So the pond will drown

I cling to hell,

To save me is to harm me.

……

Xu Ran pressed him on the cabinet, and when he pulled off his clothes and put them around his neck, goose bumps all over Gu Chi's body, Gu Chi was really afraid that he would die here immediately.

In fact, Xu Ran knew in his heart that Jiang Yu would be here soon, so he couldn't be distracted, and if he could leave even a trace on Gu Chi's body, Jiang Yu would be satisfied when he saw him, full of the pleasure of revenge||, young skin The snow is as white as jade, condensed as jade fat, which makes people go crazy.

Gu Chi is the flower in the mirror of the moon in the water, the young man he once looked at from a distance and would be happy for a long time.

Now that he is here, Xu Ran almost couldn't help it, but he tried his best to suppress the surging desire | sea in his heart, because he didn't want to be like Jiang Yu, he didn't want Gu Chi to hate him.

At this time, Gu Chi had no strength, but he was unexpectedly sober. He knew that he could not fall asleep.

He was looking forward to Jiang Yu's arrival, but also afraid of Jiang Yu's arrival.

The cage was a cage on both sides, and he was handcuffed whenever he entered or retreated.

They trapped him, they held him prisoner, he was chained.

"Jiang Yu..." Gu Chi murmured unconsciously.

Because he knew that Jiang Yu was coming.

Xu Ran's movements froze for a moment, and then an uncontrollable soreness surged up in his heart. He didn't dare to look directly into Gu Chi's eyes, so he could only press against his thin shoulder, his voice hoarse, choked up and said: "Gu Chi, are you actually I just like him, right? How can you like him? He is so bad... He ruined you. Even though I have my own desires, I still traveled thousands of miles to save you. I am not afraid of dying in the hands of Jiang Yu. After you come out, I don't ask you to stay by my side, you can go wherever you feel free, I won't stop you, I won't stop you..."

Xu Ran wanted to rescue Gu Chi, and when he avoided Jiang Yu, he would let him go, wherever he went, he would follow him, but Gu Chi was unwilling.

Gu Chi opened his eyes slightly, and looked at him with empty eyes. There was still cold sweat on the corners of his forehead and the tip of his nose, his eyelashes were smudged black, his face was pale, his lips were bloodless, his eyes were clear, and his tone was weak The words are clear: "...I don't like him, but I don't want to go with you either."

He suddenly felt that human beings are really pathetic, always immersed in various inexplicable emotions, suddenly happy and sad, suddenly full of love and suddenly abandoned like a waste.

He is as pitiful as Xu Ran.

Xu Ran was trapped by Nanyang and the Jiang family, and he was trapped in this world.

"Xu Ran, you shouldn't have come..."

Xu Ran paused for a moment, and stopped | restraining Gu Chi, instead, he stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly, as if grabbing his only support, he almost exhausted all his strength.

This is the closest time he and Gu Chi have been close.

Gu Chi didn't know what to say, such an intimate action made him extremely uncomfortable, he put his hand on Xu Ran's shoulder to push him away, but his strength was weak, it seemed to be comforting.

It was at this time that the door was opened.

Gu Chi was stunned, and before he could take back his hand on Xu Ran's shoulder, he raised his eyes and met Jiang Yu's deep eyes, which were still so dark, so dark that it made people's hearts sink.

At the same time, Gu Chi also realized how misleading his and Xu Ran's current actions were.

His clothes were opened wide, revealing a large area of ​​snow-white skin, thin shoulders, and delicate and deep collarbone, which is extremely attractive and dazzling. On the neck, there are some traces left by Xu Ran when he just went crazy. In fact, it's just an ordinary red mark, which will disappear soon. Xu Ran has a sense of proportion, but he was dazed before, but after all, he has been under the strict control of Xu's father since he was a child, and he is restrained when he likes it. With great hostility, he didn't dare to hurt Gu Chi even a little bit.

At this moment, Xu Ran was still holding him, and his hand rested on Xu Ran's shoulder in an ambiguous gesture, which seemed to be a response to Xu Ran.

And his hangover headache, coupled with the stomachache made his complexion pale, and there was cold sweat on his forehead, but this situation, in the eyes of others, no matter how lingering it is, it looks like the joy after lust | Enjoyment.

Jiang You stared at him, pursed his lips tightly, his brows were so cold that people shuddered, no one dared to speak anymore, the temperature dropped suddenly, overwhelming anger enveloped Gu Chi, and he couldn't help seeing the scene a few months ago The Jiang Yu who pushed him into the warehouse and raped him, that beast-like Jiang Yu.

"Gu Chi."

Jiang Yu called his name, but his tone was cold.

In the hall, hundreds of people were so frightened that they lowered their heads. Even Fu Dong and Zhang Shen, who were following Jiang Yu, were speechless at this scene.

To persuade Jiang Yu at this time would be to punish Jiang Yu's heart.

After all, they are all Jiang Yu's friends.

Gu Chi was stunned for a long time, and when he came back to his senses, Xu Ran had already separated from him, and he was still leaning against the cabinet as if he had just woken up from a dream, Xu Ran was standing beside him, and Jiang You was looking at him.

The open skirt was pulled and buttoned by Xu Ran, casting a shadow in front of him, and it was Xu Ran who leaned forward to block him.

"you……"

Xu Ran couldn't say what he said, Jiang Yu had already stepped forward and kicked him hard on his stomach, kicking him to the ground, Xu Ran almost cried out in pain, but he looked at Gu Chi After a glance, he finally sat on the ground holding his stomach and holding his stomach, sweating profusely.

"Xu Ran." Gu Chi reacted quickly, took a step forward subconsciously, and before he could move his wrist, someone grabbed him hard, and he was pressed against the cabinet again. His back was so painful, but he had to He tried his best to raise his eyes to meet Jiang Yu's gaze, at that moment, Gu Chi's breathing stopped, the successive heavy injuries made Gu Chi almost unable to stand still, his whole body was numb with pain.

"Jiang Yu, be careful, Gu Chi..."

Seeing Jiang Yu looking like he was about to kill someone, Fu Dong wanted to remind Jiang Yu, because others couldn't see it. As a doctor, Fu Dong could of course see that something was wrong with Gu Chi. Being pulled severely by Zhang Shen beside him, the two looked at each other, but Fu Dong still couldn't say anything in the end.

At this time, they couldn't afford to offend Jiang Yan.

"Let me go..." Gu Chi felt uncomfortable all over, the pain in his head, stomach and back tortured him like needles.

"Gu Chi, what do you think of me?" Jiang You ignored his words and asked instead.

Gu Chi was stunned for a moment, turned his head, closed his eyes and didn't speak, he could barely support the strength to speak, and he was still breathing slowly, unable to speak.

But in Jiang Yu's eyes, this is a kind of acquiescence and compromise.

He doesn't want this kind of compromise.

"Speak up." Jiang You stared at him intently, because he hadn't slept all night, and his eyes still had bloodshot eyes, like a bloody beast that could violently kill someone in the next second.

"I was so anxious that you were taken away. I stared at the surveillance camera all day and all night. After watching it, I couldn't wait to fly to France to find you. I came to find you as soon as I landed." Jiang Yu said, "But what do you think of me? "

With no chance of winning, he traveled thousands of miles to this unknown Hongmen banquet, because he was afraid that Gu Chi would wait a minute and a second, every second was blood dripping from Jiang Yu's heart, but when he crossed everything and came When I was ecstatic to take my beloved back here, I saw such an unexplainable scene.How not to be chilling?

Jiang You wanted an explanation, even if it was a lie, he would admit it.

But Gu Chi didn't give it to him.

"Gu Chi, is he that nice? He's so good that you can't wait to go to bed when you meet again." Jiang Yu's words were sharp, and he began to speak indiscriminately when he was resentful in his heart, but he didn't show mercy in front of everyone. Gu Chi didn't save face either.

"Jiang Yu, shut up!" Gu Chi hoarse, staring at him suddenly with red eyes.

Why did he insult him again and again.

Jiang Yu smiled nonchalantly, he no longer had the kind of patience and gentleness he used to treat him in the past, and they returned to the beginning, the one-way relationship is always fragile and vulnerable.

It is easy to break when the wind blows.

"Is he that good?" Jiang You looked at him, desperately asking for a result.

Gu Chi felt uncomfortable all over, his brain was like a paste, something was churning inside, he couldn't even see Jiang Yu's face clearly in front of him, he was so angry that Jiang Yu aroused him, he couldn't care about anything else:

"He's good, of course he's good. Which one of his grades is better than yours? What's so good about you? It's you who ruined me, you who hurt me, you who threatened to like me, and you who imprisoned me in the end , What do you think you have compared to him?"

Gu Chi broke out in cold sweat after speaking, he could only take small breaths to support himself.

After these words, Jiang Yu was speechless, and Fu Dong and Zhang Shen also had nothing to say.

What Jiang Yu did at the beginning was too wrong, and he couldn't make up for it.

Jiang Yu's brain went blank for a moment, his breathing was so rapid that he couldn't breathe, the feeling of a heavy weight hanging over his heart had never been so strong.

Yes, he is not good enough for Gu Chi. If he hadn't insisted on tying Gu Chi by his side, they would have been on two different paths. Gu Chi should have a bright future, even if he likes boys, he should be like Xu Ran Clear and clean, not a monster like him living in a garbage dump.

But he can't give up on him for the time being, he can't give up on him, Gu Chi is his life, how can he let him go, now someone is threatening him, already threatening him...

Gu Chi wants to leave.

As soon as these four words came out, Jiang Yu's face was as hard as ice and cold, his eyes were cold, and the seven-foot-ice polar snow forest was not like this.

At that moment, the stern and cruel Jiang Yu returned, wrapped in the wind and rain, and carrying the hard frost leaves.

Perhaps Satan has been silent for so long that people forget that he came at night and was born in the field of Shura, just to bring a bloodbath to the world.

"Gu Chi, are you leaving?" Jiang You looked at him.

Gu Chi looked at him instead, without the slightest trace of fear, his face was colorless. He looked at Jiang Yu vacantly, leaning back against the cabinet to support his falling body, his fingertips turned white , Gu Chi slowed down for a few seconds, then gritted his teeth and said, "...Go, why don't you go?"

"Go with him?" Jiang You glanced at Fu Dong who was curled up on the ground.

Gu Chi was silent for a while, and finally nodded his head: "Yes."

Jiang You looked at him in a daze for a while, but stepped back and let him go, then looked at him and smiled: "Okay, very good..."

Fu Dong and Zhang Shen shuddered at the same time.

In the next second, Jiang Yu pointed his gun at Xu Ran who was on the ground. Gu Chi looked at the muzzle of the gun and had no time to think about it. Apart from going crazy just now, there was no other outrageous move towards him.

So Jiang Yan couldn't kill him.

Gu Chi directly dragged his weak and sick body to stop Xu Ran.

"Jiang Yan!" Fu Dong exclaimed.

But it was too late, Jiang Yu pulled the trigger on Gu Chi.

Dead silence, dead silence.

The expected gunshots did not come.

Everyone's backs were covered with cold sweat.

Gu Chi looked at the empty muzzle, and realized something in his heart.

Jiang Yu looked at Gu Chi, twitched the corner of his mouth, and said after a long time: "You really still hate me."

It turned out that Gu Chi blocked the gun for him last time, really just to repay him a favor.

Gu Chi looked at him, speechless, but his heart felt uncomfortable for no reason.

Fu Dong wiped off his cold sweat, his heart clenched slightly.

It's getting more and more complicated.

"Gu Chi." Jiang You withdrew his gun and took a step closer to him, his eyes were as deep as the sea, making people's breathing stagnate, and the chill was running through him, "I promise to let you go."

Gu Chi looked at him suddenly.

"But..." Jiang Yu glanced at Xu Ran behind him, and said slowly, "You and him can only go together."

"..."

Jiang Yu's words are equivalent to not saying anything.

However, Jiang Yu said again: "If you choose him to go, then it depends on whether you choose to let him go intact, or go without arms and legs."

Gu Chi's eyebrows twitched, and he continued to wait for his next post.

"He stole you, I have to give him some punishment." Jiang You looked at him, "But if you are willing to bear it for him, I can consider letting him go this time."

Gu Chi knew that he was negotiating terms with himself, so he pursed his lips and stared at him for a while before he asked, "What do you want?"

Jiang Yu chuckled lightly, with a contemptuous and careless smile: "You go to bed with me."

"Jiang drowned."

This time it was Zhang Shen who reminded him in a deep voice.

Jiang Yu was hurting Gu Chi's self-esteem and killing himself.

Everyone present, there was no sound after this sound.

They are all afraid of drowning in the river.

Jiang Yu still said to himself: "Anyway, I've already done it, so it's not bad."

Gu Chi stared at him, his lips were snow-white, and his face was no longer angry.

Fu Dong looked at Gu Chi, frowning, hesitating.

The confrontation froze.

Gu Chi had been in pain so many times, he was so numb that he almost forgot that he was a human being, the blood was still flowing in the blood vessels, the heart and pulse were still beating, but at this moment, he became a machine.

He won't be in pain.

I don't know how long it took before everyone heard Gu Chi say in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

The crowd retreated one after another, and in an instant, only the two of them were left.

They tortured each other, and finally reached an irreversible point, an unsolvable dead end.

Jiang Yu pressed Gu Chi against the cabinet, at that moment he forgot everything, but he remembered everything, he stretched out his hand and tore off Gu Chi's clothes, and looked at the marks left by others on his body as if masochistic, but they were not deep, almost It is very shallow, but it is so dazzling on Gu Chi's fair skin. The piercing Jiang Yu's heart seemed to be stabbed hard by a sharp awl, and the wound was dripping with blood. He could only use that Damn sanity suppresses the impending beast inside.

Gu Chi didn't even hesitate to show him sympathy.

"Gu Chi, I hate you to death..."

Jiang Yu said that he wanted to have sex with him, but when everyone went out, he suddenly suppressed the violence and haze, and hugged Gu Chi tightly like an angry child, burying his head in the crook of his neck.

At this time, Gu Chi was almost unconscious, but he didn't want to sleep, so he opened his eyes and returned to the empty villa.

He neither wanted to stay in France nor to go back to Nanyang.

He wants to go home.

At this moment, he couldn't feel his own breathing.

It hurts, it's depressing and painful, and it feels like bugs are eating him all over his body.

He wants to die.

The thought had never been stronger.

The image of Jiang Yu and Jiang Yu in that dark warehouse for the first time flashed in his mind to the extreme.

As if drowning, the air was gradually thinning, something blocked all his ventilation from all directions, but he couldn't even grasp the straw.

"open……"

He didn't know how he said those two words, he didn't even hear his own voice.

Jiang Yu's movements stopped almost immediately, and when he looked up and saw his bloodless face and sweat all over his face, he finally came back to his senses and realized that something was wrong.

"...What's wrong? What's wrong?"

The body in his arms was cold, he was so dazed by the anger just now that he didn't feel it.

Gu Chi was so heavy that he couldn't even open his eyelids, now it was only Jiang Yu who managed to stand still, his ears were buzzing, he couldn't hear Jiang Yu's words at all, he just muttered a word: "Death..."

He really hurts.

He wants to die, he doesn't want to live like this.

These things happened so suddenly.

They all said he should be theirs, whose is he?

He was raised by mom and dad, and dad said he was his, and mom said the same, so why are they tearing him up?They all wanted to possess him, skinned him, cramped his bones, and ate his flesh and blood.

But won't he be in pain?

doll.

Yes, children love to fight over toys.

He should be a free bird, soaring in the sky of Nanyang, and fly to farther places when his wings are full.

They broke it.

They are killing him.

Once the determination to die was awakened, the strong emotion of missing his hometown and people instantly flooded his brain.

Mom and Dad are waiting for him.

They're going to pick him up.

They're coming for him.

At this moment when he almost felt as if he was on the verge of death, Gu Chi didn't even know where he was so hard. Before Jiang Yu could react, he bumped himself into the desk lamp on the cabinet. The desk lamp was made of colored glaze. He knocked down the desk lamp, but knocked his head out of blood. The severe pain invaded every nerve in his body instantly. He was stunned for a long time, feeling the blood all over his body was churning backwards, his head seemed to be scorched|hot. The knife gouged out, the piercing pain was endless like a wave, Gu Chi was trembling, his skin was cold.

At the last second of losing consciousness, he suddenly felt a sense of relief.

Don't save me.

Don't hurt me.

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