I ride a bamboo horse

Gu Jinxing was unable to see his parents for the last time.

They left so hastily, the plum blossoms in the yard are still a bone, and we haven't grown up yet.

But dearest parents, how could you leave home so suddenly and go to a place where you will never come back again.

In the car accident on the highway back to the city, the truck driver behind drove illegally and directly hit the parents' car. The scene of the accident was very tragic. When the parents were sent to the hospital, they had only one breath left.

The doctor on duty on the day of the emergency department had a good relationship with Papa Gu, and contacted Ye Huaichuan through WeChat.

In the end, they still couldn't rescue them, and they didn't even see their youngest son for the last time.

Because he was busy looking up at the sky and missed that important call.

And this day is also Papa Gu's birthday.

After scrambling and crawling to the hospital, he saw Ye Huaichuan in the mortuary. His back was still upright, standing alone under the pale light, like the last big tree in the torrent.

He has just grown from a small tree to a big tree, and he still needs the support and guidance of his elders, but he has become a pillar without warning.

As if feeling something, Ye Huaichuan turned his head slowly, and Gu Jinxing saw his expression, like a grassland that had been burned by fire, dead silent, desolate, and nothing.

Holding on to the last bit of luck, Gu Jinxing stepped forward step by step, like a pinned puppet.

He looked at his brother with difficulty, eagerly hoping to hear "Happy April Fool's Day in advance" from his mouth, but Ye Huaichuan's expression was so real, telling him truthfully, the sky is falling.

Mom and Dad's face was pale and serene, and they were covered with a white sheet from the neck down. It seemed that they had just fallen asleep in the wrong place.

Where they couldn't see, the backs of their heads were bloody, and the bones of their limbs had pierced through the thin flesh.

Gu Jinxing knelt down, his tears burst like a tsunami, flooding his short life of more than ten years, leaving a ridiculous ending.

It is agreed that after graduation, the whole family will travel far, far away together.

It is agreed that you will have a younger brother when we go to college,

Say good to the finals and celebrate together,

After talking a lot,

In those assumptions, without exception, there are four of us.

However, we haven't graduated yet, why are you already gone?

Mom and Dad, you have taught us to keep our promises since we were young, how could we be able to deceive others?

A hand was wrapped around his shoulder, and that hand pressed him into a safe embrace with a slight force.

On one side were the parents who could never wake up again, and on the other side were the brothers who were kneeling on the ground and hugging each other tightly. Gu Jinxing was buried in Ye Huaichuan's arms, tears falling down unstoppably like water in a broken hose.

In a trance, he felt that his shoulders were also a little wet, and his heart seemed to be flooded, cold, wet, suffocating, and painful.

With a hoarse voice, he finally admitted the matter that he was unwilling to admit to death, "Brother, I only have you."

Grandpa, grandpa, and grandma arrived shortly afterwards. Several elderly people in their 70s walked step by step, trembling like a few old bamboos that had been dying.

Time cruelly took years of extra time on their faces in this minute, second and hour, and tears fell down when they didn't see their son and daughter.

Seeing the pair of children with their eyes closed, the old lady couldn't bear it at first, she rushed over and cried bitterly, completely lost the charm of the past, the grandfather hugged his wife, his old eyes were weeping, he couldn't believe that one day he was dying with white hair People, even send away a black-haired person who is loving and happy in his prime.Grandpa is like an old child who has done something wrong. He cautiously wants to reach out to touch his daughter, but he is afraid of disturbing her dream.He suddenly remembered that decades ago, his daughter was only as big as Douding, lively and lovely, and very likable. At that time, his wife was still a young beauty, and he looked at Tiantian's sleeping daughter tenderly. Thinking, he must live a healthy life, watching his daughter grow up, watching his granddaughter grow up, watching his great-granddaughter grow up... He really lived a very healthy life, free from disease and disaster, but he was sent away one after another His wife and daughter... Could it be wrong just to think about it?

Gu Jinxing and Ye Huaichuan silently embraced the three elderly people. In the small cold world, the family of five watched the two lives that should not be destroyed with tears, walking further and further on the road full of flowers from the other side. Far away, from now on in the world, across the invisible road, across the thick Wangchuan River, and across the cycle of yin and yang, we will never see each other again in this life.

——I lost my mother before, but I was lucky to find her later. Now, I have probably lost her forever.

Exodus in the mourning hall, funeral cremation, and farewell at the cemetery.

In the past, Gu Jinxing was a bit rude and disdainful when he watched others grab the car and cry before their relatives were cremated. Only by experiencing it himself can he truly understand that feeling.

His parents, the ones he had left suddenly, would turn into a pile of ashes after being pushed through that door, and he could no longer even see their closed eyes.

He had a very, very urge to rush over and stop them.

The hand was tightly held by Ye Huaichuan, that meager temperature was the only pillar that kept him from falling down, the grandmothers, uncles, uncles and sisters-in-law were holding onto the car and crying heartbroken.

Gu Jinxing's eyes were red and swollen, tears were slowly falling drop by drop.Children of this age are proud and face-saving, and crying is a very embarrassing thing, especially for boys.

But now, Gu Jinxing wished to offer all his tears, if he could turn back the time, if he could keep his parents from leaving.

Brother hugged him again, he couldn't help looking at him, these few days, he saw Ye Huaichuan whom he had never seen before.

His expression could not be said to be very sad, but his despair made him empathize with him.

After more than ten years, the tree has grown so tall and big, and its roots are so prickly that explosives explode. One day, it lost the parents who grew up with him, and it became shaky.

The home became empty, this place, how warm it was then, is now deserted.

Gu Jinxing couldn't sleep alone, so he always had to sleep on Ye Huaichuan's bed.

If we say that in this family, Ye Huaichuan is 50% dependent, and parents each account for 25%.After the parents left, all [-]% was given to Ye Huaichuan.

depend on each other.It's no longer just a phrase.

The night is an extreme thing, either carnival or loneliness.

It could be armor or a spear.

Obviously such a strong color, but so fragile, it makes people cry.

Gu Jinxing huddled beside the bed, as if he was carrying a heavy shell, lying on the pillow overwhelmed, when the tears were about to fall, he wiped them with his fingers, and quietly let them evaporate in the darkness.

The lacrimal glands were overused, which irritated the nasal mucosa, and the mucus flowed down the nose. Gu Jinxing couldn't hold it back, and took a breath.

There was a rustling sound on the other side where there was no movement at first, Ye Huaichuan got out of bed in the dark, and came back after a while, pressed the napkin on his face, and whispered: "Wipe."

Gu Jinxing blew his nose, wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and did not speak.

After a while, he whispered, "Brother, I feel bad."

"I know." Ye Huaichuan said, the tone is light, the sentence is deep, with a feeling of empathy.

His nose became sore again, "Are you going to leave me, brother?" He murmured, and said sourly, "Will you not leave me?"

The surroundings were quiet again, it looked like Ye Huaichuan's silent rejection, Gu Jinxing silently turned over, turned his back to Ye Huaichuan and wanted to cry again.

"Natural disasters and man-made disasters, no one can say for sure, I can't make promises that are not expected." Ye Huaichuan's deep voice was gentle and indifferent across his temples, Gu Jinxing listened quietly, and the repeated blows were like extreme speed The falling temperature froze his entire heart into an ice hole.Gu Jinxing remained motionless, thinking that he would simply drift with the tide like duckweed in troubled times, resigning himself to fate.

Suddenly a warm body was stuck behind him, Ye Huaichuan hugged him gently, and whispered softly in his ear: "Do you remember what my brother told you?"

Gu Jinxing stiffened his body.

"You can fly, and I will always be by your side to protect you."

The cause of the accident has been investigated clearly. What is shocking is that the car accident was not an accident. The person who hit the person is said to be a family member of a patient who lived in Yema’s department. Coupled with his unstable mental state, he intentionally killed two lives on a certain main road in the city.

This person, some time ago, slapped Mama Ye's face.

Originally it was just a tragedy caused by a car accident, but once the cause and effect came out, it was quickly pushed to the headlines by major news media.

Sympathetic ones, those who add insult to injury, watching the excitement...all of them tormented Gu Jinxing's nerves that kept jumping.

The lawyer told them that the situation of this case is not optimistic. The suspect has long been separated from his wife and children. His mother passed away some time ago, leaving only a deaf and demented old father. According to the laws of our country, not only cannot he be punished, but he may not even be compensated.

The best result is to send the suspect to a mental hospital.

Public opinion, public prosecution, compensation, and prison, none of which can bring back their parents who have been separated forever. What they want is justice.I don't want my parents to die in peace, and I ask the 'high-spirited' public to let them go, and don't let them walk unsteadily on the road to hell.

At the same time, the last status of Gu's father in Moments was also exposed on the Internet, and it became a masterpiece through the ages, attracting much attention.If you really want to collect, you will probably receive a lot of incisive appreciation.

I heard that today is my 49th birthday.

Unexpectedly, it has been 50 years in a flash, and the same thing is that I am still a second ratio.

The country has raised the retirement age again, and my wife and I are not very happy.

In addition, I couldn't spend New Year's Day with my sons. My wife was a little emotional and complained why the hospital couldn't give us a full national holiday.

I thought about it and told her,

Because, dear ones, hospitals can never be closed.

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Alas, we may all die of old age in the hospital.

Posting selfies is popular now, so I'm following the fashion too.

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Hospitals are never closed, which is why thousands of clinical workers stick to their posts at all times.

is the law that hangs over their heads.

It is their responsibility and commitment.

Don't dare to give up easily.

Survival is a human instinct,

It is the duty of medical personnel to save lives and heal the wounded.

For this duty, his parents gave their lives.

And those people are still debating whether it should or should not.

——I think there must be something wrong with that nurse, otherwise she would hit her when she was full

——Didn't you see that the man's brain is wrong?

——I think even if the nurse’s attitude is wrong, it’s not a crime to die, not to mention even bumping into her husband

——Isn’t it that my husband is also a doctor? I think it’s the same breed

——I heard that there are two underage sons in that family, and their parents disappeared overnight. What should they do?

- Crying children have milk to drink

——Hehe, it’s not a question of whether to cry or not, everyone is dead!

——Didn’t I say that the attitudes of doctors and nurses are generally very bad now, do you think it’s great to see a doctor?A service industry, don't you know that the customer is God?Who is that face for? !Cut, isn’t it just a medical major? If I go to study medicine, I will definitely be a famous doctor in the future!When the time comes, whoever wants to seek medical treatment from me, first kneel down and kowtow to me!

——I was shocked by the shameless and selfish face upstairs. You first said that the doctors and nurses treated you badly, and then you said that if you were a doctor, the patients would kowtow to you. Wherever you are, where is the center of the world, right?And your shameless thoughts, I can't even explain it, every word has countless flaws.

——I'm a doctor. After reading nearly a hundred comments, I can't stand it anymore. I feel chilled!I have always felt that it is more appropriate to sum up our industry in one sentence, "do the business of selling sex, and take the money from selling cabbage".There is a night shift every four or five days, and I can't close my eyes when there is a lot of trouble at night. For a long time, I also suffer from insomnia when I am not on duty.There are basically no complete weekends or holidays, ward classes, outpatient classes, physical examination classes, go out to attend lectures, train, and earn credits.Various examinations, stage assessments, professional title examinations, examinations in departments, and so on.When I'm busy, I don't even have time to drink saliva, but patients make trouble, family members make trouble, and people who can't figure it out ask a question eight times!Think about how you feel after four hours of continuous high-intensity work, and someone desperately asks you how to turn on and off the computer. After teaching you eight times, you still can’t do it. How do you feel in your heart? Can you still keep smiling?When you think about it again, when you go to work, are you really serious and don’t even have a distraction?Wouldn't you be lazy to play with your mobile phone and browse the web?Why is it dereliction of duty to reply to a few WeChat messages when we are free?Not to mention the surgeons, who have operated for more than ten hours, have no water to drink or food to eat!The photos of sleeping in the operating room posted on the Internet are not fake!And what about you?Swear on the Internet at every turn, beat people, and even kill people!In this incident, some people even said that everyone is doing things with money, so why be hypocritical when something happens, the usual greedy money is enough for the two sons to squander their lives.I really almost cried, I work with money, but with my wages, do I have to risk my life? !How much do doctors earn?Doctors earn a lot!The salary is three thousand less, the bonus is three thousand less, and a wrong doctor's order is deducted two thousand, which is already above the average level!Oh, I forgot to tell you that our department director has a bonus of 800 yuan this month, ha ha.

——I must admit that there are indeed some doctors who have problems with personal morality, but there are also many doctors with noble medical ethics.The diamond shape is consistent with the laws of various industries and the situation of the whole society.There are many scumbags, not many good people, and most of them are in the middle.I am also a doctor. To be fair, what the colleague upstairs said has some truth, but it is also a bit extreme.The patient's pickiness, the harshness of the patient, the unreasonableness of the patient, the unreasonable anxiety of the patient, the unexplained "forgetfulness" of the patient, and the countless behaviors of the patient all give us a headache. to be complained about.However, as long as a patient is cured, the sense of accomplishment... If you are lucky enough to receive a pennant from the patient, the sense of satisfaction and pride... No matter how many grievances, I firmly believe that this industry, I You made the right choice.In the end, I want to say that no matter how good you do at any matter, as long as others want to criticize, they can always find something to criticize. There is no 100% perfection in the world. Everyone takes a step back and understands each other. There are so many medical troubles. , So many hacking incidents, it will not happen.

—I'm not a doctor, and I want to be fair. I am over 30, and I have been to the hospital many times. As mentioned above, I have met some doctors and nurses with bad attitudes, and also met very kind medical staff.What impressed me the most was that once, when I went to a certain hospital for the first time, I didn’t know the way well, so I asked a random person in a white coat. It was a young girl, probably an intern who just went there, and she said she didn’t know either. I thought the conversation was over, but she actually said that she would ask for me and tell me to wait a while. The girl asked for the way for me and took me there herself. I was very moved and asked her name, I was going to The dean praised her, and she quickly hid the badge, laughed, and told me that my name was Lei Feng.This has been going on for a few years, and this intern girl has probably become an attending doctor, perhaps she has also worn down her old-fashioned enthusiasm due to years of exhaustion.It's us who make them less like them.

The Internet is somewhat civic-minded. Although it has been mentioned many times that the victims were remarried families, and both parties had a son, the two sons always carry a mosaic when they are mentioned.

But the world has become so small because of the Internet, and they are almost gaining a certain popularity across the country, not to mention being on the same campus in the same city.

The common absence of Gu Jinxing and Ye Huaichuan, even the absence of the final exam, coupled with the rumors circulating in the school, and the similarities between the two of them and the family disclosed on the Internet, all signs indicate that the so-called "legacy" Zi', it is Ye Gu.

"Homestead Rot Concentration Camp"

Sesser Seqi: My sincerity, I grew into a little man overnight.

Se Se Qi: Obviously something to be happy about, but I don’t know why I want to cry so much.

Jiu Ge: I used to scold you because I was jealous, my family is not happy at all

Jiu Ge: Gu Jinxing, although I know you can't see it, I still want to say, I'm sorry.

Hai Chao Yimei: I used to think that my male god should be perfect to be invincible in the world. When there was a war behind him, he was calm and calm, with his windbreaker flying.

Haichao Kazumi: Now I think, don’t be brave, you must cry when you are sad, cry, the sky is still blue when you look back.Love you guys no matter what.

Cream Cake: I am very lucky at this time. Fortunately, Gu Jinxing still has Ye Huaichuan, and Ye Huaichuan also has Gu Jinxing.

…………

They all conveyed a message to Gu Jinxing and Ye Huaichuan: Don't cry, we will help you masturbate.

Gu Jinxing put away his phone, his eyes were a little blurry, he had been watching the screen for more than two years, but he didn't know that they were all so cute.

The author has something to say:

Climb up with a lid on the pot, the dead cannot be brought back to life, everyone is mourning...

Alas, I feel so pale.Can't everything go well in life, the protagonists will live happily~

Let's just roll away...