wind direction

As soon as Lin Xiaoyue got off the stage, someone stepped forward and put a thick coat on her. It may be due to the atmosphere. Lin Xiaoyue didn't feel very cold when she was performing on stage, but she couldn't help shivering when she came out.She caught a glimpse of a tall and straight figure who had been staring at him. Looking back, she found that it was a boy with a handsome but pale face, standing there in a deep sea blue windbreaker. no focus.Lin Xiaoyue was hugged by several people and walked past him, one of them accidentally bumped into him, and he came back to his senses.

Chen Lang withdrew his distant thoughts, immediately picked up his mobile phone and dialed Gu Feng's number, he didn't want to go on like this anymore, he decided to take a gamble.Less than three seconds after the call was connected, Gu Feng's voice came from the other side.

"Chen Lang, you are finally willing to find me, where are you? Have you returned to the dormitory?"

"No...not yet." Chen Lang breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "I have something to tell you, where are you now?"

"I just finished dealing with my mother, and I'm about to go back to the dormitory. Where are you? I'll go find you."

"I'm in Julun Square. There are too many people here, so it's inconvenient to talk."

"Hey, it's not convenient? Do you have any secrets to tell me?" Gu Feng said with a smile, "I'm almost at the chapel, it seems quieter there, why don't you come over here."

"Okay." After Chen Lang hung up the phone, he hurriedly confessed to Wang Rui who was beside him, and then ran towards the small church.Wang Rui was left standing there alone, looking at Chen Lang's back with complicated eyes.

Along the way, Chen Lang thought over and over in his mind how to speak later, how to explain his thoughts in the past three years clearly, how to make Gu Feng understand him to the greatest extent... But until he saw Gu Feng standing The figure under the ginkgo tree outside the church did not have a final answer in mind.

Chen Lang stopped in his tracks, calmed down his shortness of breath due to running, secretly strengthened his heart, and summoned up the courage to walk towards Gu Feng.

"Gu Feng." Chen Lang called softly not far behind Gu Feng.

As if being slapped by something, Gu Feng immediately turned around, smiled at Chen Lang, and walked forward in three steps at a time.

"Are you finally angry?" Gu Feng raised the corner of his mouth in a provocative way.

"I'm not angry..."

"Still saying no?" Gu Feng pretended to be surprised and said, "You haven't talked to me for more than two months. We have known each other for so long. When did we have such a conflict?"

"That's because of me..." Chen Lang was at a loss for words.

"What are you? You kid." Gu Feng looked helpless, and suddenly seemed to think of something, and asked curiously, "Didn't you have something to tell me? After all these years, brother, if you still have something Just tell me all the secrets, lest I make you angry again."

The word "brother" stung Chen Lang's nerves, so many words that he had thought up in his heart turned into messy fragments in an instant, and he could no longer organize them.Chen Lang's mind went blank, and his eyes began to drift away. The yellow leaves on the ginkgo tree fell scatteredly, and the singing of the choir faintly sounded in the chapel.In silence, time passed slowly.

"I like you." Chen Lang said in a deep and powerful voice, he finally gave up all the words of explanation, and chose the simplest, most straightforward, and perhaps the most effective way of expression.

"Like it?" Gu Feng didn't understand what Chen Lang meant for a while, his face was puzzled, which turned into surprise.

"I want to be with you, not the kind of brother." Chen Lang fixed his eyes on Gu Feng's face, observing the subtle changes in his expression, like a gambler, putting all his chips on this The last inning.

"No, no, no... no, I said..." This time it was Gu Feng's turn to be confused. He tried to clear his mind, but finally smiled awkwardly and said, "Today is Christmas, so I'm not a fool Festival...don't tease me."

"I'm not kidding you, I'm serious." Chen Lang was a little anxious, although his tone was firm, his eyes began to wander.

"Chen Lang... listen to me." After a long time, Gu Feng calmed down and said in a very soft tone, "Of course I am willing to be with you, haven't we been together all the time? I am willing to be with you Do anything, even if you let me take care of you for the rest of your life, I'm willing, but I can't treat you as... that kind of lover, do you understand?"

"Oh...really?" Chen Lang suddenly sneered, raised his head slightly, not letting the tears in his eyes fall out, "I understand...I have understood a long time ago, take care of me for the rest of my life...don't be a lover ..."

Hearing this answer, Chen Lang was not as sad as he imagined, because this was not the worst outcome he had imagined.He thought he would cry bitterly, but tears swirled in his eyes and did not fall in the end.He turned around silently and walked in the direction he came from, repeating the last sentence in his mouth.

"Chen Lang!" Gu Feng chased up and grabbed Chen Lang's arm, "Don't do this, I... I didn't mean that, no... I meant..."

"Okay, I understand." Chen Lang turned his head slightly, looked at Gu Feng behind him from the corner of his eye, and said calmly, "Don't worry, I'm fine, I just want to be alone for a while."

"No, I have to stay with you." Gu Feng said without thinking, and then realized something was wrong.

Chen Lang smiled wryly, pulled his arm out of Gu Feng's hand, and said lightly: "I'll be fine... It's not waiting for you to take care of me for the rest of my life."

Gu Feng heard the irony in Chen Lang's words, and fell silent. His heart seemed to be pinched by something, and he felt a dull pain. He could only stand there blankly, watching Chen Lang's back walking slowly. Far.