.

For some reason, Gu Yu suddenly felt a sense of loneliness now.

When she was working as a reporter on the Liguo battlefield, in order to take a photo or write a report, she always had to lurk in one place silently for a long time. At that time, she chatted with No. 1113 to relieve boredom. Now, No. 1113 suddenly left. The sudden silence made her feel a little uncomfortable.

Gu Yu really hoped that the 1113th would suddenly say: "Hey! I know you don't want to be here!" Then he rolled his eyes and said impatiently that you should leave now.

But no.There is only silence.

Deathly silence.

Gu Yu curled up on the bed, tossing and turning with the quilt in his arms, unable to fall asleep.Her mind is full of Jiang Jin.

The cold Jiang Jin, the gentle Jiang Jin, the surprised Jiang Jin, the innocent Jiang Jin like a child, and the Jiang Jin who tried to pretend to be cold in front of her.

Under her hand, Jiang Jin blooms like a flower.

Gu Yu thought, no matter how the years have passed, no matter the past or present, Jiang Jin will always be the smiling god standing on the highest stage with a microphone in his heart.

She is my god.

She deserves to be so high and never fall from the altar.Gu Yu would rather bow down under her dress.

How lucky, it just so happens that the person you like also likes you, and it just so happens that you are going to be together.

Thinking of this, Gu Yu felt that this was a blessing he had cultivated in two lifetimes.It's just that she still has worries in her heart. She doesn't know what Hua Kang is going to do, and she can just target herself. What she is afraid of is that he will be harmful to Jiang Jin.

Gu Yu thought, his life is not a pity to die, but if something happens to Jiang Jin—if—if...

Gu Yu didn't dare to think about it anymore.She leaned against the head of the bed, pondered for a long time, picked up her mobile phone and made a few calls.

Since number 1113 can't be counted on, she will come by herself.She didn't believe it anymore, what kind of trouble could Huakang's low-level methods make.

Conspiracy, Huakang, I'm afraid you won't succeed?

Gu Yu put down the phone and breathed a sigh of relief.

She lay on the bed, turned over, faced the side of Jiang Jin's house, supported her head and wondered if Jiang Jin was asleep now, and whether Aunt Jiang had tested her.

Hey, I don't want to!Jiang Jin is probably already asleep.

Gu Yu rubbed his hair, took a sip of the boiled water that he put on the bedside to cool, and got into bed with peace of mind to sleep.

Good night, Teacher Jiang!Tomorrow is another beautiful day!

The next morning, Gu Yu and Jiang Jin met at the elevator entrance.

Gu Yu stood at the elevator entrance and said hello to his future mother-in-law who sent Jiang Jin out of the house, and said, "Morning, Auntie! Wake up so early to cook for Teacher Jiang?"

Jiang Limei waved to her, and said enthusiastically: "Xiao Gu, your breakfast is in Jiang Jin's hand! No matter how busy you two are at work, remember to eat!"

Gu Yu nodded again and again.Turning her face to look at Jiang Jin's black eyes, she held her face sullenly so as not to laugh.

Jiang Jin looked at the lunch box that Gu Yu was carrying, and Gu Yu looked at the lunch box that Jiang Jin was carrying.

The two looked at each other.

"That—" Gu Yu lifted the lunch box in his hand awkwardly: "I—I got up a little early today, so I made an extra portion, you—do you want..."

Jiang Jin was also a little embarrassed, she said: "My mother also made an extra portion today, Gu Ji will take it."

"Then, shall we exchange?"

"Row."

Under Jiang Limei's enthusiastic gaze, the two of them boarded the elevator without changing expressions, and remained silent until they got off the elevator.

Jiang Jin looked at Gu Yu with a serious face, and suddenly wanted to ask her, how did she guess that her mother would test herself.This thing is too unreal!However, before Jiang Jin could figure out how to ask Gu Yu, Gu Yu spoke first.

"Did Auntie ask you last night?" Gu Yu spoke first, a little uncomfortable.

Jiang Jin paused, touched his nose, and said a little uncomfortably, "I asked."

"Are you okay?" Gu Yu asked hastily.She was a little worried that Jiang Jin would be tricked by her mother.

"How can I stand here so completely if something happens?" Jiang Jin raised his eyebrows and looked at Gu Yu, feeling that she had underestimated his IQ too much.

"That's right!" Gu Yu smiled awkwardly, feeling that his problem was a little mentally handicapped, and if something really happened, he couldn't have passed by so quietly last night.

"Then, auntie is here these days, how do you eat?" The two of them walked on the road for a long time before Gu Yu asked.

Somehow, since his mother-in-law came, Gu Yu felt that the way she got along with Jiang Jin was much more awkward.

"Go home and eat!" Jiang Jin said helplessly, "My mother even asked me to call you back for dinner."

Gu Yu's eyes widened, he pointed at himself in disbelief and asked, "Me?"

Jiang Jin nodded.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll reveal my secrets?" Gu Yu looked at Jiang Jin in shock, wondering if Jiang Jin trusted him too much.According to common sense, shouldn't she minimize her contact with her mother?

Gu Yu couldn't figure it out.

"Scared." Jiang Jin nodded again, but laughed.Looking at Jiang Jin's sly smile, Gu Yu was a little at a loss.

"But didn't you say it!" Jiang Jin blinked at her: "We are both fine, what are you worried about?"

Of course it's not because the two of us are fine, it's because I believe in you, Gu Yu!

Hearing this, Gu Yu curled his lips, feeling a little awkward in his heart, and muttered to himself: "You can't hide the look in your eyes when you like someone."

"Do you want to eat?" Jiang Jin glared at her.

Gu Yu sneered: "I think so."

"So many words! Then come." Jiang Jin patted her on the shoulder: "That's it! You can't come!"

Jiang Jin recalled the scene where his own mother sent him out this morning, and couldn't help but shudder.

Ms. Jiang Limei fixed Jiang Jin's neckline with a smile, and threatened with a smile: "If Xiao Gu doesn't come at noon, you don't have to come back for dinner."

Jiang Jin: Meow meow?

So Teacher Jiang asked his mother cautiously with a complicated face: "Mom, I want to ask you something."

Jiang Limei smiled and said, "Say it."

Jiang Jin blinked his eyes, his heart froze, and he looked at death like home and said, "Am I your own?"

Jiang Limei then smiled and said, "No."

No status, no status!

Jiang Jin feels that her family status is worrying.

It's all Gu Yu's fault!

Teacher Jiang thought angrily.

Sitting in the office, looking at the vacant seat beside him, Gu Yu felt that Zuo Ti's behavior was a bit strange these days.She thought of what Zhang Jia said to her, and Huakang's conspiracy, and couldn't help but miss the days when No. 1113 was still there.

So, as usual, Reporter Gu took a glass of water and returned to the office with a gentle expression. When she returned, Zuo Ti was already sitting in her seat.So Reporter Gu and his colleagues in the news department (except Zuo Ti) greeted each other with a smile, and finally sat down in their seats without even looking at Zuo Ti.

Zuo Ti glanced at her.

Gu Yu glared at him.

Zuo Ti smiled.

For some reason, Gu Yu looked at Zuo Ti's smile and suddenly felt a chill down his back.This feeling of being stared at by a poisonous snake is really uncomfortable, and Gu Yu has never liked the feeling of thorns on his back.

She suddenly thought, Zuo Ti must have some kind of conspiracy, right?