say i love you again

70.

Seeing Fu Weiran talking about this leisurely, Ji Muyan frowned.

Unconsciously, she thought of Jingxuan's haggard and exhausted appearance in the past few days because of Fu Weiran's return.

The moment she thought of these things, a sudden anger surged in Ji Muyan's heart on her own initiative.

It was because Fu Weiran might not have said anything wrong, she was just expressing her inner opinion, but Ji Muyan really felt worthless for Jing Xuan in her heart.

──Why do two people who once loved each other so much and worked so hard for their relationship, when they are about to separate, they can only say that the love in the past is actually just a trick of making mistakes?

Ji Muyan pondered, but she couldn't accept Fu Weiran's answer at the moment.

"Frankly speaking, Jing Xuan has never mentioned to me that she likes cats since I dated Jing Xuan. I don't know about it at all." She lowered her head, anger overflowed in her chest, and when she said it in words, Although it was low and quiet, it couldn't hide the anger accumulated in it. "...But she mentioned you to me, but she never said a bad word about you, and she never denied me your love back then."

Fu Weiran naturally noticed a sudden change in Ji Muran's mood, her hand holding the cigarette dropped, and a wisp of light white smoke from the burning cigarette butt was faint, and was swallowed by the air just a little bit out.

Despite this, the air in the alley is still mixed with a thin smell of smoke. Although it is not obvious, you can detect it after taking a few deep breaths, and it is not non-existent.

At this moment, although Ji Muyan was angry, her thoughts were clear in the opposite direction, and she continued to speak slowly. "What she has is regret, reluctance, and inability to let go... I have also talked about the relationship of failure, but I think, if you blame everything on the fact that you are not suitable and only reluctantly separated, then do you also Will it only hurt the next person who loves you? Anyway, if everything goes wrong, just say it’s not suitable for you?”

Speaking of this, Ji Muyan raised her eyes and looked at Fu Weiran, her thoughts were endless, so she couldn't stop what she wanted to say, as if she couldn't vomit when she found an opportunity. "Jingxuan doesn't want much, but you can't afford it, or you don't want to give it, and you don't want to compromise, so what you should do is admit it?"

"Push the problem to the fact that Jing Xuan is not suitable for you, maybe you will feel much more relaxed..." She took a deep breath as she spoke, as if she could finish her sentence only in this way. "But I can't accept it, because it's not fair to her at all..."

Listening to Ji Muyan, Fu Weiran was silent for a moment, she pursed her lips thoughtfully.

It's just that compared to her, Ji Muyan, who said all this out of anger, was very embarrassed when her arrogance stopped following the angry words.

Not knowing how to deal with the constant silence between the two of them, Ji Muyan coughed twice at a loss. "Uh... I seem to be a little too concerned? I'm sorry, after all, this relationship is between the two of you. You are indeed qualified to say this. It's my problem. I think it's because I saw Jingxuan so so after you came back. I'm sad, so I can't help it..."

"You don't need to apologize." Raising his hand interrupted Ji Muyan's hesitation, Fu Weiran lowered her eyebrows, so Ji Muyan couldn't see the expression on her face at the moment. "When Jingxuan quarreled with me before, she always said that I was too self-centered. I heard you say the same thing when you just met me. That seems to be true."

She whispered, but the words were clear, she threw down the cigarette, stepped on the butt of the cigarette with a long leg, and sighed. "Although knowing this, it still can't change the result that we have to separate, but at least I know."

I don't know why Fu Weiran came to this conclusion, Ji Muyan murmured, a little puzzled. "Why..., I mean, since you already know the problem, why are you still so sure that you and Jing Xuan..."

Fu Weiran raised his eyes and smiled weakly at Ji Muyan. "Because it's too late."

"In this relationship, we have both been hurt too much, so even if we get back together, but thinking of the past hurts, neither she nor I can feel at ease in this relationship." Fu Weiran said softly. "It's been so many years, I think, if we continue to be so indifferent and force each other to get along with these hurts, neither she nor I will be truly free."

"This should be the best decision for us." At this moment, Fu Weiran, who was leaning against the wall, couldn't stop thinking. With far-reaching eyes, she slowly came to a conclusion.

She somewhat understood the meaning of Fu Weiran's words, so Ji Muyan listened to her, but did not refute.

After the two people have hurt each other repeatedly, when they suddenly look back, when the feelings have long been exhausted in these unanswered disputes, facing the ruins that can no longer be repaired, perhaps all they can do is sigh softly and sigh in vain ?

Thinking of Ge Zhongyi, of the beauty the two of them had experienced in the past, and of her own cowardice and his selfishness, Ji Muyan frowned slightly.

Seeing that Ji Muyan was thinking, Fu Weiran spoke quietly, she still had some words to say. "Actually, when I just saw you coming back together, although I felt very complicated...But seriously, I am still happy that she is willing to choose to be with you, which means that she is slowly letting go of me and slowly letting go of me. is coming out."

Then, she added a sentence. "Thank you."

She told Ji Muyan that her words were full of sincerity except for the habitual indifference.

"Thank you? But since you recognized me, why didn't you care about me before..." Unexpectedly, Fu Weiran said this suddenly, and Ji Muyan was confused. She pointed to herself, and really didn't understand why Fu Weiran was so angry with me that day. The bar didn't say anything about seeing her kissing Yann?