She decided to confess to him

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Love at first sight three months ago, three months of long waiting, three months of itching.

When it really came to this moment, Imai Sumiya's fingertips and heart were trembling.

On the way to take a taxi to Bar Street, Sumiya Imai pictured the appearance of that gentleman over and over again in his mind.

The day I first met him, the video of jumping off a cliff to commit suicide had just become popular—of course, it was far inferior to the magnitude of the current video.Imai Sumiya was in a terrible mood, he didn't draw his eyeliner well, so he took Maki out with a gorgeous little umbrella.

She had planned to go to each tavern and drink a bottle of wine until she was completely drunk and very drunk.It doesn't matter if she is dragged home by Maki, she sends Maki away, she gets drunk until her stomach is pierced, or she gets raped and then killed by a drunken criminal.Anyway, so many people wanted her to die, so she died in the ugliest way to let the whole world know how bad people's hearts are.

It turns out she met him.

Standing by the floor-to-ceiling glass window, he drank a toast.He raised his chin slightly and turned his head to look at her.

After one glance, the suicide liar Imai Sumiya fell in love, and she became the all-round up master Imai Sumiya who was loved by everyone.

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The road was smooth, the taxi was moving forward at a moderate speed, Imai Sumiya approached the gentleman at a constant speed.

With just one glance, Imai Sumiya inexplicably decided that she and that gentleman were compatible.He was destined to be her husband, and she was destined to be his wife.

Since then, she has fallen into endless beautiful imaginations.

The fantasies came to him fiercely and intensely, and Imai Sumiya didn't know if they would fade away as suddenly as they appeared one day.However, once these thoughts arise, they cannot be controlled.Looking forward to the future, whether there will be expectations about him in the future, hooked her head like a fishhook.

Of course she knew how wishful, self-righteous, and foolish these imaginings were.

But she needs such stupidity.

Not everyone lives in a livable world, and not everyone's world is like spring all the year round.

Everyone knows that Imai Sumiya is a well-clothed and well-fed eldest lady, who has no worries about food and clothing all her life, but who knows that she is so sad that she can only survive by lusting after a strange man.

Don't be so surprised, my friend.Don't take it for granted.

Not everyone grows up in a livable world, some live in hell.

Just like people who are thirsty in the desert go to the oasis, people who are about to freeze in the ice and snow go to the fire, people who are groping forward in the long night go to the light, even if it is a mirage, who can stop it.They must go to those fantasies in person and experience the cruelty of fate in order to prove their existence and freedom.

Imai Sumiya is walking towards her fantasy, full of joy and despair.

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The taxi turned a corner, and it was still 10 minutes away from Bar Street.

Please forgive the young lady for being too active mentally, she has never been so nervous in her life.

In Imai Sumiya's fantasies, she even thought of the names of their three future children, but just as no one understands obscenity better than the eldest lady, no one understands the reality of propriety better than the eldest lady.

How should she get to know that gentleman?

Confess directly and then kiss him? ——Impossible, the eldest lady is not such a slutty person.

She was going to go to the gentleman's table first, and ask him if he could sit here and have a drink together.

It was mentioned in the chat that maybe you are interested in the concert of senior xxx, I happen to have two tickets here, the concert will start later, and I am missing a companion.After the concert, he drove her home and they exchanged contact information.

Then date slowly and get to know each other—taste the joy and sweetness in waiting and meeting again and again, test out whether each other’s taste is sweet or salty in different restaurants, and understand whether the other party prefers to date on sunny or rainy days.They will also discuss which short story is better, Chekhov or Maupassant, and whether Shakespeare's Hamlet is better than Othello's absurdity.

Then they got closer and closer, first they touched with their fingertips, their elbows held each other, and finally their arms were tightly pressed together.

Together.

And children, she would ask him if he wanted two or three, and if he would give her the power to name them.Maybe he didn't want to have children?She exhausted her imagination and could not describe the embarrassment and sweetness of their relationship.

Forgive her.It was her last happy fantasy.

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After 3 minutes, the taxi will stop on the side of the road and the driver will ask the passengers to get off.At that time, Imai Sumiya only needed to walk forward for less than 1 minute to pass by the clothing store and see the tavern where the gentleman was.

These few minutes were the pinnacle of Imai Sumiya's desires in this life.

"Desire for life" is extremely rare for a person like her. It is as rare as knowing for the first time in 22 years that "people can indeed live happily" and "the happiness of loving someone does not need a reason. It's a matter of course."

Because she met that gentleman, she doesn’t need to count the days, how long after this video is finished, and then take another one to maintain her little interest; she doesn’t need to count one day after another, one week after one week , There will be one month after one month, and one year after one year; no longer living without ups and downs, living with troublesome breathing; no longer thinking about why the natural life span of human beings cannot be shorter, not seeing that there will be more in the future So many days and nights feel extremely long.

Day by day, year by year, the years to come no longer weigh heavily on my heart, making people suffocated.

Because of meeting that gentleman, she began to look forward to enjoying flowers with him in spring and making tea in the courtyard during thunderstorms.

Sir, how is the cup of tea?The husband said, I don't know who is more beautiful, tea or you.They sat side by side on the cushion, and she asked him what he was worried about?He was a little annoyed and said that he was lazy and didn't pick up the monthly magazines he subscribed to yesterday, but it rained heavily today, what a pity.She said that it's okay to take it later, if you have nothing to do, you can do something happy.He untied her belt, and she sank into his arms.

He may be more fierce than she imagined, or he may be as gentle as his eyes.How can you guess what a man looks like in bed?Even the gentle and melancholy gentleman on weekdays.

Girl Huaichun. 22-year-old girl Huaichun, 22-year-old dream, 22-year-old wish is to be hugged by him and have sex with him.Poor and cute.

Imai Sumiya never thought about who she would marry in the first 22 years, not out of arrogance, but because she didn't know the meaning of such a thing, just like not understanding why people regard the satisfaction of carnal desire as the bliss of the world.

It turns out that what is blissful is not the body, but the soul.They have labored so hard to get to the pinnacle of the physical body in order to trick the soul into a momentary orgasm.

But when she met that gentleman, her soul was on the verge of orgasm all the time.Happy to collapse.

Without saying a word, he let Imai Sumiya understand what love and life are.

Just because she met him.

Luckily she met him.

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Imai Sumiya got off the car. She was wearing well-matched clothes, holding the hairstyle that suits her best, and the most beautiful makeup, and walked towards the tavern step by step.

This road is so short, but Imai Sumiya is like a pilgrim traveling far away, as if he has trekked for centuries.The mountains and rivers are thousands of miles away.

She is about to meet him.