say i love you again

72.

"What are you talking about..." Listening to Ji Muyu's direct question, Ji Muyan murmured, as if she couldn't hear clearly, because she didn't understand that Ji Muyu could always see through her thoughts?

"What?" Seeing Ji Muyan's hesitation, guessing how accurate his guess was, Ji Muyu frowned. "Is it Xu Yaen that you like, not Jing Xuan? If so, are you forcing yourself to associate with Jing Xuan?"

Listening to Ji Muyu repeating the question again, Ji Muyan raised her eyes. She had already been pushed to the limit by the stalemate in this question. At the moment when Ji Muyu asked, she realized that she was the one who didn't want to know the answer the most.

She didn't want to know the answer, she didn't want to know her own reluctance, and she didn't want to imagine how injured Jing Xuan would be when she found out the truth.

──Unexpectedly, unconsciously, she began to avoid facing this matter.

Is it because of this that she dare not discuss with Ji Muyu?Isn't it simply because Ji Muyu likes Jing Xuan?

It turned out that what she couldn't see clearly was actually herself.

Seeing Ji Muyan groaning silently, Ji Muyu's decadent eyes swept away the recent gloom, and stared straight at her, as if he would not give him any chance to escape. "Seriously, I handed Jing Xuan over to you with blood in my heart, so you must speak clearly."

Listening to his question, after thinking about it, she finally decided to face everything, Ji Muyan nodded slowly, as a tacit consent.

Seeing this, Ji Muyu was indignant. "Fortunately, I praised you last time. I am relieved to leave Jing Xuan to you. I didn't expect you to be so unreliable. Aren't you the main line of affection? Why have you become so hesitant and ambiguous?" Can you? Can’t even say a word clearly?”

"I..." Pointing to herself, Ji Muyan's expression was gloomy, and she sighed. "Forget it, anyway, you know everything, even if you don't know, you will know sooner or later. I can't fool anyone, including myself."

"I can only say that I tried my best to love Jingxuan... I agreed to her at the beginning without thinking clearly, but now I am reluctant to say goodbye to her, because I am afraid that she will be sad, not to mention that now that Fu Weiran is back, I can't ..." Ji Muyan said slowly, the moment she said it, she felt much better, but the guilt in her heart was more obvious. "I thought I could..."

"What can you do? Why do you think you can do it..." Ji Muyu snorted coldly, he finally got off the sofa because of anger and embraced him hugging his chest, his piercing eyes were full of anger. "Tell me, where did you learn this trick? Who told you that you can treat someone who is sincere to you with such almost sentimental sympathy?"

The more he talked, the angrier he became, and Ji Muyu was even more unforgiving. "Did you learn it from Ge Zhongmai? He was ungrateful to you, so you learned to be false to other people's feelings? Do you also want to be a liar in your relationship?"

Seeing that Ji Muyan didn't answer, the more Ji Muyu said, the more imposing he became. "What do you want to argue that you are? Don't you know that a sincere liar is also a liar?"

Ji Muyan frowned, she was also a little angry because of Ji Muyu's menacing words, but she held back after all, and she just protested faintly after being silent all the way. "Enough...I can understand your anger, but mentioning Ge Zhongmao is too much. You also know that I am different from him. I don't want to be a liar at all, although the ending seems to be true. ..."

Saying that, Ji Muyan's eyes were filled with sadness, and she bit her lips tightly.

It's because she tried so hard not to hurt anyone, but now, thinking of Yann angrily about to slap her this afternoon, and thinking of the loneliness in Jing Xuan's eyes when she went home with her, she was surprised that she seemed to have All hurt?

Whether it is the boundaries with the employer, or the sincerity in dealing with people, she has not grasped it well.

Especially what did Ji Muyu say about her just now?Said she was "amorously sympathetic"?This seems to be similar to the "lovely tenderness" that Yann scolded her angrily today.

──In short, it’s all promiscuity?she thinks.

Thinking of this, her heart ached.

Seeing her lowering her head in thought, with guilt in her eyes, like a child who did something wrong, Ji Muyu realized that what he had said was too much, and he silently stopped.

"Well, I made a mistake later on, sorry." He said, coughing twice, his voice a little unnatural.

"I know you are impatient, you are very worried about Jing Xuan." Ji Muyan responded without raising her head. "For this part of Jingxuan, I ruined your trust, and I should apologize to you..."

"I'm sorry." She said softly, and then raised her eyes, so Ji Muyu saw her flushed eyes.

Ji Muyu was stunned, because Ji Muyan grew up with him and hang out with him since childhood, her personality is neutral and resolute to a certain extent, although she is a bit indecisive compared to him, she rarely looks at her Want to cry?

──Is she really guilty?Ji Muyu thought, the anger in his heart was really less.

It's just that he lacks experience in comforting Ji Muyan, and he is a little flustered when he speaks again. "Okay... it's good that you finally know, then when are you going to make it clear to Jing Xuan?"

"Make it clear..." Ji Muyan murmured, it's not that she didn't understand what Ji Muyu meant, but she was a little helpless at this step she had unknowingly reached.

She thought of Fu Weiran, the look on her face when she mentioned Jing Xuan today, and the anger she felt because of Fu Weiran's words today...

Thinking of this, she frowned.

──If possible, she really doesn't want to be the executioner who hurt Jing Xuan, but if she doesn't say anything else, she can't escape?

"Hey, don't think about it anymore, let me tell you, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain." Seeing that Ji Muyan fell into thoughts again, Ji Muyu reminded coldly. "What's more, how long do you think you can fool Jing Xuan with your [-] acting skills? Jing Xuan has a gentle personality, how long do you want her to bear with you? Don't you think you're going above and beyond?"

"I..." Ji Muyan sighed, she knew that what Ji Muyu said was not unreasonable. "Well, I'll tell her..."

"Then when?" Seeing her distracted again, Ji Muyu asked again impatiently.