return to sea

On the day I left, Cang Yang came to see me off, and when he was about to board the train, he grabbed my wrist, and then dodged his eyes.

"what happened?"

"Your conch...should you leave a sound?"

I slapped my head, how could I forget about this, and thought about handing the conch to him, "The horn was smashed when it was snatched away."

Cang Yang poked his finger into the conch, "Scratch its ears." I was amused, and then he opened his mouth in a very gentle tone, "I love you, Cang Yang loves the sea, Cang Yang loves the sea very much ..."

"Okay! How many times do you have to say it?" I snatched the conch, but he dragged me over. The distance between us was from the length of two arms to the width of a finger. "Cang Yang? What are you doing?" I threw my luggage on the ground and escaped from his embrace. Cang Yang exerted so much strength that I suddenly felt like a fish caught by him.

The soft and warm touch was imprinted on my lips, and the moment I didn't react, he took a step back, "You...you have to remember to love me."

I caressed the residual warmth left on my lips, picked up the luggage and rushed in when the last warning bell rang, watching Cang Yang look a little absent-minded outside the car, and I didn't care if the luggage hit other passengers , lying on the window sill.

"I will remember!" Following my cry, he raised his eyes with his usual smile and waved at me. I looked at his dark face, but those eyes were particularly eye-catching.

For a long time, I did not return to the village.

Because I have to prepare for the college entrance examination, in order to realize Cang Yang's dream, I want to be admitted to the best teacher...to become a teacher.

During the period we communicated by phone, he always told me how much money I made today, 'Are you short of money, how about I send you some? 'Live yourself like my father.

Every holiday, I go back, we sleep in the same bed, floating on a boat...

When I returned to the village again, I was already a teacher, and I packed the flannel box tightly in my pocket.

——Today is very important...

"Cang Yang!" Wiping the sweat off my brow, I waited outside the small bungalow. I have called several times, but no one responded. Cang Yang sent a message saying that he was going to sea, but he hasn't come back yet?

So I ran to the beach again, "Uncle Li! Have you seen Cang Yang?!" I yelled across the long distance.

"I went out to sea, and I haven't come back yet!" Uncle Li blew on the hookah and grumbled, "You see, it's going to rain today, oops... Tell him not to go or not, but you have to come back and catch up with the last order Earn more."

I was startled,

—Go to sea!

As soon as Li Bo's words fell, the big raindrops hit my cheek with the chill from thousands of miles high, like thousands of needles piercing my bone.

"Do not…"

I remembered that today, just like when his father died, the sky and the sea were squeezed together, almost squeezing out all the internal organs.

"Why did you let him go out! You know it's not suitable to go to sea today! Why do you want him to go out?!" I kicked Uncle Li over and grabbed his collar, "Why...he..."

When I got a visa that year, he didn't tell me the answer.

The high tide is so fast, I hope that there will be a boat that is swept back by such a big wave, no matter what...

"Cang Yang."

The words of love engraved in the ocean, at this time the ocean has no emotion, does it care about your life?Only care about its own happiness.

I stepped on the gravel, and my breath was full of salty sea water, and a lot was rolled up on the beach.

Tangled seaweed, dying fish, conch, shells...

There is no ocean.

I turned around and went to the temple, ignoring the obstruction of the temple master, I smashed the statue.

"why?!"

"Is it because I don't have enough incense money for you?!"

"What did Cang Yang do?!"

"You are not worthy of being a god! You can't keep yourself alone!"

"Hold!"

The jar of incense burner was thrown out of the window, bounced off the edge of the cliff, and fell straight into the sea. It was estimated that it would be broken by the waves on the reef.