Captain Ghost

Chapter 15 Suicide

"When I heard the news, I felt some moisture in the corners of my eyes and found that tears were flowing, but I couldn't dry them off, which made me a little embarrassed. I wanted to force a smile, but now I couldn't hide it. Instead of that It’s time to go out, it’s better to just stay here, anyway, I don’t want to see people for the time being. Mom was very worried at the side, saying she was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to accept it, and Dad said, why don’t we tell him for now, wait..."

"Waiting for what? He didn't finish his sentence, but I know, I think everyone who knows a little bit about sex knows what the word after waiting is. Mom cried, crying very sadly, very wronged. I heard Her crying made me think that they must have been under a lot of pressure for such a long time. For me, this family had a lot of quarrels, and they also suppressed their own desires. The moment I heard her cry, my heart rose A sense of relief, feeling light all over the body. They searched for me everywhere but couldn't find it. From the initial joy to anxiety, from anxiety to fear, I could see a series of emotional changes. But at that moment I felt myself Living in a glass cage, all the sounds are cut off here, and I can only see the expression, so I can't even hear the sound in the end. I didn't take the initiative to go out until I was sure that the traces of tears must be dry. They were very anxious and asked me Where did I go, but I couldn’t find it everywhere. I said that I accidentally fell asleep in the garden, and I didn’t hear the call. It's tiring, but everyone pretends to be relaxed, and it's been so many years."

"I didn't lie to you, I did suffer from freezing alosia." Lance turned the wheelchair in one direction, facing Xie Ze with calm eyes, "Stoner accompanied me to the hospital for a physical examination, and the doctor told me that I Lesions appeared in my brain. When I said this term, I felt very fresh, and so did the doctor, because almost all the rare diseases were concentrated on me. He said that he had never seen such a ill-fated person like me, and I At that time, I made a joke. Maybe God had some weird ideas in his mind and wanted to experiment. He overlooked all living beings and picked me at a glance. He thought I was talented, so he regarded me as an experimental field, or, He thinks it’s waste recycling.”

Xie Ze put one hand on his wheelchair and leaned slightly to look into his eyes.Lance's eyes are blue, maybe because of illness, maybe because of thinking, maybe because of loneliness, his eyes are always full of melancholy.At this moment, there was a layer of water mist on it, and then it condensed together and burst out of the eyes.

Xie Ze reached out his hand to wipe away his tears, and sighed inaudibly, "Don't talk about yourself like that, everyone has his purpose and destination when he comes into this world, why should you worry?"

Saber's eyes were darker, and he passed by as if nothing had happened, put his elbow on Xie Ze's shoulder, and gradually transferred the weight of his body to Xie Ze: "Anyway, don't end your life with a hasty decision. There is no chance of regret."

Lance quickly stabilized his emotions. In fact, with his body, stabilizing his emotions is almost inevitable. Anger, disappointment, sadness, and crying will make him ugly, make the scene embarrassing, and make others To clean up the mess - he had learned long ago not to bother anyone, and these self-control abilities at least made his self-esteem less fragile and sensitive.

"Don't persuade me, this is the result of my deliberation." Lance said, "I can't choose how to come to this world, at least I can choose to leave with dignity."

Xie Ze was silent for a long time, a little hesitant, not knowing what to say.He looked at Lance, saw those expectant eyes, and finally said the late words: "Then I'm here to bless you, my friend."

Lance laughed, and even mischievously used the touch screen to simulate electronic laughter.

The three people around all laughed, with a heavy weight hanging from the corner of their mouths, and they barely lifted it.

But they still have to laugh, for a person finally realized his long-cherished wish.

Stoner stood loyally aside, like a standing iron block, silent and cold.

Its eyes never left Lance.

-

Three days are long and short, and the last moment is still to come.

Stoner put Lance in a space suit, something he hadn't had the chance to wear, and now he finally put it on, and at first glance, it looked like a child secretly wearing a grown-up space suit.

Seeing Lance's smile through the helmet, he blinked three times in a row, like a naughty ghost.

This is the signal they agreed upon before: if you blink irregularly, something has entered the eye; if you blink three times in a row, it proves that everything is fine and ready; Time to get Lance out of the space suit, put him back in the wheelchair, and let him tell them what happened and how to improve it through that touchscreen.

Didn't expect it to go so smoothly.

Xie Ze closed the living area, put on another spacesuit, and led the way. Stoner followed behind him with the sickly Lance in his arms. The sound of footsteps sounded in the winding passage, playing a unique symphony.

The passage leads to another exit.

The end of the spaceship's exit is like a manhole cover, which is what Xie Ze usually calls it. Although it is very earthy, it is easy to remember.Usually, when he needs to leave and doesn't want to make a big fuss to open the gate, he will go out from here.Sometimes it’s the same when throwing things. Open it, kick it out, and then close it again. For this reason, Li Weijing said many times that he “is not very particular about space hygiene, and specializes in producing space garbage.” Xie Ze argued with her at first, and finally even argued. I don't bother to argue, anyway, everything comes from the universe, and finally returned to the universe, what kind of space junk?

Having said that, he will still reduce the burden on space and keep his men in Germany.The speed of an object in a vacuum remains constant. If it moves in the same straight line as the spacecraft and the pilot of the spacecraft fails to detect it in time, it is very likely to cause a tragedy-although the probability is very small, it does not mean that it will not happen.

When the manhole cover is opened, there is a boundless universe outside, a truly limitless place, looking at it at a glance, makes people feel awe.

"Don't you regret it?" Xie Ze murmured.

Lance seemed to hear him, and smiled at him.

At this critical moment, Stoner directly kicked off the edge of the spaceship, and with the help of reverse thrust, carried Lance away from the Ghost.

Xie Ze saw Lance's surprised expression in that glance. This was not a pre-designed drama, but Stoner's own intention.

"Stoner—"

It has a ghost?Xie Ze's scalp was numb, he couldn't believe it.

Maybe it should be "he".

Stoner looked back at the Ghost, his eyes were calm, and its lips made a mouth shape, Xie Ze could barely discern that it was saying to him: Thank you.

Thanks from a robot.

The distance is getting farther and farther, and the void is dark and lightless, until the other party disappears into a point and can no longer be seen.Xie Ze felt that his hands were sweating while holding onto the guardrail, and his heartbeat was getting faster and faster, as if he was going to collapse in the next second.

He closed the manhole cover, turned off the searchlight on the spacesuit helmet, and walked back along the dark passage.His chaotic brain slowly calmed down in the dark, allowing him to think.

There is not much oxygen in the space suit, and Lance will probably suffocate to death after a while.

Why did Stoner leave?Lance had also told him before that Stoner could stay on their spaceship. As long as there is a little energy, this loyal robot butler will serve them. Even after this day, all the memory programs Stoner related to Lance will be gone. be rewritten.

No one expected that at the last moment, Stoner could leave without warning.

Maybe this thought already existed, but it never showed up in the process.

Lance will die soon, what about him?The energy in his body can last for many years, so is it necessary to drift in space like this?

Xie Ze thought in a mess, and when he came out of his contemplation, he found that the surrounding was a little dead quiet.I don't know how much time passed, and he just stood motionless in the cylindrical passage with a diameter of two meters.

This made Xie Ze recall the previous scene for a moment, making him almost suffocated.

Without companions and no one to rescue him, he will gradually drain the nutrient solution in the rescue cabin, and may starve to death, may die of suffocation due to lack of oxygen, or may lose more than what is replenished, and slowly die. slow death.

What was his mood at that time?His mind became blank at this moment, and his body's defense mechanism automatically blocked that memory, and his mental journey during that time also became a little strange.He leaned against the metal wall and sat down slowly, hugging his knees.

For a moment, he wanted to just shrink back, into the eggshell.

"Xie Ze, come back and watch!" Fu Shannon's surprised voice suddenly sounded in the communication channel.

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