Youth Tricks

It has been a whole week since Luo Sha left, and the leaves fell off a few days ago.Whether it was three days ago or four days ago, Zhang Xiaolu stopped paying attention to her after she left.She still went to class as usual, and went to eat when it was time to eat, whatever she wanted.

That night, I hid under the blanket and cried a lot, soaking half of the pillow.After waking up, looking at the empty bed opposite, my heart was also empty, as if something was missing.

I have had a similar feeling before: I went to the cinema to watch a movie, and as the plot unfolded, I was gradually attracted by the characters in it.When the lights go up and the screen goes down, the story ends.In the end, I was walking home alone, feeling sore and empty.

Maybe as time goes on, the mind will be occupied by other things, and this void of nothingness will disappear.But this time is different, this is a wound, a hole in the heart, pierced by a sharp sword.Now, the sword is still stuck in the heart, that is, the bits and pieces between them, the sweeter the memory, the sadder it is.

Zhang Xiaolu hated Luo Sha for her unfeeling, for leaving without saying goodbye, and hated himself for not being brave enough.Since he couldn't get her response, even the pain she gave him was still relishing it.

That day, when Zhang Xiaolu heard the news that Luo Sha was going to transfer to another school, he was stunned on the spot, waiting for Luo Sha to explain to her, but Luo Sha was indifferent, tidying up the desk as if nothing had happened, without even looking at her when he left glance.

Zhang Xiaolu watched Luo Sha leave like this, and didn't hold anything back. She was angry with Luo Sha, and she didn't dare to ask her any more, for fear of getting a desperate answer.

Zhang Xiaolu has been sitting in the classroom, looking at Luosha's empty seat.Suddenly, as if she had figured it out, she got up and rushed out of the classroom, and ran downstairs desperately, only to find that Luo Sha had already gone far away, almost out of the school gate.

Zhang Xiaolu stood on the balcony in a daze, watching her gradually shrinking figure, and suddenly stopped, as if about to turn around, Zhang Xiaolu quickly lowered his body.Luo Sha turned her face away, took a deep look at the school for the last time, and walked out of the school slowly with her head down.Zhang Xiaolu turned his back, squatted on the ground, and cried loudly.

Now, Zhang Xiaolu has calmly accepted the fact that Luo Sha has left, and tries not to recall their past to make himself sad.However, when I was in class, looking at the desk and chair she had sat on, I couldn't help but see her figure in front of my eyes.She looked up at the side of the blackboard intently, her sitting posture with her head bowed down to write seriously, her calm expression when things happened, and her eyes as calm as clear water.

Reminds me of when I first met her.That day, she dragged her tired body into the dormitory, and saw her sitting in front of the window at first sight.White shirt, long black hair.The sun's light was just right, half-bright and half-dark, shining on her body, forming a beautiful painting.But she, who was born in it, didn't realize it, she just quietly lowered her head to read a book and eat biscuits.

She automatically ignored the other busy roommates and dragged her luggage towards the empty bed opposite her.She has a kind of temperament that is different from ordinary people. She feels that they belong to a kind of people, the kind of people who are immersed in their inner world and look on the sidelines to everything around them.

Noticing her arrival, she raised her head from the pages of the book, she suddenly forgot to breathe, and met those black and white eyes.Her heart suddenly "plopped", even though she didn't look at her anymore, her heart still kept beating.

Feeling like never before...

With this doubt, she began to tidy up the bed.When it was over, he sat on the bed to rest, looked around, looked around, and finally returned to her.She knew it was not good to keep staring at people like this, but she couldn't help but look at her.

I noticed that she no longer flipped a page of the book, her eyes no longer moved left and right, her mouth slowly stopped chewing, and she did not take another piece of biscuit, but picked up the whole box of biscuit and handed it to her.She was suddenly at a loss, looked into her beautiful eyes, as if bewitched, reached out and took a piece.Then, he gnawed down the biscuit with mixed feelings.

"I was looking at you all the time, I really didn't want to eat your biscuits!"

Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaolu smiled slightly in class.

The old man who taught mathematics pushed down his glasses, looked down at the textbook on the podium, and said which page to turn to a certain knowledge point.

"Have you found it?" the old man with the white beard asked.

"Found it." The students said.

Zhang Xiaolu didn't understand what was said before, so he flipped through it pretendingly, but found the paper with the leaves sandwiched between it.This opened my mind, and I remembered the scene when Luo Sha approached her, that's when I knew I liked her!That's why I deliberately teased myself, using the excuse of taking off the leaves on my head, in fact, I wanted to see my reaction!

So I have always used this as a token of love. I would not have done such a poetic thing, but simply thought it was something worth remembering.but now……

Zhang Xiaolu picked up the leaf and held it in the palm of his hand, intending to crush it, but he didn't move for a long time. As soon as he let go of his hand, it fell onto the page of the book.

When she saw the villain at the page number, her eyes turned red, and tears welled up immediately.At first it was just sobbing slightly, but then she lay down on the table and burst into tears.

The students around felt strange and looked at each other in blank dismay.

Hearing the crying, the old man looked at the people below and asked, "Which one of you made classmate Zhang Xiaolu cry?"

Everyone in the class looked suspicious.

"I'm fine, that person has already left." Zhang Xiaolu said, wiping away his tears.

"Teacher, please continue the class!" She smiled.

This man!There is such a gentle heart under the cold appearance!

Zhang Xiaolu showed a happy smile, and caressed the villain on the paper with his eyes. This is the painting Luo Sha left for her: Zhang villain squatted on the ground rubbing his eyes and crying, and Luo villain stood beside him smiling and bending over to touch his head.

"Good, don't cry."

☆, extra chapter of Luosha

The first time I met Zhang Xiaolu was when I first came to school to fill out the registration form.I probably haven't seen her before that, but I will remember that this guy is a very ostentatious person.

At that time, she was standing behind me.When it was my turn to fill out the form, an aunt led her son to me.Although the sign-up office was written on the top of the window, she still asked the teacher: Is the sign-up here?The teacher replied yes.Then they start filling out the form.

"Hey! How can you jump in line?" said a voice behind him.

"Forget it." I said.

As a result, as soon as they finished processing, she walked straight in front of me.After finishing the work, he left without looking back, leaving only the back of a white skull on his clothes.

I didn't expect that we would be in the same class. I noticed her as soon as she entered the dormitory, when the jeans full of holes came into my sight.

I looked up at her, but she didn't seem to recognize me, she just stood there blankly, seemingly not remembering whose team she had been in.

I kept my head down and continued to read while eating cookies.I am not hungry in the morning, I only ate a fried egg, and now I feel hungry.

She put down her luggage and began to make the bed, and sat across from me when she finished.It's not that she didn't notice that she kept looking at me secretly. If I didn't have breakfast today, I would feel that there were grains of rice sticking to my face.I think she's hungry too.So, he handed her a box of biscuits in front of her, and she shyly took one away.

It has been several days since the official class, and the people in the class are getting acquainted gradually.I actually prefer to be alone, but it is necessary to have a good relationship with the people in the dormitory.

I suddenly realized that Zhang Xiaolu and I hadn't spoken yet (I knew her name from the seating chart on the podium), which wasn't a special thing to do, and I hadn't spoken to many people in the class.

However, since you are aware of it, you should do something, which is to do nothing.I chat and laugh with the people around me as usual, as if this person does not exist.

Even if I don't go, Zining doesn't listen?

Really boring, I ended this boring game.Probably what I said to her first, as a class representative, it is inevitable to negotiate with people.I don't remember what the first sentence was about, but it wasn't a good impression anyway.

She is indeed not the type to initiate conversations, and she has never seen anyone get close to her. She always stays alone and likes to be alone.But I felt that she was trying to compete with me, because I deliberately didn't talk to her.

Now, I treat her character with a normal heart, and this guy is really fighting me.

When I was favored by many boys in the class, she would sneer at the side; it was not too late to chat with the girls in the dormitory, and she would say loudly: It’s so noisy, I want to sleep.There are many other things like this, including the one on the rooftop recently.

I don't think everyone likes me, but it's kind of funny to be hated for no reason.Personal self-consciousness is good, there is no need to change, do not know where the problem lies?Just let this guy continue to be uncomfortable.Anyway, so many people like me, it must be her own problem.

Perhaps, it may be due to jealousy among women, I think so.It's a bit narcissistic to say it, I have an enviable appearance, but this guy is not bad, his face is more outstanding than his personality.

I'm just more popular than her. This guy is a loner, so he shouldn't care about it.There is also the fact that her grades are better than hers, so it is even more impossible to care about it. If this is the reason, I will express my gratitude for her on behalf of the head teacher.

At noon that day, Liang Que and I had dinner together, and then Zhang Xiaolu also came.I didn't expect them to know each other. Seeing the scene of the two fighting, I felt unexpectedly dazzling.

oh!It turned out that she liked him.It's a bit difficult to handle, and the plan is temporarily terminated.If she knows my purpose, she will definitely hate me!

Suddenly realized that what she likes is actually me.That night on the balcony, I was taken aback by my own thought.I tried it later, and it seemed like that.

Is this guy an idiot?It's not that I'm too slow, but that her emotional intelligence is too low. It turns out that all the previous behaviors that I didn't understand were actually jealousy.That being the case, why can't you get along with me calmly like everyone else.

Later, I thought about it, it should be... She didn't want me to discover her feelings for me.After that, when I saw that I was with someone else, I became anxious again.

When Liang Que and I appeared in front of her holding hands, I was finally 100% sure that she liked me.