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Because of this sentence, Shen Xingze's hand that wiped Lu Li's body stopped moving.

His pupils shrank, as if too bright light had shone through his eyes into the depths of his heart.

And Lu Li didn't miss Shen Xingze's hesitation at this moment.Keeping his right hand tied, he approached Shen Xing as much as possible, and stared at Shen Xing with those eyes that could tell a thousand words.

"Look at me, I have a new body, a new identity, and a new future... I am no longer the Lu Li I was back then."

"so what?!"

Shen Xingze finally recovered his voice: "I don't care about these, I only care about you!"

"But I'm not yours alone!"

Lu Li had no choice but to raise his voice, and at the same time stretched out his still movable left hand to cover Shen Xingze's cheek.

"I admit, I do love you. But love doesn't make me willing to be your accessory. On the contrary, I want to stand by your side in an upright manner, and I want to gain your approval and appreciation... "

"You have gained my approval and appreciation!"

Shen Xingxuan grabbed Lu Li's hand and pressed it against his cheek with all his might, eagerly feeling the warmth of his palm.This is something he lost and found again, and he wished he could knead it into his own flesh and blood now.

"You're kidding yourself again."

Lu Li quickly withdrew his hand.At the same time, the eyes are no longer confused.

"Your love for me is based on a deformed possessive desire. I can't squander your material, resources and emotions with peace of mind. Because I don't know when you will take back all of this, let I became nothing in an instant. I just want my own share, something I earned with my hands... so that even if one day you leave me, I can have enough courage and capital , through the long night without you."

"No... I won't leave you!"

This was Shen Xingze's answer through gritted teeth.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, he had crawled onto the bed at some point.His eyes were fixed, and he just stared at Lu Li.Lu Li had nowhere to retreat, and his back was already pressed against the head of the bed.In the blink of an eye, Shen Xingxuan was approaching, locking him in a small space that could not be turned around.

First the temptation of breath and breath, and then the touch of lips.This was a kiss that had lasted for more than two years, and thousands of invisible pheromone flames exploded in an instant.

In the sea of ​​flames, the desire imprinted deep in each other's souls suddenly opened the golden animal pupils.

Careful exploration is getting better.

Softer than petals are wet lips.The nectar among the flowers is a series of subtle tremors of emotion.Every time Lu Li gasped and whimpered, Shen Xing chose to catch them with his lips, lick them with his tongue, and loved them like sweets.

But still not enough, far from enough.

The tenderness and tenderness seemed to be just a disguise, and the rusty smell of the wound aroused the nature of the predator.When Shen Xingxuan began to unconsciously ask for more, Lu Li used his only free hand to forcefully push his arm away.

"Give me, and yourself, another chance..."

Lu Li lowered his head and straightened his clothes, which were almost impossible to tidy up, with a voice as soft as a sigh.

"Don't fall back into the vicious circle of the past."

But Shen Xingze still had red eyes.

"...What if I say no?"

Lu Li didn't answer.But his expression - an expression mixed with disappointment, sadness and helplessness, seemed to give Shen Xing the answer he was most afraid of in an instant.

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Around ten o'clock at night, Lu Li dragged his exhausted and aching body back to the dormitory.

Today is Qingming, Luo Chen went home to worship his ancestors; Ma Meng took Bai Jiaen and a few students in the same class to sing together all night, and will not be back until tomorrow morning.In other words, he was the only one in the dormitory tonight.

This is a good thing.

The place where Shen Xing chose to beat him was still very red and swollen despite cold compresses.He took off his clothes and hid in the bathroom, and found that there were still many bruises on his body, which might not completely disappear in ten days and a half months.He knew that he had to quickly make up a lie to stop the mouths of his classmates.

After washing up, he changed his clothes and lay down on the bed.The moment the body relaxed, the pain in the muscles and flesh was finally relieved.And everything that happened during the day also began to emerge like a revolving lantern.

Finally, Shen Xing chose to expose him, and it was still in such a tragic way.But this is also a joy, and there is no need to cover up, or even play two roles by one person, resulting in cognitive confusion.

Although Shen Xingzao finally let him go back to school, Lu Li didn't think his few words could cure Shen Xingzao's obstinate desire to control.Next, Shen Xingze would probably still haunt the surroundings lingeringly, and even use his wrist to make some noise in the dark.

At the same time, Lu Li wanted to do something for Shen Xingxuan like never before - just thinking about the initial heartbreak, the pain and suffering of the past two years, just thinking about it makes his heart ache.Although it is objectively necessary, he should be given some compensation.

What should be done?Can he appease and heal the injured lone wolf without letting it pounce on him and bite his own neck off?

After thinking about it, Lu Li felt that he could only ask their mutual mentor again.

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On Monday afternoon, the spring sun was warming, but there were snow-like willow flowers flying in the sky.After the acting class was over, Lu Li still helped the teacher push the bicycle, and walked slowly along the forest path.

The difference from last time was that he was wearing a mask that covered most of his face. Fortunately, in this season of pollen flying around, he didn't seem to be out of harmony.

"Your face was actually beaten by that kid, right?" After walking a few steps, Old Man Gu suddenly revealed the truth.

"How...how did you know?" Lu Li was slightly embarrassed, but it did save him a lot of verbal explanations.

"Don't think that old man Gu doesn't understand anything, old man, my brain is easy to use."

There is a bench at the edge of the woods halfway.The master and apprentice temporarily stopped the car and sat on the bench.

"How is he?" Old man Gu drew a circle on his face as a gesture.

"I don't know." Lu Li shook his head, thought for a while and then added, "But it's definitely not as bad as me. I'm concerned about his recent activities, so I'm in control. Otherwise, the gossip must have spread in the past few days."

"Oh... you guys can't be bothered to fight." Old man Gu nodded pretending to be enlightened, "If that's the case, then why do you still have to fight?"

Lu Li had always treated Old Man Gu as half a father, so when he talked about troubles, he couldn't help but seem a little coquettish.

"It's... it's because I kept it from him! Teacher, I really didn't want to hide it from him on purpose. Now that he's been beaten up, I'm worried he'll come to find fault with me again. Can you cannot……"

Before he finished speaking, old man Gu was still smiling, but he raised his hand and shook it in front of him.

"Shen Xing chooses to beat you, isn't he angry that you have been pretending to be dead in front of him?"

After all, the teacher is still a teacher, and Jiang is indeed old and hot - Lu Li quickly realized that he had been seen through by another person.

After a short period of panic, he didn't choose to deny it, but asked calmly, "How did you know for sure?"

Old man Gu still smiled, and then took out the phone from his pocket.

Unlike ordinary middle-aged and elderly people, Gu Laotou is very proficient in using smartphones.At this moment, he clicked on the photo album, pulled out a photo and sent it to Lu Li.

Lu Li understood it with just one glance - because these were his two homework books.One was handed in last semester, and the pages of the other had turned yellow.

Anyway, he had been seen through, so Lu Li simply asked, "Do you still keep such an old homework book?"

"Isn't this waiting for you to become famous and have families before you sell it to the media?"

Knowing that he was joking, Lu Li also smiled, but still couldn't help asking: "But, the words on it are different. You...are you really trying to blackmail me?"

"It's been more than ten years, of course the handwriting will change."

Old man Gu took out his pipe and began to slowly fill up the shredded tobacco.

"I have an old man who works in the forensic identification center. He said that even if the same person writes the same characters at different times, it is impossible to be exactly the same. To determine whether there is a relationship, a quantitative comparison is required-the shape and structure of the characters. Layout, stroke order and continuous strokes, and even punctuation marks, usage of numbers, and types of typos. When the same degree reaches a certain index, it can be basically confirmed that the two handwritings are from the same person."

Having said that, he raised his head and glanced at Lu Li.It's like explaining the principle in class, and now waiting for students to raise their hands to ask questions.

Lu Li asked, "Did Shen Xing choose recognize me in the same way?"

"The principles should be similar. However, his intuition has always been terribly keen. And there are no rules and regulations in his heart, and any conjecture may be put into practice. However, since you have already shown your cards, it is better to ask him directly. What do you think..."

Having said that, Old Man Gu took another look at the bruise on his face: "Oh, it's better not to ask about it recently."

"Yeah, I'm afraid we'll have to fight now as soon as we meet."

Although he hesitated a little, Lu Li still asked the embarrassing question: "Then, do you already know about the... thing between me and him?"

"Otherwise what do you think?"

Old man Gu's voice suddenly increased, with a sense of blame: "What age is it, do you think I will still treat you as some kind of monster?"

"No, no, of course I didn't mean that!"

Lu Li hurriedly explained that although he was scolded, he felt relieved.

He simply confessed all the contradictions in his heart.He mentioned the situation when he was sweeping the grave with Shen Xing; he mentioned Shen Xing's aggressiveness and his desire to control; he also mentioned his hesitation, hesitation and indecisiveness.

In the end, he raised his head to look at Professor Gu, and seriously asked the teacher if he thought he was too greedy—he wanted to get what he wanted from Shen Xing, but refused to give him what he wanted.

Old man Gu's pipe was burning on and off, quietly like a steady beating heart.

"If you plan to love someone, you have to think about whether you are willing to give up your god-like free heart for him, and be willing to be fettered ever since."

He took another drag on his cigarette and watched the smoke dissipate.

"I didn't just say this to you, I also said it to Shen Xingxuan. But unfortunately, it seems that neither of you has been able to penetrate this level... Maybe I shouldn't let you eat that at all. Dumplings, that's really 'It's not that friends don't get together'."

Lu Li hurriedly said that this was not the teacher's problem. After thinking about it, he cautiously probed:

"I always feel... There must be some reason why Shen Xingxuan is so paranoid. Maybe it has something to do with his family and the past. But he never mentioned this matter. I don't know if you are here——"

"To be honest, I once had similar thoughts."

Old man Gu slowly shook his head: "But everyone has a limit to how far they can go in the hearts of others. It is not me, but you who can enter the depths of Shen Xingze's heart."

"But it is impossible for us to sit down and communicate calmly now."

Lu Li said distressedly, "He has already asked me to drop out of school. These days, he has been calling and texting me every day, and I am a little afraid that he will really do something else irreparable."

"No one can make my student drop out just by saying drop out, not even Shen Xingxuan."

Hearing this, Old Man Gu finally became a little bit stronger.

"I'll talk to him again. But you have to untie the bell, and it's up to you to really solve the problem. The only thing I can do, old man, is to buy you some time—both of you give me Calm down."