Play bone

The indoor heating has been turned on to the maximum, as hot as early summer in May and June.

Although Lu Li entered the door, he remained silent.Shen Xingze could only temporarily place him on the couch in the living room, helped him take off his wet coat, shoes and socks, and after confirming that his ankle was fine, put a blanket on him.

The atmosphere seemed a little dry, and it seemed that there was no suitable breakthrough for a while.Shen Xingxuan said a few words tentatively, but got no response. He sighed and walked towards the kitchen.

Ginger tea can dispel the cold. Shen Xingxuan groped in the cupboard for a long time, only to find a two-year-expired packing box in the end.He looked for coffee or sugar in the drawer again, but his frozen fingers didn't listen, and he smashed a glass airtight jar containing scented tea to the ground.

In the crisp crackling sound, dried flowers scattered on the ground, mixed with bright glass shards.Shen Xingze was about to lean over to tidy up, when suddenly his heart beat faster again.

With a muffled snort, he quickly stretched out his hand to support the countertop, but fortunately he recovered quickly.

It must be due to lack of sleep and a little fright that something happened to his heart—he analyzed himself so calmly, when he suddenly heard a series of slightly clumsy footsteps behind him.

It was Lu Li. He heard the movement and approached worriedly.Although he still didn't say a word, he took the initiative to hug Shen Xingze from behind, and put his hands on Shen Xingze's.

It's not really a warm palm, at least it's a little warmer than before.Lu Li used his own little heat to warm the back of Shen Xingxuan's hand.Then slowly, he put his face on Shen Xingze's broad back.

"I'm fine...and, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Shen Xingze spoke first.

"That day, I shouldn't have been jealous without listening to your explanation; I shouldn't have peeked at your phone; I shouldn't have contacted you for so long; I shouldn't have taken that little bastard lightly..."

Having said that, he raised his left hand to hold Lu Li's right hand, tracing the slightly protruding knuckles with his fingertips.

Lu Li still didn't speak.But through the thin clothes, Shen Xingze could feel his warm breath brushing his back.

That alone is the most touching tenderness in the world.

The two of them stood next to each other quietly, and after a while, Lu Li's voice finally came over.

"How can he use your mobile phone casually."

"It was indeed my negligence."

Shen Xingcho's originally straight back slumped slightly.

"On the day I left the country a week ago, Gordon took the initiative to see me off. On the way to the airport, he said he wanted to transfer money from my account. I didn't care and gave him the phone. I found out later that he took this opportunity to I dragged you black without permission."

This simple answer obviously couldn't completely fill Lu Li's doubts.

"I obviously have no grievances with him, why is he targeting me so much?"

"This, it's a bit complicated to say."

Shen Xingze paused for a while, and sorted out the thoughts in his mind.

"...Actually, as early as eight or nine years ago, Gordon knew about our relationship at that time; but he didn't know that you are the Lu Li in the past. So in his opinion, you are more like using Lu Li's name, A bad person who deliberately approached me and wanted to profit from me. In order to confirm this conclusion, he peeked at my mobile phone for the first time two months ago and found our chat records. Then he began to wonder how to get you from I drive away."

Lu Li was startled when he heard that, "How did he know about us—could it be you who told him?"

"No, it should be regarded as his own discovery."

Shen Xing chose to take out the mobile phone from his pocket.The screen was unlocked and a six-digit password was reported at the same time.

08-12-07——Like the gate password, it is also Lu Li's birthday number.

"One year in the United States, I accidentally revealed the mobile phone password to him. Unexpectedly, he immediately deduced the relationship between you and me."

"……and many more."

Lu Li immediately noticed the strange details: "How did Gordon recognize that it was my birthday?"

And Shen Xingze's answer surprised him even more.

"Not only does he know your birthday, but he also knows all the information you have released. Until now, he still keeps the gadgets you bought for him in Shichahai back then. He also watched all the movies you acted in. ... I even think that he will take this path, and it has a lot to do with you."

Never expecting such a development, Lu Li was left speechless.Only then did he recall the words that Wu Yufeng had mocked at him when they met alone in the dormitory, such as "fakes are always fakes" and "deliberately imitating Xing Ze's old lover"—it turned out that there were still This layer of meaning.

The initial surprise slowly passed, Lu Li leaned on Shen Xingze's back, and slowly exhaled the suffocation pent up in his chest.In a trance, I feel that my body has become more relaxed.

But he still had questions to ask.

"Since Gordon liked the old me so much. Then why have I never seen him again for so many years?"

"..."

Shen Xingze contemplated for a few seconds, but he still couldn't make up any reasonable answer.Still, his silence was a special kind of confession.

Lu Li sighed: "Needless to say, it must be your fault again."

"...I'll ask him to make a good apology to you some other day." Shen Xing chose to change the subject on his own initiative.

"No need. It's enough to know that you didn't do it."

Lu Li still wrapped his arms around Shen Xingxuan's waist, and the bodies that were close to each other had already warmed up a little bit.

"...Do you still remember, I told you that I can't squander your emotions with peace of mind. Because I don't know when you will take back everything and make me nothing in an instant ...In the past few days, my worries have almost become reality."

"I'm sorry... for making you sad."

Shen Xingze, who was subdued for the first time, seemed to be addicted to apologizing, and seemed to want to confide all the guilt of these years at once.

Lu Li seemed to let out a wry smile: "Actually, we are both at fault. I shouldn't have stopped contacting you. These three months...I have always missed you."

The sudden confession made Shen Xingze's heart flutter instantly.He suddenly felt that he and Lu Li were like two survivors who survived the catastrophe.

Now that he has survived, there is nothing that cannot be let go.

"But I don't miss you, because I've been looking at you all the time."

He even boldly made a joke and patted Lu Li's hand lightly: "I went to watch your lecture report in January. You acted much better than your classmates. I also secretly recorded Like, it's on the phone... and the preview of "Longevity", I originally wanted to represent Xingying, but they all said it was too grand, so I had to give up."

"Fool, why don't you just come to me?"

"...Actually, why don't I want to, I'm just afraid of self-defeating."

Shen Xingze seemed to be hesitant: "Actually, I originally planned to come to you to apologize on Valentine's Day. I also wanted to ask you if I have become more mature and stable in the past few months. I didn't expect it to be like this."

"..."

Perhaps because he felt that a man in his thirties was still so childish, Lu Li finally let out his first chuckle of the night.

"fool."

Shen Xingze also smiled wryly: "I'm not stupid, can I be teased by a little bastard?"

The shards of glass on the ground were still shining under the light, reminding him of his existence.But let the broken things be broken.Right now, the owner of this home has more precious things to take care of.

Shen Xingxuan turned around and hugged Lu Li into his arms again.No more words, just keep kissing down.

As expected: Lu Li's cheeks were really cool.But in addition to the coolness, there was also a hint of salty warmth.

After the kiss was over, Shen Xingze stretched out his hand to caress the place he had kissed just now.

That's right, it was indeed tears—he was clearly receiving his lover's gentle comfort, but the sadness in Lu Li's heart melted more and more, overflowing from his eye sockets.

Shen Xing chose to touch his head: "We are all fine now, the misunderstanding has been resolved, and I will fix it, little bastard, why are you unhappy?"

"I'm not unhappy, but feel...distressed."

Maybe it's because what needs to be expressed is too complicated, Lu Li stopped for a moment, trying to move the corners of his mouth, revealing an ugly smile.

"In the past, I never really considered your mood. It wasn't until I saw you running towards me at the station just now, with a look of bewilderment... I suddenly realized that you once suffered alone What a terrible thing."

As if black memories were brought back by his words, Shen Xingxuan slowly lowered his head, letting his bangs cover his depressed expression.

This time, it was Lu Li who stretched out his hand and held Shen Xingze's cheek, making him look into his eyes.

Although there were still some tears in those bright eyes, there was no sadness or weakness in those bright eyes, but unprecedented stubbornness and persistence.

"No, I won't leave you again. As you said yourself, the past is in the past. Even if you want to leave me now, I will definitely chase you and entangle you...you , Shen Xingze, it's mine, and I won't give it to anyone."

In Shen Xingze's memory, Lu Li had never been so proactive in his relationship.

It was as if the game of chasing and fleeing had suddenly come to an end.A corner of my heart that had been empty for a long time was filled.

Driven by an unprecedented and strange sense of satisfaction, Shen Xing chose to grab Lu Li's hand and push him against the kitchen wall.

The passionate kiss that lasted for more than three months, in addition to the original strong love, was also mixed with guilt, relief, and more inexplicable and unexplainable emotions, and the lingering seemed endless.

It wasn't until Lu Li was about to be exhausted by this kiss that all the air in his lungs was exhausted, that Shen Xingze reluctantly stopped.The two looked at each other for a moment, Lu Li blushed slightly and turned his head away, as if deliberately trying to distract his attention, changing the subject.

"Just... think about it carefully. Although we have known each other for more than ten years, if we didn't know almost nothing about your family, this kind of thing might not have happened today."

However, Shen Xingze fell into silence.

Obviously, he never thought about discussing this issue with Lu Li in depth.

Sensing his hesitation, Lu Li's eyes darkened.Although I felt a little lost in my heart, I didn't ask any more questions.

What breaks the silence is the beeping sound when the water dispenser is boiling.