lonely lonely

Returning to the classroom as if running away, Zhao Cheng, who had not been calmed down for a long time, suddenly asked, "Lu Xin, have you seen Chen Yuyang recently?"

It is true that which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted, Lu Xin replied guiltily: "No."

Zhao Cheng said, "Oh, can you help me spread the word?"

It should be a strict rejection, but Zhao Cheng's expectant eyes made Lu Xin unbearable, and she had already forgiven him enough.

"Row."

Zhao Cheng said with a slight smile: "It's my birthday the day after tomorrow, so I'll treat you to dinner and ask him to come over."

Lu Xin said in surprise, "Why don't you go by yourself?"

There was helplessness in Zhao Cheng's words, "We had a quarrel last week, but we haven't spoken yet."

My head hurts again.Chen Yuyang said the reason for the quarrel was too shocking and unbelievable.Lu Xin reluctantly agreed, and Zhao Cheng said, "You also come together." Not giving Lu Xin a chance to refuse, "Other people in the class will also come, so please show me face."

"Of course." Lu Xin said frankly, but secretly complained.

The words had to be brought, Lu Xin deliberately waited at the door of class 4 when school was over, Chen Yuyang saw him, showed a little happiness, and said, "I thought you didn't want to see me."

Lu Xin didn't look at him directly, but fixed her eyes on the tiles on the wall, "I'll come here to tell you that Zhao Cheng wants to invite you to dinner for his birthday the day after tomorrow."

Chen Yuyang was silent for a while, "Okay."

After receiving the reply, Lu Xin was about to leave, but Chen Yuyang called out, "Lu Xin, can you stop hiding from me?"

Those named fell on deaf ears.

A rosy cloud in the sky floated alone in the sky, making people feel a sense of powerlessness.

A birthday party is nothing more than a bunch of downtrodden high school kids taking advantage of someone else's birthday to indulge in some kind of indulgence.At the prepared banquet, Zhao Cheng sat there fiddling with the food in the tableware, occasionally took a few bites, with a smile on his face from beginning to end, but there was no smile in his eyes.The others listened with interest to the class gossip that was going on during the meal, who broke up with whom, who changed girlfriends, who was caught at the bottom of the exam by the teacher and scolded them, and made a comment from time to time, causing trouble. Everyone laughed out loud, and the atmosphere was filled with jubilation and enthusiasm.Zhao Cheng was also listening, and would bend his eyes when laughing with them.

But Lu Xin just felt that Zhao Cheng was not like this when he was happy.

Lu Xin had no choice but to laugh along with the corners of her mouth, and kept eating to cover up her embarrassment.Chen Yuyang sat next to him, picked up a lot of vegetables and stacked them in his bowl, but he didn't eat much himself, listening to others' speech quietly.Lu Xin pushed aside the food he picked up, and drank drinks instead.

Zhao Cheng didn't know when he opened a bottle of red wine and was pouring it into a glass. When Chen Yuyang saw it, he quickly stopped him, "Don't drink this." Zhao Cheng took out his ID card and waved it in front of Chen Yuyang, "I just got it not long ago, it's not It’s okay to have a drink, besides, today is my birthday.” Several male students next to him immediately clapped their hands in agreement, and they all volunteered to toast, but Chen Yuyang couldn’t help it, and said: “Then drink less.” Zhao Cheng filled a glass , said softly: "This time is different from that time."

That time was when the girl Zhao Cheng liked in junior high school ran to confess to Chen Yuyang. Zhao Cheng was so drunk that he passed out for the first time, and he dragged Chen Yuyang into a drunken madness.Chen Yuyang understood that Zhao Cheng had swallowed a glass of wine suddenly, his throat burned, the story repeated itself, and his vision became blurred.There are starlight in the dense eyes, the person you like is within reach, and you can hug him as soon as you stretch out your hand.After drinking another glass of wine, the status of good friends was nailed to death, and there was no room for turning around.

In the past, Zhao Cheng used to chase after girls with a stern face. If you don't like it, I will hang around you until you like it.But for Lu Xin, Zhao Cheng was unexpectedly thin-skinned. He was really afraid that Lu Xin would hate him, and that he would end up making trouble to the point where he couldn't even be a good friend.So keep the bottom line and play the role of a friend dutifully.

I thought I wouldn't mind it, but I couldn't.

A few people who were eager to try also poured some wine and tasted it. Just as the tip of their tongues touched a little, they already wrinkled their entire faces, sticking out their tongues and screaming how bitter it is.

"If you don't know how to drink, don't drink it. What are you making a fuss about?"

As soon as Chen Yuyang's words came out, several people couldn't hold back their face, and they held a glass of wine that was so shallow that they could see the bottom, and pretended to respect Zhao Cheng, "This wine must be respected."

Zhao Cheng poured it full for himself and drank it all.With a sullen face, Chen Yuyang couldn't help but grab the wine bottle, "Enough."

"Chen Yuyang, why are you so disappointed?"

Chen Yuyang turned his head and gave that person a supercilious look, and said to Zhao Cheng, "If you drink any more, you'll be drunk."

"There's still a lot of wine here, don't let it go to waste."

Chen Yuyang snatched his glass, "I'll drink it." After drinking the glass, there was still a little bit left in the wine bottle, and when it was poured out, it was a real big glass, and Chen Yuyang's glass was already on his lips. Someone stopped him and said, "Squad leader Haven't had a drink yet."

"I'll drink for him." Chen Yuyang dismissed the proposal.

"All the boys here have drunk, so what if he's the only one left?"

"No."

"Chen Yuyang, why are you so unsophisticated? It's none of your business..." Seeing that there was going to be a dispute, she took the glass full of red wine with one hand, "I'll drink it." Without waiting for Chen Yuyang to object, Lu Xin took a sip Then he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, "Continue to eat."

Sitting down, Chen Yuyang complained: "So love to be brave."

"Will I die after drinking a glass of wine? Chen Yuyang, why do you block my wine for me?"

"The wine is not good. Don't lie to me that you like it."

"That's none of your business."

"Aren't I thinking of you?"

"Thank you, no need."

After a meal, his elation faded away, and Chen Yuyang's dissatisfaction could not be found in his heart, and he didn't say a word during the whole meal.Zhao Cheng was slightly drunk, he couldn't keep his smile on, his eyes were half-closed and his face was full of tiredness.Not everyone is blind, Yang Fei asked tentatively: "Zhao Cheng, you seem to have something on your mind?"

In an instant, all eyes focused on Zhao Cheng.Zhao Cheng held the empty wine glass to his lips, and tried to bend the corners of his mouth, "It's nothing." For a while, the whole house was speechless, Zhao Cheng stood up, "I'll go to pay the bill."

After dinner, I went to KTV according to the original plan. Someone was already singing on the road, and I could hear it even across the road.After being suppressed for a long time, he relaxed, and when he got interested, he didn't care about his image, and someone immediately echoed him, and they immediately became laughing and joking.

Lu Xin and Chen Yuyang walked around separately, Zhao Cheng was left behind alone, his lonely figure was unbelievably desolate.Yang Fei found out, ran over and asked with concern: "Are you drunk?"

Zhao Cheng raised his head, his eyes were red as if he had cried.Yang Fei was shocked, "Don't scare me, what's the matter?" Zhao Cheng put his hands on her shoulders, "I feel sick to my stomach after drinking too much alcohol, please lend me to lean on." He whistled and booed, Zhao Cheng whispered to Yang Fei, "Don't get me wrong."

Yang Fei smiled, "Don't you want me to misunderstand you?"

"It's not what you think."

"Oh? What's that like?"

Zhao Cheng sighed instead of answering.

"It's true that my stomach is uncomfortable, so I'm wronged and you support me."

Yang Fei pouted and said, "Anyway, you also chased me, so I still have some affection." Putting Zhao Cheng's bracelet over her shoulder, "I'll give you some tofu, I won't give you any birthday presents." Zhao Cheng laughed sincerely this time, "A girl who is so stingy is really not afraid that no one will want her."

As soon as they arrived at the box, some people couldn't wait, grabbed the microphone and started yelling regardless of the melody.Lu Xin drank a large glass of wine and became dizzy, but she was too embarrassed to show it, which would make her even more troublesome, so she got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face.Chen Yuyang saw that his complexion was not good, so he followed out worriedly, while Lu Xin was washing and looking up to see an extra person in the mirror, she was frightened half to death.

"It's this reaction again, as if I'm going to eat you."

Lu Xin continued to splash cold water on her face, but the more she splashed it, the redder she became, as if she was about to burn.

Chen Yuyang touched his cheek, "How could this be?"

Lu Xin said, "I'm uncomfortable."

"It's just like this after drinking a glass of wine, it's really useless!"

Lu Xin's bangs were scattered and glued together by water, and the water on her face was still wet. At first glance, she thought she was crying, "Zhao Cheng is not happy today, I can tell at a glance..."

Chen Yuyang paused, then dried his face with a tissue, and said softly, "It's not your fault."

Lu Xin stood dumbfounded, and said: "He's obviously unhappy and still trying his best to pretend to be a smile. Seeing through how sad it makes people...I don't want to see him like this..."

Chen Yuyang pondered for a moment, then pointed it out, "Lu Xin, why are you pretending? The reason is the same."

They are all proud people by nature, no matter how lonely they are, they should never show any pity and sympathy.Aloof and stubborn, with a nonchalant attitude, and every gesture, he pretends to be working hard.

Chen Yuyang looked at his flushed face and said, "I'll take you outside to get some fresh air." Lu Xin broke free from his hand, "Chen Yuyang, let's forget it."

Chen Yuyang remembered that when Lu Xin stubbornly refused to admit that he liked him, he said forget it, and at that time Lu Xin was extremely angry.Now Chen Yuyang is also very angry, "What counts? Can't count!"

Lu Xin asked unhurriedly, "What would Zhao Cheng think?"

Hitting the soft spot, Chen Yuyang was speechless.

Lu Xin said: "With you, I will feel guilty."