After the object of crush dies and comes back to life

Ji Ling took one cup after another, his eyes were a little empty.

In a trance, it seemed that someone sat down beside her, filling the cold booth after Xia Qin left.

"You drank too much." It was a girl's voice, like light rain falling on an empty street, clear and clear, but not Xia Qin, "This wine has a high alcohol content, be careful to get drunk."

Ji Ling raised her head bluntly, her slack eyes gradually focused, and the girl's figure became clear.She has short ear-length hair, dyed fluffy gray-blue, with exquisite and deep features, and a sense of transparency of mixed blood.Wearing vermilion lipstick and wearing a black lace camisole, she outlined her thin shoulders.

Noticing her gaze, he watched the young girl turn her face and smiled sweetly at her.

Ji Ling looked at her for a while, looked away with little interest, drank the Mojito in the cup, and then lay down on her stomach, burying her head in the crook of her arms.

I was really tired and wanted to sleep.

Even if the sky is falling now, she doesn't want to care who Xia Qin wants to be with.

The girl approached her: "Why do you drink like tea?" Like a chirping lark, she said, "Don't sleep here. Just you? Where's your friend?"

Ji Ling moved, closed her eyes and said in a deep voice, "I don't know."

The girl looked at Ji Ling thoughtfully.The other party was still wearing the daytime clothes, his whole body was tight and tight, he didn't look like he was coming to a bar to play, but he seemed to be here with someone.

She had noticed this girl just now, there were so many drunk and romantic people in the bar, she was the only one sitting alone and drinking non-stop, her clean side face was so lonely that it was moving.

Ji Ling was lying on her stomach, her consciousness was drowsy, and she heard the girl whispering secretly, "I guess you have someone in your heart."

With a bang, it swayed for a long time, like a giant bell being rung.

She was startled, her eyelashes fluttered a few times, and she slowly opened her eyes.

"It's right?" The girl smiled at Ji Ling with her face propped up.

Ji Ling looked at her and said hoarsely, "Who are you?"

"It doesn't matter who I am." The girl's face was about a few centimeters away from her, and she blew on her eyelashes ambiguously, "Anyway, you have no chance with that person, why don't you try with me."

Ji Ling backed away a little, lowered his eyes: "How do you know it's impossible?"

"If it's possible, you don't have to sit here and drink away your worries." The girl pressed forward step by step, a sweet scent of perfume invaded her sense of smell, "People who come here are just for fun, your friend Come and play, why don't you try it yourself?"

Ji Ling suddenly felt uncomfortable. She felt uneasy about her private space being invaded by strangers. She frowned slightly and was about to back away when she saw the girl being pulled by the shoulders suddenly and retreated.

Familiar voice: "Sorry, she has someone."

She looked up and saw that it was Xia Qin who was pulling the girl's shoulders back gently, with a polite smile on her face.

Ji Ling fell into a kind of bewilderment, and felt a subtle joy because of the word "someone". Although she understood that this was just Xia Qin's excuse for daring to come to the rescue, she still fell for this illusory assumption. Happy.

There is simply no cure.

The girl turned her head and looked at her with great interest: "You are her friend."

Xia Qin just smiled, neither admitting nor denying it.

The girl was not annoyed, she looked at Ji Ling who was a little dazed, and then at Xia Qin, showing a dazed expression.

She stretched out her hand and patted Xia Qin's shoulder, and her slender fingers slid ambiguously down her forearm, like a snake swimming in water, all the way into her palm.

Xia Qin was slightly taken aback, she felt as if something had been stuffed into her palm.

Ji Ling didn't pay attention, and rubbed her temples, her consciousness was a little blurred by the alcohol: "Why are you back?"

"He has to go first. I just finished seeing him off, and when I turned around, I saw you being bullied." Xia Qin stepped forward to support her shoulders, "I knew I wouldn't let you come, and I drank so much."

"I have nothing to do." Ji Ling whispered, "I was not bullied either."

Xia Qin saw that her cheeks were flushed from drinking, and her tone was a bit naive, she couldn't help but smiled and pinched Ji Ling's nose: "You don't want to play with me, so what can you do?"

Ji Ling hugged her arm, and confided his thoughts along the way of drunkenness: "I don't like you playing with them."

Xia Qin was stunned for a moment, hugged her and sighed: "Okay, okay, let's go back early. You wait for me here for a while, okay?"

Ji Ling nodded obediently: "Okay."

Xia Qin turned her back to her, unfolded the ball of paper in her hand, and wrote a line on it: "I'm very interested in you, can you come to the bathroom to chat?" A string of mobile phone numbers was attached below.

She thought it was a little funny, this ball of paper should have been given to Ji Ling just now, but she didn't expect that she appeared suddenly and was intercepted instead.

"I'll go to the toilet and I'll be right back." After paying the bill with the bartender, she touched Ji Ling's forehead and walked away quickly.

Ji Ling sat on the booth and waited, like a child waiting for his parents to claim him. After waiting for 5 minutes, Xia Qin still hadn't come back.

She rubbed her stomach, feeling more and more uncomfortable in her body, and a sour stinky desire to vomit appeared in her throat.

Probably because I drank too much wine at one time, but now I want to spit it all out.

Ji Ling couldn't bear it any longer, so she stood up, staggered and walked to the toilet.

There are two toilets in the bar, one of which is relatively large and close to the exit, but there are many people queuing up.Ji Ling looked at it, at least he would have to wait seven or eight minutes before it was his turn.

She had no choice but to support her throbbing stomach and ran to the remote toilet on the second floor to solve the problem.

Passing through the smoky and noisy billiard area, there was no line outside the remote toilet, she hurried to the door, and heard Xia Qin's voice: "I'm not interested in women."

Ji Ling stopped suddenly, her body sank for a while.She squatted down slowly to relieve the throbbing pain.

"Interests can be cultivated slowly, not to mention..." the girl said softly, "You will like me."

Xia Qin asked with a smile, "Why are you so confident?"

"Because we are... the same kind of people..." The girl's voice became lower and lower, and then was drowned in the sound of clothes rubbing against each other.

Ji Ling was startled suddenly, couldn't bear it any longer, and directly opened the door to break in.

When she saw the scene in front of her clearly, she felt a chill in her heart, as if she was in an absurd dream.

She saw Xia Qin being shackled to the wall by the girl, and the two were kissing each other, like a pair of lingering lovers.

The girl curled her lips obsessively and kissed her. From now on, she has just tasted it, and now she is deeply in love.

This scene deeply caught her eyes, turning into a raging fire, burning her fragile retina violently.

What surprised Ji Ling the most was that Xia Qin didn't push her away.

Hearing the sound of pushing the door, Xia Qin seemed to have just recovered, and suddenly pushed the girl in front of her away.

"Xiao...Xiao Ji..." She looked at Ji Ling, her pupils shrank slightly, and her face was pale.

The girl also saw her, raised the corner of her left lip, and leaned against the wall with her chest in her arms to watch the show.

Ji Ling glanced at them blankly, pushed open the compartment door and walked in, bent down while holding the toilet.

She felt that her mouth and nose were covered with vomit, she vomited upside down, her entire stomach was emptied, and even the depths of her heart became empty.

Not interested in women?

……fraud.

Xia Qin's voice quickly came from behind: "Xiao Ji, how are you? Would you like some water..."

Ji Ling turned sideways, avoiding her hand suddenly.

Xia Qin stared at her blankly, while Ji Ling's back shrank into a ball, trembling like a little hedgehog.

"You listen to me explain..."

Ji Ling always turned his back to her, exuding rejection from the inside out.

"I, I just smelled her body." Xia Qin let go of her hand that had been raised all the time.

She was indeed shocked by the girl's actions.

When he was about to push the other party away, he suddenly smelled an extremely familiar smell.Smelly and rotten, it seems to come from the dark underground that has not seen light for thousands of years, that strong and terrifying smell.

—It's the stench of corpses.

The girl smelled like a dead body.

Only zombies of the same kind can smell that breath.

Ji Ling only moved when she heard the word zombie, she let go of her struggling arm, and sat down on the ground in a state of embarrassment.

"But you obviously still have time to push her away." She heard her voice, hoarse as if a sharp object had been rubbed against the rough surface of sandpaper, but she looked extraordinarily calm, "But you didn't."

From when she started kissing to when Ji Ling broke in, ten seconds passed.

During the whole process, Xia Qin remained motionless and allowed her to move.

Xia Qin's eyes flickered for a moment, and suddenly she lacked confidence.

She did have plenty of time, but she didn't choose to push it away.

Ji Ling turned her face sideways, saw deep hesitation in Xia Qin's eyes, and felt her heart was stabbed severely.

She laughed at herself, stood up slowly, and went to the sink to clean herself.

The girl in the mirror had thin cheeks, disheveled hair, disheveled clothes, bloodshot eyes, and red lips.

The whole person seemed to become haggard in an instant.

The alcohol wore off slowly, and she belatedly felt sick.

Xia Qin bit her lip, looked at Ji Ling who was slowly walking towards the door, and felt panicked after a while: "Xiao Ji..."

Ji Ling left without looking back.During the whole process, she didn't even glance at the girl next to her.

She forgot how she took a taxi back to the dormitory, took a bath in a daze, and fell on the bed—the other bed was empty, and Xia Qin hadn't come back yet.

The other girls don't want to live with them, so there are only two of them in the whole dormitory.

Ji Ling covered her head with the quilt and slowly closed her eyes.

She is tired and wants to do nothing but sleep well.

Xia Qin was right... Maybe she shouldn't have followed her today.If you wake up tomorrow and everything that happened was a dream, that's fine...

……

Ji Ling was woken up by the phone alarm.

At nine o'clock in the morning, she opened her eyes dimly, and the morning light had already flooded the bed through the window.

Ji Ling moved a few times, and she found that she was covered with a quilt at some point.

I don't seem to have covered myself with a quilt before going to bed...

"Xiao Ji, are you awake?" Xia Qin's voice sounded beside the bed, "I have class this morning."

She turned her head and saw Xia Qin standing beside the bed, bending down and looking down at herself with clear and soft eyes.She was wearing fluffy bear pajamas, hazy and soft.

She put her hands on the bed rails, just like every passing morning.

But Ji Ling knew that things had changed.

She got up in silence and walked into the bathroom alone.

Xia Qin who was behind her pursed her lips, looking a little downcast.

Ji Ling looked at herself in the mirror, embarrassed and pale, the red blood in her eyes had not completely dissipated.

She twitched the corner of her mouth and gave an ugly laugh. Sure enough, last night was not a dream.

She sometimes questioned herself, why does liking someone become so painful?Watching her holding hands with others, hugging, kissing, and telling whispers between lovers... Xia Qin can open her arms to many people, but she doesn't even have the qualifications to allow them to enter.

Why should I like her?Ji Ling asked this question for the 1000 millionth time, but still could not get the answer in the end.

To like someone is not to follow the established principle of "she likes me, she treats me well, and she is excellent".

Like it is like it, there is no reason.Even if she caused you to be bruised and hacked into pieces.

So what right does she have to complain?Everything is the result of her own fault, in short, she deserves it.

Xia Qin sat on the edge of the bed, unconsciously grabbing her quilt with both hands.The quiet air loomed over her like a sharp sword of silence.

Ji Ling simply washed up, put on her clothes, and slowly walked out of the bathroom.

Her face was as pale as a piece of paper, which made Xia Qin's heart as crumpled as the quilt in his hand.

"I... I bought breakfast." She asked in a low voice, "Let's eat together?"

Ji Ling finally took a look at her and sat down at the desk.

On the table was her usual hot breakfast.

There is a thick layer of sugar floating on the surface of the snow-white bean curd, which is her favorite taste. The pancakes are baked golden and soft, and the aroma is tangy.

She paused for a moment, then quietly began to eat breakfast.

Xia Qin was overjoyed and subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

Sure enough... no matter what she did, Xiao Ji would still forgive herself.

This time it was the same as before, no big deal.

The two finished their breakfast and went to class.

Ji Ling didn't have much energy today, facing Xia Qin's flattery, she only answered a few words.

But Xia Qintai knew how to subdue her, and just a few sweet words made that withered heart rejuvenate.

During class, Xia Qin hugged her arm and kept acting like a clingy fox.

Ji Ling couldn't take it anymore, and almost ran away with her head in her arms, knocking on her desk: "Can you listen to the class carefully?"

Xia Qin's voice was soft: "No, Xiao Ji's voice is nice, I prefer to listen to you."

Ji Ling was miserable: "Please, aunt, the teacher almost found out."

Xia Qin smiled suddenly, and the fresh autumn sunlight shone on her body, making the willow eyebrows and eyes gorgeous like smoke, those eyes were like the spring breeze in March, making her heart tremble.

Ji Ling seemed to be hit, and the four characters "assassinated by her beauty" suddenly popped up in her mind.She lowered her head hastily, covering her hot cheeks.

Xia Qin glanced over her red earlobes, and smiled even wider.

Ji Ling was always angry with her when she was a child, but she couldn't be cruel. She said thousands of times that she had broken up with her, but none of them really broke up.

It must be the same this time.

The morning class ended, it was already noon, and it was time for lunch, and the cafeteria was crowded with people.

Xia Qin didn't need to eat, she sat beside Ji Ling with her chin in her hands and waited for her to order and eat.

She told Ji Ling in a gentle voice: "You drank wine yesterday, remember to eat something light."

The cafeteria was buzzing with people, and more and more people were queuing up.Ji Ling called for a bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge, helped Xia Qin get a glass of walnut juice, and returned to her seat.

Xia Qin bit the straw with her face propped up, while looking at Ji Ling, who was drinking porridge with her cheeks puffed out, showing a rare childishness in her actions.

She couldn't help laughing because of this, and there was a trace of tenderness in her eyes that she hadn't even noticed.

In the noisy and impetuous cafeteria, the tranquility between them was like a picture scroll.

While eating, Ji Ling felt that his side sank, and someone was sitting in the next seat.

The man said crisply: "I finally found you, Xia...why didn't you reply to my message last night?"

Hearing this familiar and nightmarish voice, Ji Ling froze as if he had been hit by a blow.

Even Xia Qin's expression changed.

The girl I met at the bar last night was wearing a casual blue and white sportswear, with short gray-blue hair neatly combed to the ears, and she was looking at Xia Qin with a smile.

Xia Qin: "Qi Luo... why are you here?"

Qi Luo smiled and said, "This is where I go to school, why can't I be here?" She looked at Ji Ling beside her again, and said familiarly, "You drank too much wine last night, are you feeling better now? "

Ji Ling put down the spoon, the food in his mouth suddenly became tasteless.

"Who are you?" she asked coldly.

Facing Ji Ling's hostility, Qi Luo just smiled generously. She has an innate aura that makes people unstoppable.

"Sorry, I've been forgetting to introduce myself. My name is Qi Luo, a sophomore from the liberal arts college next door." She paused, and said clearly, "It's Xia Qin's...girlfriend."

Xia Qin's face darkened: "Qi Luo, what are you talking about?"

"How can I be talking nonsense?" Qi Luo looked at her and smiled ambiguously, "You didn't reject me last night..."

Ji Ling suddenly dropped the bowl, and with a bang, she rushed out of the cafeteria without looking back under the astonished eyes of everyone.

Xia Qin watched her leave, her face was as dark as the bottom of a pot: "Yesterday, nothing happened to you, why did you say such things to provoke her on purpose?"

Qi Luoshi said calmly: "Excitement? I'm just telling the truth. What, are you angry?"

"You're going too far, Qi Luo." Xia Qin said coldly.

"You're angry. It's strange. She's just your friend, but I'm your girlfriend. Instead, you accuse me of going too far?" Qi Luo said, "Don't you think you're going too far?"

"I just said to have a try with you." Xia Qin gritted her teeth, "Besides that, we have nothing else..."

"Then leave her alone, you know she likes you, why are you provoking her?" Qi Luo stretched out his hands to hold her face, his eyes were full of affection, "Don't forget, she and We're not all the way..."

……

Ji Ling returned to the dormitory, called the teacher to ask for leave, and then buried herself in the bed.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, it was autumn tiger weather again, she was covered with a quilt, still shivering uncontrollably.

The familiar nausea rushed up again, making her want to vomit.

She curled up in the corner of the bed, eyes closed, dizzy in the darkness.

After a while, the cell phone next to her pillow rang, and she glanced at it, it was Xia Qin calling.

She threw it aside and didn't pick it up.

Xia Qin made more than a dozen phone calls in a row, but Ji Ling didn't answer any of them.

After 10 minutes, Xia Qin finally stopped calling.

The door of the dormitory opened suddenly, and the light from the outside penetrated into the dark room along the crack of the door.

Xia Qin walked to her bed step by step, calling softly: "Xiao Ji..."

In the silence, Ji Ling moved and slowly sat up from the bed.

She turned to Xia Qin, her eyes glazed over, like an empty shell drained of her soul.

Xia Qin's heart skipped a beat, feeling a twinge of pain.

"What's the relationship between you and her?" Ji Ling asked calmly.

"I..." Xia Qin lowered her head like a child who did something wrong, with a panicked look on her face, "I just said, I just want to try with her...it's nothing..."

"Xia Qin." Ji Ling abruptly interrupted her.Xia Qin was terrified, and every time Ji Ling called her by her full name, it meant that the matter was very serious.

"What are you going to try with her?" She asked coldly, "Holding hands? Kissing? Or sex?"

"I..." Xia Qin bit her lips tightly, feeling at a loss.

She didn't think too much about it, and she was really not interested in women.But when the other party revealed her identity as a zombie, she suddenly had some new ideas.

For a long time, she would fall in love with human beings, but it was only because human beings got love as a matter of course, and she could use this as a consolation.

A zombie's life is long, but a human's life is short like fireworks. Love itself is something that will be worn away by time. She never believed it.

But if... the other person is a zombie, then this love might be different.At least in terms of the difference in life span, the two will not have any psychological burden.

Xia Qin retorted palely: "I just want to play with her, I don't really like her."

But she clearly knew that Ji Ling didn't care about these things.

Xia Qin has never been tempted by others, including any of her boyfriends.

But the only difference is that Qi Luo is a girl.

Ji Ling likes her, so even Xia Qin has so many boyfriends.She can also hypnotize herself, Xia Qin is straight, so she has no hope.

But what if Xia Qin has "thoughts" about girls?

What do you let her use to hypnotize herself again, so that she can accept a stranger who is "same gender" as her without any qualms, and become the girlfriend of her sweetheart?

"You can try with so many people." Ji Ling laughed dumbly, and said softly, "Why... can't you choose me once?"

Xia Qin suddenly fell silent.

Her expression was extremely struggling, and there was a bit of pain and unbearable in her expression.

She heard herself say, "But...Xiao Ji, you are human."

When she is with those human beings, she can not love, and she can separate and reunite as she likes.

But Ji Ling is different, she exchanges her sincerity in order to be worthy of the other party's sincerity.

She doesn't need such a strong love, it will hurt both sides.

Ji Ling is her childhood sweetheart, the only friend she has known for more than ten years, she can't bear parting... If they break up in the end, they won't even be friends in the end.

Ji Ling closed her eyes and hissed, "...you don't know what liking is at all."

"What the hell do you take me for? A joke? Are you happy to see me swoon over you?"

Xia Qin has completely lost her voice.

She widened her eyes in shock, and looked at Ji Ling in front of her—two clear tears were flowing from under the human eyelids, like a string of fine morning dew.

Ji Ling seldom cries, even when she falls or gets injured.

But now she's crying because of what she did.

"Don't cry..." She stretched out her hand in a panic, trying to wipe away Ji Ling's tears, "I'm sorry, I..."

Ji Ling turned her head away from her hand, and let the tears roll down the skirt of her clothes, melting into gray water marks.

Because of Xia Qin's nod, she is willing to forsake all the infamy, be disloyal and unfilial, and live in the shadow of darkness for the rest of her life... as long as Xia Qin is willing to take the first step.

But she had been waiting for her for more than ten years, but she didn't wait for her to nod her head. Qi Luo only showed up for one night, and she got nothing.

Why? !

Ji Ling suddenly felt ironic, she raised her head, twitched the corners of her mouth, and smiled wistfully.

The love that has been turned back and forth in thousands of times is finally wiped out, and nothing is left.

She is tired.

Seeing her smile, Xia Qin relaxed her tense nerves, thinking that Ji Ling had completely thought about it and forgave herself.

She still wanted to get away with it, so she said coquettishly: "Xiao Ji, you are the best...you will understand me, right?"

"Xia Qin." Ji Ling looked straight at her, with a resolute sternness in his expression, which made Xia Qin dumbfounded.

She heard her say every word, as if to cut something.

"I won't wait for you anymore." Ji Ling said softly, "I give up."

The author has something to say: Thank you for your replies and nutrient solutions!

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