return to sea

My dad is not like my dad, he asked me to call a strange woman Mom.

"Don't bark!" I hugged the conch, looked at the woman, and said in my heart, "My mother is prettier than her!"

"You child!" My dad waved his hand towards me. I knew it wasn't touching, but a sign that I would be beaten for committing a crime.

"I won't bark! Don't bark!"

The woman stopped my dad and rubbed a doll-like child out from behind her plump buttocks, looking at me timidly like a monster.

I thought... this woman was nice to me.

But if I don't know how to use a kettle, I will be scolded; if I don't know how to use a water heater, I will be scolded; she will beat me... If her son grabs the conch, I will beat him!As hard as I beat, she beat me too.

"Did you say you're wild! Huh?" My dad blushed with anger, holding his own son in his arms, "Hit it to death! It's just a broken conch!" He grabbed the conch and threw it out of the window.

I don't know why, but I rushed out with my feet in disbelief. The conch didn't break, but I was in pain. I heard the man in white say it was a broken bone.

Holding the conch, I cried loudly, and told me to be quiet, but I refused, "This is from Cangyang! Cangyang's! Don't touch it!"

——'Cang Yang loves the sea'

The sound is in my ears, it is much more useful than the needles in my hand, and it doesn't hurt anywhere... I hugged it to sleep that night, just like holding Cang Yang's hand at that time.

There is a telephone in the city, and there is a plastic kiosk by the roadside, and you can make a call by inserting a card into it.

I stood inside, "Little brother, can you beat me? I have something urgent to do." Someone behind me urged me.

"No fight, no fight."

"If you don't fight, just stay on the sidelines, really..."

With cards in hand, is there such a thing in the village?I don't know, I want to call Cang Yang and ask him what to do if he has had a fever for the past few years?I can't turn over after eating fish, and the sound in the conch seems to be lost.

I walked the way back to school for a long time.

Feeling for the change in my pocket, I turned around and ran away, I wanted to see him, never see him again... If I don't see him again, the voice in my conch will be gone!

It happened to be a ticket, a ticket that didn't return. I took the green train to the county, and I walked for a long time before returning to the village. Nothing changed, and everything changed. Why is there an extra tree?

I stood on the embankment and looked at the house I used to live in. It was no longer called a house, and everything was gone.

Holding his face and crying, "My home, where is my home?!"

"What are you looking for? What home?" Someone patted me on the shoulder with the characteristic dumbness of the voice-changing period, "There is no one living here." The voice seemed to be illuminated by the sun, like the leaves of a palm tree brushed by my heart.

"Are you from here?"

"hold head high."

"I want to find Cang Yang..." I held the conch, "I want to find Cang Yang, but where is he?"

"I am." The young man in front of me smiled at me. With this familiar smile, my voice was blocked, and a handful of fine sand was stuffed inside, "I am Cang Yang." No, I am sand. When the wind blows It was about to leave, my mind was empty, and when I recovered, I was already hugging him, and my breath was filled with the fresh and sweet smell of sea water and the warmth of the sun.

"I am Yu Hai! Yu Hai!"

The sun is mottled, the sea water arches downwards and upwards, and all the fine pieces are sprinkled in the sea without hesitation.

Cang Yang's eyes were bright, his eyelashes fluttered up and down like waves, black and white were distinct, inside was me and the sea again, and after a while there was moisture again.

"You're back, I thought you wouldn't be back."

"Why are you still crying?"

"Don't turn the fish over when you eat it..."

"My conch, I'm about to lose your voice."