hope for redemption

Since the conversation that day, the relationship between them has been somewhat inexplicably estranged.

Although they still commute to school and eat together, the communication between him and Lin Wang has obviously decreased.

Jiang Xi is a very sensitive person, he can clearly feel that Lin Wang's attitude towards him is different.

You must feel cold-blooded.

Jiang Xi hooked the corners of his mouth mockingly, An Sheng was as accurate as ever.

No one will like themselves after knowing their true colors.

You see, now I'm only showing a corner of my real face, and he's scared.

"Jiang Xi! Let's go, go eat!" Zhuang Zhuang ran over and patted Jiang Xi's shoulder and said.

Jiang Xi stopped the pen in his hand, and said with a smile; "No, you go, I'm not very hungry."

"Ah, is that so?" Zhuang Zhuang looked at Lin Wang subconsciously, but found that the other party was expressionless, and scratched his hair and said, "Okay, then let's go first."

"Okay," Jiang Xi smiled at him, turned his head and continued to do the questions.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't give Lin a look.

It's lunch time now, Jiang Xi already feels a little hungry, but he doesn't want to eat with Zhuang Zhuang and the others.

Because he understood that those were Lin Wang's friends, not his own.

They would only stand on Lin Wang's side. After Lin Wang made it clear to them, they would not be as enthusiastic as they are now.

Instead of this, it is better to quit with your own interests.

Jiang Xi took out bread and milk from his schoolbag, and began to eat while doing the questions.

"What's wrong with you?" Da Fei asked after washing his hands.

Hearing Da Fei's question, Lin Wang paused for a moment when he rubbed his hands, and then he immediately reacted, lowered his eyes and said, "It's nothing."

"Really," Da Fei said disapprovingly, "Since the day of the opening ceremony, the two of you have started to feel different. It's been almost a week."

"What did he do?" Da Fei thought for a while and continued to ask.

"No," Lin Wang turned off the tap: "He didn't do anything, I just can't figure it out."

It's my own problem, I didn't want to understand.

Lin Wang shook the water droplets on his hands irritably, looked around and asked, "Where is Zhuang Zhuang? Why hasn't he come back yet?"

"The store is the most crowded at this time, not to mention that oden is one of the hottest items in our school, and the line has to line up outside the store, how can it be so fast." Da Fei wiped his clothes on his school pants. Wipe your hands and say.

Lin Wang frowned anxiously: "Go, go down and have a look."

Halfway down the stairs, I ran into a panting Zhuang Zhuang.

"Brother... Guan, Oden," Zhuang Zhuang said out of breath, handing the paper cup in his hand to Lin Wang.

Lin Wang took the paper cup, picked up the toothpick and casually checked the food inside. After making sure that there was no greasy or spicy food in it, he handed the paper cup back and said, "Give it to Jiang Xi when I get back to the classroom. , just say you bought it."

"Ah?!" Zhuang Zhuang was still panting with his knees propped up, he raised his head in shock when he heard what Lin Wang said, and asked, "Why?"

Lin Wang let out a displeased "tsk", stuffed the paper cup into Zhuang Zhuang's arms and said impatiently: "There are so many reasons, just do it."

Then he shook his hands and said to them: "I won't be in class in the afternoon, you two go and sign a leave slip for me."

"Why are you going?" Da Fei grabbed Lin Wang's arm and stopped him from leaving.

Lin Wang pointed to his head and said, "Go home and rest."

Hearing what Lin Wang said, Da Fei let go of Lin Wang's hand with a sigh of relief and said hello.

"Let's go." Lin Wang patted Dafei on the shoulder, and then walked towards the stadium without looking back.

"Brother and Jiang Xi are all right?" Zhuangzhuang scratched his head and asked.

"It's okay." Da Fei glanced at Zhuang Zhuang, patted Zhuang Zhuang on the shoulder like Lin Wang and said, "Let's go, go back to the classroom."

After Lin Wang came out of the school over the wall, he ran all the way without taking a taxi. He didn't know the speed and thought there was a vicious dog chasing him.

"Grass!"

After Lin Wang entered the room, he sat directly on the porch, lowered his head and panted heavily.

The scene just now kept replaying in my mind.

Jiang Xi, you're fucking awesome, you don't eat, you don't even give me a look.

You still have such a fake smile on your face, who are you showing your fake smile to?

It's fucking ugly.

Hastily!

The more Lin Wang thought about it, the more irritable he felt. A ball of fire nestled in his heart and went straight to his brain, and then bounced back from Tianling Gai, and went straight down to his whole body, making all the bones in his body crunch.

He kicked the wall several times in a row, but the fire hadn't subsided, but it was still burning more and more intensely.

Lin Wang didn't know what was wrong with him, he just couldn't help being cold-hearted to Jiang Xi, obviously Jiang Xi had done nothing wrong.

He understands that everyone has their own experiences, principles, and choices, and he cannot impose his will on others.

But, for some reason, he just wanted Jiang Xi to say that he would save him instead of not.

Even if you lie to yourself.

In the final analysis, it is my own problem. I hope that the person I like is a hero who can step on the colorful clouds to rescue myself from this quagmire.

And Jiang Xi is not, he is just one of the mortal beings who are wise and safe.

If he hadn't semi-forced him to owe him favors and let him be related to him, he would not have allowed himself to approach him at all.

However, how long can he stay by his side just relying on this little favor, and when the favor is repaid, he feels that he doesn't owe him anything, and then he will be as indifferent to himself as he was to that girl.

At this moment, Lin Wang seemed to have suddenly figured out everything, and only then could he see the truth behind the beautiful illusion.All of my relationship with Jiang Xi is based on a debt, and once this debt is filled, Jiang Xi will immediately withdraw.

Now Jiang Xi's performance is only a matter of time, and his own twists and turns just made the whole thing happen earlier.

Lin Wang thought he was a little funny. He had clearly seen Jiang Xi's true nature from the very beginning, and Da Fei had already reminded him, but he still rushed forward like a moth to a flame, moved his heart, and gave in.

Lin Wang only felt his heart throbbing and hurting, his stomach was churning, and acid water kept coming up from his throat, filling his entire mouth, and he couldn't suppress it no matter how hard he pressed.

Before Lin Wang could catch his breath from the ferocious grief, his brain began to ache suddenly, and every nerve in his brain began to intertwine, pull each other, tense, and his scalp felt numb.

What a fucking fuck!Lin Wang cursed fiercely in his heart.

The scene in front of Lin Wang began to spin and blur, his hands supporting the wall began to lose strength, and his legs could no longer stand up.

Not long after, Lin Wang fell to his knees on the ground with a "plop".

Lin Wang knew what was going on.

Mental violence.

My own nightmare is coming again.

The scene in front of him began to change, and the voice sounded in his ears again.

Many disgusted and indifferent faces began to flash in front of his eyes. Their skin colors were different, but they were doing the same thing.

Scolding, punching and kicking.

Various languages ​​began to flow into my ears continuously, but I could still hear clearly even though I covered my ears.

Those languages ​​are like a witch's curse.

Curse yourself to live in darkness forever for the rest of your life.

"roll!"

Lin Wang propped his hands on the floor, his eyes were bloodshot, his face was ferocious, and he kept roaring.

No one will save me, and I can't save myself.

So be it.

"Okay, the last one in each group collects the answer sheet." Yang Rouhua glanced at the wall clock on the wall, stood up and knocked on the podium and said, "Stop writing!"

Jiang Xi put away the white paper on the desktop, took out the answer sheet for the English test from the desk pocket, and moved forward to collect the test paper.

"Jiang Xi, come to my office after your self-study next night." Yang Rouhua took the answer sheet in Jiang Xi's hand and said with a smile.

"Okay, teacher." Although Jiang Xi was puzzled, he still complied.

"Why are there only 5 in your group? Is there another person?" Yang Rouhua took the test papers handed over by another classmate and asked.

"Teacher, Lin Wang has asked for leave." The classmate replied.

The words coming from behind made Jiang Xi pause, and subconsciously looked towards Lin Wang's seat, which was full of test papers of various subjects, indicating that the owner of the seat hadn't been here for a long time.

Jiang Xi thought for a while that he really hadn't seen Lin Wang for a long time, not only in school, but also in the rented house, since they obviously lived on the same floor.

You are hiding from me on purpose.

Are you scared after seeing your true face?

Think I'm cold-blooded?

At this time, Jiang Xi didn't know why he thought of his mother's words again.

"The Jiang family has a cool nature."

Is it cool?

This is my nature.

If that's the case, then so be it.

Jiang Xi closed his eyes fiercely, and kept comforting himself, anyway, he didn't intend to have anything to do with anyone here from the beginning, so that's good, he won't have any hesitation when he leaves.

This place was originally just a springboard.

Along with the people of this place.

Jiang Xi suppressed the turbulent emotions in her heart, packed her schoolbag a little, and went straight to the English office.

"Report." Jiang Xi shouted from outside the door.

"Come in." Yang Rouhua stood in front of the scanning machine and raised her head and said with a smile.

Yang Rouhua walked to her desk and took out the score register and asked, "How difficult do you think the test paper is for this exam?"

"It's okay." Jiang Xi thought for a while and decided to be more modest.

Hearing what Jiang Xi said, Yang Rouhua burst out laughing: "Don't be modest, tell the truth."

Hearing Yang Rouhua say this, Jiang Xi thought she should have seen it, and she was a little embarrassed: "It's...simple."

Yang Rouhua looked at Jiang Xi with an expression I knew and said: "You have scored full marks in the quiz several times in a row, and I observed the time you took to complete the questions, and you finished them at least 40 minutes earlier each time, right? "

"Yes." Jiang Xi gritted his teeth and replied.

"Why didn't you tell me." Hearing Jiang Xi's answer, Yang Rouhua frowned in displeasure.

Teacher, what should I tell you? Is it possible that I told you that these English test papers are too easy, and I can get full marks in the test casually. Can you find some difficult ones for me.

Oh my god, this is so fucking pretentious.

Of course, Jiang Xi didn't dare to say that, but just stood there and smiled sheepishly.

"Then what are you doing the rest of the time?" Yang Rouhua continued to ask.

Jiang Xi thought for a while and said, "Practice calligraphy."

Jiang Xi didn't tell the truth. In fact, since he found out that no teacher would come down to inspect the exams, he took out the printed translation materials he printed out for translation every time he finished writing the exam papers.

He didn't want to expose his strength in this area too much.

He would rather let others think that his English is so good because he has been abroad for so many years, and he does not want others to know that he has such a high level of English through special training.

The past must be separated from the present, otherwise it is impossible for oneself to step out of the quagmire of the past.

"Hmm..." Yang Rouhua pondered for a while, and asked, "Jiang Xi, what university do you want to go to in the future? What kind of job?"

Hearing Yang Rouhua's question, Jiang Xi froze for a moment.

What university do you want to take?Do you do any work?

I really don't know much about domestic universities, I only know a few well-known universities in linguistics.

But what job to do, it was decided early in the morning.

Nothing will change no matter what happens.

Jiang Xi pursed his lips and said, "Translation."

Hearing Jiang Xi's answer, Yang Rouhua smiled gratifiedly and said, "Very good, the translation is very good, it suits you very well."

After finishing speaking, Yang Rouhua put down the grade register in her hand, and handed one out of a pile of tutoring books to Jiang Xi: "This is a guidebook for training at the winter camp of Beijing Foreign Studies University. You make one every day, and then hand it over to Jiang Xi." Me, I'll help you change."

"Teacher, I..."

Don't be so shocked that Jiang Xi can't speak, he didn't expect Yang Rouhua to come here because of this incident.

"For your level, doing these test papers is a waste of your time." Yang Rouhua thought that Jiang Xi wanted to refuse, and said in relief: "Jiang Xi, if you want to be an interpreter, no matter what language you choose in the future, English It’s all basics. And your English level can’t be stagnant because of high school textbooks.”

After finishing speaking, Yang Rouhua flipped through the materials in his hand and continued: "There will be a New Century English selection contest in the last term of the third year of high school. Our school has only won this opportunity in recent years and set up a test center in our school. The information in this material The question type is similar to that of that exam, and I hope you can use that exam to get extra points and soar into the sky."

At this moment, the shock in Jiang Xi's heart has been completely replaced by emotion, and the sadness that has lasted for several weeks is completely washed away by the warmth given to him by the teacher in front of him at this moment.

This kind of warmth is unique, it is a teacher's care for the students he admires, which Jiang Xi has never experienced before.

"Thank you teacher." Jiang Xi took the materials and bowed respectfully to Yang Rouhua.

"Oh, you child," Yang Rouhua helped Jiang Xi up with a smile, and said, "But you still have to do the exam papers, too specialization will not do you any good, understand?"

"I understand." Jiang Xi sniffed and replied with a smile.

"Okay, it's getting late, you go back." Yang Rouhua stood up and patted Jiang Xi's shoulder and said.

Jiang Xi put the materials into his schoolbag and said, "Okay, teacher, I'll go first."

Yang Rouhua picked up a stack of test papers and nodded to Jiang Xi with a smile, "Be careful on the road."

Before Jiang Xi left, she closed the door for Yang Rouhua. Before closing the door, Jiang Xi glanced in through the crack of the door. The office was filled with bright lights from incandescent lamps. Yang Rouhua stood alone in front of the scanning machine and answered the questions in class. The cards were scanned in one by one, with gentle and meticulous movements.

Jiang Xi seemed to finally understand Yang Rouhua's heart at this time, and also finally understood why she would get so angry every time after the exam.

Because she has high hopes for us.

But our final results were like a resounding slap on her face, mocking her overreaching.

But she was angry with us, but it was not a resentment for our behavior, but a feeling of hatred for us. ,

Jiang Xi watched this scene through the crack of the door for a long time, engraved it deeply in his mind before leaving.

Until he walked outside the school gate, Jiang Xi couldn't help but look back.

The light in the office of the English group was still on, like a shining star in the dark night.

Jiang Xi clenched the strap of the schoolbag on his shoulder a little bit, felt the weight of the schoolbag, and felt at ease.

He lowered his head and smiled, and sped forward as soon as he stepped on the pedal.

When Jiang Xi arrived at the crossroads on his bicycle, a figure suddenly appeared beside him and threw something on the ground.Although Jiang Xi reacted quickly and squeezed the brakes, he still rushed into the things that the man threw.

Jiang Xi only felt that something had been stuffed into his bicycle tires. Before Jiang Xi could react, the front and rear tires suddenly deflated. Jiang Xi felt a momentary drop while sitting on the bicycle.

Just in the blink of an eye, the front and rear tires made a sizzling sound and then exploded suddenly.

When the tire blew out, Jiang Xi quickly got out of the car and jumped to the side steps.

"Hahahaha!"

There was a roar of laughter from all around.

Jiang Xi followed the voice and saw a group of boys in black and white school uniforms standing opposite him, looking at him with a sneer on their faces.

"How is it? Do you still like this gift?" The boy in the lead pointed to the bicycle with a flat tire next to Jiang Xi and asked.

Jiang Xi glanced at the scattered thumbtacks on the ground and the bicycle with a blown tire on the side, and suddenly became angry, and asked with a gloomy face, "What do you mean?"

"What do you mean?" The leading boy came forward with a mocking smile, patted Jiang Xi's face and said, "Boy, do you know who Zeng Keying is, so you dare to offend her? Obediently go and apologize to her, or..."

The boy glanced at the bicycle on the ground and said, "Next time it will be more than that."

"Oh?" Jiang Xi suppressed the anger in his heart, grabbed the boy's wrist and asked in a cold voice: "What if I don't? What can you do to me?"

It was the first time that boy saw Jiang Xi who was not afraid of death, he turned his head and raised his chin to the people behind him, then turned his head and squinted his eyes and said to Jiang Xi: "Then I will teach you how to behave."

As soon as the words fell, the boy mobilized his other hand and punched Jiang Xi's stomach violently, but just as his fist was exerting force, it was slammed by Jiang Xi's raised thigh, and his hand muscles were numb.Before he could recover from the pain in his hands, Jiang Xi's knee pushed his abdomen hard, and he felt his eyes darken, and his stomach acid surged up.

Before they could react, Jiang Xi grabbed the boy's hand that was already held by him, turned slightly to his back and gave the leading boy an over-the-shoulder throw.

They also purposely let him fall on his back on the edge of the steps.

Afterwards, Jiang Xi got his wish and heard the sound of a broken bone.

Ignoring the boy, Jiang Xi rushed towards the group of boys opposite while quickly unzipping his jacket and throwing the jacket aside.

It's almost the end of November now, and the breath of autumn in Linxian lasted for about a week or two, and it quickly entered the early winter period.

Jiang Xi also wore a thin down jacket in his autumn school uniform today, and he couldn't let go of his hands and feet if he didn't take it off.

"Kill him!"

Following the order of the leading boy, his followers all came towards Jiang Xi bee pupa.

They probably just wanted to teach Jiang Xi a lesson, let him apologize and it's over. They thought it was a trivial matter, so they only brought four or five people, and they didn't even bring beating tools, and they just raised their fists one by one.

Jiang Xi looked at the group of people coming over from the bee pupae, and didn't care who it was, just grabbed a person's hair, walked quickly along the breakthrough opening towards the wall, and then swung that person's head towards the wall Smashing, smashing several times quickly, Jiang Xi didn't stop until he heard the sound of bones breaking.

At this time, Jiang Xi felt a strong wind blowing from the side. He just wanted to raise his hand to block it, but he was hugged and imprisoned his arms. Then he was punched several times in the face, which made Jiang Xi's eyes water. Venus.

But Jiang Xi is also a person who has undergone special training in fighting, and has long been trained to have a sensitive reaction, and the movements made by the body are conditioned reflexes.

Jiang Xi borrowed strength from his feet, relying on the strength of the person hugging him, his legs twisted around the neck of the person who punched him several times just now, and at the same time his elbow bent, giving the person behind him an elbow.

The man let go of Jiang Xi in pain, Jiang Xi straightened up and hit the Tianling Gai of the man who punched him several times just now.

As many times as you hit me, I will pay you back.

The man's body became weak, and he knelt directly on the ground. Jiang Xi supported the top of his head with his hands, and jumped off him.

As soon as Jiang Xi landed, two more people surrounded him. Jiang Xi was already irritable because of the beating. At this time, two discouraged people came, and they couldn't help him if they didn't fight hard.

Jiang Xi's offensive is fierce, plus he has participated in the fighting training, how could these low-level flamboyants be his opponents, and he knocked them down.

"Don't mess with me again." Jiang Xi said, looking coldly at the people who fell on the ground.

Then I walked down the steps, kicked the stray nails off the road, and squatted down to check my bike.

Both the inner and outer tires had been blown, and there was a big hole missing in the tire. The tire must be replaced, and there was no way to mend it.

Just when Jiang Xi was still worrying about his tires, he felt a person running towards him from behind, Jiang Xi reacted swiftly and quickly got up and dodged aside.

A silver light flashed in the corner of his eyes, and the next second there was a burning pain in his arm, and the smell of fresh blood spread in the air.

At this time, Jiang Xi suddenly saw the scene of his own bloody palm interlocking with An Sheng's bloody palm.

Blood of my blood, give su power and protection, make su high and undefeated.

An Sheng's seductive murmur rang in Jiang Xi's ear again, it was like a spell, unraveling the spell that imprisoned wild beasts.

At that moment, Jiang Xi's aura became dangerous, and there was a trace of chill in that danger.

Jiang Xi reached out and wiped the blood on his arm. The thick and dark red blood was slowly sliding down on his fair and slender fingers. Jiang Xi's eyes shone with excitement, and he stuck out his tongue and licked it hanging on his finger. The blood drops, the smell of blood immediately filled the whole mouth, setting off a violent storm in my mind.

Jiang Xi shook off the blood on his hands, and looked down at the man lying on the ground holding a knife.

He smiled and said, "If you release the beast, you must be prepared to be torn apart."

The author has something to say:

Ah ha ha ha, gluttony is about to start! !so excited! ! !I'm so excited about the vice cp in it! ! ! !