say i love you again

18.

Seeing the seriousness of Yan's question, Ji Muyan seriously thought about the closest memory in her life to liking girls.

But it’s okay if I don’t want to, but when I think about it, it happens that this memory has to be traced back to middle school.Speaking of which, she had always admired the Chinese teacher in junior high school at that time, and felt that the Chinese teacher was full of domineering and knowledgeable, and she was simply a goddess combined with beauty and wisdom.

At that time, she also secretly told herself that when she came out of society, she must become a woman like a Chinese teacher.

Thinking of this, Ji Muyan sighed in her heart. She is obviously far away from her ideal in the past. If she is imposing, she has no knowledge... She has a lot of knowledge at work, but Ge Zhongyi's troubles are already useless as a hero. The land of martial arts, although these are digressions.

──It's just that kind of mood, it seems a little far away from liking girls?

But after all, inexperience doesn't mean it's impossible, so she really won't like girls?

Ji Muyan thought about it, but there was no answer for a while.

And somehow, thinking of this, Ji Muyan's mind came up with Shao Jingxuan's appearance when he gave her puffs.

──If you want to date a girl, Shao Jingxuan should be a good one... right?

Feeling that the more she thought about it, the more unconstrained she was, Ji Muyan shook her head and stopped her thoughts.

"You've been thinking about it for too long, and I'm not trying to test you." Yann glanced at her, looking a little uncomfortable, she wiped her hands with a paper towel resentfully, and put the empty plate after eating in the sink . "I don't care if you don't want to answer."

"This is really a difficult question to answer..." Ji Muyan was helpless, she decided to give up answering this question.

Now, Ji Muyan opened the refrigerator, and reconfirmed that in addition to a few lonely eggs on the egg shelf and a bottle of Kagome tomato juice that Youyou used to fix her this morning, there was nothing in the huge refrigerator. There was nothing there, she pinched her chin and frowned.

Knowing how to use a double-door refrigerator like this usually means that there is a habit of cooking at home, right?Why is it empty now...?Ji Muyan couldn't help thinking.

Seeing Ji Muyan pondering, she thought she was thinking about the dishes, Yann looked at her expectantly. "Since you are going to cook, can I order? I want to eat salmon sushi rolls, bacon pasta and five-gengchang."

──What kind of strange combination is this?

Ji Muyan helped her forehead helplessly. "I said... If I really cook the dishes you ordered, what is the difference between my cooking and the results you buy outside?"

"Okay, so what do you want to do?" Yann asked, holding his chest, still a little unwilling to be questioned about his taste in food selection.

"There is nothing in the refrigerator, we have to buy vegetables, Zuo Zuo and You You are still developing, so I want to cook some more nutritious meals, such as fried fish steaks, chicken salad, etc... If there is enough time, Maybe cook another borscht..." Ji Muyan thought for a while, and said the menu she was thinking about.

Yan looked at her, but was stunned for a moment, as if thinking, her slender fingertips caressed the countertop of the kitchen counter, her expression dimmed. "It's too troublesome, you don't need to do it... just go outside and buy it. Anyway, you have to pick up Zuo Zuo from school at noon, don't you?"

Seeing the difference in Yan Yan's expression, Ji Muyan was puzzled. "You don't like these dishes? Or I'll replace them with..."

Without answering Ji Muyan's question, Yann pursed her lips, as if she didn't want to stay for a long time, she walked out of the kitchen quickly.

Puzzled why Yann's mood changed so much, Ji Muyan closed the refrigerator door full of doubts.

When she walked out of the kitchen, she saw Yan sitting on the sofa in a daze, seeing her approaching, Yan opened his mouth and looked far away. "...It's not about the food, it's the way you spoke just now, it's too similar to my husband... Maybe I'm still not used to someone talking to me in his kitchen, where he usually stands..."

"You must think I'm ridiculous, right? I've been mourning someone who left more than two years ago?" Yann raised her eyes, and she smiled weakly at Ji Muyan, that smile was full of disguises strong.

Ji Muyan was stunned.

Some injuries may not get used to it for a long time; some people leave, maybe they will never let go, right?

──No matter how long it takes, how can someone who has never learned to forget forget anything?

At most, it is covered up with a smile and whitewashed with happiness, but when the strong wind blows, the ruined disguise will be blown up with the wind in an instant, so without any cover, the naked memory is accompanied by never-ending pain spread brutally.

──Isn't it the same for Yann?Thinking of this, Ji Muyan couldn't help feeling sorry for her.

"Ah, since we don't need to use the kitchen to cook, let's eat McDonald's for lunch today. Those two little devils like to eat it the most. It's a reward for Zuo Zuo to go to school today, so he will be very happy." In a blink of an eye, as if nothing had happened again, Yann changed the topic and chuckled.

Seeing her suddenly acting like a normal person, Ji Muyan has long been used to it, but she can't help but wonder if Yann is always like this, is he forcing a smile?

Thinking about it, Ji Muyan didn't want to expose Yaen's wound again, after all, she didn't ask any more questions. "I see that Zuo Zuo has pimples all over his face. It's not good to eat deep-fried food. Why don't we eat something else? I'll discuss with him what to eat in the car?"

"Okay, but there is one dish that is forbidden to me. I don't like it very much, and I can't buy that dish back anyway." Yann said seriously, with a serious expression on his cute and cute face.

"Huh? What's that?" Ji Muyan couldn't help asking.

"Sweet and sour pork loin." Yann said seriously.