hope for redemption

"Xixi you..." My mother paused to wipe her tears when she heard her say that, and the tears that had been suppressed just now poured out one after another.My mother took a deep breath and said with a choked voice: "Xixi, that matter is because mother is sorry for you. But mother also has her own difficulties. At that time, I divorced your father and I had nothing but the 30 yuan. Can't help me, your uncle is far away in Shenyang, he has more than enough heart and power. I am a woman, Ran Ran is still a girl, what do you want me to do in a family like Xiao's?!"

"So you sold me and gained a firm foothold in Xiao's house with the profits you got, right?" Jiang Xi heard his mother's rhetoric and his blood surged for a while, his body kept shaking, and he raised his voice to question Said: "No matter what, Xiao Keran is his own daughter! So you are still in the Xiao family?!"

"But Ran Ran is a girl! A girl!!" The mother threw the tissue on the ground and screamed excitedly: "And Xiao Yaoming already has a son! A daughter is nothing to him at all!" But nothing!! In a family like the Xiao family, they only recognize the son!! It is very difficult for me to live alone, and it is impossible for me to live with another child! I can only choose to gain a firm foothold in the Xiao family !!"

"Heh" Jiang Xi suddenly felt a little funny when he heard his mother's pale and feeble excuse. Looking at the increasingly unfamiliar woman in front of him, Jiang Xi shook his head and sneered, "Zhou Ping, do you really think that I have been with An Sheng for so many years?" , I still can't understand the twists and turns? How long are you going to pretend?"

My mother was taken aback when she heard Jiang Xi say that, her eyes widened suddenly, trembling with fear in her eyes, she said, "Xixi you...what are you...what do you mean?"

"Xiao Yaoming will be responsible for his daughter no matter what. I can't say how rich you are, but it's always possible to give you a stable life." Jiang Xi took a puff of cigarette and then puffed out all the smoke Go, then turned to look at my mother, raised a smile, stretched out my hand to gently wipe away the tears on my mother's face, looked at my mother's eyes full of fear, and said softly: "But, Mommy , you are too greedy, a stable life cannot satisfy your desires at all. You want power, you want money, and you want to be a woman like Aunt Liu. You can only get these when the Xiao family has a firm foothold. Therefore, when Wang Shenguo proposed to privately propose and put what you wanted in front of you, you chose what you wanted without hesitation and signed the private document , sold me."

"No! It's not like this, Xixi! You heard from your mother that if the incident that happened back then became a big issue, it would be bad for you if it spread! It would ruin you! That's why my mother chose to keep it private. !" My mother heard Jiang Xi mercilessly tore apart the fact that she had been covering up all this time, and placed it in front of her, explaining incoherently: "Moreover, it's not just my decision! Your father... Your father also took advantage of it! Besides, and you haven't really been...by Wang Xuan..."

"Yeah, Wang Xuan didn't have sex with me. So, if this matter becomes big, how will it affect me if I file a lawsuit?" Jiang Xi heard his mother's weaker and weaker defense, and the corners of her mouth raised silently. The arc became bigger, she raised her face, fixed her chin with her hand and forced her to look at him, took a deep breath, and said word by word: "I, he, mom, yes, no, yes, Being fucked by him, ah!"

My mood fluctuated a bit, and I didn't control the strength of my hand well.My mother snorted in pain, and when she heard what she said, she didn't dare to look at her without opening her eyes, she couldn't say anything to justify, she just shed tears silently.

Jiang Xi is so calm now, and when he brought up the incident four years ago again, Jiang Xi has no fear or anger in his heart, only the desire to destroy everything.

I want everyone to taste what it's like to be in the dark.

Putthemintothedarkness.

Evil thoughts grew wantonly in his mind, and evil thoughts whispered in his mind to bewitch him.

"Mom, brother, what are you doing?" A sweet girl's voice instantly hit Jiang Xi's nerves, and Jiang Xi immediately woke up and let go of her hand.

Jiang Xi couldn't believe the thoughts in his mind and his actions just now, and then a burst of dizziness struck, and Jiang Xi could barely stand by leaning against the wall.

The voice of his mother talking to his younger sister came to his ears indistinctly. Jiang Xi dropped the cigarette butt and supported his forehead. Feeling, start to breathless again.

Jiang Xi kept flashing his actions and thoughts just now in his mind, these things made Jiang Xi a little desperate.

I am more and more like An Sheng.

"Xixi? Xixi?" Mom carefully called her name beside her.

Jiang Xi regained consciousness in an instant, raised his eyes to look at his mother, and replied hoarsely: "What's wrong?"

"Xixi, are you okay?" Mom asked Jiang Xi, holding her sister's hand and looking at Jiang Xi with fear in her eyes.

"Yeah, brother, are you feeling unwell? Your eyes are red." The younger sister asked worriedly, grabbing the hem of her skirt.

"It's okay." Jiang Xi stood up straight, took a deep breath, cleared his throat and replied.

"Then let's go down now, the secretary has brought your things." Mom said.

"it is good."

Jiang Xi went downstairs with them, and as soon as he walked out, he saw a black car parked at the door.

Seeing Jiang Xi and the others come out, a thin man wearing a suit and tie with gold-rimmed eyes stepped out of the car.

"Ma'am, Master Jiang's things have been delivered, and I have handed over the books to Mr. Zhang. He asked Master Jiang to report to school at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." The man said to them respectfully, and then He took out a white bag from the car seat and handed it to Jiang Xi.

Jiang Xi reached out to take it and said thank you politely, and opened the bag to have a look. It contained four sets of school uniforms wrapped in transparent plastic bags and two school badges with red plastic shells.

"Okay, thanks for your hard work, Secretary Bai." Mom returned to her ladylike appearance in front of outsiders, straightened her waist and showed a standard smile.

"You're welcome, this is my job." Secretary Bai smiled and continued, "Ma'am, do you want to leave now?"

My mother looked at herself when she heard it, licked her lips, and was about to speak.Jiang Xi said directly: "I'll go first, Mom."

"Okay, let Secretary Bai see you off, it's not easy to take a taxi here." Mom nervously grabbed the bag in her hand and said hastily.

Jiang Xi thought for a while, this is the outskirts of the city, it is really not easy to take a taxi, so he agreed.

After getting in the car, Jiang Xi sat on the back seat and looked out the window without saying a word, and didn't come back to his senses until he heard Secretary Bai's voice.

"What? I'm sorry I didn't hear what you said." Jiang Xi looked at Secretary Bai who was driving ahead with some embarrassment and asked.

"It's okay, I said, are you going back to the compound directly?" Secretary Bai smiled to indicate that it's okay, raised his eyes and glanced at Jiang Xi through the rearview mirror and asked.

Jiang Xi didn't realize where the compound was for a moment, but then he did.The compound should be where my mother and the others live. The Xiao family is a big family in Lin County. It is said that the ancestors of the Xiao family are heroes at the founding level of the founding fathers. Every generation will come out of Lin County and even Changde City. characters.Today's county government is built on the rented land of the Xiao family. It is said that the compound is a quadrangle courtyard with a history of several decades, leaning against the green hills and facing the Lishui River.

"I don't live in the compound, so you send me directly to No. 117 Qingnian Road." Jiang Xi met Secretary Bai's probing eyes in the rearview mirror, and said calmly.

"Oh, okay." Secretary Bai hurriedly moved his eyes away, looking forward with dodge.

Jiang Xi looked away, leaned back on the back of the chair and closed his eyes to rest.

The emotional fluctuations just now were too great, and it was too exhausting.Now the nerves in my brain are tense and painful, and my temples seem to be pierced by countless thin steel needles, and the dense pain invades the skin and penetrates the texture.

I am also in a very bad mood now, with emotions such as irritability, fear, and powerlessness intertwined in my heart.

Jiang Xi leaned against the back of the chair, closed his eyes tightly, and thought over and over again of what happened just now, every movement, every expression, every evil thought of himself...

My actions, demeanor and the actions of the woman in my memory gradually overlapped and spread out, overlapped and spread out...

Jiaojiao, you really deserve to be my favorite work.

The woman in the memory leaned down|, whispering in her ear, like the devil's bewitching voice.

Delicate and charming red lips, rippling winking eyes, orchid-like breath... Her various features and even every strand of her hair are full of charm, making people get lost in the desire she created for you.

No!I'm not!Jiang Xi denied it over and over again in his mind, clenched his hands tightly, and the blue blood vessels in his hands burst out suddenly under his fair skin, showing the violent emotions of the owner of the body.

Youwon'tbelikethat. Youwon'tbelikethat. Youwon'tbelikethat.

The self sitting in the back seat of the car looked calm on the surface, but the self in his head was mad, roaring and roaring at the top of his lungs.

Jiang Xi gritted his teeth, dizzy for a while, and a sharp scream suddenly sounded in his ears. He felt like he was weightless, and his feet would step on the air and fall into the endless darkness in the next second.

Jiang Xi, you won't become like her!You will not become like her!You are different from her!You will never succumb to the lust for power like she did.

Suddenly, the endlessly extending road in the distance connects with the blue and cloudless sky, and the picture of a youthful boy bathing in the sun laughing and riding a bicycle; the lush and tall forest shakes the oily green leaves and stretches their teeth and claws. The images of farmers working in twos and threes wearing straw hats in the wheat field; the images of a boy in a black jacket with a flamboyant smile and lazily leaning against the door in the sunset, rushed into my mind one after another .

Light and darkness are intertwined, biting, and struggling with each other, like two fierce beasts fighting for the king.

At this moment, Jiang Xi's knuckles exerted strength, and his nails suddenly plucked the softest flesh of his palm fiercely. The pain pierced his nerves, and he suddenly pulled back the reason that was teetering on the edge of the cliff.

Consciousness gradually returned, and the head gradually became clear.

Jiang Xi's tense body suddenly softened, and he could only sit with the support of the chair back.It was as if he had just experienced a hearty battle, sweating profusely, exhausted and weak.But it was very happy, and the relief after all the pain accumulated in my heart was released made me very happy.

Jiang Xi opened his palm, and there were four obvious crescents on the delicate palm. The nails had pierced the skin but did not cut through the texture, only a trace of scarlet oozing.

Jiang Xi looked at his hands and smiled happily.It was a triumphant smile, proud, excited, lighthearted.

"I said, An Sheng, you underestimate me." Jiang Xi looked up at the roof of the car, with a firm light in his eyes, and murmured into the air.

"Okay, Young Master Jiang, we're here." Secretary Bai stopped the car, turned to look at Jiang Xi and said.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work." Jiang Xi had already adjusted his state, and there was no difference in his expression.

Having been with An Sheng for so many years, I have to say that she has taught Jiang Xi a lot.How to quickly and secretly release emotions, how to quickly organize emotions, how to analyze characters' movements...and, how to seduce.

Jiang Xi closed his eyes fiercely, restrained his thoughts, took the bag and prepared to get out of the car.

"Master Jiang, please wait a moment," Secretary Bai stopped Jiang Xi, pushed Jinsi's eyes and continued with a smile: "I am very sorry for the disrespectful remarks made by Master Xiao Yao to his wife at the dinner table just now. , but everyone is a family, as the saying goes, family ugliness should not be publicized, and I hope you will not tell this matter."

"Well, I see. Is there anything else?" Jiang Xi didn't show any expression when he heard Secretary Bai say that.He knew that this must be what his stepfather meant, and told him to shut up so as not to damage the reputation of their Xiao family.

"There is also about Madam's remarks about your homeroom teacher at the dinner table. Please don't take it seriously and don't spread it too much. There are some people we can't offend." Secretary Bai smiled respectfully and continued: " Xinming Villa is the private property of County Magistrate Xiao, if you need it in the future, you can take people there directly."

Jiang Xi's heart skipped a beat when he heard these two words, he was a little shocked, but he remained expressionless on the surface.

Secretary Bai looked at Jiang Xi's face, trying to find out something but in vain.

"Okay, I see." Jiang Xi nodded expressionlessly, while brainstorming rapidly.

Just now my mother said that her homeroom teacher was gay, and now Secretary Bai told herself to keep her mouth shut and not spread this matter around.Firstly, this shows that there is someone behind the head teacher, and this person is either equal to the Xiao family or superior to the Xiao family; secondly, not many people know about this matter, only those at the top of the power know, and they all agree Secretly kept this secret.

Another entanglement between powers.

Jiang Xi is really bored now, he really didn't expect that such a small county like Lin County would have such complicated entanglements between powers.It really echoes what An Sheng said: where there are class differences, there will be power struggles.

I originally chose Lin County because I wanted to escape from these things and live a life like an ordinary person, but I didn't expect to go around as if I would be involved again.

Really annoying.

"Okay, it's okay." Secretary Bai said.

Hearing what he said, Jiang Xi immediately took the bag and got out of the car.

Jiang Xi carefully observed his current situation in all directions, and he didn't seem to be at the center of power disputes.As long as I am a student honestly and dutifully, and don't get involved in the Xiao family's affairs, then these messy things will not involve me.

As for the villa, it occupies such a large area, and the decoration and furnishings inside are not cheap.It is self-evident that his stepfather, the magistrate of a small broken county town far away from the [-]th line, has the money to build such a villa.

How can you not get your shoes wet when you often walk by the river, I hope their final ending will not be too ugly.

After sorting out everything and seeing clearly, Jiang Xi became cheerful again, and went upstairs with light steps.

After Jiang Xi got home, he took a shower immediately, and the sticky feeling on his body was really uncomfortable.

Then he walked towards the bedroom while wiping his hair, and suddenly he saw the paper bag at the door, and remembered the school uniform and school badge inside.He casually threw the towel in his hand on the small round table, took the paper bag, and first took out the two school badges inside. Inside was a small paper card that had not been filled with information. Take out the paper card and fill in your personal information.

Jiang Xi took out the pen bag, which contained all kinds of pens. No matter when he was in Noah's Ark class or when he went out to pick up private work, Jiang Xi liked to use pens of various colors to mark.

Jiang Xi took out a Semir black ballpoint pen and filled in his name and class.Then he took out the cut photos from the file bag in the bookcase, tore off the release paper and pasted the photos on them.

Then he took out the four sets of school uniforms, two sets of short-sleeved summer clothes, and two sets of long-sleeved winter clothes.Jiang Xi tore them apart, then picked up the summer dress and tried it on.

No. [-] middle school uniforms are really ugly.

The oversized top over the hips, and the wide trousers that let the wind out when walking, really left Xi speechless.

"It doesn't matter, as long as I have a handsome face, that's all I need!" Jiang Xi comforted herself while quickly taking off her school uniform and throwing them into the washing machine together with the clothes she changed today.

Jiang Xi reckoned that it was only past three o'clock in the afternoon. According to the current temperature, school uniforms could definitely be done tomorrow.

Then Jiang Xi threw the phone away, lay down on the bed, and let go of his consciousness.

"Jingle Bell--"

The crisp ringtone suddenly rang in his ears, startling Jiang Xi to jump up immediately, and his emptied consciousness gradually came back.Jiang Xi picked up the phone and saw an unfamiliar number on the phone.

"Hi, hello, who is it?" Jiang Xi asked politely with doubts.

"Hello, Young Master Jiang, I'm Secretary Bai." Secretary Bai's voice rang on the other end of the phone.

"Oh, hello." Jiang Xi collected his thoughts and replied calmly.

"Hello, Young Master Jiang, how do you plan to go to school every day?" Secretary Bai's side was very quiet except for his voice.

When Jiang Xi heard him ask this question, she was a little stunned for a while, as if she hadn't considered this question.

"Master Jiang?" Secretary Bai's questioning voice pulled Jiang Xi back from his thoughts.

"Ride a bicycle." Jiang Xi said after thinking for a while.

Walking is unrealistic. If you take a taxi, although the fare in Linxian County is very cheap, it will be a lot of money if you accumulate it over time.

All things considered, cycling is the best option.

"Actually, we can arrange a car pick-up here." Secretary Bai directly gave his stepfather his plan.

"No need, I can just ride my bicycle." Jiang Xi calmly refused.

I don't want to get involved with them too much.

"Okay, what kind of bicycle do you like?" Secretary Bai asked again.

"No, I'll just buy it myself."

"Master Jiang, County Magistrate Xiao is your stepfather no matter what, and there are some things he needs to do." Secretary Bai gently reminded Jiang Xi of the twists and turns: "Besides, riding a bicycle to school in No. [-] Middle School is necessary. If you apply for registration in advance and then issue a license number plate, this number plate needs to be welded on the bicycle. We can help you complete this series of procedures and save you a lot of trouble.”

Jiang Xi laughed mockingly when he heard him say that, and said, "Okay, then you can buy it, the black one is fine."

"Okay, it will be delivered to your downstairs around seven o'clock in the evening."

Really know how to do face engineering.Jiang Xi hung up the phone and thought.

Lin Wang lifted the bicycle up the steps and pushed it into the corridor on the first floor, and suddenly found a new black mountain bike on the unoccupied space under the stairs.

"Mother-in-law!" Lin Wang shouted towards her mother-in-law's room while pushing his bicycle into the park next to the black mountain bike.

"Hey! Come and fight!" Grandma's footsteps and answers sounded at the same time, and the mother-in-law opened the door and walked towards him: "Are you coming back to fight?"

"Hmm" Lin Wang bent down and locked the bicycle, then turned around to look at her mother-in-law and asked, "Which one is the bicycle that fell off? (Whose bicycle is this?)"

"It's Xixi!" The mother-in-law replied and handed him something in her hands, "Go up and help Xixi install the curtains. (Go up and help Xixi install the curtains)."

"Oh, I know, you should go to bed early! (Oh, I see, you should go to bed early!)" Lin Wang took the curtain handed over by her mother-in-law and smiled and instructed.

"You too, don't play with your mobile phone too late." The mother-in-law said, "I called Yunyun on eleventh and came back for seven meals (eating), and you, Xiaonan and the others also came over together."

"Okay." Lin Wang turned around and closed the door, locked it, and then gently pushed her mother-in-law's shoulders and walked forward: "I will go up and beat. (I will go up.)"

The mother-in-law smiled and nodded and entered the room. Lin Wang closed the door for her and ran upstairs in three steps at a time.

"dong dong dong"

Lin Wang stood in front of Jiang Xi's room and knocked on the door, but no one answered.

"Jiang Xi, are you there?" Lin Wang stretched out his hand and patted the door harder, shouting.

"Yes, wait a minute." Jiang Xi's voice came from the room, Lin Wang judged based on the voice, Jiang Xi should be in the master bedroom.

After a rustling sound, Jiang Xi opened the door in her bathrobe.

Looking at the scene in front of him, Lin Wang suddenly became angry.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Xi looked at himself and asked.

"Cough" Lin Wang slightly tilted his head and looked away from Jiang Xi, he cleared his throat and said, "Mother-in-law asked me to install the curtains for you."

"Oh, okay, then come in." Jiang Xi slightly gathered the collar of the bathrobe, turned sideways and invited herself in.

Lin Wang saw the carpet in the master bedroom, and consciously took off his shoes while holding the door frame.

As soon as you enter the master bedroom, a scent of green grass mixed with milk penetrates into your nostrils, and the warm yellow light illuminates the room, presenting the scene in the room.

Jiang Xi didn't know what he was doing just now. There were a few torn pieces of paper covered in English, a laptop with videos on it, and a pair of black headphones with a microphone scattered on the carpet.

"Can you come and pick up this stick?" Lin Wang stepped onto the bay window, dismantled the shelf for hanging the curtains, and took off the main stick.

"Okay." Jiang Xi hurried over and took the stick from Lin Wang's hand.

As Jiang Xi approached, the aroma of green grass milk became stronger and stronger, Lin Wang involuntarily took a deep breath.

Lin Wang unfolded the curtain in his hand, pulled one end of the window rail, turned his head to Jiang Xi and said, "Give me the end of the stick."

"Which end?" Jiang Xi asked from the side.

"..."

Lin Wang was a little speechless when he heard Jiang Xi ask such a question, but then he found it funny.

"How do you think you can distinguish the front end from the back end of the stick?" Lin Wang pulled the curtain and turned around jokingly: "Any end is fine."

"Okay." Jiang Xi turned her head in embarrassment and handed the stick in her hand to Lin Wang, perhaps realizing that her question just now was a bit stupid.

Lin Wang smiled and put the window rail in slowly. As the window rail was slowly inserted into the stick, Lin Wang gradually approached Jiang Xi.

Jiang Xi's indistinguishable face was covered with a layer of fascination under the warm yellow light, and her undried hair was messy on her forehead, like a rain curtain covering the rippling water. Eyes, the neckline of the bathrobe that was tight just now is now loose, revealing the delicate and beautiful collarbone, and the white and slender legs under the bathrobe...

Everywhere is silently seducing his own sex.

Lin Wang only felt that he was gradually falling into a gentle net full of the fragrance of green grass and milk, and this net slowly but tightly wrapped him from head to toe.

Willingly sink into it, sinking into it softly.

"Lin Wang." Jiang Xi took a step back calmly and called out to himself.

Lin Wang regained consciousness in an instant, and replied in a hoarse voice.Then he hurriedly took the stick from Jiang Xi's hand, stepped onto the bay window and installed the curtains.

"I'll go back first." After installing the curtains, Lin Wang hurried out of the master bedroom, and said with his back to Jiang Xi while holding on to the door frame to put on his shoes.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work." Jiang Xi's voice came from behind, with no emotion.

"Go to bed early, good night." Lin Wang left this sentence and ran away without looking back.

He opened the door frantically, changed his slippers and went straight to the bathroom, took off his school uniform and turned on the shower.

The sound of water mixed with the boy's sexy low roar echoed in the silent room.

The author has something to say:

Well, it is estimated that there is only one more volume to be finished, and the next volume will directly enter the campus.Well, you can probably guess what Xixi does.Chihi's background will come out first.Some backgrounds are directly written, and some are shop details such as the brand of XX clothes.Each sentence may reveal important information.Don't read it immediately after I send it out, wait for 20 minutes, because I have to proofread the manuscript on my mobile phone to see if there are any typos or blocked words.