So the pond will drown

As soon as he got off the plane, Gao Xie was entangled by Chu Yang. This man was holding on to the events of the year and dragged him to his death, refusing to let go. made a phone call.

He could feel Gu Chi holding back his laughter through the phone, but he expressed his understanding and told him to make up for Chu Yang.

A week later, Gao Xuan finally came back without a ghost.

But Gu Chi and Gao Xuan never expected that Chu Yang would go back and drop out of school after Gao Xuan left, and flew over again not long after, saying that he wanted to study in Oxford, and asked Gu Chi to give him tutoring, Gu Chi was angry at him I didn't want to talk for a few days.

But he was keenly aware that the atmosphere between Chu Yang and Gao Xuan was not right, it was a little subtle, and before he could figure it out, Gao Xuan said that he was leaving.

Both Chu Yang and Gu Chi were taken aback.

Gu Chi knew that Gao Xuan was going to leave, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.

"My exam is ahead of schedule, and I have to prepare for it ahead of time," Gao Xie said.

Gu Chi nodded and didn't say anything, but Chu Yang's expression was not right, but he didn't say anything.

Three days later, Gao Xi packed his luggage and flew to the United States. At the airport, he said to Gu Chi: "Master Jiang said, I have to leave when Chu Yang comes."

Gu Chi immediately understood what he meant.

Jiang Yu asked Gao Xie to accompany him because he was afraid that he would be lonely. Now that Chu Yang is here, naturally he doesn't have to worry about this anymore, so Gao Xie has to leave no matter whether the exam is advanced or not.

Since then, Gu Chi finally cut off the last contact with Jiang Yu.

The people Jiang Yu left for him were really not his own, because they had never even heard of who Jiang Yu was. They only knew that their master was a man named Ji Qingye, and he did not know who Ji Qingye was. know.

He didn't know Jiang Yu's contact information, and Jiang Yu's previous phone number became empty, and Gu Chi could no longer get any information about Jiang Yu from Gao Xuan.

He can't find him.

Just as he promised, Jiang Yu completely disappeared from his life.

Gu Chi's life began to brighten up naturally.Those previously unknown and confused roads have gradually become clear during the four years of university training.

He is successful in his studies and really has a bright future.

Gu Chi University majored in psychology.In just four years, he has made some small achievements both in the industry and in school.His professor is a kind old American man who thinks highly of him, but he is extremely strict with him academically, so Gu Chi is constantly working hard while being urged.

And because of this face, it was no surprise that he became famous half a year after entering the school.

This is also the most troublesome thing for him in the four years of university, not one of them.

The most maddening thing is that there are both men and women. After he said that he has a boyfriend, there are fewer girls, but more and more men.

Fortunately, Chu Yang was there, and with this mouth, he pinched off countless rotten peach blossoms for him.This classmate is also really good. He couldn't get into Gu Chi's school, but he managed to get into a not-so-bad university here. Gu Chi doesn't even know how his uncle and aunt gave birth to such a thing. Son, if you say drop out, drop out without any hesitation.

During the four years of college, Chu Yang has been by his side all the time. The two of them don't see each other every day, but they can see each other whenever they want. Gu Chi is busy with his studies, but in fact, he rarely spends time with him. Chu Yang doesn't care, but always complains that he puts Push yourself too hard.

He tried his best to find something to do for himself, because he couldn't be idle, and he would miss Jiang Yu almost as soon as he calmed down, but this bastard was determined not to let him go, and he never came to see him once, and he never saw Gao again.憷.

There is a coffee shop on the street where Gu Chi came home from school. He held activities in the shop for the second year he came here. Every day at the door stood a puppet bear who gave roses to others. Every time Gu Chi passed by, He always wanted to give him one. Gu Chi liked roses, so he would put the roses he received on the window sill of his room and let them wither slowly. After a month like this, Little Bear gave him a month.

Later, Gu Chi won an award for a thesis, and the school gave him a bouquet of flowers, so he gave it to him. He was very happy, and gave him all the remaining roses in his hand.

But then the little bear suddenly stopped giving him roses, because what he was holding was no longer roses, but leaflets.Xiao Xiong was still so warm and polite, but Gu Chi always felt very uncomfortable.

Gu Chi was suddenly disappointed and a little sad. At that moment, he missed Jiang Yu like never before, he missed Jiang Yu.

But the bastard just won't come.

In the third year of coming here, he picked up a kitten on the way home, but Gu Chi didn't take it away without authorization, and took it to wait for its owner in place for a while.

The little kitten was not very old, and he snorted and groaned while grabbing his collar, playing happily with the cat jade pendant around his neck. He suddenly thought of Fu Dong saying that Jiang Yu liked small animals very much.

Gu Chi suddenly wanted to raise a kitten, but after thinking about it, he didn't think it would work. He is too busy now and has no time to raise small animals, so he was a little disappointed thinking about it.

It didn't take long for the owner of the kitten to find this place. To Gu Chi's surprise, he was a Chinese, about the same age as him, with a top-notch appearance and an outstanding temperament.

It's just that the eyes are gloomy, the pupils are black and deep, the skin is black and white, and the lips are white teeth.At first glance, he is not an ordinary person.

The man took the kitten, although there was no expression on his face, but Gu Chi could see the gratitude and joy in his eyes.

Gu Chi stuffed the jade pendant into his collar calmly, planning to say hello to the cat owner and leave, as he still had something to do at school.

"What's your name?" the cat owner asked suddenly.

The voice was a little hoarse, and it seemed to be caused by smoking too much, but it was surprisingly pleasant, low and deep.

Gu Chi wasn't interested in revealing his name to strangers, he just smiled: "I'm a student nearby, I came across it by chance, I have something to do at school, so I'll leave first..."

"I mean no harm," said the cat owner again, "you found my cat, and I can do you a favor."

Gu Chi only took him as a good intention, and said helplessly: "It's okay, the kitten is very cute, if you don't come, I will take it home."

The cat owner noticed Gu Chi's perfunctory, and after a moment of silence, he said seriously: "It is my life. You saved it, which is equivalent to saving me. Of course, I should give you something in return."

This time it was Gu Chi's turn to be taken aback.

He saw the seriousness in the eyes of the cat owner.

Forget it, it's just a name.

"Gu Chi, my name is Gu Chi."

The cat owner nodded thoughtfully and said, "Take out your phone and leave me a contact information."

Gu Chi felt that this person was a bit strange, usually the owner would leave the other party's contact information, but he didn't refuse, since it wouldn't do him any harm anyway.

The cat owner took his mobile phone, entered his number in twos and twos, and only typed the word "autumn" in the remarks.

After staying, he whispered to Gu Chi again: "Anything is fine, money, power, or human life."

The cat owner had no expression on his face, and his expression didn't change after he finished speaking, as if he was just talking about an unimportant matter.

"If I don't answer the phone, you can send me a message. I can see that as long as it is reasonable for me, I will do it, so you don't have to worry too much." The cat owner gently stroked the kitten's head, "I am a student studying in the United States, and it is a kind of fate to meet you in the UK who are also Chinese, but I can only help you once. I hope you will not let me leave any regrets before I leave this world. "

Gu Chi was a little confused when he heard it. When he came back to his senses, the man had gradually disappeared into the crowd with the cat in his arms. His back was tall and thin, but Gu Chi always felt that he was different from the crowd or even from the crowd. The world doesn't fit in.

A very strange person.

He didn't think about it anymore, and he didn't take it to heart. Let's count it as an adventure, he thought to himself.

Gu Chi gradually forgot about this matter, and he gradually had different friends and met different people in school, but during the time of coming and gathering, Gu Chi never found the person he wanted to wait for.

Four years have passed, everything seems to have changed, but also seems to have not changed, some people and things have quietly disappeared in the torrent of time, except Jiang Yu.

Not only did that person not disappear, but he remained in the depths of his heart more and more deeply, making him worry about it and making him think like crazy.

Four years, during the four years when he was not here, was Jiang Yan happy?Will you miss him?Do you regret letting him go?

Once, Gu Chi and his friends had a party by the Charwell River. At dusk, there were young men and women rowing boats on the river. It reflected the crowds and the tall and old buildings in Oxford. At that time, the river was sparkling and beautiful , he thought, it would be great if he could meet Jiang Yu once.He suddenly wanted to watch all the good things with him.

So he thought to wait a little longer, there will always be time in the future.

Waiting for another two years.

In fact, Gu Chi didn't want to go to any of those gatherings and activities in the school. Except for Chu Yang, most of his friends here were nodding acquaintances. There was no need to get together at all, but it was not easy to save face among classmates.

So the day was flat and boring.

It is not that he has not encountered danger in the past four years. Once on the way home, he met a group of people who were embarrassing an old man. He didn't think much about it, and went over to those people without saying a word. In recent years, he occasionally went to boxing. In the room, his skills can be said to be good, and it is not a problem to overthrow such a few people. Those people took a look at him and ran away angrily.

The old man he rescued was an Englishman, probably a native of Oxford. Seeing his rescue, he smiled and said, "Young man, you are very skilled."

Gu Chi smiled: "Thank you."

The old man's home is not far from here, and he said he was going out to buy something and was blocked by this group of people asking for his money.Gu Chi sent him home, and unexpectedly found that the two lived in the same building, but the old man was on the first floor downstairs. He invited Gu Chi to go in for tea. Gu Chi remembered the thesis assigned by the professor and declined. The old man said: "Are you interested in shooting?"

Gu Chi was taken aback.

The old man added: "I have a shooting room, I think you are very suitable."

Then Gu Chi magically met an extraordinary person.

This old Mr. Rui is a gangster, a real gangster, much more formal than Jiang Yu, with well-trained subordinates and powerful forces. The person who blocked him that day turned out to be his enemy. Originally, Mr. Rui was If you want to find a quiet place to do it, who knows that Gu Chi will appear suddenly.

Mr. Rui admired him very much. This old man had never read any books, but he admired scholars very much, so he bought the apartment near the university, and the library was opposite the apartment.

Gu Chi didn't want to have anything to do with this kind of force, but who knew that Mr. Rui would find out those people Jiang Yu arranged to follow him at a glance, and said with relief: "Don't be troubled by this, my lover died very early , so I have no son..."

Gu Chi was speechless.

Mr. Rui saw that he didn't want to get involved with his influence, so he hid those people and didn't mention it in front of Gu Chi again. According to the traditional virtue of "respecting the old and loving the young", he had to take the old man to the library once a week, and he was forced to take him to the shooting room in his spare time.

Even Chu Yang sighed, "Gu Chi, he seems to really regard you as his son."

Chu Yang was originally very interested in Gu Chi's adventures, but when he heard that the old man was a gangster, he immediately lost his interest.He has also watched European and American movies, and he has seen a lot of shots like this when there is a disagreement. He is afraid.

Originally, he wanted to advise Gu Chi to stay away from him, but he also thought that if Gu Chi could even fight Jiang Yu's pervert, he should be fine too.

Different people have different fates.

Later, Gu Chi wanted to find a part-time job again. After all, Gao Xie left, so he had to save some money himself. Then he told Mr. Rui, so he got an extra card in his hand. Mr. Rui is like this Said: "I subsidize your schooling, you can accompany me to read books and shoot."

Of course, Gu Chi didn't want it. He relied on scholarships for his school expenses, so there was no need to do anything extra. Of course, someone helped him prepare for his living expenses in private, and it's not like he can't make money now, writing papers. I can also get manuscript fees, and occasionally I will be taken by the professor to practice for a small salary.

And so his life became more fulfilling.

Filled, but also warmed a little because of the appearance of Mr. Rui.

He seems to really treat him as his own child, he will reprimand him when he is sick, praise him when he wins an award, and secretly buy him presents, I don’t know how he found out about Gu Chi’s birthday, it always changes every year Hua Huaer gave him gifts, which made him dumbfounded.Occasionally, he worries about his marriage.After Gu Chi said that he had a lover, and he was a boy, he never mentioned it again.It was only later that Gu Chi found out that Mr. Rui's lover when he was young was also a boy, but the boy fell ill and died early.

Accidents always come so unexpectedly, even if they are in love.

So sometimes Gu Chi would be afraid of a sudden accident, but what he was afraid of was not his own, but Jiang Yu's.

However, four years later, Gu Chi never saw Jiang Yu again, nor heard any information about Jiang Yu. He even followed the current news of Nanyang City, but found nothing.These years, he didn't even have a picture of Jiang Yu.

He was really afraid that one day he would forget Jiang Yu's face, so half of his spare time was spent in the library and shooting room, and the other half was learned to draw.He kept learning, even went to ask friends from the Academy of Fine Arts for advice, and watched painting videos, until one day he really outlined Jiang Yu's outline with lines.Gu Chi was ecstatic for a long time. During that time, he even held a picture book in his hands in class, and drew whenever he was free. Before he knew it, he had been drawing for half a year. In a sketchbook with a thickness of five centimeters, he had drawn for a whole year. One.

Once he was seen by a professor. Instead of criticizing him, the professor asked, "Who is this?"

Gu Chi didn't hide anything from him, and replied, "Teacher, this is my boyfriend."

The professor nodded, with a kind smile on his face, and praised: "A very handsome boy."

Gu Chi couldn't help but laugh.

The professor glanced at him, sighed, and said with a smile: "You look at him with sunshine in his eyes, I think this is the real you."

Gu Chi lost his mind for a long time because of these words.

is it?

Since when did he become Jiang Yu?

Is the style of behavior, demeanor, and even liking so aboveboard?

At that moment, Gu Chi was both sad and regretful.

He wants Jiang Yu to see himself like this, but does he still have a chance?

But soon Gu Chi discovered that drawing is useless, this way of remembering him is useless at all.

No matter how he paints, he can't paint the brilliance in Jiang Yu's eyes. His eyes seem to be born to hold the boundless deep sea, which makes people unpredictable. Either they are deeply trapped in it or they are completely defeated.

That bastard... was so cruel that he gave him the key to this dead end.He handed over all options to Gu Chi.

But... can he go back?

"I can't go!" Fu Dong rushed forward and desperately grabbed Jiang Yu who was about to rush out the door.

Mo Yanshu's face darkened, and he quickly blocked the door, letting his own people block Jiang Yu's people. The two people who were originally in harmony immediately raised their guns at each other, but in this tense atmosphere, The most indifferent is Jiang Yu.

He shook off Fu Dong's hand, raised his gun and aimed it at Mo Yanshu's head, and said in a deep voice, "I've been waiting for this day for too long, and none of you can stop me."

After finishing speaking, the muzzle of the gun fired into the sky, and the heavy sound was like a jack, suffocating the person directly pressed.

Mo Yanshu still blocked the door and did not move. He looked at Jiang Yu with blood in his eyes: "You can try to kill me. In the past four years, we have tried our best to snatch you back from the hands of Hades, isn't it? Let you take this life to take risks again."

Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "This opportunity is too rare, I can't miss it."

"Jiang Yu!" Mo Hanxin was already out of breath from crying a long time ago, his face was full of embarrassment, and he no longer had the look of jumping away before, "Have you forgotten that you have had a knife in your body!"

After Gu Chi left, his condition began to decline in a straight line. The year before, he could still talk and chat with them normally, but the longer it took, the "poison|drug" named "Gu Chi" began to torture him day after day Jiang drowned.

Missing is like a long thorn that extends forever, piercing into his heart and penetrating his limbs. He seems to be lying in the thorns every day, and everything in front of him will become the shadow of Gu Chi all the time. think of him.But he couldn't touch Gu Chi through the cold screen, he missed him crazily.

Once he couldn't think of it anymore, so he secretly bought a plane ticket and wanted to go to England to see him, but he was stopped by Mo Yanshu on the way, and Jiang Yu collapsed on the spot, madly going to the airport, but almost lost his The car drove down the cliff, and met the group again. That time, Jiang Yu was seriously injured, almost covered in wounds all over his body, but they didn't even dare to let him go to the hospital, so they had to move all the medical equipment to the house Come, and call a group of trustworthy doctors to give first aid to Jiang Yu. That time he lay in bed for half a year, and Jiang Yu was trapped in this villa deep in the mountains for four years.

But since then, Mo Hanxin no longer let him see Gu Chi's photos, they hid everything about Gu Chi, and no one mentioned his boy in front of him.

But what is the use of this?Gu Chi had actually appeared in his life, how could he forget him?

It turns out that the most painful thing in the world is not not being able to love, but being able to get it, but losing it in a blink of an eye, so he would rather die than live.Until the point where even sleeping had to be tied with a rope.

It was only later that Mo Yanshu and the others knew why Jiang Yu insisted on letting Mo Hanxin book Gu Chi's flight ticket so early, forcing Gu Chi to leave early, because he concentrated all the firepower of the group on himself.For the past four years, Jiang Yu was not even allowed to leave the house, and if he dared to go out due to his physical condition, he would never return.

So Jiang Yu began to write letters in the villa, one by one, he wrote when he was awake, and he also wrote when he was not awake. He translated those letters into English, and looked them up in the dictionary with his mobile phone, and finally translated them all with difficulty. Successfully, after the translation, he submitted the manuscript to a British publishing house, submitted it like crazy, and finally got a response in the fall of the third year, and not only one response, but many publishing houses sent him emails .

He told Mo Hanxin about this, but Mo Hanxin didn't say anything.

Jiang Yu didn't care about their wishes.

He just hoped that Gu Chi could read it, but even if it was published, would he really read it with so many books in the UK?Take a gamble, Jiang Yan thought.

No one stopped him, because everyone knew that this was Jiang Yu's last straw.The past four years have been too painful for him. They watched Jiang Yu lose weight day by day, watched the water in his eyes turn into stagnant water, and watched him tortured by illness so that his life would be worse than death. They are Jiang Yu's friends. , can not just watch him die.

Mo Hanxin promised to take Jiang Yu to see him, and she kept her promise.Before Jiang Yu went to the operating table, he took him to England for a month. During that month, Jiang Yu was probably the happiest in the past two years. For a whole month, his emotions did not develop negatively, nor did he suffer from illness.

In fact, at that time Mo Hanxin took Jiang Yu there thinking that Jiang Yu could bring Gu Chi back.The existence of Gu Chi is better than tens of millions of medicines.

But Jiang Yu managed to control himself and never bothered Gu Chi from the beginning to the end, and didn't even let Gu Chi notice his existence. He came and went in a hurry, without making a sound.

Jiang Yu calmly finished watching his boy, and smiled at Mo Hanxin on the plane back to China: "I can die."

Because he has no regrets.

Two years ago, Jiang Yu had liver failure due to excessive use of hepatotoxic drugs, so he had to undergo an operation. Fortunately, it was discovered in time, and the damage was only slight, so it would not be possible to undergo organ transplantation. The operation was successful, but it also prevented further deterioration possible.However, after the operation, Jiang Yu could no longer use drugs to control it, and the sequelae left by the operation were no joke.

He has suffered a lot in the past two years. Although his body has recovered a little due to the operation, those old injuries and some injuries left by self-mutilation or hunting still restrict his every move. One electric shock therapy.

In the past four years, his body has deteriorated day by day, until now he looks like a walking dead.There was no look in the boy's eyes anymore, and the high-spiritedness he had once seemed to be just an illusion.

The dispute this time originated from Gong Yu.

It is the commander behind the scenes who sent people to hunt down and kill Gu Chi and Jiang Yu many times.

This is also the only motivation for Jiang Yu to live these four years. As long as he thinks that Gong Yu is not dead and his Xiaochi is still in danger, he has no way to die. Even if he dies, he will drag that person to hell with him.

Jiang Yu sent someone to guard him for three months, and finally found Gong Yu's shadow in Nanyang, how could he be willing to miss it?

"Do you have to go?" Mo Hanxin knew that Jiang Yu had made up his mind.

Jiang Yu nodded.

"Why do you have to kill him now?" Mo Hanxin still did not give up.

Half of Jiang Yu's face was hidden in the shadows, he was like a ghost immersed in the darkness, it turned out that some people were born suitable for hell.

His complexion is getting worse and worse, his health is extremely poor, and now he can only recover from the medicine prescribed by the hospital, and if he gets sick, even if he kills Gong Yu, he will not survive.

They knew that Jiang Yu was dripping with blood from being corroded by that monster. Over the years, his body had suffered more and more injuries, and he would sink into nightmares almost every night.He wanted to die, he wanted to die a long time ago.

So they had selfish intentions, wondering if they could drag Gu Chi back, even though they knew it was impossible.But Gong Yu can't die now, if he dies, Jiang Yu's deadline will come.

How could the three of them let him go.

"He's not dead, I can't sleep at night."

After Jiang Yu finished speaking, he didn't have any nostalgia anymore, he pushed Mo Yanshu away and went out, if he really wanted to leave, no one would dare to stop him.

"Is Gu Chi that important?" Mo Hanxin couldn't help crying.

"He's above all else."

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They were separated for four years.

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