So the pond will drown

Jiang Yu was startled fiercely, and looked towards the door suddenly, his pupils shrank suddenly, his eye sockets turned red suddenly, and the mist surged up.

I can't take my eyes off of this.

He saw the person he mentioned just now, the person who appeared in his dreams every night, actually standing in front of him.

The young man is still as handsome as ever. After four years of precipitation, he looks a lot calmer. The innate temperament and the kind of gentleness that always comes with him are still there. He has grown taller and thinner. , red lips, white teeth, dark pupils, he is still the boy Jiang Yu is familiar with.

It's just that the boy no longer stood in the sun and squinted and smiled at him wearing the black and white school uniform of the attached high school as he had dreamed many times in his dreams. He was the warm sun in summer and the snow and morning dew in winter.

At the moment when they looked at each other, those lingering or painful or sad pasts that used to contain blood were entangled with each other like silk threads, but now looking back, how long ago was that?It seems like a lifetime away.Those two years were like an illusory and beautiful dream, just like now, his youth appeared in front of him like a dream after four years.

is it him?He is back?Why... is he back?

"Xiao... Chi?" His voice seemed to be choked, his mind went blank, and he couldn't allow him to think about anything.The knife that had been stuck in his heart all the year round was suddenly raped, taking away the softest part of his heart with blood and flesh.

The four years of longing are like poison | medicine, flowing through the blood to the limbs and bones, sucking his blood and cutting his flesh, making his life worse than death at any time.

Gu Chi will always be the poppies growing in his wasteland, he will be the charming and flamboyant in his ruins, which makes him want to stop, and has never complained since then.

The people in the ward quietly left only the two of them at some point, and Gu Chi responded with a low voice.

He pretended to be calm to help him set up the small table, unpacked the dinner for him and put it in order, when he turned his head to see Jiang Yu still looking at him dully, Gu Chi was suddenly a little embarrassed.

In the past four years, some things have changed long ago, and once some thoughts are clearly seen, they will not appear so natural.

Gu Chi coughed lightly and said, "You eat first, I'll go out for a while..."

His heart was beating fast, and he felt that the blood in his whole body was flowing backwards. The scalding heat stimulated his tendons, making him panic and bewildered.

It's okay when I don't see Jiang Yu, but when I see him, I don't know the north, south, east, and west.He hid that inexplicable liking for four years, and it was impossible to make it clear once in a while, and he wasn't ready for that.

He suddenly regretted that he came over in such a hurry.

"Xiaochi..." Seeing that he turned to leave, Jiang You immediately reacted, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to hold him in a panic.

Gu Chi instantly felt that the wrist held by Jiang Yu became hot.

Jiang Yu seemed to have noticed it too, and quickly let go, but he was so flustered that he didn't even know where to put his hands, and the food in front of him became dull.

"...Let's eat." Gu Chi couldn't stand it anymore, although he himself was panicked.

"Oh..." Jiang Yu was really obedient and began to bury his head in eating.

Even so, his gaze was directed towards Gu Chi, and he took a bite and glanced at it. He might not even know what he was eating, anyway, he just kept pawing.

Gu Chi was afraid of swallowing him, sighed, and planned to get up and go out to let Jiang Yu calm down, and he also calmed down.

But just now he got up, someone raised his head and looked at him in an instant, obviously he hadn't recovered yet.

Gu Chi's whole body was stiff, and he stammered, "I... go out for a while..."

He didn't dare to look at Jiang Yan anymore.After finishing speaking, he opened the door quickly and went out. Gu Chi closed the door abruptly and took a few breaths. He knew that he should calm down a little, maybe he should say "Long time no see" calmly, but that calm and steady disguise was just that in front of Jiang Yu. Can't stand it.

Gu Chi slowed down, turned his head and saw Mo Yanshu and his party sitting outside looking at him in bewilderment.

Gu Chi was suddenly embarrassed and wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.

"Hey Gu Chi, why did you come out so soon?" Fu Dong was still holding a chopstick of celery.

Then Mo Yanshu quickly lowered his head and picked up the celery. While being beaten by Fu Dong, he asked vaguely, "Gu Chi, you guys are going too fast..."

Gu Chi pulled his face, found a random place to sit down, gritted his teeth and said, "Who is faster? Men can't say faster."

Three people: "..."

At this moment, the wards were pushed away by Jiang Yu, and the four of them looked at him together again.

Jiang Yu aimed at Gu Chi at a glance, and then, regardless of his identity as a wounded patient, he rushed over and hugged him tightly in his arms.

Gu Chi blinked, his mind was a little buzzing.

This is... Finally reacted?

"Xiaochi..." Jiang Yu suddenly called him in a low voice, choked up in his ear.

Gu Chi's nose suddenly became sore.

Gu Chi once felt that the love he hadn't picked up for a long time was nothing but regret. It wasn't until he reunited with Jiang Yu again that he knew that some things would be unforgettable unless they were cut to the bone and heart.

"Well, what's the matter?" Gu Chi gently raised his hand and patted him on the back unnaturally.

Jiang Yu was speechless, but just hugged him silently until Fu Dong hugged him next to Mo Yanshu, he couldn't stand it any longer, and said angrily, "Jiang Yu, how long have you been hurt? Do you want to go in again?" Go back to the ICU?"

Jiang Yu acted as if he had never heard of it.

On the contrary, Gu Chi reacted very quickly and pushed him lightly. Only then did he see that his face was a little pale. He was startled and complained, "Why are you in such a hurry? Go in and lie down."

Jiang You grabbed his wrist and refused to let go, his eyes were foggy, and he looked at him stubbornly.

Gu Chi sighed, and simply turned around and led him into the ward: "Why don't I accompany you?"

It's been four years, among other things, the energy of cheating is getting stronger and stronger every day.

When Jiang Yu lay down, the two of them became relatively silent again.

Gu Chi really didn't know what to say, as if they hadn't talked properly during the two years they were together, it was because Gu Chi didn't want to talk to him at that time, but now they don't know what to say.

Those two years were long and long, but short and short, it didn't seem to be the case.

He always felt that his memories of the four years in England were not as much as those of the two years.

In fact, they have never been very intimate. Kissing is Jiang Yu's wishful thinking, making|love is also Gu Chi's involuntary, even when talking, Jiang Yu is pulling him hard.

In the past, Gu Chi really thought that he and Jiang Yu had nothing to talk about and had no common topics. Such a dangerous silence is very dangerous for two people who are together. How long can they stay together?It is said that the seven-year itch is the eight-year pain, so at that time he didn't think the two of them could survive this life for decades.

But now Gu Chi realizes that the feeling of liking someone is completely different.Just like now, Gu Chi has dug his heart open, he clearly understands that he likes him.Although there is no way to talk to him at this moment, there are many things in his heart that he wants to tell him, but he is afraid that what he said is too abrupt.There is always a time.

They have no shortage of time now.

Those two years, whether it was painful or joyful, should be allowed to disappear in smoke.Gu Chi did not pursue it, and Jiang Yu was not allowed to pursue it either.

"Xiaochi, I..." Jiang Yu originally wanted to say something, but a shadow suddenly fell over him, his eyes widened suddenly, and his throat choked hard.

Because Gu Chi lowered his head...and kissed his lips lightly.

It seemed that it was the first time for him to do this kind of thing, so the kiss was green and short, and it was just a superficial kiss. His face was pretending to be indifferent, but the roots of his ears and neck were completely red.

Gu Chi didn't want to embarrass himself in front of Jiang Yu, so he raised his hand to cover his eyes, helped him lie on the bed, and said in a hoarse voice, "Close your eyes and rest for a while."

With Jiang Yan's current body, he can't stand for long at all. Just now he ran out in a hurry, so he must be a little tired now.

But how could Jiang Yu be able to sleep now, even if the nurse gave him a sedative at this moment, he might not be able to sleep peacefully.

His heart was beating fast, and at this moment, his brain seemed to be short-circuited and could not display anything.He still wanted to cry, even though his nose was sore and his eyes were red, he couldn't be so weak in front of Gu Chi as soon as they met, that would be too embarrassing.

Jiang Yu blinked his sour eyes fiercely, raised his hand and grabbed Gu Chi's sleeve tightly, begging in a low voice: "Xiao Chi, take me out for a walk."

His tone was very low, and he hit the softest point in Gu Chi's heart in an instant, how could he still say anything to refuse, this heart could be given to him.

Gu Chi got Fu Dong's permission to take Jiang Yu out, but he can't go too far at the moment, so he can only use a wheelchair to push him around the hospital's back garden. Let's go, Gu Chi knew what was awkward in his heart, and pushed him away without saying a word.

So Gu Chi saw Jiang Yu's red ears and straight back behind him.

Gu Chi wanted to tease him, but he couldn't help it when he looked at it, so he reached out and pinched his earlobe lightly when he was in the elevator, which made Jiang Yu's whole body stiff, his cheeks were hot, and his heart was about to jump out of it.

Gu Chi couldn't help but said, "Why are your ears red? Like a little rabbit..."

"..." Jiang Baitu sat upright, not daring to speak nonsense, and his Adam's apple moved involuntarily.

He is still floating since Gu Chi came back.

Gu Chi pushed him to stop by the fountain in the back garden, while he himself sat on a bench beside him, watching the crowd coming and going in front of him with Jiang Yu who was wandering in the sky.

But in fact, at this time, the hustle and bustle of the world can't affect them.

They pretended to watch other people's excitement, but their peripheral vision and attention were on each other.

At this time, what is more attractive than the people around you?

In the end it was Jiang Yu who turned his head and looked at Gu Chi nonchalantly for a while, his eyes were still red and his lips were a little pale, but only he knew that his heart was hot.

"Xiaochi, you're back..." Jiang You knew he had asked nonsense.

He just felt that all the beauty in front of him was unreal, and only when he got an affirmative answer would Gu Chi really be in front of him.

Gu Chi nodded: "Yes, I'm back."

Jiang Yu was suddenly inexplicably relieved, but seeing himself in this state, he felt nervous again.

Jiang Yu: "Then...do you want to go?"

Gu Chi glanced at him: "Let's go."

Jiang Yu felt as if he had been thrown into the ice bank in an instant, his whole body was stiff like an ice sculpture, and it was even difficult for him to breathe.The monster was ready to move again, and he cursed himself in his heart in disgust.

He has done his best to see you, what more do you want?

Jiang Yu narrowed his sour eyes and took a deep breath.

Gu Chi looked at his hesitant and distressed look, hooked the corners of his lips, looked at him with a smile and said, "You come with me."

"What?" Jiang Yu's head exploded with a bang, he was so shocked that he couldn't even pronounce the syllables, he stared dumbly at Gu Chi with his big eyes.

Gu Chi raised his eyebrows: "Why? Don't want to?"

Jiang Yu came back to his senses, panicked and wanted to explain.He doesn't want to?Is he crazy? He doesn't want to, let alone follow him, even if Gu Chi sells him, he will count the money for him.

But Gu Chi laughed again and said, "Then I won't go either."

Jiang Yu stared at him blankly.

Gu Chi: "It's a big deal not to take the Ph.D. exam. I'll stay in China to accompany you, okay?"

Gu Chi was not joking.If Jiang Yu can't go to England with him, he will stay with him in Nanyang, these four years are too difficult, he doesn't want to waste every remaining spring and autumn of his life with him.

Anyway, he doesn't have to take a postgraduate doctorate exam. He can find a good job in Nanyang with his education.

Jiang Yu is here, he is here.

Jiang Yu was already overwhelmed by this huge ecstasy.

It was as if Gu Chi had set off a firework and it exploded in his heart. He was so shaken that he only cared about joy, and couldn't think about anything else.

Gu Chi smiled softly, looked deeply at Jiang Yu, and said very seriously: "Jiang Yu, there are thousands of regrets in this world."

Jiang Yu looked at him, and after a while he said "hmm" in a hoarse voice, but he didn't know whether he actually said "hmm".

Gu Chi added: "But you can't be my regret."

Jiang Yu was stunned for a few seconds, his eyes were wet in an instant, he looked at him: "...Huh?"

Gu Chi smiled, took a sneaky breath, grabbed Jiang Yu's cold hand, and whispered in his ear, "I think you can be my future."

Jiang Yu choked for a moment, stunned for a while, and then slowly turned around after a long time, tentatively, leaning over to approach Gu Chi, Gu Chi followed him, Jiang Yu couldn't control it instantly, and buried his head in the into the crescent of his neck.

After a while, Gu Chi felt that the clothes on his shoulders were wet.

The little monster's shoulders trembled slightly, and it finally let go of its usual strong disguise.

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