[Quick Transmigration] Heartthrob Daily

Put me down, don't save me

In the sky, snowflakes began to fly.In a short while, the whole city has been dyed white.The cold wind chilled people to the bone. In the room, the young man sat on the sofa blankly, curling up his whole body.There was no heating in the house, and he only had a thin black pajamas left on him, and his whole body was flushed from the cold, but he was still not angry at all, just staring blankly at the photos on the coffee table.

On his wrists, there were many severe cuts, some of which had only just healed.

Gu Chengyuan smiled reluctantly, and stepped forward to put his clothes on him.The young man was terribly thin, to the touch, only human bones remained.He didn't understand why such a well-behaved child would be treated like that.Gu's father didn't like Gu Yongyan, but he also hated Gu Jin and sent him to another place.But he managed to find him, but the doctor told him that the boy's autism became more serious.

"Xiao Jin, why don't you turn on the light?"

Hearing the words, the young man didn't react at all. He just stared out of the window blankly and didn't speak.

Gu Chengyuan almost shed tears when he thought of Gu Jin who had finally gotten a little angry before, and he clenched his teeth fiercely: "Xiao Jin, I beg you...look at me. I don't want to lose any more you……"

Such a big man actually cried like a child.Gu Jin still didn't move, just gently touched his head with his hand to comfort him, but his face was still blank.

Gu Chengyuan was overjoyed in his heart, unless he was beaten hard on the bed, Gu Jin would show a little different emotion.You know, this is Gu Jin's first reaction in the month since he found him.

Gu Chengyuan hugged Gu Jin, as if absorbing the last trace of nourishment: "Stop torturing yourself, okay?"

"Don't be afraid, little uncle won't leave you again, won't send you back to that mansion, won't leave you alone..." Gu Chengyuan kissed his green eyes, "So...don't hurt yourself again Oh, my little uncle is too scared... One day when I wake up in the morning, I will be left alone."

Hearing Gu Chengyuan's fragile words, Gu Jin seemed to react.He grabbed the clothes on Gu Chengyuan's chest and asked, "Little uncle...will you really not lose me again?"

"I...will be very good...so..."

Gu Chengyuan smiled and cried: "How can I bear to leave you alone!"

"Because my little uncle loves Xiaojin the most."

He hugged Gu Jin tightly, with great strength, as if... he had grasped the last trace of warmth.

With Gu Chengyuan's company, the two lived a good life.Xiaojin gradually began to be willing to talk, Xiaojin slowly smiled, Xiaojin can go out, Xiaojin will cook for him, Xiaojin he...

Gu Chengyuan woke up from the darkness, there was still a bottomless darkness outside the window, cold sweat soaked his forehead.

His pupils shrank slightly, and he looked around blankly, he was the only one here.Gu Chengyuan gently stroked the place where Gu Jin had been lying with his hand in great remembrance, as if there was still warmth there, as if the boy he loved had never left.

Xiao Jin - he died.

He was killed by everyone in the Gu family, consuming that child bit by bit, the last flame in his heart.

He looked up and saw a golden sun. It was the first time he took Gu Jin out that day, but after walking for a long time, a cold light suddenly flashed in the dark, and the dagger stabbed towards him.In the blink of an eye, Gu Jin pushed him away.

When he came back to his senses, the dagger was stuck in Gu Jin's heart.The blood gradually stained Baise's shirt red, like a blood-colored flower.

Gu Yongyan fell down in fright: "Gu... Gu Jin, why is it you!"

Because of Gu Chengyuan's relationship, he was completely homeless. Only when he returned to Su's house did he know what life Gu Jin was living before.Just one month!He can't take it anymore!His heart was full of resentment, he wanted Gu Chengyuan to die!If it weren't for Gu Chengyuan's promotion, he would never have become what he is now!

He obviously practiced at home many times, and... also experimented on Father Su who beat him up over and over again, thinking that he could kill Gu Chengyuan once.

Even if he dies, he still needs to be taken care of.

But... who can tell him why it was Gu Jin who rushed over?

Seeing Gu Jin covered in blood, Gu Chengyuan's heartbeat almost stopped. As for what happened to Gu Yongyan, he didn't want to care at all: "Xiao Jin, don't be afraid! Little uncle will take you to the hospital."

Gu Jin coughed, and the blood spattered directly onto Gu Chengyuan's face, his mouth was full of bloody smell, but Gu Jin carefully wiped the blood on Gu Chengyuan's face with his cuff, as if it was the last time he was looking at him.

After that, every word Gu Jin said pierced his heart like a knife.

——He said that he just wanted to be his little uncle.

— He said there was something wrong between them.

— He said that he was so tired that he never wanted to get up again.

Gu Chengyuan looked almost madly at Gu Jin, his most cherished baby, slowly falling asleep in his arms.All of Gu Chengyuan trembled, as if he was holding back his crying, but he was the only one holding Gu Jin's hands, as steady as Mount Tai. Gu Jin closed his eyes forever, and he gently placed a kiss on Gu Jin's forehead.

As if saying goodbye to him good night.

However, Gu Jin never woke up that day again.

Then... Gu Chengyuan began to take revenge on the Gu family and Gu Yongyan in a self-destructive manner, endlessly.When everything fell to the ground, Gu Chengyuan swallowed a large amount of sleeping pills.

He couldn't forgive the elder brother's family who killed the little guy.

But what he couldn't forgive even more was that because he wanted to escape this relationship, he made countless excuses for himself and pushed Gu Jin back into the abyss of despair.

——But, until he died, he forgot to ask, Xiao Jin, do you... like me?

On the big black bed, the man slept peacefully, his eyes were heavily blackened.These days, I have been tortured day and night.

Perhaps it was the best night he slept.

In the dream, flower petals were flying, and Gu Jin was sleeping soundly under the tree.It was the most beautiful peach blossom he had ever seen, all in full bloom, showing his most beautiful posture.He walked over quietly, brushing the hair from his ear.However, Gu Jin slowly woke up, seeing that it was Gu Chengyuan, she faintly showed a cute smile.

That smile was very clean, as if it would purify a person's heart.His eyes are azure blue that is more beautiful than the sky, clean and clear, making people unconsciously immersed in it.

Gu Chengyuan was a little dazed, he asked: "Xiao Jin, do you like me?"

Gu Jin asked Zheng: "Like... what is it?"

Gu Chengyuan rubbed his head, shook his head bitterly: "That's all."

But at this moment, Gu Jin gently kissed him at the corner of his eyes: "If I say I like it, will my little uncle not show such an expression?"

Gu Chengyuan opened his eyes wide.

It seems that the scene at that moment has been slowed down, the petals and the sun are kissing the young man tenderly, his glazed eyes are shining brightly in the sun, watching his eyes are no longer lifeless, but full of shyness and tenderness. vitality.

"Uncle, I like you..."

Gu Chengyuan's heart was finally... redeemed at that moment.

——Gu Chengyuan hugged the boy, and finally showed a satisfied smile.

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Gaining consciousness again, Gu Chengyuan's eyes turned white, the white ceiling, white clothes, everything that caught his eye was white.

"Quick, the patient swallowed a large amount of sleeping pills, and quickly wash the patient's stomach."

"Don't save me..." he begged almost inaudibly, "let me go, don't save me."

He finally knew what Gu Jin meant when he said that.It was desperate to the extreme, and I no longer wanted to live.

Gu Chengyuan closed his eyes, he felt extremely tired in the world without Gu Jin.

Maybe it was about to die, but the thought in my heart became more and more clear.Gu Chengyuan showed a smile as if he was relieved, there was nothing worth yearning for in this world, he just wanted to find that person.

The rescue of Gu Chengyuan lasted from early morning to the next morning.The attending doctor is his good friend - Ling Feng.

Gu Chengyuan was finally rescued, he regained consciousness, lying on the hospital bed, his friend Ling Feng pointed at his nose and scolded: "If the little guy is still here, would he wish to see you alive like you are now?"

It seemed that Ling Feng's words had worked. Later, he stopped looking for death and accepted many influences from Old Master Gu.

Fifteen years later, Gu Chengyuan is already in his 15s, but he is still alone, with no children, no wife, and no lover.He is always used to leaving a lamp in the dark, which has not changed for 40 years.

When others asked, he just shook his head bitterly: "My little Jin, he is afraid of the dark."

One winter, he suddenly had the idea to visit Gu Jin's grave.For the past 15 years, he has visited Gu Jin's tomb almost every month.It's just that this winter is very cold, as if the cold has reached the bottom of my heart.He thought of Gu Jin's last words before his death, and his heart was filled with bitterness.

Many times, he even thinks that the reason why he will never see the person he loves again may be because he has done the worst thing wrong.

"Xiao Jin, I don't like you, I don't love you, I just want to be your little uncle, okay?"

He quietly put down a bouquet of lilies, as gently as if covering the boy with a quilt.

—May the dead rest in peace.

——May my favorite in this life be worry-free forever.

"Xiao Jin, how are you in that world?"

In the sky, light snow suddenly floated.

Pure white and clean, as if submerging the whole world.

That day, when Gu Chengyuan finally closed his eyes slowly, he finally dreamed of the person he always wanted to remember, and it seemed like a real dream.

In the mysterious secret realm, there are bones and blood all around.He seemed to have been badly injured and could not exert any strength.Excessive blood loss left him dying.

But at this moment, above the nine heavens, a thunderbolt struck straight down with a frightening aura.

Qi Yuan looked back and saw the man with picturesque features, dressed in white with fluttering sleeves, stained with a fairy air that could not eat the fireworks of the world, and there was a gentleness in his peach blossom eyes.It was the spell he cast that saved his life.

And when he looked back, it was beyond redemption.

Since then, persistence has become a thought.

With the sorrow and suffering of several generations, a bet on the youth and ten thousand years is a gamble.

Redeemed with burning heart and calamity, a round of miserable and withered bones.

Chonghua, Ah Jin, I have loved you for thousands of years, do you know?