So the pond will drown

Some love has nothing to do with gender or blood.

When they didn't meet, they stayed together across time and space;

After meeting, they lived together for the rest of their lives.

……

Gu Chi slept late last night, and it was already noon when he woke up again.

He forgot to draw the curtains, looking out at this moment is like being surrounded by ice and snow. He sat on the bed in a daze for a while, and suddenly realized that the place was really eerily quiet. He couldn't hear his own breathing, and felt a little lonely for no reason. And the snow is still falling in large swaths in the sky, and the snowflakes are blown by the cold wind and fall on the residual branches, fluttering and returning to silence.

The heating in the room was overflowing, and his skin couldn't feel a trace of cold, but his soul was cold.

Gu Chi washed up step by step as usual, and after washing, he stood in front of the window and smoked a cigarette. There was a black ashtray on the coffee table, and there were already a lot of cigarette butts in it. Gu Chi finished smoking silently, and put out the cigarette. I went to the bathroom again to take a breath to dissipate the smell of cigarettes, and then I opened the door and went downstairs to eat.

But what surprised him was that Jiang Yu didn't come over to call him today.

Usually Jiang Yu would knock on the door on time and tell him to go downstairs for dinner, three meals a day, and never let him miss a meal, but today is an exception, or is he having some trouble again?

Gu Chi didn't see him in the lobby either, but Zhang Shen, who hadn't seen him for many days, was slumped on the sofa playing with his mobile phone boredly, with a sleepy face, and stood up when he heard Gu Chi's footsteps.

"Are you up?" Zhang Shen smiled.

Gu Chi glanced at him lightly, without any unnecessary reaction, and nodded silently.

Zhang Shen didn't say much, put the phone back into his pocket, and said with a smile: "I'll help you heat up the food, the food is still hot, you can pack it yourself."

Gu Chi nodded.

Zhang Shen was probably called by Jiang Yu to complete the task. He watched him pack up his meal and prepare to leave. Before he left, he turned around and smiled at him as if thinking of something, and said, "Happy birthday, Gu Pool."

Gu Chi was taken aback for a moment, his footsteps were fixed on the spot, and he looked at him dumbly.

Yes, today is his birthday.

Zhang Shen laughed and explained: "Jiang Yan told me that I didn't prepare any presents either. Don't blame me. I don't give gifts to Jiang Yan, Fu Dong and the others on their birthdays. We don't do these things among the elders. Fake, I wish you to be happy soon."

Gu Chi looked at him and said nothing, but he was obviously not as indifferent as when he just came downstairs.

"Ah, Jiang Yu has something to do today, maybe he will come back a little later, probably in the evening." Zhang Shen said again.

Gu Chi's mood eased a little earlier and he took it back.

Zhang Shen could feel Gu Chi's emotional changes, and he felt sorry for Jiang Yu. At this moment, he didn't know how to bless his heart, and in a flash of inspiration, he blurted out an idiot: "Gu Chi, can you help me and Fu Dong?" Do you have a favor?"

Gu Chi closed his eyes and didn't move, he knew it was probably about Jiang Yu again.

As soon as Zhang Shen asked this question, he knew that he was wrong. Telling Gu Chi about that kind of thing would be cutting Jiang Yu's heart. Originally, Jiang Yu was already a perverted psychopath in Gu Chi's heart. After scolding himself a few words, he turned his mind, quickly replaced what he wanted to say, and said instead: "It's your birthday today, let's be happy."

After all, if he is happier, Jiang Yu can be happy for a few days.

Gu Chi was startled, and looked at him for a long while. Of course he knew that Zhang Shen was not going to talk about this, but he didn't ask any more questions. He nodded perfunctorily, and went upstairs without looking back.

This stay is another afternoon.

He is not in the mood to read now. He only smokes to pass the time and sleeps. He dare not touch anything from the past until now. Even his mobile phone has been silent for a long time. He had no calls two months ago, and now it is probably empty. .

But it's okay, it's useless for him to hold a mobile phone, and with his current financial ability, how can he have money to support a phone card, and no one is looking for him.

In the evening, the snow was less. Due to the traffic, the wheels drove out a road on the snowy road, and the way back was much easier, but it took a long time to repair the watch. When we came back here, it was already dark. up.

Mo Yanshu yawned from the south of the city to the north of the city, and as soon as he came back here he yelled to go home. In order to thank him for his friendship and company, Jiang Yu drove him directly to the door of Fu Dong's house, and reminded him by the way After checking the password of his door, Mo Yanshu was so grateful that he almost knelt down and called grandpa.

There's no way, Fu Dong and the favor will always be lost.

He chose Fu Dong.

When Jiang Yu was on the way home, he was apprehensive, not ordinary apprehensive, thinking in his heart that his thoughts had turned back and forth many times along the way.

The watch was fixed, but how did he explain how he got it?

If he said that he watched Gu Chi throw the box into the trash can, Gu Chi would probably suspect that he was spying on him again.

And what if his self-assertive behavior makes Gu Chi hate him even more?

Gu Chi said that the reason why he didn’t want to repair the watch was because he was afraid that he would discard the old and replace it with a new one, throwing away some of the original things and mixing in more secular parts. Now that Jiang Yu has repaired the watch, he really put his secular self in it. What he was afraid of was that Gu Chi didn't care about him.

The car slowly drove into the garage, and as the Maybach stopped, Jiang Yu's thoughts stopped abruptly.

Forget it, let's not worry about that much.

At least he can be sure that Gu Chi doesn't really want to throw the watch away.

This is his father's watch, how could he be willing to...

Unless his heart is ashamed and he has the determination and courage to go away with Biao and his father, in this case, Jiang You can't let Biao die like this.

He must keep Gu Chi.

The villa was brightly lit, Jiang Yu could smell the aroma of vegetables as soon as he entered the door.

It's a strange feeling, and has a... homey feel to it.

Sure enough, Zhang Shen was still there. When Jiang Yu came in, his legs were draped over the coffee table, lazily holding a cigarette in his mouth. Jiang You didn't see Gu Chi in the hall, so he probably hadn't come down yet. Ni lost all scruples in an instant, and frowned fiercely. In the past, he kicked Zhang Shen so mercilessly that he almost fell off the sofa.

"Damn it!" Zhang Shen was obviously terrified, turned his head in astonishment, met Jiang Yu's ice-cold eyes in horror, immediately sat down in a military posture, and smiled, turning his face faster than turning a book, which is amazing , "It's not Jiang Yu, you walk silently like a ghost..."

Jiang Yu sneered: "So that's why you spoiled my family like this when I was not around?"

"..."

"No!" Zhang Shen stood up abruptly, "How is it possible, how dare I? Just now... I just had cramp in my feet, but I admire you for daring to be so violent in front of Gu Chi."

After speaking, he gave him a very annoying thumbs up and pointed to the kitchen.

Jiang You looked in the direction he was pointing at, and just happened to look at Gu Chi who came out of washing his hands for a moment, their eyes met, and the two looked away almost immediately.

Jiang Yan had lived for 17 years, and it was the first time he felt so embarrassed. His anger rose from his heart. Taking advantage of the moment when Gu Chi turned his face away again, he covered Zhang Shen's face with a pillow and kicked him a few times. Zhang Shen called for help. His voice was completely buried in the cotton, it was unspeakable suffering, and when Jiang Yan threw the pillow away as if nothing had happened, his face turned purple.

Can't wait, can't wait...

If he stays any longer, this is the rhythm of his life, for the sake of brotherly love, it's not worth it!

"Well, I suddenly remembered that I still have something to do, I'll..."

"roll!"

"Okay!"

Zhang Shen rolled away numbly.

The villa was completely quiet now, only Gu Chi and him were left in an instant.

It was cold and windy outside, but inside the villa was as warm as spring, and the snow was still falling. When the two sat silently facing each other, they could still hear the sound of wind and snow outside the window, peaceful and lonely.

The night is slightly thick.

The two hearts on the dining table gradually drifted apart, the two souls bit and collided with each other, and finally reached the current dilemma.

This is the result that Jiang Yu does not want to see the most, and it is also the result that Jiang Yu hates the most.

I want to know how bad he is in Gu Chi's heart now.

If in the past Gu Chi still had sympathy and pity for him because of his past, then now, he is the real monster in Gu Chi's heart, moody and unscrupulous.

In fact it was him.

He restrained himself because of Gu Chi, and broke out because of Gu Chi.

What happened to Xu Ran restored the distance between them to its original state, but after thinking about it carefully, there was a sense of subtlety that was not there before.

Jiang Yu didn't eat dinner, his body was still wrapped in the coolness that swept in from outside, his thick black hair was stained with snow, he went to the kitchen to wash his hands and took the bowls and chopsticks, and came out to watch Gu Chi eat slowly. The appearance of being unable to do what he wanted, Jiang Yu thought about it and sat a little further away from Gu Chi.

Today is Gu Chi's birthday, so he has to be happy.

Tonight's food seemed particularly difficult to swallow, and I don't know if it was infected by this weird atmosphere or something else.

Gu Chi ate faster than him, still the same as before, put down his chopsticks and was about to go upstairs

Jiang Yu's heart broke, he quickly stood up, and stopped him from behind: "Gu Chi!"

Gu Chi stopped walking and did not go up.

He has been so obedient during this period of time, Jiang Yu told him to stop and he would stop, like a machine.

Jiang Yu looked at Gu Chi's indifferent eyes, and suddenly became nervous. To be honest, he was afraid, he was afraid that Gu Chi would get angry, and he was afraid that if he got angry, he would leave him.

"You...can you come down first?"

Without further ado, Gu Chi turned around and walked down a few steps, stopping five meters away from Jiang Yu, his face still expressionless.

Jiang Yu's knuckles turned white from being pinched, and his palms were sweating, so he finally decided not to take this out.

"I... have something to give you." Jiang Yu said.

Gu Chi looked at him without changing his expression.

Jiang Yu thought, even if he took out his heart and put it in front of him now, Gu Chi's eyelids wouldn't be raised.

Jiang You swallowed the bitterness in his throat, turned around and took out a box and a letter from the drawer of the coffee table that he had prepared earlier.

Gu Chi's eyes changed from the moment he saw the familiar box.

Jiang Yu's heart tightened.

He kept these things for a long time, and they belonged to Gu Chi.

Jiang Yu handed the two items to Gu Chi, gritted his teeth, and said in a low voice, "This watch... was given to you by Chu Yang before he left, and this letter was given to you by Zhou Hong before he left. I'm sorry, I……"

Before he finished speaking, Gu Chi had already picked up the things, his eyes were obviously red, but he still didn't speak.

Jiang Yu pinched his hand, and continued with difficulty: "I'm sorry Gu Chi, I originally wanted to wait for your birthday before handing it over to you. You will feel better when you see these things... It's my lack of consideration and self-righteousness, but don't worry, Chu I haven't touched Yang's watch, nor have I read Zhou Hong's letter."

Gu Chi lowered his eyes, didn't speak, nodded after a long time, and turned to leave.

"Gu Chi!"

His back froze, but this time, he didn't look back.

Jiang Yu looked at his tall figure who had lost a lot of weight, his throat seemed to be pinched by an invisible big hand, and he couldn't speak for a while.

After recovering slowly, he tilted his head and said in a low voice, "Do you still remember... what did you lose?"

Gu Chi immediately understood what he was talking about, after all, he only lost one of so many things, and he couldn't find it.

Gu Chi turned around abruptly and looked at him deeply.

Jiang Yu didn't make any further fuss, and took out the familiar dark blue watch box from the bag of the windbreaker, slowly opened it, and placed it in front of Gu Chi.

Gu Chi lowered his eyelids, and saw the watch he had been looking for for a long time at a glance, but the watch was no longer broken and incomplete, his hour and minute hands were turning, time was running in it again, and he regained his life .

"Xiaochi, I didn't... I didn't spy on you or spy on you, but I just saw you throwing this into the trash can when I came back... I saw that you didn't look right, so I... took it out and looked at it," Jiang Yan The more I talked, the more flustered I became, and the less confident I became, "I saw this watch... I knew it, I know you can't bear it, and I can't bear it too... Don't blame me."

Gu Chi stared blankly at the watch that completely overlapped with his memory, how could he think about it at that moment, and why blame him?

In fact, he regretted it shortly after throwing it in. He also secretly went back to look for it, searched it over and over again, but couldn't find it again. That day Gu Chi sat by the window smoking a cigarette all afternoon, and finally understood that there are some things that cannot be said to give up Just give up, there are some memories that can’t be forgotten just because they can be forgotten, you see, it’s too late to get them back now.

But Gu Chi didn't expect to meet it again at Jiang Yu's place.

It was like a special arrangement of fate in the dark.

I don't know when, Gu Chi's tears fell uncontrollably, and they flowed all over his face in an instant. The mist blurred his eyes, and he didn't even dare to reach out to pick up the things he wanted to throw away. This past.

He remembered what his father said when he gave him the watch:

"When you see it, the first thing you think about is not time, but life. Time is the beginning and end of all life, but before we step out of time, we must learn to grasp it, how to grasp it? Not let it stop against the laws of nature Circulation, but try to accept it and fall in love with it while adapting to the changes it brings. The so-called love is to let go of a person who has reached the end, and do your best to hold the person who will accompany you to the end. So Xiaochi, if In the future, when your parents are gone, you are not allowed to be sad or miss you, because you are an adult, you can’t play tricks or be willful. Of course, if you want to be willful, you must first find the person who makes you self-willed. That person is the real companion. You are the last person, neither me nor my mother."

Even after going through so much, Gu Chi is still in a state of ignorance of these words, because in his cognition, his father and mother are the ones who will accompany him to the end, even if he has a partner later, his parents will also accompany him By his side, he can watch them grow old slowly, and Gu Chi can also accept their birth, old age, sickness and death, because this is a natural law, and he can't change it, but he calculates that he should be very old when his parents leave, and he will soon He was able to go to accompany them, but he forgot that there are many variables in life.

He thought he would be able to accompany him for most of his life. One of his parents passed away quietly when he was 13 years old; the other followed him when he was 17 years old, and they didn't even last until the day of his coming-of-age ceremony.

And he imagined that although it would be a bit difficult, at least he would have a bright future, because of a sudden accident, everything was shattered.His ideal wife who could spend his whole life with him in harmony and respect as a guest was brutally murdered in that dark warehouse.

He fell from the sky into the quagmire, and the ants were not as embarrassed as he was.

But Gu Chi didn't expect that it was Jiang Yu who pulled him down, and it was Jiang Yu who pushed him out.

The father said that the person who accompanied him to the end was his mother compared to the father himself, because the mother did accompany him to the end, and the father accompanied him and his mother in another way for a long time afterwards, and the mother felt that she was a drag Xiaochi died, so my father found a time to pick up his mother, because his father didn't want his mother to wait any longer, and he didn't want his company to be empty.

Some accompany life and death together, such as the owner of the watch shop and his lover who Yuxiu Shanshang Jiangyou told him, they really accompany each other to the end.

That's why Gu Chi discovered that some love can really transcend life and death, and some people really can't live without the other.

This kind of love has nothing to do with gender or blood.

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