reborn only to match you

"In the 30 years from birth to death in a car accident, I, Lin Xiao, lived with low self-esteem and cowardice in this short life. I worked as a small employee in a small company and dared not refuse others' requests. I was bullied on the Internet and looked down upon in life. Even my mother thought that I had lost her face, disliked me, and was unwilling to live with me. In the first year of work, a large company that cooperated with the company I worked for The general manager of the company is a diamond king. He has a good personality, strong ability, good family background, and good looks. I only dare to look at him from a distance, and I don’t dare to know too much. I am afraid that the more I get to know him, the more I like him. I am more miserable. If there is an afterlife, I will not live so badly and become better, so maybe I can be qualified to be close to General Manager Huo..."

These were Lin Xiao's last thoughts when he was rushed to the hospital in an unlucky car accident at the age of 30 and was rescued while lying on the operating table.

Afterwards, Lin Xiao gradually lost consciousness after hearing a piercing "beep" sound in his ears...

The morning sun is a nightmare to a person who is sleeping soundly in a dream.After Lin Xiao felt that his eyes were being strongly stimulated, he woke up with a grim face. When he opened his eyes, he saw the yellowed ceiling, which was already a little moldy due to cracks and leaks. Looking around, there was only a study table and zero ceiling. A room of scattered elementary school textbooks. "Didn't I die in a car accident? Where is this place?" He was a little flustered when suddenly someone opened the door.

"Get up quickly when you wake up, you are going to be late for school, and you are still procrastinating, get up quickly! Don't tell me you can't go to school today, you say you are a child, what can you do if you don't go to school?..."

A woman about 30 years old opened the door of the room and pointed at Lin Xiao.

"Mom, how did you become so young, I graduated from college a long time ago, don't you remember?"

Lin Xiao couldn't react, didn't he die in a car accident?How can I see my mother more than 20 years ago?

"What nonsense are you talking about? Do you not want to go to school anymore? Do you want to be like your dead dad who is uneducated and incompetent? He doesn't go home once a year, and he knows he wants money when he comes home , I am really miserable, I am so tired from work, and I have to get up early to cook breakfast for you..."

The young Lin Xiao's mother babbled, walked out of the room, and closed the door with a "bang".

Lin Xiao was still in a constant daze, and lifted the quilt that reflected the bright red peony flowers.

"Damn it, why did my legs become so short...shrunk? Amputation after a car accident?"

He hurriedly picked up the mirror on the table, looked at it, and was stunned.

"Who is this kid in the mirror! Isn't this when I was a child? Could it be that I went back in time? That is... I was born again?"

Lin Xiao twisted the back of his hand hard, "It hurts... It's not a dream, I was really reborn, and I was reborn when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school. Although I don't know why people like me are reborn, but I still deeply remember my confession before I died in the car accident, and I will never repeat the same mistakes in this life.”

Lin Xiao vigorously washed his face with cold water, trying hard to recall the memories of his previous life.

"I remember that I went to a private elementary school in the county. The tuition fee was 300 yuan per semester. 300 yuan was not easy in 2002, not to mention that my mother was a woman who made money by setting up a street stall to sell fruits. .In fact, when I think about it carefully, my mother in the previous life also fulfilled the responsibility of being a parent to me, but I can’t live up to it.”

After breakfast, Lin Xiao went out with his schoolbag on his back. Fortunately, he still remembered the way to school.

"Lin Xiao, you didn't copy the test paper for me in the math test yesterday morning, how dare you come to school today!"

The person who spoke was Huang Dong, the boss of those gangsters in Lin Xiao's school. Lin Xiao was very afraid of him. He remembered that once he hacked a classmate many times and stayed in the hospital for a month.Lin Xiao didn't dare to resist him, for fear that he would hit him. He was Lin Xiao's nightmare in primary school.When he was in elementary school, Lin Xiao’s grades were still very good. He always wanted to copy Lin Xiao’s test papers, but Lin Xiao didn’t want to show them to him, for fear of being discovered by the teacher. You must know that cheating and helping to cheat are the same crime in the eyes of the teacher. .

"In retrospect, I deserved it, because I always didn't know how to resist and how to protect myself, so I was always bullied, which made my personality more and more gloomy and inferior."

Lin Xiao lowered his head and meditated there.

"Hey, I dare not speak, you are dumb, the boss is talking to you, why didn't you answer! Yesterday I blocked you on your way home, didn't you almost pee your pants in fright? Hahahahahaha..." Bully A Said proudly.

Suddenly Lin Xiao raised his head and said to Huang Dong flatteringly.

"Boss Huang, I promise to lend you any test papers for you to copy in the future. Don't worry about a villain like me. Just let me go this time?"

But in fact, Lin Xiao thought to himself: "It doesn't matter how good you are in the exam. You're just a fool. You don't get a scholarship if you get No. 1 in elementary school. What's the use of giving a certificate at the end of the semester? It's fifty cents a piece in Xinhua Bookstore." The stuff, here it is for you."

Maybe it was Lin Xiao's attitude that pleased Huang Dong, he nodded in satisfaction, "Look at your performance, don't copy it for me next time, you'll be the one to watch."

"Yes, yes, I will definitely copy it for you in the future, otherwise it is up to you."

The class bell rang, and Lin Xiao began to concentrate on listening to the class. Although he could not attend the class in mathematics and English, he was not good at Chinese. What is the central idea? This sentence expresses the author’s feelings or something. In the key middle school in Li, he can only study hard, even though his mental age is already 30 years old.

After school, Lin Xiao went to the place where his mother set up a stall, asked her for money to buy vegetables, and then went home to cook.Seeing his mother's astonished expression, I couldn't stop feeling sad.

Because Lin Xiao has his own experience of living for eight years, cooking is not a difficult task for him.Wash the vegetables, cut the potatoes into cubes, slice the lean meat, cook the potatoes with water first, take them out, heat the oil in a pan, add garlic, stir-fry until fragrant, then put the meat and fry until cooked, then add some salt to taste, soy sauce for coloring, Stir-fry evenly, put potatoes, stir-fry again, and take out of the pan.Stir-fry green vegetables, out of the pan.

After cooking the rice and frying the vegetables, Lin Xiao went to help his mother watch the stall and told her to go back to eat first.He would go back to eat after she finished eating. As for Lin Xiao's father, he was away from home all year round.

At ten o'clock in the evening, he packed up the stall with his mother and went home. After taking a shower, Lin Xiao lay on the bed and quietly recalled: "My mother was actually a very romantic woman when I was a child. Pick those wild flowers and bring them back to decorate our small and dilapidated but very warm home. There is always her cheerful and happy singing echoing in the house, until my father became addicted to gambling...

Everything has changed, my mother complains all day long, but she still holds up the family, but her romantic feelings have been eroded by life bit by bit..."

He decided to take the entrance examination to the key middle school in the city. He remembered that the top three students in that middle school were awarded scholarships. If they participated in the competition, they would also get scholarships. Raising a family, as for love, work hard slowly...

Lin Xiao thought about it in a daze, and then fell asleep...

The author has something to say: the first time I coded, I wanted to write a text for three years and finally put it into action.The writing style is not very good, please comment if you have any comments, I will accept it with humility~ Meme!