So the pond will drown

The four sat facing each other in the corridor of the hospital. There were only four of them in this corridor. The attending physician was sent home by Fu Dong, and Mo Yanshu hadn't arrived yet.

But they have all calmed down by now.

Only Fu Dong still couldn't believe that Gu Chi would come back.

Why did he come back?Did he come back by the way or... or because of that idiot?

Fu Dong glanced at Gu Chi who was opposite him.

Gu Chi took off his glasses and was rubbing between his brows tiredly.He also just discovered that he had worn a pair of glasses from the Oxford Library to Nanyang, and now he took them off belatedly, no wonder he felt a little dizzy.

He didn't rest on the plane, and when he arrived in Nanyang, he was so focused on Jiang Yu that he didn't even bother to find a place to rest, and he didn't feel exhausted until now.

He can't take the plane for too long, and after a long time, he tends to feel dizzy and sore all over, just now.

But he didn't show any fatigue in front of the three of them, and his expression control ability has been top-notch in the past four years.After all, being a psychiatrist requires such abilities.

Gu Chi quickly recovered, raised his eyes and was about to ask about Jiang Yu's past years, but the eyes of the three people had been on him for some time.

Gu Chi: "..."

Fu Dong stared at him for a while, still a little unbelievable at this time.It's true, four years is enough to change a person beyond recognition. Although the person in front of him is not the same as Gu Chi four years ago, he is indeed more mature than the Gu Chi they knew in some aspects. many.

He has matured, and finally turned from a boy into a young man, and there is no youthful brightness in his eyes anymore.The only thing that remains the same is that face that is becoming more and more evil.

Gu Chi must still be a real sought-after figure in school.

No matter where he goes, he is destined to be few and bright, independent of everything in this world.

"When did you come back?" Fu Dong's voice was very low, as if his throat had been ground by sandpaper, it sounded hoarse and uncomfortable, with a bit of bitterness for no reason.

They are very sincere to Jiang Yu, Gu Chi can see it.

"Last night." Gu Chi said.

Fu Dong was startled: "Last night?"

Gu Chi's expression was indifferent: "Yes."

"Didn't you take a break?"

Gu Chi shook his head: "Not in the mood"

"You...Why did you come back?" Fu Dong still asked the question he wanted to ask the most.

Gu Chi smiled slightly and said, "For who else, for a bastard."

His tone was pretending to be relaxed, which greatly relieved the three people present.

Fu Dong wanted to cry again, he watched the two of them come all the way, it was really not easy for Gu Chi to come back for Jiang Yu, it was not easy.

"Gu Chi, do you like him?" Mo Hanxin asked this question.

That's a question they really want to ask, and it's an important one.Gu Chi's return is meaningful only if he loves her.

But Gu Chi smiled, shook his head and said, "No."

Their faces sank suddenly, like foam being pressed by a boulder, unable to float up no matter what.

But in the next second, Gu Chi said again: "I love him."

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Gu Chi was exhausted. He was physically and mentally exhausted after more than ten hours of continuous assignments, but he didn't have time to think about it. He wanted to know what happened to Jiang Yu in the past four years as soon as possible. Not going home is definitely not that bad thing in the company.

Is there still a lot that this person is hiding from him?Now that he is back, he has to dig out the truth that Jiang Yu deliberately buried in the torrent of time one by one, and he will settle the score with him when he wakes up.

Gu Chi looked at the door of the intensive care unit, he knew that Jiang Yu was lying inside, and the person he thought about day and night was now separated from him by the door.That door seemed to have trapped them for four years. Today, Gu Chi just came back to open it and walked into him.

"What's wrong with him?" This is the question Gu Chi wants to ask the most, and also what he wants to know the most.

When Mo Yanshu gave him the address of the hospital, he knew something must have happened.

The three of them were silent for a while before Fu Dong whispered, "I was shot."

"Shot?" Gu Chi's heart went cold.

"Yeah." Fu Dong nodded, "It took more than seven or eight hours to rescue him, and he was barely rescued in the early hours of this morning, but his body..."

Gu Chi's breathing was a little unsteady.

"His illness...what's going on?"

Fu Dong couldn't say it anymore, Jiang Yu's illness has been trying every means to hide Gu Chi's illness, he was so eager to send Gu Chi away at the beginning because he was afraid that he would know, now he told Gu Chi that he didn't know if it was right or not. explain.

Gu Chi frowned, and asked in a deep voice, "What's the matter? He kept it from me, and you guys kept it from me?"

Fu Dong was stunned for a moment, and raised his head to meet Gu Chi's eyes, those eyes were no longer full of loathing and hatred, they became clear but no longer transparent, and there was unprecedented worry and tension in the glass jar.

He laughed at himself in his heart.

Gu Chi is no longer the old Gu Chi.

"He has very serious bipolar disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder." Mo Hanxin said this sentence, "There are also some mental problems, similar to schizophrenia, but not schizophrenia."

Her voice rang in the long and empty corridor, and it also rang in Gu Chi's ears.

His mind went blank for a moment.

He always thought that Jiang Yu's paranoid behavior was a special kind of psychological problem, but he didn't expect it to be like this.

Gu Chi was selfish when he was majoring in psychology at university.

In fact, he is no longer afraid of Jiang Yu's way of hurting him before, he is afraid that his excessive behavior will hurt Jiang Yu, he wants to be with Jiang Yu, but he doesn't know how to make Jiang Yu feel at ease.

What happened on the second night of the first day of the year when he left really made Gu Chi overwhelmed, but sometimes Gu Chi thought, if he used some other method to make the sex less stormy that night, then it would be Didn't Jiang Yu and him both feel less uncomfortable?

So he packed himself up, he studied psychology, and he came back to find Jiang Yu.

When he came back this time, he even thought of the worst outcome, but he didn't care even if Jiang Yu tied him by his side again, and he didn't want to leave him at first.

However, now that Mo Hanxin said it, things were obviously not as simple as he thought.

That bloody and lonely childhood did not hurt him as little as Gu Chi imagined.

But think about it, how could it be only Ye Xiuqing's injury?That's just the main reason. If you look into the details and think about it, it can't be regarded as a child's experience.

The abandonment of the Ye family's parents and the Jiang family, the lonely and helpless wandering, the uninterrupted pursuit and injury, and the self-blame for failing to protect her sister.

At what age did he start killing people out of necessity?Since when did you have to use all means to seize power?

Is it a gift or a punishment from God that he can live till now?

"In the past few years, he has been using drugs to control himself, but it hurt his body. Two years ago, he had an operation..."

"Operation?"

Mo Hanxin nodded, lowered his eyes and said, "... Excessive use of hepatotoxic drugs has caused liver damage."

Gu Chi suddenly felt that it was difficult to breathe, his heart was gouged out by something, dripping with bright red blood, the pain was unbearable.

Gu Chi said with difficulty: "Then who hurt him this time? Or the group of people four years ago? Who are they?"

The three fell silent for a moment.

Jiang Yu had told them the truth four years ago, but no one could tell it.

This is the pain in Gu Chi's heart, the death of his father was the beginning of all his misfortunes, and now Jiang Yu, whom he said he loves, is still unconscious because of Gong Yu.

They were afraid that he would not be able to bear it and would go crazy.

Gu Chi watched them hesitate to speak, his whole body seemed to be standing on a steamer, burning with anxiety and suffering unbearably.

"Say it." This was probably the time he lost his composure the most in the past four years.

Mo Hanxin couldn't bear it, turned his head, choked with sobs and said, "Promise us first, you won't go into danger after you know it, Jiang Yu will protect you with his life, you can't make any mistakes."

Gu Chi froze for a moment, his Adam's apple moved slightly, his throat was very dry, and now his head also hurt.

"Okay, you say."

He desperately seeks the truth.

What was the reason for that group of people chasing them for so long?Gu Chi didn't want to be kept in the dark anymore.

Mo Hanxin: "The leader of that group is Gong Yu. Ten years ago, Gong Yu was studying in China. Later, he was tracked down by the police because of drug trafficking. He had no choice but to live in Nanyang. On the way to handover with his companions, he killed a person..."

Speaking of this, Mo Hanxin was a little bit speechless, this fact was too cruel.

"...that man's name is Gu Yunkai, and he's your...father."

Gu Chi's mind resounded, these words were tantamount to slashing his heart, and the bloody wound finally revealed the softest flesh and blood and the cruelest truth inside.He was struck speechless by the heavy hammer, and his chest was instantly blocked by a huge stone, which made him painful and suffocated.

As the mist surged up, Gu Chi's eyes were red, bloodshot from exhaustion and fright covered his originally clean eyes.

At the age of 13, his father's death shattered their ordinary but happy family. From then on, he and his mother depended on each other, but it was also the beginning of causing her mother's serious illness.

Later Zhou Qi's appearance put him and his mother into a desperate situation, and then Jiang Yu came, he took Gu Chi away openly, but also gave him and his mother a way out, he hated him but also thanked him for his mother. At the age of 17, his mother died in the emergency room. At that time, the person he wanted to kill most was the murderer who killed his father.

But he was so powerless that he couldn't even find the murderer. At that time, he hated his own incompetence.

Later, it was Jiang Yu who slowly led him out of the shadow of his father and mother's death, making him forget that bloody and painful 13-year-old for a while.He gave him a lot of romance, and also gave him endless despair.Thinking about it now, in fact, what he gave him was just a paranoid love, a love that 17-year-old Gu Chi couldn't afford, but now he is 23 years old, he can afford it, so he came back to love Jiang drowned.

In the past four years, it's not that he hasn't thought about finding the murderer of his father. He even used Mr. Rui's relationship to help him transfer Nanyang's dossier. That's why Gu Chi discovered that the police didn't know who this person was, but they couldn't catch him. arrive.

And that person was not called Gong Yu back then, but his name was Al Jones, as Mo Hanxin said, a drug lord who had been wanted by the Chinese and French police for many years, and now he was already the leader of a gangster who occupied one side.

At that time he was desperate, he didn't have that much power, he could neither catch him nor find him, and he didn't know that this person was Gong Yu who had hunted him and Jiang Yu for two years.

So Gu Chi no longer intends to get entangled in this matter, because he can't do anything, he can't find the murderer, so what if he is found?It was impossible for him to drag Jiang Yu into this bottomless pit with him again, and he believed that his father definitely did not want him to focus on revenge.So he let go of this matter, he just wanted to be with Jiang Yu, as long as they were happy and happy.

He hoped that one day they would be free to live together in this world without any restrictions.No longer obsessed with who is chasing and killing, and no longer sinking into this endless hatred.

But when he didn't know it, when he was blaming himself for his father's death and suffering, this person had already silently shouldered the heavy hatred for him.

It turned out that he really came to save him.

When he heard Mo Hanxin talk about Jiang Yu's illness, he didn't think that Jiang Yu would be cured, and that idiot would be willing to leave after he came back?

Jiang Yu doesn't need any medicine, he is here, he is his medicine.

"So this time, he was also the one who was injured by Gong Yu?" Although Gu Chi's voice was a little hoarse, it was extremely calm and composed.No one knew the waves and storm in his heart, they only saw Gu Chi was stunned for a moment, and then quickly returned to his abnormal calmness.

Quietly surprised them.

"Yes." Mo Hanxin nodded, "After you left Nanyang four years ago, he began to try every means to introduce Gong Yu to Nanyang, so Gong Yu concentrated his firepower and chased and killed Jiang Yu madly in the past four years. Yan Shu and Ji Qingye...I'm afraid Jiang Yu won't be able to survive now..."

Gu Chi's breathing was a little messy, he looked at Mo Hanxin, and smiled wryly, "So he concentrated all the firepower on himself, allowing me to live peacefully for four years?"

Mo Hanxin's throat choked up. In fact, when she said this just now, she deliberately wanted to skip the meaning, but she didn't expect Gu Chi to point it out directly.

Seeing her silence, Gu Chi asked again: "Then four years ago, he never came home and often disappeared for a month or two. It wasn't something in the company, but because of his illness, right?"

There is no point in concealing the matter now, Mo Hanxin nodded with difficulty.

Gu Chi's eyes turned red, and he sneered, "He keeps everything from me..."

No one speaks anymore.

Gu Chi laughed at himself from the bottom of his heart, he really hurt the person who shouldn't be hurt, but the person who should stay away is approaching recklessly.If Jiang Yu had told him all these grievances, Gu Chi would have had a showdown with him when he wanted to let him go four years ago.

He didn't believe that he could still resist saying "I like you" to Jiang Yu, and he was afraid that he would use any means to snatch his life back from Lord Yan's hands.

So the most urgent task is to wake up Jiang Yu.

"Can I go in and see him now?" Gu Chi looked at Fu Dong.

Fu Dong was stunned for a moment, and only then did he see his bloodshot eyes and dusty appearance, hesitatingly said: "Do you want to rest first..."

"No need." Gu Chi said immediately, "Let me go and see him first."

He hasn't seen anyone yet, he's really going crazy.