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The hand holding the hem of the clothes was tightly tangled, took a few deep breaths to try to relieve the extreme tension that filled his body, and finally mustered up the courage to walk out of the room.

Mother Zheng, who was still reading non-stop, stopped when she saw her daughter coming out of the room anxiously and wanted to say something, and looked at Zheng Mingxi silently.

Being looked at by his mother like this made Zheng Mingxi not know how to speak, his mouth opened and closed, unable to make a sound.

"John is really a good boy." Mother Zheng suggested without giving up, "You really should..."

The flustered Zheng Mingxi interrupted his mother, "I don't like men."

Mother Zheng froze and her eyes widened.

Clenched hands nervously, "I'mgay." Released and clenched and continued, "I also have a girlfriend."

Mother Zheng was stunned and couldn't believe what she heard, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Zheng Mingxi said again firmly, "I know. Mom, I'mgay. I also have a girlfriend."

Mother Zheng was shocked by her daughter's firm answer, and angrily hoped that this was just a joke and a lie used by her daughter, "Even if you don't like John, you shouldn't make fun of this kind of thing."

"Mom, I'm not joking." Zheng Mingxi's eyes were filled with water and he repeated without flinching, "I'm serious, I like women, and I have a girlfriend. Mom, I just don't want to lie to you again."

Zheng's mother was furious, "How can a woman spend a lifetime with a woman, who will take care of you, and what will you do when you get old?"

Zheng Mingxi couldn't bear the mother's hysterical prejudice, "Why can't women live with women for a lifetime? Women can also live with women for a lifetime, and the two of us will take care of each other. Is it only a man who can rely on me? I can only marry a If a man goes to have a child with this man, will my life be guaranteed in my old age?"

"Which normal woman doesn't live like this. Marry a man and have a child. When your mother and I get old, how can you take care of me alone? Who will help you?"

"She will take care of you with me. Even if I marry a man, can I guarantee that that man will fulfill this obligation? This is a moral issue, not a gender issue." Zheng Mingxi insisted on his camp and retorted every sentence.

Mother Zheng yelled at Zheng Mingxi furiously, "Why did you become like this? How did you become a pervert."

"Pervert?" Mother's words were like stabbing a sharp knife directly into the heart, "I just like someone who happens to be the same sex as me, so I became a pervert, right?" Her voice was a little choked, her eyes were already red, Zheng Mingxi was stubborn Holding back, not wanting tears to fall in front of her mother, she turned her head away, walked back to the room and closed the door.

With his back against the door, he slumped down and sat on the ground weakly, buried his head on his knees, tears were finally released and wet the top of his trousers.

When she realized that she likes women, she also tried her best to restrain that love, went to the normal in the eyes of her mother, married a man, had children, died of old age, sickness, but she couldn't even imagine it, she really couldn't do it , She really can't restrain herself, she has fallen very deep, she bends, she bends, she can't go straight.

The mobile phone in the bag rang, and I knelt and crawled over to pull the bag on the bed to find the phone. Seeing that the caller ID was Zuo Linyan, I wiped the tears on my face with the back of my hand, hesitated whether to answer it, and tried to calm my emotions. Let Zuo Linyan worry, "Hello."

"Why did it take so long to answer the phone?" Zuo Linyan said softly on the phone.

"Just... I didn't notice it while watching TV." Zheng Mingxi hurriedly made up a lie, but there was an obvious thick nasal voice in his voice, which made Zuo Linyan feel something was wrong for a second, "What's wrong with you? The voice of your voice, Did you cry? Or did you catch a cold?"

"It's just that the movie was too sad, so I..." Zheng Mingxi lied vigorously.

"Should I pretend to be deceived?" Zuo Linyan didn't believe it and pointed it out.

"I'm always shallow-sighted." Zheng Mingxi still didn't give up.

Zuo Linyan knew Zheng Mingxi well, and it was unlikely that this person would go to watch any sad movies. Most of the time he would watch comedies, but Zuo Linyan didn't continue to expose, "Yes, yes, little crybag."

Hearing Zuo Linyan's voice, Zheng Mingxi inexplicably wanted to cry even more, but forced himself to smile, wanting Zuo Linyan to feel at ease and laugh hard, "Hee hee hee..."

"You cry for a while and laugh for a while." The tone was full of affection.

"Life is either crying or laughing." Zheng Mingxi said with emotion.

Zuo Linyan joked, "Would you like to discuss the philosophy of life with me?"

"Please let me go." In terms of knowledge, Zuo Linyan was richer than her. In theory, she didn't lose any time, so she didn't want to ask for trouble.

"What are you afraid of?"

"Don't~"

I really wanted to chat with Zuo Linyan like this, and listen to her voice to feel at ease, but Zuo Linyan was called away after a while, so I had to end the call.

I clicked on the mobile phone album, and it was full of candid and posed photos of Zuo Linyan and them together. One by one, the memories of the time when the photo was taken flooded into my mind, and Zheng Mingxi cried and cried. Smiling, with tears in his eyes but the corners of his mouth are raised, his mother's scolding and fear of losing Zuo Linyan heavily suppressed Zheng Mingxi, tired and sleepy from crying, Zheng Mingxi just sat on the ground leaning against the bed and fell asleep with his hands clenched cell phone.

As the night darkened, Zheng Mingxi, who had fallen asleep sitting on the ground, woke up and kept sleeping in an uncomfortable position for a few hours. After waking up stiff and numb, he shook his hands, twisted his neck, moved around, turned on the light in the room, and his eyes adapted to it all at once. not come.

There were two knocks on the door, "It's time to eat." The mother's tone was very flat.

Zheng Mingxi opened the door and went out to the kitchen to get a bowl of rice. In the living room, there was only the sound of the TV broadcasting the news. No one spoke, and no one mentioned the previous dispute. It seemed that nothing had happened or this was the calm before the storm. Zheng Mingxi picked up vegetables and ate silently. Mother Zheng wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything when she noticed her daughter's eyes were swollen from crying.

After tidying up the dining table and washing the dishes, Zheng Mingxi went straight back to the room. After the news station finished broadcasting Common Concern, Mother Zheng turned off the TV and went out for a walk as usual.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Zheng Mingxi was relieved that she was left alone in the room. After coming out of the closet, she really didn't know how to face her mother for a while. She didn't want to argue with her mother constantly. She believed that her mother would always It will be accepted one day, it just takes time, Zheng Mingxi hoped so.

Dip~Wechat new message prompts, Zheng Mingxi took the phone and clicked on it to see, she should not be short-sighted or presbyopic, Zuo Linyan sent a location message, but the displayed location was in E city.

Then Zuo Linyan sent another WeChat message:

Blair Hotel 702

Zheng Mingxi recovered from the surprise and hurriedly turned off the computer, grabbed the bag and threw the phone in, closed the door of the room, hurriedly changed his shoes and went out.

BlairHotel, Zuo Linyan delivered a surprise with a smile on her lips and put her phone aside. During the call in the afternoon, she felt that something had happened to Zheng Mingxi, but she opened it more because she missed her and wanted to see her. It took more than four hours to drive to where she was.

How long will it take?She'll knock on her door.

After getting off the taxi, Zheng Mingxi almost ran into the hotel in a hurry, because it was the first time he came to look around the hotel lobby to find the elevator.

702 confirmed the room number. Zheng Mingxi knocked on the door. After waiting for tens of seconds, the door opened and Zuo Linyan really appeared in front of him. He stepped forward excitedly and hugged Zuo Linyan.

"Miss me so much~" Zuo Linyan closed the door and hugged Zheng Mingxi back, rubbing her chin to wipe her hair.Hugging Zuo Linyan tightly, desperately absorbing her scent, "Yes, I miss you so much." Such a direct and frank voice made the corners of Zuo Linyan's smiling mouth curve deeper and deeper.

Gently rubbing Zheng Mingxi's hair, he noticed that something was wrong with his eyes. It was because of how much he cried, his eyes were red and swollen. He rubbed his eyebrows with his fingertips, "What's wrong?"

Looking up at Zuo Linyan, did you come here because you were worried?He hesitated to say anything but said, with a calm tone and a firm heart, "I came out with my mother today."

I understand. You can tell what she has experienced today by looking at her crying eyes. Zuo Linyan hugged Zheng Mingxi even tighter with distress, "Don't be afraid, I am here." She has also experienced it and understands what it feels like. Fortunately, her parents were quite open-minded after staying in a foreign country, and they soon accepted it and stopped objecting, and now they will tease her instead.

"Hmm." Feeling the sense of security she gave her in Zuo Linyan's arms made her want to cry even more. How did she become so weak? It was probably because she was pampered by her, and she didn't need to be so strong.

"Crying?" Zuo Linyan looked down, and sure enough, his eyes were red again, "You can't cry anymore, your eyes will really be swollen like peaches." After entering the toilet, he took a towel and washed it under cold water Half wringed it dry and handed it to Zheng Mingxi, "Put it on the eyes."

Zheng Mingxi took the towel, sat down on the sofa, leaned back and applied the cold towel to his eyes, Zuo Linyan sat beside him and leaned back like Zheng Mingxi.

"You're tired after driving for more than four hours, have you had dinner?" Zheng Mingxi asked with concern.Zuo Linyan said, "Not yet." Zheng Mingxi suddenly sat up and dropped the towel, "Haven't eaten yet? Then now..." Zuo Linyan stopped her and asked her to lean back and put the towel on her eyes again, "No hurry, You can apply it to your eyes first, and then you can eat later."

Four or five minutes later, Zheng Mingxi took off the towel, "Okay, let's go eat now." Zuo Linyan smiled helplessly and dotingly, let her go, took the bag, and was dragged out by Zheng Mingxi.

It is easy to get stuck in traffic during this time period, and the restaurant that they plan to go to is not far away, so the two of them walked there.

The dinner time was almost over, and there were only a few tables in the Chinese restaurant. Zheng Mingxi took the menu and ordered a few dishes according to Zuo Linyan's favorite taste.

"Haven't you had dinner yet?" Zuo Linyan seemed a little overwhelmed.

Zheng Mingxi ordered another soup and gave the menu back to the waiter, "I didn't eat much for dinner just now and I lost my appetite."

Zuo Linyan raised his eyebrows meaningfully, "Will you have an appetite when you see me?"

"Hahahahaha..." put her hands on her face and smirked. After seeing Zuo Linyan, her mood improved and her appetite improved. After all, her family is so beautiful and delicious.

While chatting, the dishes were brought to the table one by one, and the taste was okay but not good, because with her company, they were happy to eat.

It was not too late to come out of the restaurant, Zuo Linyan suggested, "Do you want to take a walk?"

"But you're tired from driving for so long, you'd better go back to the hotel and rest." Zheng Mingxi felt distressed, and didn't want Zuo Linyan to be too tired.

"It's okay, just take a walk to digest food."

Well then, Zheng Mingxi pulled Zuo Linyan to walk towards the side of the riverside road, even though it was past nine o'clock, there were still quite a crowd.

Walking by the river feels even cooler, but fortunately the wind is not strong tonight, holding her hand and walking quietly, warm and at ease.When I used to take a walk with my mother, I would occasionally envy the lovers who walked together. After all, she had been lonely and cold for a long time, and she also fantasized that one day she could also walk along the river with the person she loves like this.

Finally, let her realize this dream tonight, Zuo Linyan made her dream come true, thinking of this, Zheng Mingxi laughed out loud.

"What laughing?"

"Happy~"

Who cares what will happen tomorrow, lightning, thunder and storm, she can block them one by one, looking at Zuo Linyan who is smiling at her, she is here, the heart that likes her is the courage she relies on, what's the point Scared.