Please don't touch me at the same table, thank you

"Because there are very few cases like yours at home and abroad, I called my instructor yesterday to discuss it, and decided to try to reduce the amount of training for you in the early stage."

At seven o'clock in the evening, when the lights came on, the clinic was still brightly lit.

Under the palm of Dr. Chen's palm was a thick research material, and there were a few handwritten drafts. It was a mess and he didn't know what he had written.

Song Huai and Meng Xi sat side by side at the desk, looking at the doctor.

It was not the first time for Meng Xi to see a doctor, but it was the first time to see Song Huai's attending physician, so he was a little nervous for a while.

Speaking of which, the unexpected smoothness of the leave request this time may be due to the credibility gain buff brought by Xueshen. When the homeroom teacher heard that Song Huai was going to take him away, he directly approved the leave without asking anything.

If things go well, I might be able to eat some roadside stalls later, dawdle for a while before returning to the classroom...

Dr. Chen coughed twice, interrupting his fantasy, "Before the plan starts, I have a few questions I want to ask, you don't have to be too nervous, just as a variable reference."

Having said that, Meng Xi was still sitting up, tensing his nerves, "Say it."

Seeing that Song Huai also nodded, Dr. Chen asked, "First question, how are you two feeling?"

The two immediately said: "..."

Why does this sound like asking a couple?

"Don't get me wrong." Dr. Chen smiled, "I didn't mean anything else. It's just that Song Huai's illness is quite special. If you have a bad relationship, or if there are some misunderstandings and quarrels during the treatment, from a psychological point of view say, may create and exacerbate PTSD..."

In layman's terms, the two of them thought that if one day they had a quarrel, and before they separated, they tore up their faces and made it very ugly, the emotional damage caused by this relationship to Song Huai would most likely be transferred to his illness. Patients will not only resist the follow-up treatment, but also the trust relationship established with great difficulty will collapse, which may cause more psychological problems.

Coupled with the fact that this kid is not a professional rehabilitation practitioner or a practitioner of psychology, the various difficulties that may be encountered on the way are self-evident.

This is also an important reason why Dr. Chen specifically emphasized on the phone that Song Huai had brought him to the clinic.

Hearing these words, Meng Xi's expression could not help becoming solemn.

Song Huai watched him silently, waiting for the answer.

"I can't guarantee that there will be no cracks in the relationship between the two of us."

After thinking about it several times, Meng Xi gave the above answer.

Doctor Chen was taken aback, but Song Huai's face didn't show much surprise.

"Someone told me before that there is no absolute thing in the world, the only absolute thing is relative."

Meng Xi said, "If I promise the eternal love for a lifetime, it will be false, right? Even when I am with my parents, I can't guarantee that I will love them wholeheartedly every second. My lord, nag Too many will always be annoying, but it doesn't mean I don't love them."

"I've thought about your question for a long time. I'm not boasting. I have a high tolerance for my friends, and I'm easy to get along with. Although Song Huai sometimes has a really bad personality..."

Song Huai: "?"

Meng Xi ignored his gaze and continued: "However, I think that in many cases, we should be able to get along well. Even if something irreversible happens, it is best for a relationship to end and leave decently." respect?"

Song Huai looked away, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

There is also a trace of pride and pride.

Dr. Chen was stunned for a long time. He didn't expect to hear such a novel answer from a minor. He couldn't help laughing for a while, "This is really..."

Really, I found a treasure.

·

Dr. Chen asked a few more questions, mainly to observe their tolerance for same-sex contact. Finally, after several revisions, the plan was finalized.

Hold hands, shoulders, casual touch, repeat the above process at the beginning, gradually increase the amount of contact, let Song Huai's body and mind accept and get used to other people's touch.

The last step is to try to hug.

In the initial treatment, considering that both of them are boys, same-sex contact may not be as natural as heterosexual contact, so he deliberately shortened the contact time, according to the "dose" of a small number of times, at least once a day. The contact time cannot be less than 5 seconds.

Human beings are inherently lazy and unwilling to step out of their comfort zone, so insomnia, anxiety, resistance, etc. are also normal reactions during the treatment process.

However, once severe reactions such as nausea, vomiting, or trembling allergies occur, desensitization should be suspended immediately and sent to the doctor for treatment according to the symptoms.

...Although Song Huai felt that the chance of him having a rejection reaction was very small.

Meng Xi earnestly learned a lot of psychological knowledge from Dr. Chen, including some methods of identifying micro-expressions and emotions.

Once he finds that Song Huai's mood is not right, he can use this knowledge to assist in judging whether the patient is struggling or just having normal mood swings.

It was already past eight o'clock in the evening when we came out of the clinic, and there was no need to think about barbecue. The two ordered a takeaway meal in advance, and arrived at the dormitory just in time to eat a hot meal.

Meng Xi ordered rice with fat beef in sour soup. As soon as he opened the lid, there was a strong aroma of sour soup. The fat beef boiled into gray pink lay one by one on the white rice, covered with a layer of rich and rich sauce. Very appetizing.

He stared at the white rice for a while, when Song Huai just finished washing his hands and walked in, sat down next to him, opened the lunch box and took a spoonful of porridge to drink.

Meng Xi made up his mind and said, "Sanshui, what about desensitization, let's try it out today."

Song Huai sprayed out unexpectedly, "Poof——"

Meng Xi didn't dislike him either, and took out a tissue to wipe him, and said seriously while wiping: "I thought about it, there are two exams tomorrow morning and afternoon, and my brain is already in a state of high load after the exam. If you do desensitization again, plus the first attempt, you may be overturned."

He tentatively asked: "If this is the case, why not try it in advance while the current state is good?"

Song Huai paused for a moment, then burst out laughing, "You really are..."

Why are you more anxious than the patient.

But now that he said that, Song Huai put down the bowl and chopsticks, rolled up his sleeves twice, and put his palms on the table, "Is that so?"

"...Brother, this is not a pulse."

Song Huai: "..."

The two looked at each other, both speechless.

It's easy to say, as long as you hold hands for five seconds every day, you can complete the task, which is almost something you can do with your hands.But……

Shame! !

It’s okay if you hook your shoulders and backs, anyway, brothers often hook their necks to play basketball together, but what’s the point of holding hands, even wearing gloves can’t hide the behavior of kindergarten girls holding hands to go to the bathroom. Mother is awkward again, hello!

"Let's do this." Meng Xi came up with a good idea, "Do you know the way we clap our hands in celebration? It's just slap, slap, slap, slap—"

As he spoke, he danced and covered it up.

"..." Song Huai's face darkened at a speed visible to the naked eye: "I don't know, I won't."

"Hey, forget it. I guess it won't work if you fool around like that." Meng Xi clicked his tongue in embarrassment and scratched his hair. "Let me think of another way to be more natural..."

As he spoke, he slapped his thigh, which startled Song Huai.

"Let's wrestle arms!"

Song Huai: "..."

"Wrist wrestling is just right for palm to palm, and we're done in five seconds."

When Meng Xi thought of such a good idea, he happily made Amway, "Take it as rock-paper-scissors, and have fun. It won't be too much of a psychological burden on you or me. Not only is it sustainable for a long time, but it can also exercise your muscles. Very healthy. Gosh, such a good idea that I can come up with!! I'm such a clever little ghost!"

After complimenting himself happily, he did not forget to ask the patient for his opinion, "What do you think?"

Song Huai: "...I don't think so."

He is really convinced, does Meng Xi have only one tendon in his mind?Why come up with such bad ideas?

Just follow the doctor's instructions and pull your hands step by step. How can it be a celebratory gesture and an arm wrestling? ?

He held his breath, but Meng Xi didn't know it, and actively encouraged: "Come on, come on, try it and you won't lose a piece of meat. And anyway, today is a trial, it's best to succeed, and you can learn from experience if you fail. In the worst case, we will try all the methods, and we will always find the one that suits us.”

"..."

Song Huai was silent for a moment, "Change if you fail, that's what you said."

Meng Xi agreed, "Yes, yes, I said it."

As he said that, he found a support point on the table, and quickly put his posture in place.He still wore gloves on his hands, and the lower ends were tightly wrapped around the sleeves of his shirt, so that no skin was exposed, which could be regarded as preventing accidents.

The whole movement is very quick and full of enthusiasm.

Song Huai sneered from the bottom of his heart, unbuttoned his sleeves and rolled up one side, put his elbows on the table, and held Meng Xi's fingers with his slender and beautiful hands through a layer of gloves.

His grip is a little different.

Meng Xi spread his palms at a slant, his fingers slowly brushed over the rough cloth covering his fingers, extended upwards from the fingertips, the warm finger pulps reached the other's phalanges, and the nails were weakly pressed and separated After the gap, the fingertips moved gently, as if, as if...

As if to hold his hand.

(It’s just a handshake, no yellow, please let it go for review)

Meng Xi's heart couldn't help but beat half a beat.

However, it was only a pause of less than a second, the hand passed between his fingertips, palm pressed palm, fingertips pressed fingertips, diving deep all the way, and finally wrapped his entire palm lightly.

With an imperceptible tenderness.

Even through a glove, the tactile sensation of skin-to-skin contact is astonishingly realistic.

"you……"

Meng Xi only muttered a word, and the roots of his ears began to turn red unconsciously.

In the next second, he heard Song Huai say, "It's started."

"?"

boom--

Meng Xi's upper body fell unconsciously, unable to react to anything, only heard a bang, the scene in front of him was tilted 45 degrees, his wrist was pressed tightly against the table, and the hand that had touched him tenderly just now was still there. Hold it hard.

...and that's how it ended.

Song Huai let go of his hand, his expression calm, "It's over, you can check in with Dr. Chen."

Meng Xi leaned half his body on the table, and before he could react, Song Huai had already stood up, "I'm going to take a shower, you can eat."

With that said, he picked up a change of clothes and toiletries, and walked into the bathroom.

After a while, there was the sound of rushing water inside.

Meng Xi was still sleeping on the table and sat up slowly.

...His palms were numb.

I don't know if it was held, or it was pushed to the table and numb.

Is this mission accomplished?

It seems like it's not time yet, right?

But to be honest, it took Song Huai two or three seconds from the time he started holding hands to holding hands.In addition to the time of arm wrestling when talking, it seems to be about the same...?

Meng Xi unbelievingly turned on the clock on his phone, stared at the time and silently counted five seconds.

...How could it be, how could it be short!

Obviously, it feels like ten seconds are almost gone during the experience process, how come five seconds have passed in the blink of an eye? ?

Meng Xi sighed, and opened WeChat to send Dr. Chen a check-in record.After posting, I stared at the chat record in a daze, and thought that next time I might as well set a timer next to it and count how long it took to see it.

Can I be exempted the next day if I overtime?

...It should not be possible.

During off-duty hours, Dr. Chen replied quickly:

[Checked in so soon?Not bad, Song Huai didn't have any adverse reactions, right? ]

Meng Xi thought about it, and apart from his stinky face, he didn't seem to have any other reactions.

Of course, Xue Shen's face is very stinky in normal state, and the society fears that people will not collapse.

After receiving the feedback, Dr. Chen took notes, and suddenly remembered something.

[By the way, I forgot to say, before starting the treatment, you can give him an adaptation period.For example, touch your fingers, or two people's palms facing each other without touching. ]

[In short, create an illusion for him that you have already met, so as to suppress the defense line in his heart. ]

"..."

Meng Xi spat out a mouthful of old blood.

There is such a thing as an adaptation period, you didn't say it earlier!

I'm done holding hands now! !

He was very depressed, and it happened that Yubai had nothing to chat with him. Thinking of what happened just now, Meng Xi couldn't help but ask tactfully: "Xiaoyu, you said that if a person wrestled with you in an arm-wrestling match, when the official break-off starts, it will be all at once." Just break you off... What do you think that person will think?"

Yu Bai was at a loss when he heard that, "Such a quick decision? Don't you spare any sympathy?"

Meng Xi nodded: "Yes."

Although I said I lost, it was because I was distracted. After all, I have been reminded, so it is not considered invincible... I guess.

"That might be because he thinks his opponent is too weak. Or maybe he wants to show off." Yubai couldn't help sighing as he said, "This is a man's determination to win."

As soon as he said that, Meng Xi remembered.

Song Huai's stamina seems to be pretty good too.

The last time he ran 3000 meters, he followed suit for four or five laps. After the race, he carried Meng Xi to the infirmary. He didn't sit down to rest for a moment, and carried him back to the dormitory.

The next day, lying on the bed would be worse than death, and people could put plasters on him as if nothing happened, and go out to give him a volunteer name tag.

That's why Song Huai's face turned black when he suggested arm wrestling just now because...

I accidentally provoked his masculine dignity?

Meng Xi suddenly realized.

Yubai couldn't get any reply from him, so he was very bored, and kept sending messages one after another:

[Hey, Xiaomeng, let me tell you that I had a quarrel with Chengzi yesterday. ]

[I've been talking with her for almost a month, and we talk on voice every day, and the relationship is pretty good.But for some reason, Cheng Zi just refused to open the video. ]

[I've already said that I don't mind if you look beautiful or ugly, I just want to see what my wife looks like, don't talk about the video, I don't even have a picture of her, it's ridiculous if you say it...]

Yubai sent a lot of news, and Meng Xi was so focused on the matter of holding hands that he couldn't pay attention for a while, so he could only send a few modal particles, um, ah, ah, ah.

At this time Song Huai took a shower, wiped his hair and pushed the door out, "The water is a bit cold today, you'd better go downstairs and get some hot water."

Although Meng Xi is usually slovenly, like many boys in the shower, he is extraordinarily ink-stained.In other words, he enjoys taking a shower very much, and often takes about half an hour in it.

Song Huai reminded him, because he was afraid that he would catch a cold.

"Okay, it's just a matter of time to soak some noodles."

Meng Xi glanced at the phone, Yubai was still popping up messages one after another, probably really uncomfortable.He thought to himself that Song Huai had joined in the excitement last time...

Or he should call Yubai alone.

"I'll go down now." Meng Xi stood up, and when he passed Song Huai, he struggled for two seconds before he couldn't help but say, "Sanshui, I won't wrestle with you again in the future." gone."

Song Huai: "?"

"I didn't think about that."

Meng Xi patted him on the shoulder empty-handedly to express his comfort, "Although I am a Leo, I am not the kind of machismo and domineering Leo. I understand your feelings."

There are some things that needn't be said, he clicked to the end, waved his hand, and went downstairs with his mobile phone and water bottle.

Song Huai was left alone with question marks all over his face.

What does this idiot know?

·

It took two full days for the three mid-term exams, and one and a half days for the remaining six exams. When all the subjects were over, everyone collapsed without exception.

It feels like the body is being hollowed out.

The exams are hell for students, and they will be liberated after the exams.The teachers are just the opposite. Although they can't touch their mobile phones during the invigilation, they can chat with their colleagues without having to prepare lessons or be angry with the little bastards.

After the students finished the test, the papers piled up like a mountain, and all the teachers went to the computer to cross-correct the answer sheets. After finally finishing the correction, they had to count the data in their own class, compare and analyze it with the previous two months, and the director would criticize and praise General Assembly……

Before the results are fully announced, the teachers are very busy.

Except for physical education teachers.

"Come, come, stand up for me."

The physical education teacher also held a pointer in his hand, looked decent, and pointed over one by one, "What's the matter, how long has it been since the sports meeting, and I even forgot where I stood? The whole class is in a mess, you see Others, which class is like yours, the whole team needs five or six minutes, huh?"

The physical education teacher is nice and close to the students. Some naughty boys flattered loudly: "Teacher, you are so handsome. We haven't seen each other for a long time. We are so handsome that we stand in the wrong team. There are no such handsome teachers in other classes, so they form a team quickly." !"

Everyone roared with laughter, and even the PE teacher who deliberately put on a straight face couldn't help it anymore. He couldn't help laughing, "Okay, am I so handsome?"

"That's it!" Wang Long followed suit, "Looking at the whole No. [-] Middle School, is there any teacher more handsome than you?"

"Isn't there someone else who heard that our teacher is handsome and was admitted to No. [-] Middle School on purpose? Just to see our teacher."

This flattery was very loud and in place, and the physical education teacher really had a slightly drunk and embarrassed smile on his face.

Meng Xi couldn't bear to look straight at him, even Song Huai couldn't listen anymore, looked up at the sky and started to be dazed.

But to be honest, the physical education teacher in Class 27 is really handsome. He is young, only 188 years old this year, and [-] is taller than Song Huai.

The face is also clear and refreshing, double eyelids, although the skin is not white, but it is a very healthy color, not a man who is amazing at first glance, but a handsome guy who makes people feel more and more comfortable.

Two years earlier, when he first entered school to work, before he was beaten by the society, he was gentle and easy-going, and many girls had a crush on him.

"Okay, okay, don't praise me."

The physical education teacher had had enough time, coughed twice and started to talk about the business, "The midterm exam is over, but we haven't taken the physical education exam yet. It was supposed to be the physical exam for your class last week, but considering the time before the exam, you have to leave time for You review, so those two classes are missed. Let’s cooperate this week, finish the test early and release early, okay?”

He paused, and cast a friendly look like Meng Xi: "Everyone cooperate, I'm talking about everyone. Some children who have failed the physical examination all year round, understand?"

Some children: "..."

Considering that everyone has just finished the test, the 800-meter and 1200-meter events really affect the mood. The physical education teacher kindly put light events such as 50 meters, sit-ups, and long jump into this class.

There are more than [-] people in a class, and the small items can be tested in about one class, and there is still some time to leave get out of class early so that these little piggies can go to the cafeteria to grab food.

These items do not have much pressure on boys who are not fat, but there are exceptions.

The first test was sitting and bending forward. More than [-] people lined up to enter the equipment room. Men and women were separated and lined up in order of student number for the test.

The ligaments of high school students are not too stiff. Girls seem to have a greater advantage in this regard. In addition, some people have also learned dance or yoga. Ten centimeters are normal. There is also a girl who studies ballet. Twenty centimeters.

A group of elders were watching, with envy and pain on their faces.

Looking at the boys again, Wang Long blushed, and held his breath and pressed down hard——

The one-pass operation was as fierce as a tiger, and the sports committee went over to take a look, and it turned out that centimeters were negative numbers.

"How is it possible?!" Wang Long was still very unconvinced, "My old waist is about to break, how could it be negative! Did you see it wrong with lame eyes??"

Qian Shuixing pointed to the instrument below, "Then you can see how much it is."

Wang Long took a closer look and saw -0.9 written on the grid above.

Simply a shame.

"This thing is really not something people do." He walked down sadly and began to put on his shoes, holding his waist with one hand, "If you want me to say that boys test sitting posture and bending forward, it's better to do a few more push-ups... "

He raised his head and saw Meng Xi standing behind him, "Hey, Brother Meng, are you going to fuck? Be careful, my waist still hurts."

"hold head high."

Meng Xi was two behind him in the row and was about to play.

However, he was still holding clothes and a mobile phone in his hand. There were too many sundries, so he turned around twice, and his eyes fell on Song Huai.

He is tall, tall, and handsome.

It's a nice hanger.

Song Huai also looked at him, "The rent is 500 a time."

Meng Xi: "...why don't you go grab it?"

Song Huai turned around and saw his constipated face, and immediately burst out laughing.

He wanted to say it as a joke, but seeing his aggrieved face, he couldn't help teasing him, "Then do you want it?"

Just as Meng Xi was about to speak, the person in front of him finished the test and walked down holding his waist. Qian Shuixing sighed and registered, calling his name.

"……want!"

Meng Xi turned around and decisively piled his clothes and mobile phone into Song Huai's arms, and made a face, "Come to me in your next life, and I'll pay you back."

As he spoke, he hurriedly took off his shoes and sat on them.

Song Huai smiled, "I was joking with you, why do you take it seriously..."

Meng Xi bent down, his short sleeves were not tucked in his trousers, and he stretched forward following his movements.

He pushed forward with both hands, and without even taking a deep breath, he easily pushed the test strip to a distance of about 20 centimeters.

Song Huai's eyes fell on the exposed snow-white skin around his waist, and his throat suddenly tightened.

The author has something to say: Our Xiao Meng's ligament is very good, Xiao Song, you should cherish it, make it?

ps: I'm sorry to have written a common-sense wrong plot orz was changed to sitting and bending forward. This should be a must-test item in high school.

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