lonely lonely

Chen Yuyang was angry and funny, he joked for a while, he remembered it now?

After walking for a while, Lu Xin said, "Your hands are so sticky."

"I just spilled Coke, and it wasn't your fault."

After waiting for Lu Xin not to answer for a long time, Chen Yuyang asked, "Why don't you talk?"

"I think of the night when I went to the bar to watch you sing, I also spilled Coke, and my palms were sticky."

"Yeah, I was still surprised that Zhao Cheng brought you here at that time."

"strangeness?"

"That's right... Zhao Cheng rarely brings outsiders with me when we are together."

"Outsider? Me? So you and Zhao Cheng..."

"Hey, hey, don't make this joke, Zhao Cheng and I are good friends."

Lu Xin looked at the dark road ahead, "I know...I..."

"Ok?"

"If I didn't come that day, there wouldn't be so many things."

"How do you say that?"

Lu Xin thought for a while and said, "You were very beautiful in my impression that day, as if your whole body was shining with light."

"Ah, you fell in love with me that day, right?"

Lu Xin didn't answer.

"Is it? Is it?"

"...That's right."

Chen Yuyang was very happy when he heard it, and said, "But after that, you didn't act like you liked me."

"At that time, I thought you liked Zhao..." The words came back here again, and Lu Xin changed the direction, "You are too far behind on stage and off stage."

"Too much difference? It's obviously you who are too far away..."

Lu Xin was slightly puzzled, "Me?"

Chen Yuyang snorted and said, "At first I thought you were weak and weak, how cute you are, a child...Actually, you are not weak..."

Lu Xin was very dissatisfied with such a statement, "It's too late for you to regret it now."

Chen Yuyang smiled, tilted his head and asked, "Do you like to see me on stage?"

"Ah."

"Then I'll find a way to find an opportunity to sing for you."

Lu Xin patted his head, "It's the third year of high school, you should study hard, kid."

When they got home, the two rushed to take a bath to wash off the sticky discomfort on their bodies.Chen Yuyang threatened with force: "Either I wash it first, or we wash it together, you choose yourself." Lu Xin couldn't argue and had to surrender.After fighting for a while, the two embraced each other and fell asleep. Tired after a day of playing, they soon fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Chen Yuyang's cheeks were dazed with wetness.Opening his eyes in a daze, he didn't find anything unusual. Chen Yuyang got up and turned on the bedside lamp, only to find that Lu Xin was crying silently in his sleep, soaking a large piece of pillow.Chen Yuyang was a little helpless for Lu Xin's silent crying, and even more distressed, he stroked his face to wipe away the tears.Lu Xin's eyelashes trembled, and then he woke up, looked around innocently and ignorantly, and asked, "What time is it? Is it dawn?"

Chen Yuyang shook his head, "It's only three o'clock, and you were crying just now."

"No wonder I feel a little stuffy in my chest..."

"Have a nightmare?"

Lu Xin denied, "It's not a nightmare."

"That……"

"I dreamed about my grandma." Lu Xin sighed, "In previous years, on my birthday, my grandma would always cook a bowl of longevity noodles for me. I just dreamed about my grandma, and she was sitting opposite me, watching me eat without moving."

When it comes to this topic, Chen Yuyang is really powerless.

However, Lu Xin didn't intend to continue, and said: "It's still early, let's go to sleep again." After turning off the light, Chen Yuyang fell into the darkness again, and only heard a small sound in his ear, Lu Xin had already lay down and fell asleep.After turning over several times in a row and still not being stable, Lu Xin opened her eyes in a daze. The dark pupils were so deep that they were reflected in the night, clear and cold.

The wonderful time is always short, Chen Yuyang had to go home after staying in C City for a few days.In the bustling station, Lu Xin sent Chen Yuyang to the door of the waiting room, pursed her lips, and said, "Goodbye."

This sentence seems very dry and dry.

Knowing that Lu Xin didn't sleep well last night, Chen Yuyang didn't care about it now and said with a smile, "Think of me." Seeing that no one was paying attention, he leaned over and kissed Lu Xin on the cheek.

Lu Xin nodded dully and watched Chen Yuyang enter the waiting room.Chen Yuyang couldn't help looking back inside, but saw Lu Xin walking out without looking back, as if there was no trace of nostalgia or reluctance.

Somehow, it was kind of sentimental.Lu Xin still had a hard time trusting and accepting others, thinking that a gap had been opened in his heart, but after a while, he would be able to heal himself quickly.

After all, something was missing.

Chen Yuyang smiled unconsciously, thinking that if he fell in love with Lu Xin, he must be under some kind of spell, which cannot be unraveled.

The summer vacation before the third year of high school was very short, and the school started to make up classes early. Both teachers and students were forced to devote themselves to this battle without gunpowder.The principal held a meeting solemnly, and re-divided classes at the beginning of the term. Chen Yuyang was lucky to be assigned to a key class due to his good grades at the end of last semester.This is something worth celebrating, Chen Yuyang found an excuse and immediately wrote a letter to Lu Xin, scribbling thousands of words just to get a little reply from him.The reply letter arrived after a few days, and the whole letter was in a calm tone. It can be imagined that Lu Xin also wrote this reply letter with such a light expression.Next, there will be a unified mock exam in the city. Chen Yuyang no longer bothers about Lu Xin's indifference, and is busy with the exam. Lu Xin is right, he still has a lot of things to do—but these things are not his best. miss.Chen Yuyang has always been able to do whatever he wants, and he has a wild temper, so he was a little out of breath due to the heavy academic pressure in the third year of high school, but this is a hardship that must be endured, and there are no shortcuts.Even a fun-loving person like Zhao Cheng restrained his mind and went to study seriously, and Chen Yuyang had no reason not to be serious.It's just that when rushing homework at night, Chen Yuyang would think, is it that Lu Xin is still up there, rushing homework like himself?In the dead of night, it is easy to be emotional, and longing will pop up out of nowhere and intensify.

It's just that he wasn't sure if Lu Xin would be like him.

Chen Yuyang knew that this was not good, and it was not in line with his personality to worry about someone.When we first dated Mo Ziye, he was so flamboyant and enthusiastic, as bright and dazzling as the summer sun, while Mo Ziye was with him like boiled water, infected by him warmly and softly, embracing everything about him good and bad.When he came to Lu Xin's place, Chen Yuyang couldn't make a show of it, and his enthusiasm was worn down by Lu Xin a lot. He liked him deeply and forbeared him deeply, and his initial domineering attitude towards Lu Xin disappeared.

...Probably met the nemesis.

Chen Yuyang lowered his head, took out the envelope and letter paper, and wrote the shortest letter.

Lu Xin, I miss you very much.

Putting the stamp on, he hurried downstairs, there was no one on the street, Chen Yuyang put the letter into the mailbox, and turned it back alone, suddenly felt that his behavior was no different from that of an idiot.In fact, Chen Yuyang is not far from an idiot, because when he woke up the next day, he was annoyed by his provocative and boring behavior for a long time.But it was mailed, and he couldn't pry open the lock of the mailbox to get the letter back. Chen Yuyang made up his mind that he must get the letter back to destroy the corpse in the future.

But not long after Lu Xin arrived at the new school, she encountered a difficult matter.The desks in the new school are not separate desks as in the original school, but two desks are joined together, which is said to allow students to unite and help each other.So Lu Xin had a deskmate, who was good-looking, clean and bright, and his canine teeth could be seen when he smiled, "Hello, my name is Zhou Shaoran."

"First time meeting, hello."

Zhou Shaoran laughed even wider, "It's not the first time."

Lu Xin saw that he looked weird, so she ignored him.

Zhou Shaoran is good at everything, but the biggest problem is being noisy, the whole star will die if he doesn't talk, Lu Xin gave him a four-word summary - talk too much and densely.That day, Lu Xin received the letter from Chen Yuyang, and after flipping through the letter paper several times, he concluded that there was indeed only one line of words, and then he was stunned.

Chen Yuyang's nerves are wrong...

Just when he was distracted, Zhou Shaoran suddenly appeared behind him, staring at the letter in his hand, and asked: "From a friend?"

Lu Xin hurriedly hid the letter, but there were only a few words on it, and Zhou Shaoran had already seen it.Lu Xin was embarrassed and coughed, "Yeah."

"The one I saw at the station during the summer vacation?"

Lu Xin hummed again, and then the blood in her whole body froze, and she asked stiffly, "Who did you see?"

Zhou Shaoran lowered his voice and said, "The boy who kissed you."

Lu Xin looked at Zhou Shaoran calmly, and Zhou Shaoran also looked at Lu Xin.

"Who is he?"

"My boyfriend."

"..." Zhou Shaoran seemed very disappointed with Lu Xin's honest answer, "Aren't you afraid that I will speak out?"

"Not afraid."

"I really can say it!"

"Just say it."

"..."

Zhou Shaoran was frustrated, and asked again: "What's his name?"

"Chen Yuyang, Yu of giving, Yang of the sun, what else do you want to ask, do you want to give you his contact information by the way?"

"..." Zhou Shaoran opened his voice, "Can you worry a little bit! If others find out, you will be isolated!"

Lu Xin smiled, "It's okay."

Zhou Shaoran said very loyally: "I won't tell other people."

"why?"

"Because you are my deskmate."

Lu Xin was speechless about this reason, and secretly added a kind and harmless comment to him.Of course Zhou Shaoran didn't know that Lu Xin's back was covered in cold sweat.

"Thank you."

Zhou Shaoran gave Lu Xin a very romantic smile.

After that, he was not as relaxed as he had imagined. Zhou Shaoran was very curious about the relationship between the two boys, Lu Xin and Chen Yuyang, and forced Lu Xin to tell him every day.Once Lu Xin showed boredom, Zhou Shaoran yelled: "I'm going to tell others!" like a big child.Lu Xin was perfunctory to Zhou Shaoran, telling him some nonsense, talking, but she was a little bit in love.

It turned out that he and Chen Yuyang were not so poor that they had no memories at all. There were so many details that made him fall in love with him.Maybe both parties fell in love too suddenly, so there was a sense of haste.But the temperature felt on the lips during the kiss was not fake, nor was the slight attachment and melancholy of separation in Chen Yuyang's heart when he left.

It seems that those things happened a long time ago, and I feel a little sad when I recall them.Lu Xin didn't want to admit it, it was missing.

Perhaps, possibly, probably, my liking for Chen Yuyang is much deeper than I imagined.

The author has something to say: March towards the end>_