After I was reborn, I broke my idol

Why did you go straight to Meishan?

When he was abroad, Gu Yu often asked himself this sentence.Not only to ask myself, even number 1113 sometimes asks her.

"According to my calculations, even if you don't go to Jiang Jin, nothing big will happen, so why do you still go?" No. 1113 felt strange, "Is it just to gain favorability?"

When No. 1113 asked Gu Yu, she was packing her luggage and preparing to go to the war zone. Hearing this, Gu Yu stopped packing her luggage, squatted on the ground thinking for a while, then sat down on the ground, and murmured: "It's because of me that she is here. She will be in danger, I have the responsibility, so I must save her."

Gu Yu smiled wryly: "To be honest, when I went there, I really didn't want to gain favorability or anything. At that time, I was full of thoughts. If something happened to Jiang Jin because of me intervening in the original historical process, I would be worried all my life." won't forgive myself."

Is this really the only reason?

Gu Yu thought, maybe he was unwilling to let Jiang Jin have an accident anyway.

What Gu Yu didn't know was that in the ten years since she left, Jiang Jin was in the torment of his heart all the time.

Jiang Jin would never tell Gu Yu how desperate she was when she saw the empty room after that night; Jiang Jin would never tell Gu Yu how many times she dreamed back at midnight, even if she worked all night, Unable to fall asleep, tossing and turning, her mind is full of Gu Yu's appearance; Jiang Jin will never tell Gu Yu that when everyone rumors that she has a backer, all she can think about is just wanting to stand taller, taller.

- Then you can see me.

I'm already standing so high, you just need to raise your eyes and you can see me.

But, Gu Yu, it's been so many years, it's been ten years, why don't you come to me?

Homosexuality is no longer classified as a mental illness, we have a physical relationship, I have been waiting for you.Why don't you come to me?

Is it that you don't like me?

Jiang Jin has been caught in such self-doubt, but she thinks of Gu Yu's eyes, those clear eyes are full of her own appearance, she has seen it before.But, Gu Yu, why do you run away when I want to take a step closer?

Jiang Jin mustered up the courage to ask that sentence, her body trembled slightly, she didn't know how Gu Yu would answer, she didn't even dare to listen to Gu Yu's answer after asking.

She was afraid, after so many years, how many people would not change their minds?But what she was even more afraid of was hearing the negative answer from Gu Yu.

Just like a sinner waiting for the verdict, when the result comes out, it is the most relieved time.Waiting is so hard, you don't know what is waiting for you.Even with psychological expectations, he was still anxious.

"I don't have any friends."

Jiang Jin thought, you must care about me.

"Then why did you come straight to Meishan?"

Jiang Jin saw Gu Yu's eyes dodge.At this moment, Jiang Jin asked this sentence like a drowning man grabbing the last straw.Jiang Jin thought, the sword of Damocles above her head was crumbling.

Gu Yu was at a loss for words, not knowing how to answer.She knew that Jiang Jin never believed what she said back then, but she never thought that after many years, Jiang Jin would ask this question again.

"Probably, it's just a coincidence." Gu Yu lowered his head and said softly.

Jiang Jin's face faded in an instant.

The straw broke and the sword of Damocles fell.

"Coincidentally?" Jiang Jin squeezed out these two words from between her teeth. She wanted to tug at Gu Yu's neckline, and wanted to ask her why she could lightly reveal their past with the word "coincidentally". Gu Yu with drooping eyebrows, Jiang Jin blinked vigorously, trying to hold back his tears.

"I'm just joking, Gu Ji, don't take it seriously." Jiang Jin forced a smile, and just as Gu Yu wished, he lightly revealed the matter.

Just pretend it never happened, just pretend I never asked, just pretend these things never happened.

But both Jiang Jin and Gu Yu knew that it was impossible to expose these matters.As long as the two don't open their hearts, as long as the two are not together, this matter will always be a thorn in the heart, which cannot be pulled out or cut, and can only be allowed to rot in the bottom of the heart.

Is that all?Is this the only way?

Jiang Jin asked himself this way.Gu Yu asked himself the same.

Suddenly, the mechanical voice of No. 1113 without any emotion sounded in Gu Yu's mind: "Di! The current Jiang Jin's favorability degree: 94 [Is this the only way?]."

Gu Yu only felt that her heart was hit hard, she raised her head suddenly, and looked at Jiang Jin in disbelief.

Jiang Jin's eyes still had a sparkle of water.Gu Yu used to joke with No. 1113 that if anyone made Jiang Jin cry, she would definitely chase and kill that person to the ends of the earth.

But, Gu Yu, look, you are the one who made her cry.

"Why don't you go there if you want to wipe her tears?" The voice of No. 1113 sounded in Gu Yu's mind, and the question went deep into Gu Yu's heart: "Sometimes I really don't understand, what are you doing?" What's bothering you?"

Gu Yu clenched her hands and gritted her teeth. She summoned up her courage and was about to say something when she was interrupted by the people who brought in the dishes one after another.

"Gu Ji, put down your chopsticks! Come and taste my parents' craftsmanship!" Yin Xiao greeted Gu Yu enthusiastically, completely unaware of the awkward atmosphere between the two, "Hey? Teacher Jiang, why did you drop your chopsticks? Is it? I'll get you another pair!"

Jiang Jin nodded with a smile.

Gu Yu was discouraged, and no longer had the courage to say what he had summoned up the courage to say.

Jiang Jin never looked at Gu Yu again.

Because there is still work in the afternoon, there is no wine on the dinner table.After a brief tidying up and rest, the group started their work in the afternoon.

Yin Xiao and Gu Yu were in a group. He leaned close to Gu Yu, raised his eyebrows, and asked in a low voice, "Gu Ji, my dad said that you and Mr. Jiang have been to our house before?"

Gu Yu glanced at him with a half-smile, not only did my old lady come, but also my old lady frightened your father quite badly.

Yin Xiao really didn't have the guts to face Gu Yu's sharp eyes, so he smiled sheepishly, and ran to the front with the camera in front of him to open the way.

It's been safe and sound all the way.

Until a slightly undulating voice came from No. 1113: "Jiang Jin's foot is injured."

Gu Yu was taken aback for a moment, and his first reaction was: "What the hell kind of place is Meishan? Is it poisonous?"

No. 1113:······

"Where is she?" Gu Yu asked again.

No. 1113 said: "Get out of your large army, and I will show you the way."

So, Gu Yu walked up to Yin Xiao, patted him on the shoulder, pretended to be casual and said: "Yin Xiao, if there is nothing else, I will go back first, I don't think you can use me anymore, I am idle now One, why not go back and rest!"

Yin Xiao was taken aback when he heard Gu Yu's words, and immediately agreed happily: "It's okay, Gu Ji, go back and rest! We have enough people!"

Gu Yu nodded: "It's time to work."

"Hi! Why are you being polite to me!" Yin Xiao smiled heartily: "Do you remember the way back? Just walk along this stone road all the way back!"

Gu Yu also smiled and said: "I'm not a road idiot, of course I can go back. Be careful too."

A group of people exchanged a few pleasantries, and Gu Yu embarked on the way back.However, when he reached a place where no one else could see, Gu Yu turned his feet and walked towards Jiang Jin, who had sprained his ankle.

Jiang Jin sat on a big rock, her white ankles were swollen and red.A group of people surrounded Jiang Jin, not knowing what they were doing.

Reporter Gu walked over pretending to be curious, and asked, "What's the matter?"

The people in the company breathed a sigh of relief when they saw Gu Yu, and soon someone explained to Gu Yu: "Teacher Jiang sprained his foot accidentally, we are going to send Teacher Jiang back, but Teacher Jiang won't let us delay today's task, Isn't this a stalemate!"

After all, the man looked at Jiang Jin with a wry smile: "Mr. Jiang, you have to go back and have a look! What if you get hurt somewhere! You can't stay here forever!"

Jiang Jin said stubbornly: "I can walk back by myself, you don't need to worry about me! I'll just sit here and relax for a while. You should do whatever you want!"

The man spread his hands and said to Gu Yu helplessly, "Gu Ji, look, this is the case."

Gu Yu frowned, looked at Jiang Jin who was stubborn and didn't look at himself, sighed, and said to the others: "I have nothing to do today, I will take Teacher Jiang back."

"Gu Ji, this..."

"It's okay," Gu Yuchong said to the others: "I'm okay right now, I just walked here and saw a group of you guys. I'll send Teacher Jiang back, and you can continue your mission. It won't delay Well!"

So the group completely ignored Jiang Jin's protest and reached an agreement.

Just kidding, who doesn't know that Jiang Jin is a desperate Saburo as soon as he works?If there is no Gu Ji today, they probably won't be as stubborn as Jiang Jin!

The group handed over Jiang Jin to Gu Yu gratefully.

Seeing that everyone was leaving, Jiang Jin didn't even look at Gu Yu. He supported himself to get off the ground and was about to leave, but accidentally touched his injured foot. With a hiss, he almost fell to the ground.

Gu Yu quickly pulled the man into his arms, and said in a low voice, "Don't be brave."

"Let go!" Jiang Jin threw Gu Yu away, and said stubbornly, "I don't need you, I can go back by myself."

Gu Yu was staggered by Jiang Jin, and seeing Jiang Jin persisted, she stopped talking and simply stood behind Jiang Jin, watching Jiang Jin walk step by step with her hands crossed.

Jiang Jin took one step at a time, and the more she walked, the more wronged she was. The pain in her ankle and Gu Yu's no longer insisting made her feel uncomfortable. Suddenly, her feet were empty, and she was about to fall to the ground.

Gu Yu took a step forward and directly hugged the man horizontally.Seeing Jiang Jin whose eye sockets were subconsciously circling his neck but red like a bunny, Gu Yu laughed.