lonely lonely

Zhou Shaoran thought that since he knew Lu Xin's secret, the two could be regarded as close friends.Lu Xin doesn't talk very much in class, while Zhou Shaoran is a talkative maniac, which happens to form a stark contrast.Zhou Shaoran's personality is very familiar, every day Xiao Xin comes and calls Lu Xin, making Lu Xin goosebumps all over.The transfer students will get some extra attention, let alone the beautiful transfer students, the classmates in the class are a little familiar with Zhou Shaoran who is familiar with them, and they all call Lu Xin Xiaoxin.

The current situation is obviously what Lu Xin does not want to happen, but it cannot be reversed.The culprit was unconsciously yelling at the side at this moment: "Xiao Xin, do you know? Next Tuesday is the 50th anniversary of the school, and we don't have to have classes on that day!"

"Xiao Xin, there is a play in the celebration at work, are you interested in making a guest appearance?"

"Many teachers will also have a show that day. I heard that our head teacher will be on stage to sing. It must be very lively."

"Say, should I bring a DV to record it? The beautiful Xu Lulu in the next class can dance in miniskirts. Oh, I almost forgot. It's useless to tell you, and you don't like girls."

"Xiao Xin, Prince Lu, Your Highness Lu, please answer me, why are you ignoring me?"

Lu Xin couldn't bear it anymore, "Shut up!"

"What's so fierce, I'm going to tell others about Chen Yuyang."

"Go, go, I suggest you write a big-character poster and post it on the bulletin board downstairs. Remember to choose the time when the traffic is the highest at noon."

"Don't think I dare not!"

"Well, ask the Propaganda Committee to borrow the paper and pen, hurry up, I'm too busy to talk to you."

"..." Zhou Shaoran silently squatted in the corner and bit the handkerchief.

Lu Xin finally calmed down, and continued to work on the exam paper in her hand.I don't know if it was because of Zhou Shaoran's noise, his head was heavy, his hands couldn't move, and he couldn't lift his pen.Lu Xin lay down on the table and took a nap for a while, but when she got up, she became more and more exhausted.

Zhou Shaoran came back after biting the handkerchief and continued to make noise, Lu Xin wanted to seal his mouth with tape, and said angrily: "Don't disturb me, I have a headache."

Zhou Shaoran could hear the exhaustion in Lu Xin's voice. Seeing Lu Xin lying on the table, he touched him with his hand, "What's the matter?" Touching the hot skin with his fingertips, he reached out to touch his forehead again, Zhou Shaoran pointed Shouted: "Lu Xin, you have a fever!"

Lu Xin touched it by herself, "No."

"Why not? Of course you can't touch it yourself! It's so hot, it burns so badly!"

At Zhou Shaoran's insistence, Lu Xin came to the school infirmary.After taking a measurement, it turned out that I had a fever, and the fever was still not mild. The school doctor was a middle-aged aunt, and she said with a worried face: "You can't do it like this, so go home and rest for a few days. If the fever doesn't go away after taking the medicine, you can go home." Ask your family to take you to the hospital, understand?"

Lu Xin nodded with a half understanding, and asked, "When can I come to school?"

The school doctor couldn’t laugh or cry, “It’s fine when the fever subsides. It’s just that this week we’re going to rehearse the performance for the school’s celebration. There will be no make-up classes on weekends and weekends tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I’ll sign a note for you. Don’t come here on Mondays and Tuesdays. Rest at home. Your health is the most important thing.”

Lu Xin nodded again blankly, took the leave note, and left early to go home.They are usually busy, but now they lie on the bed and have nothing to do except sleep. Instead, Lu Xin's grandparents are so busy after learning that Lu Xin has a fever, they come here from time to time to touch Lu Xin's forehead to see if the fever has subsided. no.

Lu Xin hadn't slept for such a long time for a long time. As soon as she fell asleep at night, she slept until the next afternoon. Although her head was still heavy, the fever subsided by half, and Lu Xin's grandparents finally let go of their worries. , happily went into the kitchen to cook porridge for Lu Xin.Lu Xin drank a bowl of porridge and began to feel sleepy again.It's okay anyway, just lie down and continue to catch up on sleep.

Lu Xin dreamed about Chen Yuyang.

He stood in the center of the vast stage, the light and shadow interlaced in the picture, the dust floated, and the soft breath rendered a large area of ​​warmth.In the dream, Chen Yuyang smiled vaguely, his hair was dyed light brown by the light, the graceful line of his jaw was sunk into his collar, the camera zoomed in, every movement was slowed down, he tilted his head, pursed his lips, and raised his eyebrows. Strings, eyes closed, singing softly, the singing voice travels through time and space with sadness and joy and comes from missing.The dream surpassed the reality, gorgeous and bright, Lu Xin watched Chen Yuyang from a distance in the corner under the stage, not daring to go forward, not daring to approach, for fear of shattering the illusion.

I like it so much that I am afraid, afraid that after waking up, there is only an empty heart left, and I will miss that person obsessively.At the end of the dream, it gradually faded to the point where she couldn't see her face clearly. When Lu Xin wanted to rush over to catch Chen Yuyang, there was no sign of him on the stage.

The dream had a bad ending. Lu Xin woke up and sat on the bed, buried her face in her knees, feeling deeply lonely.

I used to think that loneliness was nothing to me.Perhaps people need comfort and support when they are sick. Lu Xin inevitably thinks that it would be great if Chen Yuyang could be by her side.

The next two days passed in a muddle, and when Lu Xin let herself think wildly on the grounds that she had a fever and burned her head, Chen Yuyang really came.

Like a surprise that fell from the sky.

Wearing a peaked cap covering most of his face, Chen Yuyang appeared at the door of Lu Xin's house with a guitar on his back.Seeing that it was Lu Xin who opened the door, Chen Yuyang yelled: "Why did you get home so soon?" Seeing that Lu Xin was wearing pajamas, "Or did you not go to school at all today?"

Lu Xin stood there dumbfounded, and Chen Yuyang was already going crazy, "Damn it! How could it be such a coincidence!"

"Chen Yuyang..." Lu Xin called his name, and there was a tear in her voice, "I'm not dreaming..."

Chen Yuyang curled his lips and smiled, "What do you think?"

Lu Xin rushed forward and hugged Chen Yuyang tightly.

"Xiao Xin, why are you suddenly so enthusiastic..."

"Great, it's not a dream..." Lu Xin came back to her senses, "What did you call me just now?"

"Hmph, don't think I don't know, everyone in your school calls you that, right? When did you become so familiar with others?"

Lu Xin whispered, "It's all Zhou Shaoran's fault."

"Who is Zhou Shaoran... You even have a concubine? Okay, Lu Xin, you can do it, it's a waste of my love for you..."

Ignoring Chen Yuyang's nagging, Lu Xin asked, "Have you gone to my school?"

Chen Yuyang seemed very embarrassed, and said evasively: "No... Uh, actually, I went there for a while."

"Look at me?"

"Ah."

"Why didn't you tell me before you came?"

"I want to keep it a mystery..."

"Come on, ah, isn't today Tuesday, you don't have to go to school?"

Chen Yuyang chuckled, "Yesterday, the unified mock exam in the city just ended, and the teacher has to correct the papers collectively, so I have a day off."

"When are you going back?"

"I have to go back today for the ticket after 3 hours."

Lu Xin immediately showed a disappointed expression, "It's so fast."

"Hey, so you will also be reluctant to part with me?"

Lu Xin replied seriously: "Yes."

Accustomed to Lu Xin's indifference in the letter, Chen Yuyang was a little at a loss for her active response now, "Aren't you sick?"

Lu Xin frowned and said, "Well, I have a fever, but it has subsided."

"Sure enough, it's because I'm sick that I'm so abnormal..." Chen Yuyang pinched Lu Xin's cheek, "I've lost weight."

Lu Xin glared at him, "I rested for a few days, and I'm much better now."

"No way, so you really didn't go to school today?" Chen Yuyang was extremely sad, "Then I didn't go in vain!" He said and took off the guitar from his shoulders, "No wonder I didn't see it in your class after searching for a long time. you."

Lu Xin helped put the guitar aside, "Did you go to our class to find me?"

"Didn't you have a performance today for the school celebration? I sneaked into your auditorium, and then I heard a group of girls next to me chirping about how Xiaoxin is. I didn't pay attention at first, so I randomly asked someone to ask class 1. Where is it, I found out later that they are from your class." Chen Yuyang glanced at Lu Xin, "Then I heard that Xiao Xin in their conversation was you...you are so close, Lu Xin, you have a good life here nice."

"It's none of my business, I'm also very annoying."

"What happened that week? Humph, you're having an affair behind my back!"

"I'm so busy that I don't have time to go to bed every day. I don't have the time to have an affair. I don't have time to spare..." Lu Xin's voice gradually dropped.

"Not what?"

"...It's all used to think about the past...and you."

"Lu Xin, is your fever still going away? Let me touch your forehead."

"That's right, what I just said was all nonsense when I was sick, so don't believe it."

Chen Yuyang hugged Lu Xin and rubbed wildly, "I know Xiaoxin, you are the best to me."

"Please don't call me that, don't you know it's disgusting?"

"Xiaoxin, Xiaoxin, Xiaoxin, Xiaoxin..."

"..."

Not long after the two chatted, Chen Yuyang looked at his watch, "I'm leaving."

Lu Xin grabbed him, "I'll take you to the station when I change my clothes."

"You're just recovering from your illness, don't go out."

Lu Xin said softly, "But I want to stay with you for a while."

What could be more straightforward than this, no matter how much anxiety is turned into happiness and sweetness, the two hugged and kissed logically, with one heart and one mind, trying to keep this beautiful moment.

"Don't give it away, it's only a short distance away, and we'll be there soon." It was getting late, and Chen Yuyang hurriedly picked up the guitar again, "I'm leaving."

Only then did Lu Xin remember to ask, "What are you doing with your guitar?"

Chen Yuyang said while putting on his shoes, "Didn't you say that you like to see me on stage? I wanted to sing for you, but I was too busy talking just now. Let's make it up next time."

"I really don't need to send it?"

Chen Yuyang smiled and said, "No need, I'm not as duplicity as you."

...I have to leave without forgetting to hurt others.

"Then...be careful on the road."

Chen Yuyang left, leaving Lu Xin back in the room alone, empty.

She was almost recovering from illness, and she would be busy with her homework after the school celebration, so Lu Xin went to school normally the next day.

As soon as he took his seat, Zhou Shaoran couldn't wait to come to him, "Xiaoxin, Xiaoxin, come and watch the video I recorded yesterday."

Lu Xin was not interested in the performance at the school celebration, but seeing Zhou Shaoran presenting treasures, it was not easy to spoil his interest, thinking that he hadn't attended class anyway, so he agreed, "Okay."

Zhou Shaoran secretly took out the DV from his schoolbag, adjusted the progress of the video, "Wait a minute."

Lu Xin said critically: "The head teacher's singing must be terrible, I don't want to listen to it, and I don't want to watch the dance of Xu Lulu you like, so just show me the drama our class arranges."

Zhou Shaoran was still adjusting the DV in his hand, "Ah, not this! Not this! What I want to show you is not this!"

Lu Xin was very puzzled, "Then what do you want to show me?"

Zhou Shaoran tuned to that section, and stuffed the DV into Lu Xin's hands, "You can watch it yourself!"

Lu Xin pressed the start button, the picture on the screen was shaky, Lu Xin said: "Zhou Shaoran, your camera skills are really bad."

"I don't have time to study this, just watch the video, hurry up!"

Lu Xin didn't know what kind of medicine Zhou Shaoran sold in the gourd, and felt even more strange.The previous program in the video had just finished, the host came on stage and said clearly: "Next, I welcome a student from Class A of Senior Three to sing a song for us."

There was a commotion in the judges' seats below the stage. From this angle and distance, Zhou Shaoran should be sitting behind the judges' seats, so the voice in front of him was also recorded. A teacher in red stopped the host and asked : "Why did you add a program without authorization?"

The host's voice was very surprised, "Didn't the teacher ask you to add this program temporarily? Just a few minutes ago, a boy came to me and told me that the time was too tight, and I didn't even have time to think of words."

Then there was an unknown voice next to him, "Grade [-] Class A? Where did Class A come from?"

Lu Xin didn't understand what happened for the time being, but she just said to Zhou Shaoran with this sentence: "Isn't Class A the key class selected during the re-segmentation of the senior year? Why don't you know?"

Zhou Shaoran yelled: "When did our school use letters to arrange classes!"

Lu Xin realized that she had forgotten her school, and hurriedly turned her gaze back to the screen, only to see a boy walking slowly onto the stage with a guitar on his back.

Lu Xin recognized Chen Yuyang at a glance.

How could this be a dream? There has never been a dream that can compare to the one-tenth of the touch of this image.

Chen Yuyang wore a hat and lowered his head, making it difficult to distinguish his face, "I want to give this song to my favorite person as a belated birthday present, although it's not a day or two late, uh, just Think of it as an excuse for me to want to see him."

All of a sudden, the audience exploded, and there were various comments in the video, "Wow, does this count as a public confession? Great!"

"Who is that boy? Why haven't I seen it before?"

"Strong! This is fine, worship!"

"No matter who he is, wait until he is approved by the dean."

"It's so handsome, the person who was confessed is so happy!"

Amidst the commotion, Chen Yuyang plucked the strings and began to sing.

How should I describe and describe such a scene?

The noise in the video was very serious, and the surrounding voices were noisy. Lu Xin couldn't hear what Chen Yuyang was singing clearly, and could only catch one or two incomplete lyrics from the intermittent paragraphs.

But what does it matter.

The face with high spirits is so perfect under the spotlight.

After singing the last line of the lyrics, Chen Yuyang held down the trembling strings with his hands and closed his eyes.The noise suddenly stopped, and the audience fell silent in an instant. Chen Yuyang took a light breath and shouted: "Don't hesitate anymore! Hurry up and fall in love with me violently!"

After a few seconds of silence, the ground suddenly boiled, and shouts and whistles came and went one after another.The teacher at the front grabbed the host angrily and asked, "What's the name of that classmate?"

The host said innocently: "I really don't know, teacher, I don't know him."

In the chaos, Chen Yuyang quickly flashed to the background.The teacher in red said to the host: "The following programs will be performed in the order they are arranged, and no mistakes are allowed!" That classmate called over here!" After a few minutes, the student came back, "Teacher, he left as soon as he finished singing, someone saw him leaving the auditorium, but he didn't know where he went."

"Call the head teacher of Class A, Senior Three!"

"Teacher, there is no such class..."

At this point in the video, the screen was covered with water droplets, and Zhou Shaoran snatched it up, "It's not good to get water on the screen." Halfway through wiping it with a paper towel, Zhou Shaoran suddenly came to his senses, "Lu Xin, are you crying?"

Lu Xin kept her head bowed, tears dripping down the back of her hands.

In the lonely time, Lu Xin cried for various reasons, but it was the first time that she shed tears because she was moved.It turns out that tears are not all bitter and sad, they can also be sweet and happy.

It doesn't matter what the future will become, even if it's just a deception from beginning to end, Lu Xin is willing.

A few nights ago, Chen Yuyang opened the BBS of Lu Xin's school by accident while searching for information on the Internet, hoping to find some news about Lu Xin from there.In the end, nothing was found. When Chen Yuyang was about to close the page, he caught a glimpse of the news of the school celebration in the news column.

It is said that all the teachers and students of the school will watch the celebration in the auditorium, so Chen Yuyang came up with such a crazy plan.He wanted Lu Xin to see himself singing on stage again, and secretly wondered if Lu Xin would fall in love with him again.However, this idea just passed by in a flash, and Chen Yuyang also felt that it was unrealistic to put it into action.

But he suddenly learned that there was a day off, and it was on the day of the school celebration, a coincidence that seemed to be carefully arranged by heaven.

Chen Yuyang resolutely stepped on the train to C City. He imagined countless reactions that Lu Xin would have, but he never thought that Lu Xin would be sick at home.

The same coincidence seems to be carefully arranged by God.

I thought it would have a happy ending, but it ended up with a trace of regret.He was not able to witness the moment when he shined for him alone.

All the painstaking efforts were in vain, Chen Yuyang could only laugh it off, comforting himself silently and said, forget it, anyway, the melody was practiced in a hurry, so let's sing it again with heart when the practice is finished.

At this moment, Chen Yuyang was dozing off in class while listening to the teacher explain the exercises. The sunlight came in through the window, shining on his drowsy side face.He lifted his chin lazily, raised his head slightly and looked out the window. A leaf fell with the wind, and summer was coming to an end.

Yesterday, after walking so much with the guitar on his back, his shoulders were still sore, but when Chen Yuyang remembered Lu Xin's serious and obedient appearance when he said that he was reluctant to part with him, the corners of Chen Yuyang's mouth couldn't help but rise.

Crying or laughing is proof that happiness is shining.

He and he have missed too much, and neither of them wants to miss more.

The author has something to say: call it a day! >_