say i love you again

──Should she draw a stop loss point for all this?But what is the reason?

Why didn't she even give Shao Jingxuan a chance?

What reason does she have to reject Shao Jingxuan?She appreciates her, she's sure, but doesn't she like her... Ji Muyan thought, she remembered Yann's dissatisfied protest just now.

『Since you appreciate her, please agree to that girl quickly. In her vague memory, Ji Muyan remembered what Yann said.

Why did she hesitate again and again when Yann said such a simple thing, pushing all the possibilities away?she asked herself.

At this moment, she suddenly heard her mobile phone in the living room rang because she received a message, her thoughts were in a mess, but she didn't have the intention to get up and check.

"Mu Yan?" Shao Jingxuan called her.

"It's okay, it's just that I haven't eaten like this for a long time, and I'm not used to it." Ji Muyan lowered her eyebrows, she pretended nothing happened, and put Kung Pao beef into Shao Jingxuan's bowl. "Don't just focus on me, you should eat more too, the food won't taste good when it's cold."

"Thank you." Shao Jingxuan stared blankly at the newly added dishes in the bowl, as if understanding something, she smiled knowingly. "Mu Yan, are you still worried about what I mentioned to you this afternoon? I said I'm not in a hurry, take your time, I can wait for you..."

The more she said that, the more guilty Ji Muyan felt, she shook her head. "Thank you for tolerating me so much, but for letting you wrong yourself so much, I really..."

She owed Shao Jingxuan an answer.

While she was talking, the table suddenly shook slightly, as if she lost her balance for a moment, and when she came back to her senses, it was shaking in an instant?

──Is it an earthquake?

Ji Muyan raised her eyes and stood up, the shaking of the earthquake suddenly became stronger, everything was out of order due to the sudden shaking, and the violent shaking made the wall that was trying to hold itself still screamed.

This earthquake is not small.

Before she had time to think about it, she had already pulled Shao Jingxuan to hide under the table. The dining table for two had limited space to cover her. She pulled Shao Jingxuan down and left half of her body outside, so Ji Muyan hurriedly hugged her in her arms for fear of not being able to protect her Here, she used her body to protect Shao Jingxuan.

"Mu Yan..." Seeing her like this, Shao Jingxuan murmured.

Ji Muyan had no time to respond, she bit her lip and looked at the books and dinner plates and china falling outside the table due to the violent shaking, listening to the sound of bangs rising and falling in the room, seeing all the daily order in nature. Disorder in an instant under the disturbance made her feel terrified, and Ji Muyan subconsciously covered Shao Jingxuan's head with her hands.

Sincerely praying that the violent shaking would stop, Ji Muyan's lips turned white from her biting after several imaginings.

During that time, she tensed her nerves, so when everything returned to calm, the calm was like an illusion, but she couldn't react for a while.

"Mu Yan, it's okay...it's okay." Shao Jingxuan called her softly, Ji Muyan came back to her senses in astonishment, she lowered her eyebrows, only then did she realize that Shao Jingxuan's face was covered with tears.

She held on to Ji Muyan's collar tightly and shook her head.

"What's wrong..." Ji Muyan sighed softly, she stroked Shao Jingxuan's back, but there was a strange thought in her heart.

She always felt that the Shao Jingxuan in front of her was a little strange, but it seemed that she was the real Shao Jingxuan.

She took off all her armor, so she showed her fragility, and her fragility made people feel distressed.

Listening to her question, Shao Jingxuan raised her eyes, she looked at Ji Muyan, as if trying to figure something out, she clenched her lips, gently let go of Ji Muyan's collar, leaned out from under the table and stood up.

"Mu Yan, you go home first, I seem to be tired." Shao Jingxuan said, but her back was turned to her.

Ji Muyan was stunned, and saw Shao Jingxuan stepping on the indoor soft mop, stepping on the porcelain fragments without hesitation, as if she was lost. She didn't know when the soft mop would be pierced by the fragments and hurt her foot. Mu Yan subconsciously grabbed Shao Jingxuan.

"The ground is full of debris. It's dangerous for you to look like this. Let me clear up the debris for you before going back?" Ji Muyan asked her.

Listening to what she said, Shao Jingxuan's body trembled slightly, but she still refused to look at her. "You go back." She repeated, her tone was not usually cold.

Completely puzzled about what happened, Ji Muyan was stunned. She remembered Shao Jingxuan's face shed tears just now, and without thinking much, she pulled out a piece of toilet paper and handed it to her. "Did I do something to make you unhappy... Tell me?" She asked Shao Jingxuan.

Shao Jingxuan lowered her eyebrows, looked at the toilet paper in her hand, clenched it tightly, her eyes avoided Ji Muyan, she pondered, as if all the thoughts in her heart prevented her from giving Ji Muyan a clear answer. "You did nothing wrong..."

"Even in the situation just now, the first thing you thought of was to protect me..." She took a deep breath, her voice was a little haggard. "This kind of you makes me sink deeper and deeper, Mu Yan, I am too confident, but I just realized that if this continues, I will eventually lose control of myself. When the time comes, when you are about to leave, I will I'm afraid that I won't be able to accept this matter so readily, and in this way, I will break my promise to you..."

As she said this, she pursed her lips and lowered her eyes, with sadness and anxiety that couldn't be hidden in her eyes.

Looking at Shao Jingxuan like this, and seeing the sadness in her eyes, Ji Muyan finally understood how hurtful her indecision was.

──This is what Yann wants to remind her, isn't it?

Thinking, she bit her lip.

"Then don't..." As she said, she gently held Shao Jingxuan's hand as if trying to figure something out. "Don't be ready for me to reject you, don't be ready for me to push you away."

"In the past, I was too hesitant to make up my mind, which hurt you." During the words, Ji Muyan gently held Shao Jingxuan's face, and carefully wiped away the tears on her face with her fingertips.

Ji Muyan sighed softly, and finally made a decision.

"Shall we be together?" She said to Shao Jingxuan, even though that sentence sounded so strange to her.