I ride a bamboo horse

After his mother left, the versatile Ye Huaichuan began to try to cook, but Ye Nanshen, who had all kinds of skills at his fingertips, really had no talent in this area, and could barely make ends meet by cooking.

Not to mention Gu Jinxing, who basically cooks in the dark.

So when Gu Jinxing came home from school this day and smelled the scent coming from the kitchen, he was a little surprised, and then surprised, Ye Huaichuan finally got the hang of it?

However, in the next second, all the smiles froze in an instant. He saw the women's shoes in the entrance, and the soft voice that followed, "Huai Chuan, come and taste this."

What was even more exasperating was Ye Huaichuan's reaction, the word "good", was gentler than when he was facing him.

Gu Jinxing began to panic, he felt that something happened without his knowledge, brewing a result that he absolutely did not want.

Ye Huaichuan was chopping vegetables, while Chen Han was cooking. Their backs were in harmony like a newlywed couple.

As soon as Chen Han turned his head and saw him, he immediately raised a bright smile, "Jin Xing is back."

Gu Jinxing looked at her blankly, wishing he could point to the black and white photos on the wall and say to her: You have the ability to smile at them.

In fact, he just pulled out a cold smile, "Chen Han is cooking, it's hard work, I'm going back to my room to do my homework first."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for their response, he hurried back to the room, feeling anxious and embarrassed, he didn't even dare to look at Ye Huaichuan, for fear of reading some terrible information from his face.

Staying in your own room distracted, it's easier to think wildly in one's own space, and you can't do your homework at all.

When he sat at the dinner table, Ye Huaichuan's first words made the premonition that haunted him like a gangrene come true.

"Be careful, Chen Han is my girlfriend now."

With Chen Han bowing his head not shyly, Gu Jinxing's world suddenly collapsed.He tried hard to make his expression not look so scary, but he couldn't trick himself into pretending to smile and say "Congratulations".

Gu Jinxing sat there with his body, his soul had already flown away sadly, more than ten years of eating habits had formed an instinct in his body, even without conscious control, he could still finish a dinner step by step.

Chen Han is not as cautious as before, as if he has found a vine to cling to, tightly wrapped around Ye Huaichuan's handsome tree, pinching that and this for Ye Huaichuan tenderly.

As for Ye Huaichuan, he didn't dislike her saliva at all, he smiled slightly and accepted it with pleasure.

In the middle, he also freed a hand to help Chen Han straighten his bangs, with a focused and gentle expression.

Gu Jinxing looked at this scene with cold eyes, his eyes were numb from the heat, his heart was still dripping blood, and he stuffed unknown things into his mouth in a daze, he felt like a walking dead, worse than death.

The saddest thing is that no one understands his sadness at all, let alone the person involved.

Not in the mood to care whether the stomach is full or hungry, and even less in the mood to care whether the food is delicious or not, Gu Jinxing ate a little to deal with it, then got up to leave, and once again used homework as a shield.

He found that homework is really a good thing. When he meets people he doesn't want to go to and invites people he doesn't want to meet, he can bring it out as a rescuer.

Otherwise, you can really marry it.Unavoidably thinking of the past jokes, I feel as bitter as if I just finished drinking Coptis chinensis.

"Jin Xing seems to be in a bad mood?" Chen Han looked at Gu Jin's walking back with a little worry, and asked cautiously, "Do you not like me?"

Ye Huaichuan smiled, and didn't say anything to comfort him, but said softly, "He regards me as a toy he grew up with since he was a child."

Chen Han froze for a moment, glanced at Ye Huaichuan, but didn't speak.

If it was her, someone would take away her beloved toy, she would definitely hate that person.How much she loves toys determines how much she dislikes that person, and what kind of liking she has for toys determines how much she hates that person.

Since he realized his ignorant feelings for Ye Huaichuan, he has been living in trembling all these years, he was afraid that one day Ye Huaichuan would bring a girl home, and he couldn't control his emotions at an impulsive age. The whole family knew his sexual orientation and who he liked.

He didn't want to get into such an unmanageable situation, so he has always been very restrained, trying to create a kind of brotherhood that is fake and real.

After the parents leave, this kind of possibility is incomplete, at least there will be no such ending, but it still doesn't work, there are grandpa, grandpa, grandma, three aunts and six wives, and the secular world.

Most importantly, Ye Huaichuan is straight.

Gu Jinxing once saw it on a gay website where he sneaked around, saying that it is very inhumane to break up a straight man.

So in a way, shouldn't this be a good ending too?Everyone is happy except him.

By the way, except for him, no wonder he felt so sad, all the strength in his whole body seemed to be lost following the words that Ye Huaichuan himself said.For a moment, he even had a feeling of dying, as his hands and feet trembled, his heartbeat stalled, his blood pressure plummeted.

It should be fine after a night of sleep, Gu Jinxing lay numbly on the bed and thought numbly.

He actually slept very successfully, without insomnia, without dreaming, and woke up until dawn.

When I woke up, I found that the pillow was a little wet. Gu Jinxing thought hard, but he couldn't figure out whether the suspicious water stain was the saliva left after a sound sleep, or a dream from last night that he had completely forgotten when he woke up this morning. left.

Unfortunately, after a night of precipitation, the numb heart gradually woke up and felt some pain, and then the pain became bigger and bigger, and there was pain every time I breathed out.

To make matters worse, the news about Ye Huaichuan's girlfriend was leaked from nowhere, and the whole school became aware of it within a few days.

Moreover, Chen Han's detailed information was revealed. For a while, Chen Han became the target of bombardment by many girls. No one dared to say it clearly, and they all sparred in various small group groups and forums.

Until, Ye Huaichuan himself stood up and solemnly stated: No matter how much you smear her, it will only make me love her more. Moreover, she is still my woman, and I am still her man.

When Gu Jinxing saw it, he was almost moved to tears, he, woman, man!ha.

But what is strange is that as soon as this "official statement" came out, those impassioned words suddenly died down, leaving only a few sparse points, which is not a cause for concern.

The whole painting style began to become a little crooked at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Homestead Rot Concentration Camp"

Jiu Ge: Damn, my family Huai Chuansu gave me a face. If I have such a boyfriend, it would be worth dying. I envy Chen Han

Stupid Mao: Qi Yu has girlfriends all the time, even Ye Huaichuan has a girlfriend, feel sorry for him

Haichao Yimei——Hai Jin: Do not be afraid, they don’t want you, I will love you

Xiao Chen Chen: Your standing in line blinded me

Angry Birds: Scary

The years are silent: To be honest, Ye Huaichuan is a man, sooner or later he will find a girlfriend to ask for a wife and have a child, Gu Jinxing will do the same in the future, I don't understand why you are so excited.Anyway, it's those of us who are crooked behind the scenes, and can't get on the stage.

Fuck you: what happened to the outsiders?What happened to the fruit seller?I'm also from another place, our family still raises pigs, if you don't accept it, come to me, what's the point of cursing people behind your back!Support Chen Han!

……

Cream Cake: Everyone will go their separate ways in a few months. In the future, the place where so many people can gather together is probably our group. Let’s all take a step back and cherish the last time.

Ding Ding: Patriarch, I love you [dear]

Xiao Chen Chen: Patriarch, I will miss you [crying]

……

The old ancestor is the old ancestor, casually say a sour word that is old and out of date, and it will attract a large group of fans to follow behind to express their love and reluctance for her.

Ye Huaichuan will marry a wife and have children sooner or later, and now it is just the beginning... Gu Jinxing has comforted himself like this more than once. At that time, he really felt that he felt a little better, but after a while, this little bit of comfort was like green smoke, As soon as the wind blows, it is gone, and my heart is still blocked.

You have to break through the crux of the matter before you can suddenly see the light.It's a pity that Gu Jinxing, who has been secretly in love for many years, can't see through the world so easily.

In the past, Gu Jinxing would run home after school in a regular manner, and he hardly stayed outside, and he would not go out if he could not go out on holidays, even if he just stayed in the room separated from Ye Huaichuan by the wall, he was very satisfied.

Ye Ma also encouraged him to go out to play many times, but he dismissed them with such a simple and perfunctory excuse as "no, I'm tired".

Mama Ye was still surprised, "Are you supposed to go crazy outside all day long with this personality?"

Every time at this time, he just smiled and didn't answer, but quietly thought in his heart: Yes, but there is a person in his heart, it's heavy, and he can't go crazy.

Now, Gu Jinxing wished that the road home would never end, because maybe one day when he returned home, he would see Xiu Enai who made him jealous.

Not wanting to be a light bulb is one aspect, but the most important thing is not wanting that pair of dogs and men to block his eyes.

It's a pity, the omnipotent God always likes to play tricks on these stupid human beings, whatever they are afraid of.

Today's dinner was done by Chen Han again, and the woman greeted him more and more familiarly, as if she had already regarded herself as a half mistress.

"Jinxing has not been in a good spirit these past few days. Is there a lot of pressure to study?" Chen Han said with a tender face about the same age as her, and said the kind words of "a sister-in-law is like a mother".

Gu Jinxing didn't look up at her, he didn't stop eating, he didn't even force himself to smile, neither salty nor bland, "It's okay."

Chen Han paused for a moment, then looked at Ye Huaichuan as if he had lost his backbone, a little bit wronged, a little coquettish.

Ye Huaichuan smiled at her reassuringly, picked up a piece of braised pork that Chen Han likes to eat, and specially picked up the fat meat that girls are afraid to eat because they are afraid of getting fat, and gently put the piece of lean meat that was glowing red into it. In her bowl, her dark eyes reflected the blue sky outside the window, with the warmth and affection of the blue sky and white clouds, and her voice was so gentle that water with sugar could drip out, "Thank you for your hard work, eat more."

Chen Han's face turned red all of a sudden, and he poked the piece of meat coyly, his voice was tired, "What should I do if I get fat?"

Ye Huaichuan chuckled, "You can only kill and eat when you are fat."

Chen Han's cheeks were flushed, and he gave him a gouged look in his eyes, clearly saying: You are so bad, I hate it~

Gu Jinxing was choked up by the flirting and scolding of these two people, unable to eat, and thousands of knots were entangled in his chest into a mess.If Ye Huaichuan just said 'I like you no matter what', Gu Jinxing might just be disgusted, although Ye Huaichuan might not say such sweet words at all. big slang.But Ye Huaichuan's kind of teasing tone of intimacy was clearly exclusive to him in the past... Could it be that his younger brother also has the function of a spare tire for practice?

The appetite that was not very good at all suddenly disappeared.

Although he tried his best to restrain himself, the movement of Gu Jinxing's grilling rice was unavoidably louder. He bit down and almost knocked a big gap in the bowl.

The strong teeth collided with the hard wall of the bowl, making a crunching sound, which should not be heard too clearly in a small space.

The pink bubbles of the two people on the opposite side temporarily stopped sending, and they looked at him at the same time. The corner of Ye Huaichuan's mouth curled up in a usual arc, "It's popular to eat bowls now?"

Gu Jinxing paused, then smiled dispensably, but did not speak.

These few words that could easily arouse his thoughts in the past, now they all sound like vicious words mocking his self-indulgence, slapping him in the face every sentence, making him embarrassed and tired.

As usual, Gu Jinxing hid in the room without taking a few bites, and not long after, Ye Huaichuan knocked on the door.

Gu Jinxing really doesn't want to see him now, and thinks that he is a scum who not only takes the third home, but also hugs the mistress and then kisses his wife.

Although this anger was unreasonable, to be honest, he was a shameless and self-proclaimed 'principal', and Ye Huaichuan didn't feel sorry for him at all. On the contrary, he was relatively innocent and had to bear his inexplicable anger.

He understands the truth, but sometimes it is unreasonable to be jealous.

When seeing Ye Huaichuan appearing alone at the door of his room, the depression in his heart turned into endless grievances. This feeling that came quickly spurted out of his chest regardless, irrigating his whole body, almost Spilled from the 'window of the soul'.

Gu Jinxing poked his neck at the door in anger.

"You won't even let me in the door?" Ye Huaichuan's soft eyes slowly fell on him, like a tolerant god, looking at a child who made trouble out of no reason.

Normally, if Ye Huaichuan showed such an expression, Gu Jinxing would immediately fly out to meet him with all the cells in his body, but now not only the cells are hibernating and indifferent, even his expression does not change, and he makes way for him indifferently.

Ye Huaichuan glanced at him calmly before slowly walking into his room.

"There's been a lot going on recently, are you tired?"

"A little bit." Gu Jinxing replied in a businesslike manner.

Ye Huaichuan silently looked at the night scene outside the window, as if a wonderful fight was going on there.Against the backdrop of thousands of lights, his back looked so lonely, and Gu Jinxing's heart ached without warning.

"You're blaming me." is a declarative sentence.

There was a thick sourness in his heart like fog, Gu Jinxing shook his head against his will, and showed a smile with the best acting skills ever, "No brother, I'm really just a little tired." He was like a man who was eager to talk Child, try to speak sincerely and sincerely, but in fact, you just use long speeches to cover up the bitterness in your heart, "My parents are gone, and the college entrance examination is about to take place again, so I feel a lot of pressure. You can find someone you like..." Gu Jinxing almost Gritting my teeth, I was able to speak smoothly, "I'm also very happy. Parents are alive, so they must feel at ease. Especially my mother likes Chen Han so much."

Although he has tried his best, but the words are too official, Gu Jinxing himself felt sour when he heard it, but Ye Huaichuan didn't seem to hear anything tricky, and repeated, "The person I like." He bowed his head and smiled, "Say Yes."

Before Gu Jinxing could taste any meaningful meaning from this meaningful smile, all three souls were blown away by his next sentence.

"Chen Han lives here tonight."

Gu Jinxing was stunned for a moment, and kicked the table when he reacted greatly.

"Be careful."

Ye Huaichuan didn't listen to Ye Huaichuan's polite and caring words, his heart was pounding, he forced a smile, "Brother, this is not good, you, although you have just grown up, you are still a high school student after all, so early At once……"

"It's just a simple excuse." Ye Huaichuan interrupted him helplessly, "Xiaohan's hometown is in a hurry. Her parents have returned, so she dare not sleep alone."

Gu Jinxing breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time he started to have pantothenic acid. How old a person dare not sleep, don't have other thoughts, there are not a few girls nowadays who are trying to plot something wrong.

"Where does she sleep?" Gu Jinxing held his breath and asked seemingly unintentionally.

"My room."

Gu Jinxing barely caught his breath, and heard Ye Huaichuan say again: "I'll sleep in my parents' room."

Gu Jinxing breathed a sigh of relief, thinking about it carefully, no matter whether Chen Han slept in his brother's house or in his parents' house, his anger was not going well no matter what.

So the brain has not thought it through carefully, and the mouth has already blurted out, "Let her sleep in my bed."

Under Ye Huaichuan's slightly surprised expression, with the urge to bite off his tongue, Gu Jinxing bit the bullet and said, "I'm sleeping in my parents' room."

Why did he not consider the option of sleeping with Ye Huaichuan for the time being, he was afraid that he could not help but force Ye Huaichuan.

The room allocation was decided hastily and weirdly by Gu Jinxing. Lying on his parents' bed, Gu Jinxing tossed and turned.I feel that the current state of these two people is like carefully testing the bottom line - this time I live in your house, you have no objection, next time I sleep in your bed, do you mind?

He didn't think that Ye Huaichuan was not a gentleman, but he was a young man with full of vigor, how could Gu Jinxing not understand that feeling.

In the dead of night, your girlfriend is within reach... Fuck you!Gu Jinxing suddenly stood up from the bed, climbed out of the bed on all fours, pulled the door and opened it carefully, unexpectedly saw Chen Han running into Ye Huaichuan's room wearing a silk sling... …

When it was dark, Gu Jinxing almost rushed in, but fortunately, there was still a bit of reason remaining in the winding part of his body, which could not be dug out.

Using force... not daring to slap the door forcefully, Gu Jin climbed onto the bed like a walking corpse, curled himself into the bed, and lay on the pillow feeling like a dead person.

His face was numb to the naked eye, but he was yelling crazily in his heart: Ye Huaichuan, you big liar, you promised to depend on each other for life!Only a few months!You just, you just... I will never trust you again!

But what to do, the tears bloomed on the pillow drop by drop, brother, what to do, even if you don't want me, I still like you.

Cry, cry, no one is watching, and there is no camera.Gu Jinxing choked on his own thoughts.

Only then did he deeply realize that his love is so humble, and he can easily be heartbroken, but no one knows.

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Secret love is always sour and sweet. When he smiles to himself, there is no extra meaning, but he can be happy for a long time. When he smiles to others, it may be just out of politeness, but it will be multiplied by himself , I feel very sad for being ignored.Sometimes I feel that he likes me, and sometimes I feel that I think too much, worry about gains and losses, and be suspicious.The baby who feels abuse is mainly because I wrote it from Gu Jinxing's perspective, and what Gu Jinxing sees and feels is the world in his eyes, but it is not necessarily true.

And up to now, Ye Duogu is just the love and care of the elder brother to the younger brother, but sometimes tenderness does not distinguish between types, and it always makes people think wrong.And he always thought that Gu was just his younger brother's dependence on and domination of his elder brother.

As for why he made this decision, it may be that he has difficulties.

And isn't there an old saying that people with high IQ always have low EQ.Everyone must forgive him, um, and forgive the author Bacteria.

The author Zun saw everyone's messages, and felt so distressed, stayed up all night, tossed and turned and thought for a long time, and finally decided to write according to the original plan.Because I have already drawn up the outline before writing the article, and it will be messed up after I change it, and I will feel sad all over (forgive the strange Virgo), and most importantly, the saved manuscripts that have been worked so hard to code will not be available ~~o(>_<)o~~ It's better to lie flat and let the mud fight...

Alas, if you really can't stand it...Although I still hope that you will abandon the nest, I love you and love you~

In the end, I don't know whether it's good news or bad news. I happened to see an activity on the website, and the author made a big decision! Three chapters will be updated every day on 23, 24, and 25!There are more than 12 words in total~ Try to compress the separation time to the shortest possible time, almost until the sweet chapter drops!Um!I have always felt that I am great again, hehe...it is a bit late today, and all three chapters will be dropped before [-] o'clock in the evening, and I will update it from time to time in the next two days, so I will compare my heart again~

ps: Weibo has a small cool mint candy (I’m a little scared to post this chapter, I’ve said everything I wanted to say, haha, crawl away quickly...)