After the object of crush dies and comes back to life

On Wednesday, Lu Xin, who had been away from campus for two weeks, returned to class.

The moment she appeared at the door of the classroom, many people cast all kinds of eyes on her.

It was no secret that Lu Xin was suddenly kidnapped two weeks ago. There were rounds of private discussions in the classroom. Most of the people expressed sympathy and understanding for Lu Xin's experience. It may be something that "can't be clapped with a slap", and it was quickly reprimanded by other angry people.

It was passed around, and the students in other classes also knew about it. When they saw Lu Xin and Qi Yuan walking together on the road, they would whisper: "Is she the one who was kidnapped before?"

"She looks fine now, should she be cured?"

"It's really scary to encounter such a thing..."

Even Xia Qin and Ji Ling specially sent condolences: "Is Lu Xin okay? Why didn't you tell us?"

In this way, no matter what Lu Xin did or wherever she went, she became the center of attention. This kind of life lasted for two or three weeks before it stopped.

During these days, almost everyone in the class treated Lu Xin in a friendly and considerate manner, even to an unprecedented level.

When students from other classes joke about this incident in a teasing tone, the students in the experimental class will stand up and drive them away with the same hatred.

Lu Xin was really flattered to be treated with kindness for several days in a row.

Literary committee member Xiaoye and several girls brought her different snacks and fruits every day. The class leader specially applauded at the class meeting to celebrate her return to class. The classmate who has never talked, looks at her with friendly and gentle eyes, and will take the initiative to say hello to her when they meet on the road.

Not to mention Liu Mengmeng, the first time he saw Lu Xin, his eyes were red, and he was crying so hard that he held her hand vigorously: "Wow—you have suffered at the back table!"

That night, the three of them took Ji Huanyan together and went to the small shop next to the school to eat a delicious roast whole lamb.

Liu Mengmeng said while eating: "I will definitely treat you as good as my own sister in the future!"

Lu Xin used to be a marginalized person in the class, but now she has become so conspicuous that she is not used to it, so she casually pushed all the drinks on the table aside, and said somewhat depressedly: "Why are you so enthusiastic all of a sudden? ?”

Qi Yuan kicked the roasted leg of lamb to her and asked, "Is it not good?"

Lu Xin couldn't laugh or cry: "It's not bad, it's because it's so good..." So it feels very unreal.

In the past, Li Changlu liked to bully her, so they deliberately ignored her, as if there was no such person in the class, so they would not be considered helpless.

She has always been treated coldly and neglected, and now she is suddenly cared for, as if a poor person with nothing had won the lottery of five billion, and was at a loss as to what to do.

"You can take it at ease." Liu Mengmeng raised his head and took a sip of orange juice, the expression on his face became a little complicated, "They don't mean anything to you."

"You know again?" Ji Huanyan smiled.

"Bad..." Liu Mengmeng wiped off the oil stains on his mouth, looked at the lights on the street, and said quietly, "Of course I understand, they are the same as me before."

Lu Xin was startled: "What's the same? Why are you so mysterious..."

Liu Mengmeng tangled his index finger and said in a low voice, "It's just... once upon a time there was a bully crab who bullied the little deer every day. Every time the little deer was bullied and bruised, other animals in the forest pretended not to see it so as not to be implicated by the bully crab. "

"Later, some animals chased the crab away. Although no one bullied the deer anymore, the scars on the deer's body remained there forever and could not be healed."

"The other animals are a little indifferent, some of them are trying to protect themselves. Some of them want to help the deer, but because the crab is too strong, they still dare not resist."

Qi Yuan suddenly took it up: "So, now those animals want to make up for it, take this opportunity to make up for the injured fawn, and treat her better?"

"Yes, yes!" Liu Mengmeng happily gave her a thumbs up, "You understand me!"

Lu Xin: "..."

Liu Mengmeng and Ji Huanyan looked at her carefully, "What do you think?"

Lu Xin supported her head with her fingers, her expression was unpredictable, her slender eyelashes trembled, and she suddenly sighed.

Ji Huanyan hurriedly said, "We don't mean to force you to forgive them!"

Liu Mengmeng also echoed: "Yes, we don't want to kidnap you morally, it's your freedom whether you forgive..."

Lu Xin asked, "Why are there crabs in the forest?"

"Ah?" Liu Mengmeng was dumbfounded, "Isn't Li Shanglu like a crab? She is domineering..."

Lu Xin nodded with a calm expression: "Indeed." She picked up the cup, lowered her head slightly, and sipped the water. The hot moonlight fell on her eyes, shining gently like white and bright stars.

Seeing her indifferent expression, Liu Mengmeng was startled, and smiled bitterly.

She thought she knew the answer.

After parting ways with Liu Mengmeng and the others, Qi Yuan walked slowly side by side with Lu Xin.The bright moon is at the head, the night wind is softly patrolling, and the purple-blue sky renders the color of a dream.

The noisy night market is brightly lit, with voices and shadows everywhere, and overwhelming crowds in different places, performing their own joys and sorrows.

In such a noisy environment, Lu Xin's clear voice still reached Qi Yuan's ears.

"I can't forgive," she said.

Qi Yuan listened silently.

"If I'm not a victim, I haven't suffered those injuries, and I won't be woken up by nightmares in the middle of the night..." Lu Xin said word by word, with a slight tremor in her words, "Maybe I can put myself in another place and understand their feelings." Difficulty."

For a long time, she was afraid of the eyes of people around her.

That indifferent look with a hint of pity not only gave her a hope of being rescued, but also stabbed her cruelly, pushing her into the abyss.

There is nothing more poignant than hope and redemption followed by despair.

One day, she stood in the women's toilet, blankly washing her school uniform that was covered in mud and dirty water, and staring blankly at herself in the mirror, who was bruised and bruised, like a walking dead, and suddenly collapsed.

She screamed hysterically.

Blood and tears criss-crossed and meandered across her distorted face, and for a moment she wanted to smash through the mirror and kill everyone in the world.

Back to the empty home, she lay tired on the sofa, wanting to end her life countless times.

Waking up in the middle of the night, when I opened my eyes, there was darkness in front of me, and there was no one around me.

Too tired and too cold.

Many people saw her being beaten and insulted, and she limped into the classroom.

They would discuss and sympathize, but whenever she sent out a distress signal to the surroundings, everyone silently avoided it and didn't care.

They are both witnesses and perpetrators of atrocities.

"I can never forgive," she said tremblingly.

Qi Yuan turned around abruptly and hugged her in the crowded crowd.

"You don't have to force yourself to forgive, it's not your fault." She heard Qi Yuan's gentle voice, "You are a victim, and you have this right and freedom."

Lu Xin buried her head on her shoulder, the sour heat in front of her eyes fainted, and her vision was hazy.

"I sometimes feel like I'm weak," she chokes, and useless.

Qi Yuan caressed her soft long hair, as if comforting a wounded soul with nowhere to hide.

"You are very strong." She replied, "When other people have gone through all this, they may have given up long ago, but you have not. Your determination and perseverance will surpass many people in this world."

Lu Xin's eyes were dim with tears: "But I can't resist her..."

Qi Yuan hugged her and shook her gently from side to side: "Don't think about it this way, everyone has things they can and can't do. You are stronger and braver than her, and you can accomplish things that none of them can do. "

Lu Xin hugged her tightly, and rubbed Qi Yuan's snow-white side neck with her fluffy hair.

"But I haven't done anything," she whispered.

The passers-by who passed each other looked sideways, looking at the two girls embracing in the crowd in surprise.

"You saved me."

You are the meaning of my love, hope and pursuit, every tomorrow worth looking forward to.

Qi Yuan planted a feather-light kiss on her head, and said cherishingly: "Without you, I couldn't get here."

"I will stay with Xiaolu well." She looked at her and smiled, "Does Xiaolu believe me?"

Lu Xin raised her head, widened her wet eyes as if soaked in water, and was stunned for a few seconds. She showed her little finger on her right hand and said softly, "Pull, pull the hook."

Qi Yuan's heart felt soft, she hooked Lu Xin's little finger, shook it carefully, and spread out her slender five fingers to wrap Lu Xin's hands.

Lu Xin raised her head and pursed her lips for a smile, with a green and shy taste in her smile: "I'm a deer, so what kind of animal are you?"

Qi Yuan also laughed and said, "I'm not an animal, I'm a monster."

Lu Xin then said, "Then you are the best little monster in the world."

"Would the little deer want to go home with the little monster?"

"willing."

17-year-old Lu Xin hates this world, but she likes Qiyuan, so she feels that she can bear the darkness of this world.

She still likes Qi Yuan very much, and maybe she can fall in love with this world with more than just darkness along the way.

The weather is getting hotter and the leaves outside the window are turning green.

Lu Xin changed into a summer school uniform, revealing her fair arms and long legs. She was fattened up by Qi Yuan, and she was no longer as thin as before.

She was lying on the table, and the chirping of cicadas on the tree sounded from time to time, making her a little dizzy.

After the third year of high school, many students would bring small pillows to catch up on sleep during lunch break, and she was no exception.

Qi Yuan was called away by the teacher, and now the seat next to her was empty, Lu Xin couldn't sleep well, hugging the pillow and arching her head irritably.

The scorching heat made every student irritable, and Liu Mengmeng lay on the table like a pool of salted fish.

"I really want to turn on the air conditioner..." She complained in a drawn out voice.

The squad leader passing by sighed, and said in a low voice: "Ms. Chen said it's not the time yet, so bear with it for another week, and it will open in a week at most."

Liu Mengmeng was going crazy: "Can you bear it?! She is sitting in the office with the air conditioner blowing, but we can only support this broken fan! Standing and talking will not hurt my back!"

Ji Huanyan lowered her voice: "Shh, keep your voice down, it's lunch break now!"

Liu Mengmeng went back on her stomach with a puffy face.

Lu Xin sat up straight, pushed the window to the maximum, and greeted a little breeze that was pitifully small.

There were bursts of rustling footsteps in the corridor, and the footsteps kept moving forward until they stopped at Lu Xin's position by the window.

With a "boom", it seemed that something was lightly placed on her table.

Lu Xin raised her head from the pillow and blinked in confusion. A bottle of iced Coke was placed on her desk. White mist condensed on the surface of the bottle, and a few drops of water were flowing down the mouth of the bottle. Converged into a pool of small puddles.

Lu Xin's expression was complicated for a moment, she raised her head, and as expected, she saw Qiu Zeyao standing by the window.

The young man in a white shirt was leaning on the window frame, the breeze stroked the broken hair on his forehead, and his indifferent eyebrows were handsome and clean, which made people's hearts move.

Lu Xin handed him the bottle again with a helpless face, and refused bluntly: "Thank you, I won't drink it."

Qiu Zeyao has brought her drinks every day for two consecutive weeks.

At first Lu Xin thought that he also wanted to make up for herself, but she never thought that everyone else would stop, and only he would give things to herself every day.

In fact, not only Lu Xin, but other people also think so.

"Don't like it?" Qiu Zeyao asked softly with his eyes slightly closed.

"No." Lu Xin shook her head and looked at him frankly, "Don't send me any more things, I don't even need them."

There was a trace of confusion between the boy's brows.

"Sorry." He paused, then asked again, "Then what do you like?"

Lu Xin: "..." I prefer to ask you not to give it away.

She was embarrassed to say it so bluntly, so she could only whisper in distress: "I really don't need to send it anymore."

Their movement here also attracted the attention of some people who were resting.Seeing Qiu Zeyao talking to Lu Xin, many people froze, and then whispered in a buzzing voice.

"What happened to Qiu Zeyao and Lu Xin?"

"I don't know, are they familiar..."

"...Did Qiu Zeyao deliver things to Lu Xin every day before?"

"No way? Is it what I think..."

All of a sudden, all kinds of eyes focused on them.

Liu Mengmeng was also so attracted that she turned her head. She looked at Qiu Zeyao, then at the embarrassed Lu Xin, and asked in fear of chaos, "What's going on? Is this the scene of a confession?"

Everyone immediately pricked up their ears and listened secretly.

Qiu Zeyao was also taken aback, then looked down at her, as if he was really waiting for Lu Xin's reply.

"..." Lu Xin supported her forehead and stood up from her seat. She walked out of the door, intending to explain clearly to Qiu Zeyao.

To avoid being overheard, Lu Xin chose a corridor with few people.

Qiu Zeyao stood opposite her, his slender eyelashes fluttering, waiting quietly.

……

Qi Yuan held a stack of exercise papers, and when he returned to the classroom, Lu Xin's seat was empty.

When she was distributing the papers, the classroom was buzzing, extremely impetuous.

Qi Yuanxin was skeptical, and when he walked back to his seat, Liu Mengmeng turned around impatiently, intending to share gossip with her.

When she said "Qiu Zeyao seems to be chasing Lu Xin recently", the paper in Qi Yuan's hand suddenly split in two.

"...Are you okay?" Liu Mengmeng was dumbfounded, the strength of his hand was a bit scary...

"It's okay." Qi Yuan remained expressionless, "Go on."

Liu Mengmeng said: "Oh, anyway, they went out together 2 minutes ago, I don't know what happened."

Qi Yuan nodded and crumpled the paper in his hand.

She didn't go out to look for it, but sat on the seat and waited.

Seeing her so calm, Liu Mengmeng couldn't help being surprised: "Xueba, aren't you curious? Are you not excited?"

Qi Yuan: "No." I just want to hit people now.

The author has something to say: Thank you for bringing Karma