The days when I lived with my 18-year-old schoolboy father

If everything that happened in the past, present, and future is an infinite reincarnation, and you have tried countless times to change your destiny, but you are always stopped by time and rules, then you will bow your head and become a slave of time. From then on, believe in fate, no longer resist, or always persist?

Fate has asked Yan Qingcheng the same question countless times, and the answer he gave has never changed, just like what he said to his son today: Man is determined to conquer nature.

For fate, the rule that people know is always: a person has only one life, sometimes there is no chance if he misses it, and what has happened cannot be changed.

But for Yan Qingcheng, this is not the case.

For him, life is an endless cycle, a complete circle with no break.

"Before Yaoyao, did you not understand why Dad seemed to know more than others? What he did was not something that an 18-year-old who just came of age could do?"

"Duck, Dad is much better than others, but Dad has no memory of the future, he is also an ordinary person, Yao Yao doesn't know why."

"Dad does not have the memory of his previous life like Yaoyao. But sometimes, obsession and family affection can make people change and improve."

In the end, Yan Qingcheng just explained it this way.

Counting carefully, he has survived for three lifetimes.A person only lives one life, but Yan Qingcheng has lived three lives. If he earns money, he earns it. He doesn't need any memory of the future or the past, and he can easily achieve achievements that others may not be able to achieve in a lifetime.

But does it make sense?Remarkable achievements, in fact, played very little role in saving his son.

The experience of the first life is very ordinary.

Yan Qingcheng was born in an orphanage. He is very talented in computer science and electronic product design, and has a very keen sense of business development. He can see business opportunities that others cannot find immediately.

Such unique conditions combined with hard life made Yan Qingcheng the richest man in Jiangcheng at the age of 22. He single-handedly founded the famous Yan's consortium, which was instantly in the limelight.

However, success in career means a lot of energy investment, vigorous professionalism, strong desire to win and lose, and innate desire to control, obliterating a man's yearning for love and ordinary family life, and the result is:

He and Xin Moyi, the daughter of the Xin family, met by chance. Although they didn't like each other, the benefits brought by the commercial marriage were considerable.

Although he has no feelings, Yan Qingcheng has fulfilled all the respect his wife should have and the responsibilities he should fulfill as a husband.

His life has always had a clear purpose and strict planning, what should be done and what should not be done, and executed meticulously.

Getting married means having an heir, but Xin Moyi has devoted her whole life to the music business, and she is unwilling to have children by herself no matter what.

Under all kinds of disputes, behind her husband's back, and for some unknown reason, she actually asked Zhong Changsheng for help, and conceived her first child with the immature test-tube baby technology.

After Yan Qingcheng learned the truth, he was furious. For the first time, a man with strong self-control and indifference spoke coldly to his wife. He questioned his wife sharply like a rage.

Yan Qingcheng has always been interested in the medical profession. Although he did not have the opportunity to study in depth, he still knows a little bit about it.He knows exactly how much hidden danger the immature test-tube baby technology has on the health of newborns.

It was because he was too aware of the terrible illness his son would face after birth that he lost his composure like that.

After knowing the existence of test-tube babies, Yan Qingcheng, who has always been a workaholic, no longer clings to his career. He runs to the research institute every day, looking forward to the birth of his son.This is the first time he wants to have his own family, wants to have a son.

However, no matter how careful the care was, nothing could be saved. My son was born with a whole body of illnesses. His legs were paralyzed and unable to walk.

From the birth of his son to the age of four, Yan Qingcheng never closed his eyes peacefully at night.

For Yan Yao, he always feels guilty and can't sleep at night, but he cherishes it, and the way of education always seems stretched and disorganized.

Yan Qingcheng was born in an orphanage and has lived alone for more than 20 years. Apart from his career, he has nothing else in his life.

In addition, after Yan Yao was born, the Yan's consortium encountered an unprecedented crisis, internal and external troubles, Yan Qingcheng was betrayed by his partners several times, although in the end he survived the crisis by his own strength, and even at the age of 26, the Yan's consortium has become He has become a leader in the industry, and his development momentum is unstoppable, but years of suffering still make him physically and mentally exhausted, and his flawed personality has become even more indifferent.

What Xin Moyi said is quite right, Yan Qingcheng himself is not a complete and healthy person, he has no empathy, let alone raising his son.

He made too many mistakes in raising his son. He was so sick that he was dying at the age of 38, and he didn't make up for it.

Yan Yao was his only son, his only weakness, his only treasure, but the one he owed the most was also his son.

Probably when people are about to die, they will know what they are really afraid of and what they care about.Before Yan Qingcheng passed away, what he feared most was that his son would not survive.

He is not a good father, but he understands his son better than anyone.He knows the character of Yan Yao best.

But there was no way, when he was parting, Yan Qingcheng called his wife back from abroad, took Zhong Changsheng home to accompany Yan Yao, and arranged for his son's future life, but it still didn't help.

Probably before his death, the tears that his son fell on his neck were so hot that even fate could not stop such heavy thoughts, his life was able to enter an infinite cycle of reincarnation.

But going back in time doesn't mean you can remember everything.Yan Yao can go back to the past with his memory because he has a small black hole on his body and is not bound by rules.But Yan Qingcheng was not.

In the second life, Yan Qingcheng didn't have any memories of his previous life, but the obsession engraved on his soul would not disappear because of the loss of memory.

He started to spare time to study medicine, much harder than in his previous life.The career development is no different from the previous life, and it is still smooth.

Until he turned 21, he met Xin Moyi, his future wife.

Just like in the previous life, he entered into a commercial marriage with the Xin family, but this time, for some reason, he began to treat his wife inexplicably, obedient and responsive, and even thought of his future son's name on the wedding day.

He clearly doesn't remember anything, but subconsciously thinks that his son's name is "Yan Yao", and hopes that his wife can give birth to the son smoothly.

Xin Moyi was indeed moved by Yan Qingcheng's sincerity. She began to have a good impression of Yan Qingcheng, but she was still unwilling to conceive a child by herself and insisted on using test-tube baby technology. Choose a husband and a child according to the land, and spend your life in vain.

There is still a problem with the different concept of marriage. Even if Yan Qingcheng doesn't love his wife, Xin Moyi's answer still shocks him greatly.

He has no memory of the past, but he knows that he must have a son named Yan Yao, and he cannot be a test-tube baby. His son must be born safely like a normal child, and he will be healthy and healthy for the rest of his life.

Obsession drives people crazy. During that time, Yan Qingcheng worked overtime at the company until late at night. Even if the company had nothing to do, he never thought of going home to quarrel with his wife. He often sat all night long.

He knew that he had no right to ask his wife to bear children for him, and women had the right to freely choose whether to have children.

But the wife knew that the test-tube baby technology would cause the future child to suffer from illnesses for a lifetime, and might not even live to be an adult, so she was still unwilling to compromise.

In the end, Yan Qingcheng filed for divorce.He really hopes to have a son, but if this will make his son suffer for the rest of his life, then he might as well not have it, he knows that he is reluctant.

As a parent, who can watch their son suffer?Or the misery brewed by oneself, it is too cruel.Perhaps it is a kind of luck that the son never came to this world.

For this reason, his wife cried and made noises, but she still couldn't persuade Yan Qingcheng to give up her son and choose her, so they divorced.

The ex-wife went far away and married someone else.Yan Qingcheng guards his business kingdom and is alone.

In that life, Yan Qingcheng still died of the virus, and still died at the age of 38. He did not remarry, had no son, and had no beauty medicine, so he passed away alone in the muddy tears of the old Dean Zhong.

Until the third world comes.

Yan Qingcheng lived his life step by step again, but this time, his memory of his son was much clearer than in the previous life.

He spent more time changing himself, making up for his personality flaws, and learning to be a good father early on.

He hired a nanny to learn how to take care of children, make small clothes for his son, build a baby room, pile up children's toys he made himself, and even go to early education classes like those young parents who just got married and had children to learn how to teach their sons .

He spent more energy studying medicine, and his career no longer soared like in his previous life, but it also developed smoothly.

People around him thought that Yan Qingcheng was crazy, he had made so many preparations for an unfounded child, only he knew that he was waiting for his son to be born.

Still in the same year, he married Xin Moyi.

The difference is that in this life, Xin Moyi seems to have fallen in love with Yan Qingcheng because of Yan Qingcheng's changes, but love did not make her blind. She still chose to breed a test-tube baby without telling her husband, in order to fulfill her husband's wish.

Thus Yan Yao was born, when Yan Qingcheng was caught off guard.

The most terrifying thing happened. When his wife told him about the existence of his son, Yan Qingcheng suddenly couldn't remember what he had done in the past 20 years.

He looked at the baby room, toys, and small clothes at home, but couldn't think of anything, and even thought it was prepared by his wife.

He also forgot that his son's name is Yan Yao.

It was not until his son was about to die of illness when he was two years old that he went to Tibet at Zhong Changsheng's suggestion and brought back his son's name and a longevity lock.

Everything that happened in the next ten years is the memory of Yan Yao's previous life.

The tragedy of fate can destroy people's will and easily make the efforts of three generations go to waste.

Yan Yao didn't know that his father had hoped for him for three lifetimes, and Yan Qingcheng didn't know that every effort he made would fall short in the established destiny.

The real and only turning point to break the shackles of fate happened in the previous life, when Yan Qingcheng passed away.

It was the day before Yan Qingcheng died of illness, he was lying on the hospital bed looking sideways out of the window, waiting for his son to come over.There are some last words that have not been ordered, and he is worried about his son.

The rain outside the window was pattering, for some reason, Yan Qingcheng suddenly saw Yan Yao on the path outside.

The boy who was supposed to be taken care of was uncommonly unaccompanied and did not hold an umbrella. He just sat quietly in the wheelchair, looking down at the blooming tulips in the flower bed in the fine rain.

The boy's soft black hair was wet, and it was wet against his forehead. The hand that reached out to pick the flowers was thin, pale and emaciated, as if it would break at any time.

This hospital is the private hospital of Yan's family. The flowers planted in the yard are all according to his son's preferences. If the boy wants it, he can find someone to pick a bunch of it for him. Yan Qingcheng doesn't know why his son has to go there in person. .

The boy carefully touched several flowers, and finally chose a pink one that looked very girly, picked it off, hugged it in his arms, and slowly pushed the wheelchair away.

After a long time, the door of the ward was pushed open, Yan Yao changed into clean clothes, dried her hair, and entered the door with flowers in her arms.

The boy put a pink tulip into a vase, handed it to Yan Qingcheng, and whispered, "This is for Dad."

Pink tulips, eternal love.In fact, it is not suitable for expressing family affection, but the son foolishly took it back.

Yan Qingcheng responded, raised his hand to call his son over, and stroked the boy's still wet hair.

There was no expression on his son's face, he was dull, quiet and well-behaved, but Yan Qingcheng suddenly wanted to cry.

At this moment, all kinds of memories flooded into my mind non-stop like the tide rushing under the setting sun.

He remembered everything.

The seriously ill man forced himself to sit up, reached out and hugged his son in his arms with difficulty, but said nothing.

Are you unwilling?angry?pain?Are you desperate?The question after question was like a heavy bell, hitting my heart, and the blood in my heart was gurgling down, but there was no sound.

"Father loves you." The man hugged his son, said these words calmly, then bowed his head and kissed his son's cool forehead.

Like a promise, he and his son ushered in the fourth life together.

Maybe Yan Qingcheng didn't remember anything in this life, but he still won. Even if it was time, he never thought that Yan Qingcheng would become a dual personality and become the biggest variable of fate.

He kept his son, and time was clearly helpless against what he did, otherwise he wouldn't have used Yan Yao for surgery.Then the next step is to ensure the safe birth of the son, and then destroy the established destiny.

Yan Qingcheng leaned over and hugged the little son in his arms, and patted him lightly.

"Yaoyao will always be Dad's son, don't be afraid, this time, even if Yaoyao is a test-tube baby, Dad will still let you be born in a healthy way."

"What about Dad himself? Will he live to be a hundred years old?" the child asked expectantly.

"I will live longer than Yaoyao, so that Yaoyao will always be with my father, okay?"

"Good duck!" Yan Yao suddenly became happy, rushed forward and kissed Yan Qingcheng's face, then slid off his father's legs, climbed onto the children's trampoline not far away, and jumped up triumphantly.

Qi Yue, who was awakened by the bombing again: Baby, you look so stupid... Dad couldn't refuse.