The days when I lived with my 18-year-old schoolboy father

When Qi Yue was angry and beat the cub, it was too difficult to get Fang Li online.

Yan Yao was slapped on her little butt by Qi Yuehu, she was so frightened that her hands and feet were tightly wrapped around his father's body, her fluffy little head was also buried, and she pretended to cry a few times wittily. voice, trying to soften his father's heart.

But he just did something bad and scared his father half to death, how could he just turn a blind eye to Qi Yue's violent temper.

Before his son howled a few times, Qi Yue pulled the little boy off his back, stuffed it into his arms, turned over, and slapped his little butt twice, the sound was very loud.

This directly knocked Yan Yao into a daze, the child blinked blankly, barely regained consciousness, immediately raised his head and howled with a wow, the original fake cry became a real cry.

Bean-sized teardrops were instantly like pearls with broken strings, continuously slipping down from the corners of her reddened eyes, Yan Yao's face was flushed from crying in a short while, her thin breasts heaved and fell, and she couldn't even breathe.

Normally, Qi Yue would have hugged his son and started coaxing him at this moment, but at this moment, hearing the delicate crying, he slowly lowered his eyes, stared at his son's crying face for a few seconds, and suddenly closed his eyes for some reason Eyes, opened again, the narrow and long phoenix eyes were pitch black, and no emotion could be seen.

The son in his ear was crying more and more, Qi Yue finally raised his hand, wiped away his tears, and said in a low voice:

"You cry so hard after being spanked by your father a few times, why are you not afraid at all when you think about going to die?"

As soon as these words came out, Yan Yao was stunned.

Qi Yue looked at his son's blank expression, and curled his lips in self-deprecating manner: "You want to tell Suzhou North all the prophecies, and change the fate of that little boy together, and then hide it from Dad, die when the time is up, and start a new life When my son is born, it doesn't matter if my next son's name is Yan Yao or not...you are so courageous, why are you still crying?"

When Qi Yue said these words, his tone was extremely calm, and his dark phoenix eyes were indifferent, as if he didn't care at all, but the hands holding his son were trembling uncontrollably from the beginning to the end, and the fingers were even irregular The ground twitched slightly, and the whole body tensed up.

He looked at his son's tear-filled eyes, paused, and reached out to put Yan Yao down.

However, the child felt his father's refusal, and immediately cried even worse. He desperately stretched his little hands and feet to hug Qi Yue, and buried his whole body in his father's arms until he hid himself in Qi Yue's arms Then he raised his head and sobbed softly: "Father, don't...don't want me...you can't don't want medicine..."

"But you don't want a father anymore." Qi Yue frowned, and wiped away the teardrops from the corners of his son's eyes with his rough fingertips, he felt hot with his hands, as if he had touched a small flame, burning all the way to his heart.

He bent down to hug his son, and said calmly:

"Father is different from Fang Li. I am not interested in black holes or the future at all. I only care about the present and whether I can succeed. But you are my son. Compared with Yaoyao's life, success is not so important.

Dad has learned a lot from Fang Li, hoping to understand your background and the difficulties you are facing. Even if Fang Li proposes personality fusion, I have no intention of objecting. Fang Li and I are both your fathers. You can do whatever you want.

But Dad is ready for everything, but today I heard Zhong Changsheng say that you want to save me, you will become smaller, disappear, and be born again, does Yaoyao know how I feel?Do you know why Fang Li can't see you? "

"I don't know... I didn't want Dad..." The child stretched out his little hand to wipe his eyes in a panic, sobbed, and retorted in a low voice, "Yao Yao is trying to save Dad... I didn't think... to make Dad sad..."

"Then have you ever thought about it, what will Dad do when you finish what you should do and go alone?" Qi Yue asked in a low voice.

"..." Yan Yao immediately pursed her small mouth nervously, her eyes full of panic and confusion.

He looked at his silent father, and it took him a long time before he said aggrievedly: "...I will be born again, Yaoyao will be at the end of next year..."

Before he finished speaking, Yan Yao was covered by a big hand, he blinked, remembering what he predicted would become smaller, the round teardrops fell down again, feeling extremely sad.

The son obediently didn't struggle, so Qi Yue let go of his hand, looked deeply at the child in his arms, suddenly lowered his head and moved closer, pressed against the child's forehead, and rubbed against the child's forehead lightly, his originally low and melodious voice became hoarse. Shen Sheng said:

"You can be born again, but you are sure, does Dad know that the child is you? Will he be called Yan Yao?

Dad doesn't know anything about the future. How do you know that I will still be willing to marry and have children?

Even if Dad chooses to get married and have children in order to find you back, what is the exact time?I don't know what year, month, and day you were born, and I don't even know who your mother is. Where did you go to have a child? "

Yan Yao listened to these words in a daze, her blushing peach eyes kept looking at his father.

However, he did not bow his head to admit his mistake, even if everything Qi Yue said was reasonable and correct, he was not willing to admit his mistake.

The child was silent for a long time before he spoke word by word in a soft voice: "Yaoyao doesn't want...to let father disappear, neither father nor father. If Yaoyao doesn't do things now, father will die in the future. Yaoyao I’m still alone. Compared to being without a father, being born again isn’t as painful at all.”

It's just growing up again as a baby, and there's nothing hard to accept.Even if there was an accident, he would no longer be Yan Qingcheng's son, would not even be born again, and would disappear in this world forever, his wish would be fulfilled.

"Yaoyao has a wish. She wants to be with her father and live a long, long life. If they can't be two, then it's good that her father can live a long, long life."

"Actually, in the past, when my father fell ill and passed away, medicines could help me live. But my grandpa said that I didn't have the willpower to survive. Grandpa didn't know why, but I knew it because my father was gone."

"Only my father is the only family member who loves me, because my mother has her own child. Yao Yao is a bad child who never grew up. She cannot live alone."

Yan Yao actually stopped crying while she was talking. There were still tears in her clear and round peach blossom eyes, but she wasn't crying out of breath like before. She just sobbed once in a while, as if she suddenly grew up and became sensible. There is a faint shadow of the time when I was 16 years old.

Qi Yue stared at his son's chubby face quietly, while Fang Li in his body also watched silently.

It wasn't until this time that they realized that their son had never really become smaller. The 16-year-old, lonely and quiet Yan Yao was in his body from beginning to end.

Perhaps the son's mind has indeed degenerated into infancy, becoming childish and ignorant, but that is only limited to daily life. In terms of major events, the 16-year-old Yan Yao still exists, always guiding the 8-year-old child to achieve it step by step. own wishes.

And this wish not only belongs to the 16-year-old son, but also belongs to the 8-year-old, 5-year-old, and even 3-year-old sons. It lasted for 14 years, spanned another 20 years, and continued to this moment.

Qi Yue suddenly accepted this fact, accepted the fact that his son came to this era with the mission of saving him, would eventually fulfill his wish, become smaller, disappear, and be reborn in the end.

This fact, whether it is Fang Li, Qi Yue or Zhong Changsheng, should have admitted long ago, but they don't believe in fate, they can't watch their son suffer for themselves.

However, if this pointless persistence led to Yan Qingcheng's future death, then even if Yan Yao hadn't been reborn and lived on, in the year of Yan Qingcheng's death, Yan Yao would still die of illness.

"If medicine can't change your fate, your father will die of illness when you are 16 years old, and you will die with him, right?" Qi Yue asked in a low voice.

"Well. Yaoyao didn't want to tell Dad, but what Dad said was right. If you don't know anything, then Yaoyao will probably disappear forever, because Dad may not have another child, and he doesn't know anything about me. time to be born."

As soon as the childish words fell, Yan Yao was hugged tightly by Qi Yue, strangled tightly.

The child obediently stretched out his arms to hug him back, and even heard his father's extremely rapid heartbeat.

He tilted his head ignorantly, and stretched out his small hand to try to touch Qi Yue's face, but he couldn't reach it, so he said softly, "Dad, don't be sad."

"What's your father's name from now on?" A hoarse voice sounded.

"Yan Qingcheng." Yan Yao replied in a straight voice.

"Okay." Qi Yue slowly closed his eyes, and then spoke softly after a while, "Dad is sorry for Yaoyao. Dad is wrong."

Failed to be a good father to accompany you to grow up.

I failed to save my life to accompany you to live.

Can't make you happy, even a little bit.

"Yaoyao has been wronged." Qi Yue lowered his head, put his thin lips close to the two round hairs on the top of his son's head, and kissed lightly.

The scorching breath almost scalded the child, but Yan Yao bent her peach eyes and smiled, twisted in his father's arms foolishly, and said stickily: "Yao Yao loves dad."

"Daddy loves you." Fang Li's calm and indifferent voice sounded.

It seems that at this moment, the two personalities merged silently, and then gradually separated, returning to their original form.

But when the young man opened his eyes, he clearly returned to the fusion state, and he really became Yan Qingcheng, Yan Yao's only father.