Stand at forty

For Yu Jinhuan, time is pressing and difficult.

Yuan Tianyi was not around, and he couldn't tell him about the investigation. Yu Jinhuan always felt that he was fighting an unknown enemy alone, and no one could guide him forward.

In the past, no matter how many difficulties there were, he would know what to do if he took a look at Yuan Tianyi, because the focus of his life was on Yuan Tianyi.

Now, he can still gain strength and courage from Yuan Tianyi, but no one can tell him what to do?In fact, he was not ready to accept the worst facts, and the more things he found, the more weird things became more and more. There seemed to be a net around him, and every mesh was a pit. It is easy to climb out of one pit and fall into another pit.

He was very frustrated, and even thought of simply staying at the bottom of a pit, waiting for Yuan Tianyi to come back and pull himself up.

But the more he knew, it was like opening Pandora's box. He couldn't control himself and wanted to find out.

Picking and picking, after a busy morning, Yu Jinhuan skipped work and left Jinzun in the face of Jia Fei's substantive complaints.In the entire secretariat, only Huang Junjie had no complaints about his early departure, and he patted his chest and assured: "Boss, don't worry, we will definitely complete the tasks you taught us."

Yu Jinhuan smiled kindly at him, said a few words of encouragement, and took the elevator to leave.

This time, he is going to visit his former teachers, from elementary school, junior high school to high school.Because he doesn't have much memory of his classmates, he needs to learn some information from the teachers first, and then judge which old classmates he should communicate with.

Fortunately, its academic performance has always been at the top. Although it is not particularly top-notch, he is very obedient. He has always been a good student in the teacher's mouth, and he is also considered a child of half a family.

Seeing him again, most of the teachers were very happy. Although some people could no longer recognize him, as long as they explained the purpose of coming and recalled it, the teachers could say a few words about what happened at that time.But the time is too long, and there are very few things that can be remembered. The whole afternoon and evening, Yu Jinhuan had nothing to gain.

But talking to the teachers is always different. Yu Jinhuan can feel their joy and the hope that all the students are well, which makes him feel very warm.

On Friday and Saturday, he didn’t get any special information. He only felt tired physically and mentally. Make a note and go through it again to see if there are any overlooked points, and for future reference.

On Sunday, Yu Jinhuan decided not to visit the junior high school teachers for the time being, but to start with the high school teachers first. After all, they are closer in time, and the possibility of remembering some things is higher.Thinking of this, he realized that he had made a mistake two days ago.

The first one he visited was the head teacher in the first year of high school. The head teacher always knew more about the students, not to mention that Mr. Cheng should have more memories of the students because he was involved with them in the third grade.

"Mr. Cheng, hello, I'm Yu Jinhuan, I have something I want to talk to you about?" Because there was an appointment in advance, Yu Jinhuan entered Teacher Cheng's house smoothly.

Teacher Cheng is an old man who lives alone. He likes to dance, write and ink.

"Yu Jinhuan, the teacher still remembers you. I remember that you liked poetry, calligraphy and painting when you were in school, and you seemed to have a quiet temperament."

Teacher Cheng sat on the sofa very casually, and did not ask him the purpose of coming, but chatted with him for a while about ink painting.In fact, Yu Jinhuan hasn't touched these things for a long time. He remembers that he liked them very much, but it seems that his liking has dissipated since he was with Yuan Tianyi.

"Yeah, the liking when I was young will never last forever." Yu Jinhuan said with emotion at the end.

"I don't think so. You still have the temperament of an ancient scholar in your bones. I have never missed my students." Teacher Cheng sipped his tea with a smile and continued, "Maybe something suppressed your nature. But it doesn’t mean that you don’t like ink painting anymore, you just don’t have the chance to live out that self.”

There is only one problem with this Mr. Cheng that makes the students keep him at a respectful distance, that is, he likes to reason, and he always talks endlessly.

When he was in school, Yu Jinhuan didn't like this teacher either, but now he may be in a different mood, but he is quite touched by Teacher Cheng's words.

But he didn't forget his purpose of coming here. Although he wasn't sure what he wanted to know, at least the more he knew, the more likely he was to unravel the mystery of his life.

"Mr. Cheng, I came to you to ask, have you found anything wrong with me or my classmates and friends during my three years in high school?"

He asked this question, as if he himself was not normal.Teacher Cheng didn't respond right away, but lowered his head and thought for a long time, and when Yu Jinhuan thought he couldn't hear what he wanted to know, he suddenly said, "There are a lot of strange things, that boy Yuan Tianyi suddenly When I transferred to another school, I quickly got along with the people in my class. Everyone knew that he liked you, and they all helped him chase you. Girls who liked you all liked him, and those who didn’t like you didn’t like you even more. They originally had a relationship with you. Good male classmates stay away from you."

Teacher Cheng took another sip of tea, and then said: "That kid Jiashu obviously liked you before, but he suddenly came together with Lin Tianyuan. What I don't understand the most is that Yuan Tianyi really chased you."

Yu Jinhuan looked at Mr. Cheng, who was serious and gossip about the students' puppy love, and really couldn't respond, "Teacher, why are you so—"

"So vulgar? Teacher, I am also a person, and I am still a layman living in the mundane world, and I have grown from a bachelor to an old bachelor. It is normal to have such hobbies."

But the protagonist of the gossip is sitting directly opposite you, Yu Jinhuan can't hide the doubt on his face.

"Hey, it's so casual, student Yu, what I said is the truth, think carefully about what I said just now, I'm not gossiping, but I really think all this is very strange, although it happened as it should Naturally, but it's just a coincidence that makes people have to wonder."

Teacher Cheng then explained to him: "Think about it, all the things happened together just now, that's a plot that only exists in movies, even in movies, there should be someone who doesn't like you and finds something for you." Troublesome people should appear, but no, you are just artificially isolated, and then unconsciously walked into Yuan Tianyi's love trap, and the people around you are going along with it, no one objects or gossips, this is not weird enough ?”

Yu Jinhuan didn't know how to refute Teacher Cheng's statement, but this statement made him feel so cold that he couldn't speak immediately.

"Come, come, have a cup of hot tea." Teacher Cheng handed him a cup of tea, and he held it tightly.

Teacher Cheng stared at his finger for a while, and said with a smile: "I forgot to ask you just now, are you married to Yuan Tianyi?"

Yu Jinhuan also looked at the ring on his finger. This ring was custom-made by the two when they were in college. Now it is a little tight on his finger. He nodded and said, "Yes, I have been with him all these years. There have been quarrels, conflicts, cold wars for many years, and finally getting married."

"Do you mind what I just said?" Teacher Cheng was still smiling, "I said, classmate Yu, you are so overwhelmed, what is this? It’s just for the love of me, I won’t mind too much after I know the truth, compared with the present, the past that is a foregone conclusion is really nothing to mention.”

"But there are many things I don't understand?"

"You will understand when it's time for you to understand. What kind of truth is the truth found from the past? As time changes, the truth will change. Instead of looking for clues from the past, it is better to start to understand the world from now on."

Yu Jinhuan didn't speak, and silently thought about Teacher Cheng's words.

Teacher Cheng didn't bother him for a while, but after 10 minutes passed, Yu Jinhuan still looked like he was indulging in his own thoughts. Teacher Cheng said unwillingly: "You have fallen into the pit again, and you still can't figure it out after thinking about it for so long. Why don't you ask me directly. I am the present, and every moment you think about is the past, understand?"

"Don't discuss philosophy with me? I haven't studied literature for a long time." Yu Jinhuan suddenly realized, and joked with Teacher Cheng.

"You dare to come to me if you don't study literature. Don't you know that I am the high school head teacher who hates students who don't understand literature?" Teacher Cheng made a gesture to drive him away, and Yu Jinhuan immediately begged for mercy.

"Teacher, don't worry, literature has always been in my heart. Listening to Jun's words today is better than reading sage books for ten years."

"That's right, my mind is flexible enough, but it's a pity that my great future was wasted in vain. Remember one sentence, feelings can be vented, but you can't be swayed by them. I always have to be in my heart, let's go, don't send it off." Teacher Cheng indicated that Yu Jinhuan should After leaving, Yu Jinhuan solemnly bowed to Teacher Cheng, turned and left.

"I don't know if I'm helping him or hurting him by doing this?" Teacher Cheng was sitting on the sofa and was about to pick up the cup when he lost his balance and the tea splashed all over him.

Yu Jinhuan went downstairs with a relaxed pace, stood downstairs, and stared silently at the teacher's window for a while, thanking this teacher Cheng from the bottom of his heart.

It is rare to have an afternoon of free time. He is not going to visit those teachers again. Teacher Cheng's words have given him a lot of inspiration. He needs to know the truth, but more importantly, he needs to live a good life now. Fan Hao, he plans to ask Zhao Liangliang to come out to relax and relax the tense mood in recent days.

"Yu Jinhuan, what can you do with me?" From a long distance away, Yu Jinhuan heard Zhao Liangliang's loud greeting.

"You have lived up to your parents' expectations of you, loud enough and bright enough."

"That's right, I think so too. I, Zhao Liangliang, will surely become a blockbuster when I appear on the stage."

"It's a good thing, I see you are so happy." Yu Jinhuan seemed to be able to see a layer of golden light on Zhao Liangliang's body, which was very dazzling.

"Hey, it's nothing if you found out. It's just that our family proposed to me. Propose." Zhao Liangliang was shy, and his words were a little awkward.

"It's because you acted too obviously, like you won the lottery jackpot," Yu Jinhuan said bluntly, "Also, don't act like a little girl."

"I'm so happy, I can't control it." Zhao Liangliang was even more twitchy.

Yu Jinhuan turned his eyes away and asked, "Did you agree?"

"The opportunity is rare, of course I have to agree."

"You are so active, no wonder he didn't want to propose to you before, because even if you don't get married, you are still a vegetable in his basket."

"Don't talk about him, talk about you, how can you ask me out today when you have time?"

I just wanted to start something, so of course I wouldn't say this, Yu Jinhuan replied casually: "Long time no see, I miss you a little."

"You're not in love with me, are you?!" Zhao Liangliang looked at him with an exaggerated expression.

Yu Jinhuan felt that he could not disappoint the other party's performance, nodded, approached the other party's head, and said, "Yes, I want to see you during the day and at night, no matter how busy I am."

Zhao Liangliang looked like he had been struck by lightning, he was stunned, opened his mouth wide, then closed it again.

Yu Jinhuan couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Yu Jinhuan, how can you make such a joke?"

"I didn't know you would believe it." Yu Jin said with a smile, "Didn't you say it? It is impossible for us to be together."

"But you are not like me, you are completely below?"

"That's right, how about we try it?" Yu Jinhuan blinked.

"Please let me go." Zhao Liangliang said with a bitter face, "It's strange to say that, how did you position yourself below? You don't look like that kind of person."

Zhao Liangliang tilted his head and asked him, Yu Jinhuan unexpectedly remembered the experience of being drunk in the bar, and then he had the first physical contact with Yuan Tianyi, and since then, he fell in love with being bullied by Yuan Tianyi. Loving intensely underneath.

"All I can say is, by accident." He heard himself say that at last.

The author has something to say:

I feel like I can't write conspiracies and tricks, what do little angels think?Happy reading! ! !