I ride a bamboo horse

When leaving the cemetery, Gu Jinxing was still immersed in the unending love story between Lu Zhuo and Xu Shijia, a little sad and unable to extricate himself.

Suddenly bumping into a face that I also engraved in my heart, I was caught off guard, like a dream.

Lu Zhuo's expression was a lot calmer, and after observing his words and expressions, he understood a little bit, and stretched out his hand to Ye Huaichuan, "Hello, I am a sincere friend, Lu Zhuo."

Ye Huaichuan, who was always in front of people, never showed anything, and shook his hand politely, "It's a pleasure to meet you, I often hear Jinxing mentioning you, Ye Huaichuan, his brother."

"Really." Lu Zhuo didn't seem surprised, "It seems that the rumors are not completely wrong."

People who don't know the inside story may feel foolish when they hear this, but Gu Jinxing understands that he sent Lu Zhuo his book as promised a few days ago, as long as he searches his pen name, the gossip about him is simply As many as pearls.It's just that Lu Zhuo never said anything, and Gu Jinxing certainly didn't take the initiative to mention it.

Ye Huaichuan didn't know if he understood, but his expression was perfect, "I'm laughing."

Alas, talking to people like them is tiring, every move has a deep meaning, not as straightforward as a stallion.

"Since someone is coming to pick you up, let's make an appointment another day. Don't forget what I told you." Not only did he look gentle, he even rubbed his hair after speaking.

Gu Jinxing was directly petrified, and he didn't come back to his senses until Lu Zhuo walked a long way. He, he, he... what is this for?

If he hadn't seen him looking like he was about to cry in front of Xu Shijia just now, Gu Jinxing might have thought... No, that's impossible.

When his eyes fell on Ye Huaichuan's face, he had suppressed the hypocrisy and arrogance in the mall, stared at him indifferently, and erected a solid barrier between them.

The mood fell to the bottom in an instant, Gu Jinxing restrained himself, pretended to be normal, and asked in a low voice: "Have you eaten yet?"

Ye Huaichuan stared at him for a moment, like a high-ranking king scrutinizing a slave. After a while, he turned around first, "Let's go back and talk about it."

After staying in place for a while, Gu Jinxing reluctantly raised his footsteps and followed.

Lu Zhuo, did you see, it's not that I don't want to talk about it, it's that he is so fierce, I have to muster up a lot of courage to put away all my grievances, so that I don't look so weak.

If some time ago it could be said that the appearance was close to the gods, and the atmosphere was awkward, now it can only be described as black hell, icy and snowy.

Gu Jinxing was thinking all the way, are they going to end?Is Ye Huaichuan going to reconcile with Chen Han?Why is he so angry?Because you find him particularly annoying?How did he find him?Does he think he's just his brother...

In love, one has to worry about gains and losses, and everyone is a persecuted delusional patient.What's more, he had waited for too long, and had already lost all confidence and dignity.

They didn't speak a word until they entered the house.

Silently followed behind Ye Huaichuan, silently closed the door, and felt that the person in front stopped and turned to look at him.Gu Jinxing put his hands in his pockets, trying to make himself look unrestrained, but he refused to lift his downcast eyes.

"Brother, if you're too tired from walking, if I make things difficult for you, why don't you... go back to the original point."

For a long, long time, Ye Huaichuan didn't speak. It was so long that Gu Jinxing felt he could hear his own heartbeat, and it was so long that he suspected that what was standing in front of him was just a wax figure.

Finally, he couldn't help raising his eyes, and then he was stunned in place.

He should have never seen Ye Huaichuan like this.

Like a lone tree that has been alone for many years, and finally can't support the heavy dark sky, he knows that the end of the world is coming in the next moment, so the eyes are like this, sad, desperate, nostalgic and... praying.

There was a lake in his eyes, reflecting the lifeless darkness. He stared deeply at the land that he had guarded all his life. Although he was reluctant to give up, he died without regret.

Gu Jinxing opened his mouth, but he couldn't make any sound, why did Ye Huaichuan look like the sky had fallen before his sky fell.

Looking at each other for a long time, Ye Huaichuan suddenly and slowly stretched out his hand, carefully as if he was just a phantom like a mirage.

Gu Jinxing looked down at the hand that was only a few feet away but hadn't been placed on him for a long time, and subconsciously held it. Ye Huaichuan seemed to find some support, and suddenly pulled him into his arms, almost knocking his soul out Got it.

Gu Jinxing was embraced by him like a life-saving straw, and he blinked, always feeling that something was wrong.

"Be careful."

It was the most thrilling voice calling his name he had ever heard.

His voice was hoarse, his breathing was heavy, and his voice fell gently, but it seemed as if he wanted to drag his soul out and entangle him for a lifetime.

"I haven't loved you enough, don't drive me away, okay?"

The nose suddenly became sour, and the eye sockets were instantly wet.

"What nonsense?" Gu Jinxing hugged him back, put his face on his reassuring shoulder, and said in a low voice, "How could I drive you away."

After a moment of silence, Ye Huaichuan suddenly let go of him, one hand was still stubbornly placed on his waist, and the other hand fumbled from the suit, and took out two red books and many cards.

"It's possible," he said.

Gu Jinxing took it. The red book is the real estate certificate, and the cards include credit cards and savings cards.

The house in Haichao City, the house in Lido, and the owner of the property were all written in his name. Gu Jinxing looked at him in surprise.

Ye Huaichuan was also looking at him, with twinkling stars in his eyes and fine eyelashes, "If you don't want me, I'll be homeless."

Gu Jinxing lowered his eyes suddenly, as if avoiding, he picked the raised numbers on the card with his fingers.

"The card is a joint account, you can use it as you like."

No need to ask how Ye Huaichuan got it, he always kept his ID card everywhere.He just suddenly remembered many details. This house must have been bought for him from the very beginning, otherwise he wouldn't have huddled pitifully in the guest bedroom.And is he so harsh on himself because he wants to leave all the money to him?

What a fool!

Gu Jinxing hugged his neck and criticized him pretending to be fierce, "Why do I need so much money? Why don't you treat yourself better."

Ye Huaichuan tightened his hands and pressed against Gu Jinxing's cool and soft cheeks, his eyes were slightly dazzled, and his voice returned to his usual deep voice, "I chose a job that brings in the fastest money, but it's just to support the one I love. Carefree day."

Gu Jinxing was stunned, motionless, as if he had become a puppet that could breathe. After a long time, he sniffed and muttered, "Idiot." After a pause, he thought he was fierce, "Then you are still fierce!"

Ye Huaichuan suddenly picked him up, carried him to the sofa, and trapped him on the sofa.Behind him is a soft cushion, and in front of him is the softer Ye Huaichuan and his tender eyes.

There are also affectionate confessions.

"Be careful, I'm not murdering you, I'm just... afraid."

Gu Jinxing opened his eyes wide.

Eyes half closed, Ye Huaichuan laughed at himself, "Gu Jinxing, look, you are not only me, you also have many friends, Qi Yu, Yu Boye, Zhong Shengsheng, Tang Qiuxin, Meng Tianzi, and many others who love you Reader. Now I have to add Lu Zhuo. But I only have you."

"Even Qi Yu, who once claimed to like me, fell in love with you without hesitation after being with you for a long time."

"Sometimes I'm scared. If I don't catch you, you will run away with someone."

Ye Huaichuan sighed softly, the ending sound dissolving in the air. "Baby, do you understand how attractive you are?"

Gu Jinxing was stunned, in his perception, Ye Huaichuan was always indestructible, and he always thought so.After growing up, although he understood that Ye Huaichuan was not a god but a man, he didn't realize that being a man would have a vulnerable side.

When he lost his parents back then, he was also an underage child.But he used his arm that was not strong enough to push out the sky for him, buried his fear and sadness deep in the depths of his soul, and only took it out to lick it carefully when there was no one in the middle of the night.

It was a wound that was bruised and bruised, and it was bloody when touched.

What is a lover, support each other, cuddle up to each other, in order to stumble through life.But he always blindly seeks his protection, is arrogant and willful, taking his pampering for granted.But he forgot that he also needs a shoulder to lean on occasionally.

Because of him, he is not as powerful as he appears to be.

Without a sense of security, there is such a deep desire to control.

He is so self-righteous, he has always only felt that he is affectionate, but why can't the latecomers be more affectionate?

Gu Jinxing didn't make a sound, grabbed Ye Huaichuan's neck stickyly, leaned his face against his chest, and listened to his heartbeat full of vitality.

I returned the real estate certificate and bank card that I still held in my hand, "Give it back to you, do you know how to change the name back, how can you support me if you are so poor."

Ye Huaichuan looked down at him, this angle made him very gentle, "I will work hard to make money."

"Don't make money!" Gu Jinxing said with a straight face, "Be nice to yourself."

"Okay." Ye Huaichuan smiled.Now he knows Su again, and he doesn't know who that poor and down-and-out CEO was.

"How do you know I'm there?" Gu Jinxing asked while nestling in Ye Huaichuan's arms.

"Qi Yu said it."

"Oh." Gu Jinxing nodded, no, wait, have a dick relationship with Qi Yu again?

Gu Jinxing looked at Ye Huaichuan, and Ye Huaichuan also looked at him.In the Great Thousand World, I didn't expect Qi Yu to know Lu Zhuo too.

Crawling out of Ye Huaichuan's arms, Gu Jinxing decided to put away the real estate certificate and bank card first.After all, money is bigger than the sky.

Calm down by the way.

"Where are you going?" Ye Huaichuan followed him closely, just like an old hen protecting its cubs.

"Hidden money." Gu Jinxing held up all the net worth of the two of them in his hand, "Where do you put it, let's put it there."

Ye Huaichuan refused to answer, "You keep it."

"Then I'll stick it on the door."

Ye Huaichuan: "..."

Gu Jinxing hahaha.

"Naughty." Ye Huaichuan pinched his nose and looked at him tenderly.

A little embarrassed, he turned his eyes away, and in order to change the subject, Gu Jinxing asked casually, "Why are you carrying these with you when you go out?"

Didn't hear Ye Huaichuan's response, Gu Jinxing couldn't help looking over, met Ye Huaichuan's affectionate gaze, he smiled lightly, Gu Jinxing's whole body seemed to be pressed into a soft cloud, comfortable and numb.

"If you won't come back with me, I'll give you these and let you take me home."

Staring at him in a daze, Gu Jinxing rushed over and gnawed at him, "Big idiot, how could I not want to come back with you..." Staring at those dark pupils so close at hand, so sweet and so sticky, It's like sucking his whole soul into it.He said in a daze, "I'm afraid you will let go of my hand."

As if to refute his words, Ye Huaichuan suddenly hugged him tightly, and the originally calm sky felt a little dangerous, "It seems that what I said was in vain, or I will tell you with my own words?"

Slightly froze, Gu Jinxing pretended to be needless to smooth the hair of the large dangerous animal, "I know, I know, you love me badly, don't you, you can't do it without me."

"Yes."

Gu Jinxing didn't expect him to answer so solemnly and simply, he was a little dazed for a while.

"You want me to be honest, don't you?"

Gu Jinxing came back to his senses and nodded repeatedly, thinking that you finally know.

Ye Huaichuan smiled, and tidied up a mess of hair for him, "Then please remember, if I talk about him one day, it's not because I want to deceive you, because I don't want you to worry, and because I don't want you unhappy."

Gu Jinxing quietly followed his gaze, then lowered his eyes slightly, "Your concealment is enough to make me sad."

Ye Huaichuan suddenly tightened his arms, "I'm sorry."

Gu Jinxing shook his head, listlessly, "I don't want to hear this."

"I won't talk about it in the future." Ye Huaichuan put his chin on the top of his head, and said in a low voice, "But sometimes, only these three words can express a little bit of guilt."

He went on to say: "The language is clumsy and lacking, but I have to pinch my worthless self-esteem to make things worse and worse."

Gu Jinxing was silent for a moment, raised his face, and glared at him fiercely, "So why are you running out with Chen Han when you have nothing to do? Didn't you say that you didn't contact me, and I called you while you were taking a shower."

Really, even though he was so angry, Ye Huaichuan actually smiled, "Be careful, sometimes I hope you can be more direct."

Is he tactful?Gu Jinxing thought for a while, um... I don't know, and said unreasonably: "Don't change the subject."

"Okay." Ye Huaichuan said dotingly, and slowly withdrew his smile, "Because she said that you sent her a text message on the way to the university that year. If she was just an outsider, she might have been moved and cried. "

"And everything about you, what I missed and what hasn't happened, I want to know."

"..." Gu Jinxing suddenly turned his face away. This person always said that he was clumsy, but every time he said something, he could poke his heart.

Chen Han used this as a bargaining chip and asked him to meet.

Ye Huaichuan said to her: "I can ask Jinxing directly."

Chen Han said, "If Gu Jinxing wanted to tell you, he wouldn't wait until you asked him."

And about his compromises, he doesn't necessarily tell the truth.

Ye Huaichuan went.

He didn't want to eat, he just wanted to listen to her, but Chen Han was the holder of the weight.

She has been practicing Tai Chi with him, but she has been slow to get to the point.

"Are you really with Gu Jinxing?"

"Yes." Not loudly, but indisputably.

"You abandoned me because of him."

After a second of silence, Ye Huaichuan: "No." It's because I never loved you, because I found that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fall in love with you.

The truth is too hurtful, Ye Huaichuan didn't say it, but Chen Han has decided that Gu Jinxing is the culprit, "I really hate you, since you brought me to heaven, why can you throw me back to hell without hesitation! "

Ye Huaichuan looked at this woman quietly, her appearance had not changed, she was still beautiful, but her eyes became more sophisticated.

"I don't have the ability to take you to heaven or hell, everything is your fantasy." Ye Huaichuan said slowly: "Even if I owe you, I have paid it off with the material you asked for."

Chen Han smiled, that smile was like an old woman who was already at sunset, but she wanted to put on the tender skin of a [-]-year-old girl, "Do you love him?"

Ye Huaichuan also smiled, calmly, slowly, tenderly, deeply, this is the expression that every person in love should have when mentioning his other half, "I love you very much."

At that moment, Chen Han's expression was extremely complicated, as if she was about to lift the table, and also seemed to cry, but in just a moment, she suppressed all inappropriate emotions, "Do you want to know the text message he sent me the day he left?"

Ye Huaichuan stared at her, "What is it?"

Chen Han smiled slightly, "You will never know."

Naturally, they parted on bad terms.

After that, Chen Han contacted him several times, but at that time he had already had a falling out with Gu Jinxing, and he was not in the mood to make false claims with her. He only said that if she really wanted to say something, she could make it clear on the phone, or forward the screenshot. It's not sincere, so what if we meet, it's just a waste of everyone's time, and it also makes... the person he loves misunderstand, gets angry, ignores him, and runs to find another man, he is still a very handsome man.

After Ye Huaichuan finished speaking, he looked at him with his deep eyes that seemed to be the most affectionate and beautiful in the world, "What did you tell Chen Han? I don't know if I have the honor to listen to you personally."

Gu Jinxing stopped being angry a long time ago, and if he wanted to be angry, it was because Ye Huaichuan was too stupid.Wen Yan froze slightly, as if thinking about it seriously, "I don't remember."

Squinting his eyes dangerously, this domineering expression doesn't appear on Ye Huaichuan's body too often, every time he owes a fuck and is indeed exhausted from being fucked.

"Okay, okay, let me think about it." Gu Jinxing hurriedly begged for mercy with a wink, and pretended to be really struggling to think, but his thoughts gradually drifted away.

I really don't remember clearly, but I still know the general idea.

But he remembered Chen Han's reply quite clearly - then you should never show up again.He could only smile wryly in despair.

Sigh... He took a look at Ye Huaichuan, then let him say to Ye Huaichuan what he said in Secondary School.

He hesitated for a moment, "May I tell you tomorrow?" Seeing Ye Huaichuan's expression remained unchanged, Gu Jinxing smashed the jar, "It's too stupid, I can't say it, I will write a small note to you tomorrow."

Ye Huaichuan sighed and patted his head, "What are you afraid of, I didn't force you."

The scary eyes are not forcing me.Gu Jinxing complained in his heart.

"Hey, hey, it's not right, it's obviously you who messed with girlfriends and caused so many things, why does it seem like I'm wrong." Gu Jinxing was not convinced.

Ye Huaichuan raised the corners of his lips, Gu Jinxing saw through it now, every time he felt guilty, he would use his smile to confuse him, an "enemy" who was particularly unstable, in an attempt to change the subject.

I must not be fooled this time, Gu Jinxing thought.Unexpectedly, he was easily distracted by what Ye Huaichuan said, because it was a bit unbelievable.

"Be careful, I've only been attracted to one person in my life, and the same goes for my body."

Gu Jinxing struggled to digest this somewhat obscure sentence, and opened his eyes wide, "You didn't tell Chen Han..."

Ye Huaichuan told him yes with a nice smile.

Gu Jinxing was stunned, and subconsciously said: "But you are obviously very sophisticated..."

Ye Huaichuan smiled, "Maybe I fucked you so well that you ignored the duration of the first time."

Gu Jinxing: "..." This is the first time I've seen a man who is self-deprecating in this regard.

Turning the corner, Gu Jinxing couldn't help being silly, and patted Ye Huaichuan's shoulder generously, "I've forgiven you for so long, don't worry too much about it."

Facts have proved that it is a hypocrisy for someone to go out of his way to please him, because after he finished speaking, Ye Huaichuan's eyes became a little dangerous again, and he patted his ass, "Come on, please tell me first." How did you provoke another man?"

Gu Jinxing is often very sensitive at such times, "first" is over, what is "after"?

Thinking back to the tactile sensation printed on his buttocks, Gu Jinxing knew that he was finished, especially the place where he met Lu Zhuo - the gay forum, seemed to be a bit suspected of dating.

Fortunately, Lu Zhuo's story is very sad, maybe it can move Ye Huaichuan to sleep?

Gu Jinxing straightened his face, "I met Lu Zhuo on the Internet." Except that he didn't say it was a gay forum, the rest of Gu Jinxing was quite honest.

"I was not sensible at the time, and he said he wanted to see Xu Shijia. He said yes, and asked me to buy a bouquet of daisies. His wife likes daisies. That's when I found out that his lover had passed away."

Gu Jinxing described to Ye Huaichuan how affectionate Lu Zhuo was, and there was no need to exaggerate, because Lu Zhuo's infatuation was already exaggerated enough.

"Is it a pity?"

Ye Huaichuan nodded, and hugged him a little tighter.

Sighing, Gu Jinxing showed some sadness again, "If you know the specific circumstances of their separation, I'm afraid you will regret it even more."

The voice was also tinged with sorrow, "They were together in high school, and they were discovered by their parents in their sophomore year. In short, all kinds of blood broke up, and neither of them gave up. Later, their parents finally let go, but Xu Shijia was rushing to meet Lu Zhuo On the road, in a car accident, left."

After that, Lu Zhuo and Xu Shijia's parents really tore their skins apart, and they never communicated with each other.

The son is gone, and they blame him.It seems that all the responsibility and faults can be attributed to him not liking him.

Even Lu Zhuo himself despises himself.

In so many years of pain, there will never be less regret.

"That's why I feel sorry for him, the only remaining male protagonist in this story." Gu Jinxing finally said, with a sad look on his face.

Just because Gu Jinxing said too much, "I feel sorry for Lu Zhuo", he was pressed on the bed by a certain beast and made into a cake.

When Ye Huaichuan got up in the morning, he woke up in a daze. Ye Huaichuan kissed him on the cheek, and then softly told him to sleep for a while, but Gu Jinxing bit him hard.

After waking up from a full sleep, Ye Huaichuan has already gone to work, the house is very quiet, and he is the only one left.

Before getting up, the routine is to touch the phone and swipe it.

Wechat should reply, take a look at the useful push, the weather forecast said that there might be rain today, and the news reported where the murder happened.

Eh, at the Lido.People always pay more attention to familiar things, after all, it is the same city.

In a certain corner of Lido, a magnificent city, in a cheap and messy rental house, the landlord found the tenant dead at home, ransacked all his belongings, suspected of burglary and murder.

The society is too chaotic, let's get up.

Gu Jinxing stretched, but out of the corner of his eye, he saw an envelope on the bedside table.It's hard not to notice this thing, after all, it's rare these days.

On the envelope, it was written that Gu Jinxing personally signed it, in Ye Huaichuan's strong handwriting.

Shouldn't it be a love letter?

Half expecting, Gu Jinxing opened the letter.

It's not his name - to all friends, relatives and strangers.

The impetuous heart gradually settled down, Gu Jinxing carefully looked at the words composed of these words line by line, and saw Ye Huaichuan's sincerity.

After reading it over and over again, it took a long time before I was willing to close the letter paper, carefully tucked the corners, put it in the drawer for precious items, and wiped the corners of my eyes.

Then I found a pen and paper, and fulfilled the promise made last night.

Just being sad, here comes the one who ruins the atmosphere.

Seeing the caller ID, he still couldn't believe it. He repeatedly confirmed that it was his mobile phone, and then wondered whether he was sick and still had Chen Han's number.

Let's just listen to what she has to say, there is no need to sow discord, he and Ye Huaichuan trust each other very much now.

No matter what you say, Ye Huaichuan has been broken by me everywhere, hum.

When the phone was connected, Gu Jinxing didn't speak, and Chen Han didn't speak immediately, only her faint breathing sound could be heard.

After a long time, she said, "Gu Jinxing."

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