After the object of crush dies and comes back to life

Qi Yuan leaned against the wall and said leisurely, "It's obvious."

Qi Si touched his nose and smiled, showing two rows of white teeth: "Hey, if it's not obvious, you won't notice me."

Qi Yuan nodded: "Well, let's get straight to the point. What do you want to show me?"

"Is it so direct?" Qi Si smiled, "Why don't you tell me about the old days and what happened before?"

Qi Yuan also laughed along with him, but the smile in his eyes was very faint: "Is there anything we can talk about with you?"

Her relationship with Qi Si has been shallow since childhood.When Qi Yuan was sitting in the room reading a tome and concentrating on practicing the piano, Qi Si was sweating on the green field facing the sun, as if he was born under the light, favored and loved Indulge in watering.

If the world of Qi Yuan is like a vast snowfield with silent night, he is a peach garden with warm spring and blossoming flowers.The same family has raised completely different children, as far away as the two poles of the earth, separated by thousands of miles.

"Sister, you are still the same as before." Qi Si curled her lips and sighed, "It always makes people feel... a strong sense of distance."

"Really?" Qi Yuan was noncommittal.

Qi Si looked at her and said, "Actually, you have always hated me, right?"

Qi Yuan paused and did not speak.

If you like it, definitely not.

It might not even count as disgusting.Maybe when she saw other families lively and simple and happy, she once had such a moment of resentment.

After all, she hasn't been able to get as much love as Qi Si since she was a child.

She was silent for a while, then said, "I don't hate it."

"Forget it, it's written in your eyes." Qi Si sighed exaggeratedly, "I'm not going to make fun of myself."

Qi Yuan raised the corners of his mouth, but did not speak.

Qi Si looked at her and said suddenly: "Actually, sometimes I envy you all."

"us?"

"You and Sister Qi Miao." He shrugged his shoulders, his handsome eyebrows drooped, a little lonely, "I feel that you are very free."

"Freedom?" Qi Yuan asked back, "Are you sure?"

It would be too ridiculous to say that being ignored, alienated, rejected and disliked for various reasons can still be called a kind of freedom.

"Well, maybe this is the death of the drought and the death of the flood." Qi Si smiled wryly, his eyes a little sad, "Do you know the feeling of being paid too much attention?"

Qi Yuan, who has been a marginalized person since childhood, shook his head indifferently.

"That kind of pressure is so great... Sometimes I feel like I can't breathe." He lowered his eyes, and his voice paused from time to time, as if something was strangling his throat, "No matter where you go, there will be many Eyes are on you, waiting for you to embarrass yourself, all the spotlights are on you, it's like you have the whole world behind your back..."

Qi Si choked up for a moment, and continued: "What's even more frightening is...you are carrying their world on your back, and you are forced to carry all their expectations and dreams."

"They mean..." Qi Yuan bit his lip, "Parents?"

Qi Si nodded slowly: "Sometimes when I sleep, I will feel someone push the door and walk in, sitting by the bed and looking at me without saying a word, touching my face... like a huge shadow."

Qi Yuan was stunned for a moment, imagined the scene, and felt shuddering.

She said: "But they have been very tolerant of you since you were a child..."

"I used to think so too." Qi Si nodded, "But I found that their tolerance is also conditional."

They will tell Qi Si that you have received so much love and blessings since you were a child, and you are much happier than your two older sisters.

You are worse than them, a boy, they are not as good as you.You have to learn to stand upright, inherit the family business, and win glory for your father.

You don't need to be outstanding, your parents will clear up all obstacles for you, but you must be obedient, we are doing this for your own good.

Too many expectations and burdens were suddenly placed on Qi Si's small shoulders, which made him a little overwhelmed.

"Mom, I want to play basketball in the future." He said timidly to his mother who was knitting a sweater for him.

Qi's mother, who had always been kind to him, suddenly changed her face, raised her eyebrows, raised her voice sharply, and stared at him in horror: "What did you say? Say it again!"

Qi Si was terrified, and stared at her dumbly.

Seeing his reaction, Mother Qi's face softened again, she stretched out a hand to gently caress the top of his head, her voice was like the spring breeze mixed with cold drizzle: "Xiaosi, how can you say What about this kind of words? You are not allowed to say it in the future, do you hear me? It would be terrible if your father heard about it. "

Qi Si only felt the heavy hand on his head, and he nodded tremblingly.

Qi's mother smiled slightly, and touched his face, her eyes were full of love and tolerance, more like an invisible pressure pierced into his heart.

"Playing basketball is great, but you can't do those things." She said softly and deeply, "You're the one who wants to do big things. In the future, wow, you're going to be the boss of a big company with hundreds or thousands of people It's all up to you! You deserve all these blessings, and your two older sisters don't even have time to envy them."

But I don't want to be a boss, I just want to be an athlete.He opened his mouth, and swallowed the words under Qi's mother's gaze like spring rain.

His parents gave him too much love, so that he couldn't blurt out his true thoughts-this was a kind of harm to them, and it was also a kind of intolerance to himself.

It's just that the expectation gradually swelled and grew bigger and bigger, which made him a little out of breath.

He felt as if his hands and feet were bound, like a bird in a golden cage cast invisibly, with fledglings and feet shackled, unable to fly.

Qi Yuan looked at him and asked gently: "So you don't want to inherit the Qi family's company as they said?"

"I've always wanted to be a basketball player." Qi Si turned his face sideways, his lips trembling slightly, "but no. They have planned all the paths in my life... That is to say, I have to follow what they give Going on, I have only this choice."

Qi Yuan sighed lowly: "So you found me, probably the first step of rebellion in your life."

"Yes." Qi Si raised his head, his eyes gradually became firmer, "I want to show you some evidence...or in other words, I have found the mastermind behind this car accident."

"What?!" Qi Yuan looked at him suddenly, "Who is it?"

"I'll show you something first." Qi Si took a deep breath, tapped on the phone with his finger, drew a photo, and handed it to her.

"This is..." She took a breath.

On the screen, a young man and a woman are cuddling together. The man is tall and handsome, with deep brows and serious smiles. The woman is charming and charming, with a very enchanting smile. She is wrapping her hands around the man's arm and leaning her head on his arm affectionately.

Qi Yuan recognized this man who looked very similar to herself at a glance. She had lived with him under the same roof for more than ten years—he was her father, Qi Zheng.

But Qi Yuan has no memory of this charming woman, as if she has never seen her before.

Qi Yuan's eyes rested on the woman's face, thoughtful: "Who is she?"

"Her name is Ke Quan, and she belonged to my father..." Qi Si paused and said with difficulty, "Mistress."

Qi Zheng has a mistress, and it is not a secret in the Qi family, even relatives and friends acquiesce.

But it was the first time Qi Yuan had heard of the existence of this woman.

"Ke Quan?" She repeated the woman's name, feeling inexplicably strange, with a feeling of deja vu, "Where is she now?"

"She's dead." Qi Si looked at her and said unexpectedly, "She died more than ten years ago."

"...How did you die?"

Qi Sidao: "Difficult childbirth."

"She has children?"

Qi Si nodded, with a complicated expression, and said hesitantly: "Seventeen years ago, she passed away after giving birth to a child. Before she died, she begged father to bring the infant baby back to Qi's family."

Qi Yuan suddenly had a very bad premonition, as if he could not predict what he would say next.She raised her eyes, looked at Qi Si with no expression, her lips trembled, and said, "Who is that child?"

Qi Si's compassionate eyes fell on her.

He said, "It's you."

When school is over, the light yellow twilight reflects the sky, looking from a distance, the clouds at the end of the sky are as crimson as maple leaves, gorgeous as if burned by fire.

Lu Xin walked out of the school and stood by the side of the road waiting for the green light.She took out the earphone cable from her bag, put on the earphones, and isolated herself from the hustle and bustle.

A few minutes later, the traffic light changed from red to green, and the static crowds surged again, bustling towards their respective established roads.

Lu Xin crossed the road and went to the stationery store across the road.

She walked into the store and found the shelf for fountain pen refills with ease. After comparing the quality and price several times, she chose what she wanted.

She passed by a shelf full of pencil cases, her eyes stopped on it, and she suddenly remembered that the last time she and Qi Yuan went shopping together, the other party bought a pink piggy Peppa's pencil case.

Lu Xin couldn't help laughing.

She came to the cashier with a box of pen refills, and saw a stack of art paper on the shelf behind the clerk, which seemed to be made for stacking paper.

She froze for a moment, then subconsciously said to the clerk, "Bring me a stack of art paper."

Lu Xin walked out of the stationery store with the bag in her hand. She looked at the stacks of colorful papers inside, but couldn't tell why she bought it.

Maybe you can learn to stack things yourself?She thought, but actually I can't even fold a five-pointed star...

The phone in his pocket rang, as if a message had come in.

She lowered her head, took out her mobile phone and glanced at it, it seemed that it was a message from Qi Yuan.

Before she had time to see what it was, someone suddenly touched her shoulder lightly.

Lu Xin turned around quickly and saw a man wearing a black mask standing in front of her. He was tall, muscular, and had cold eyes.

He scanned Lu Xin from top to bottom like a scanner, and said something to her.

The earphones cut off the sound from the outside world, so Lu Xin hurriedly took it off and asked, "Are you okay?"

The man stared at her and asked, "Are you Lu Xin?"

Lu Xin suddenly had a bad feeling, she shook her head and said calmly, "I'm not."

The man's eyes fell on the student's name tag on her chest, and he sneered.

Lu Xin suddenly felt something was wrong, and took a few steps back. Suddenly, a hand came from behind and tightly covered her mouth and nose with a piece of cloth.

Lu Xin immediately struggled violently, but within a few seconds, her consciousness was plunged into darkness.

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The author has something to say: Thank you for bringing Karma!