don't let me go

Get off the bus, walk forward along the stop sign, and walk 400 meters.Looking up, the campus of Z University has arrived.Lin Qing took out his mobile phone and called Lin Feng.

"Xiaofeng, it's brother... Ah, what do you do?... Oh, oh, I... I'm at the gate of your school... Um, um, okay, I'll wait for you, um, I'm not in a hurry." Get on the phone and put the phone back in the bag.Lin Qing looked up at the sky and sighed.

I really didn't know how to do it well. When I got home, my head was empty. I wanted to call Lu Ming and ask him clearly, but there was a voice in my heart saying no, it was resisting.The two voices appeared alternately in my mind, going crazy.Don't care so much, just bring some money and come to find Lin Feng.Now, I just want to meet him.

Lin Feng ran all the way to Lin Qing, panting, "Brother, you, why didn't you say something in advance..."

"It just so happened that I had nothing to do on the weekend, so I came to see you...why did you run in such a hurry?"

Lin Fengshun breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I'm afraid you'll be in a hurry, go, go to my dormitory first."

Quadruple rooms are in good condition.Lin Qing sat on the chair and watched Lin Feng busy, "What are you packing?"

After Lin Feng piled up a lot of sundries on a bed, he turned to Lin Qing and said with a smile, "There are usually two people living in the dormitory. The house. Usually things are put on their bunks... I have to tidy up, so you can sleep well at night."

Lin Qing said "Oh" and looked at Lin Feng's table.In a standard college student dormitory, the bookshelves are full of professional books, hehe, it’s the same as my habit at home, I still like reading so much.Lin Feng is also a person who likes to tidy up, so being so organized is already very different from ordinary boys.Seeing that Lin Feng's computer screen was saved, he moved the mouse.

"Brother..." Lin Feng called out suddenly.

Lin Qing turned his head and saw his younger brother hugging a quilt, staring nervously at the monitor screen. "What's wrong?" His face was still red, strangely.Looking at the desktop, there are no programs open, just a Transformers desktop.

"Oh, oh, it's nothing." Lin Feng hesitated, "I just thought there were some files that I didn't save..."

Then the lock turned and the door opened.A boy who was about the same height as Lu Ming came in, with black hair, wearing glasses, and looked very sporty in his gentle manner.The boy was taken aback when he saw Lin Qing, then turned to look at Lin Feng.

Lin Feng hurriedly said, "Brother, this is my roommate, Qi Kai." He looked at Qi Kai and said, "Didn't you go to help the club at noon, why did you come back?"

Qi Kai recovered, nodded to Lin Qing, and said "Hello".Going around Lin Feng, walked to his seat, put down the book in his hand, and said, "I'll go in a while, there's practice in the afternoon, I'll come over and bring my sneakers."

"Shall we have lunch together?" Lin Feng asked.

Qi Kai looked at Lin Qing, then turned his gaze to Lin Feng, his eyes could not be seen by the reflection of the lens, "No need, your brother finally came here, you guys eat, let's eat together next time, I'll go first." Thinking of it What, leaned closer to Lin Feng, almost touching the tip of his nose, and said softly, "Be careful of your rhinitis."

Lin Feng's face turned red, he turned sideways, gave Qi Kai a look, and said, "Got it, let's go."

Lin Feng was obviously very excited. He took Lin Qing to the cafeteria and ordered a lot of dishes.Lin Qing said, "If you order less, you won't be able to eat it." "The dishes cooked in this window are super good, definitely different from ordinary big pot dishes..."

Lin Qing was full.

Walking on the campus and walking into the woods, the mottled sunlight shines on the body through the gaps between the leaves. In the distance, there are sparse students leaning against the trees, sitting on the lawn and reading.Lin Qing sighed, "Famous universities are different, the environment is so good..." Lin Feng kept walking without saying a word.Lin Qing said, "What's the matter, Xiaofeng?"

Lin Feng was walking, stopped, looked at Lin Qing and said, "Brother, is there something wrong with you?"

"Me? No, no..."

"Did you quarrel with that Lu person?" Lin Feng stared into his brother's eyes.

Lin Qing thought, nothing can be hidden from his younger brother, he guessed that people's minds are always so accurate.Did not speak.

Lin Feng said to himself, "I have been here for 2 years, and this is the first time you have come to see me. You are not so happy to see me, and you don't even talk much during meals. I am you Brother, brother, what's wrong? Did you quarrel?" Lin Qing shook his head.

No quarrel?Lin Feng frowned, it would never be a problem at work, since he is the boss, he must be covering him.No problem at work, no problem in life, relationship...?Thinking of a possibility, he asked in disbelief, "Does he have someone else?"

Hearing this sentence, Lin Qing felt that he couldn't hold on any longer. He leaned against the tree and lowered his head.

Lin Feng pressed his shoulder with one hand and asked, "He has someone else? Want to break up with you?"

Lin Qing looked into his younger brother's eyes and said, "No, he didn't tell me anything, but I saw his wedding invitation..."

"Damn it!" Lin Feng slammed his fist on the tree. "How long have you been together? He's married now. Didn't he tell you he's getting married?"

"I don't know, I don't know anything, I don't seem to have asked him, we are together, it looks good, but there are many things and many signs lurking there, but I don't want to ask... I just think , It was good before, I was very happy, there was someone who liked me, wholeheartedly for my own good, I was addicted... I just felt that I couldn't leave him, me, I..."

Seeing Lin Qing's incoherent speech, Lin Feng couldn't help it anymore, he pulled his brother over, hugged him, and said, "Okay, brother, don't think about it, don't think about it, it's no big deal, you are so good, many people will like you He is like that, no, it is better than him to you!"

"But... I love him..."

Lin Feng's body stiffened for a moment, and then slowly relaxed. He didn't say anything, but just rubbed Lin Qing's shoulder.

When he returned to the dormitory at night, Qi Kai was sitting in his seat playing a game.Seeing Lin Feng came back, he nodded towards Lin Qing as a greeting.Lin Feng looked at Qi Kai, didn't speak, and climbed to the upper bunk to make Lin Qing's bed.

After turning off the lights, Lin Qing lay on the bed, thinking about what Lin Feng said in the afternoon.

"You... love him?" Lin Feng looked shocked, his tone was unstable.

"Hmm..." Lin Qing kept saying "I love him" in his heart.

Lin Feng took a breath and said, "He told you that he is getting married?"

"No." Lin Qing shook his head, "He went to another place for a meeting. A woman who claimed to be her fiancée sent a bag. I opened it and saw that it was a wedding invitation."

Lin Feng was very puzzled, why did you send this kind of thing over when Lu Ming was not around? "She doesn't know that Lu Ming is not here?"

"I don't know, so I told him to hand over the things to him."

Lin Feng frowned, "Brother, although I don't know Lu Ming very well, I feel that he is not such an irresponsible person. I think you should wait for him to come back and have a good talk with him. Your current The attitude was too much like he couldn’t accept it and wanted to leave.”

……

Lin Qing opened his eyes, looking at the darkness, yes, when his mind was confused, there was indeed a thought of leaving.I am not as mature as my younger brother thought, and always messed up when encountering things. ...While thinking wildly, there was a slight sound from the bed next to her.Is it Qi Kai's bed?The lights have been turned off for more than an hour, why haven't I slept yet?No, why did you run to Lin Feng's bed again?

Lin Qing was puzzled and pricked up his ears to listen.

"What are you doing here!" Lin Feng's voice said, "Don't wake up my brother! Ah..." In the deliberately lowered voice, there was a hint of trill.Lin Qing understood what that sound was, and he couldn't believe it.

"No, it's been such a long time, he should be asleep."...the sound of kissing.

"Well, no, Qi Kai, not today. Hurry up and go to bed! My brother is leaving tomorrow."

Qi Kai let out a "huh", obviously very discouraged, the two kissed for a while, and Qi Kai crawled back to his bed lightly.

God... Lin Qing didn't dare to vent his anger.Lin Feng, Lin Feng, he too?

The next day, Lin Feng sent Lin Qing to the station. "Brother, remember, tell him well, don't get dizzy when you get excited..."

Lin Qing nodded, looked at Lin Feng, wanted to ask about him and Qi Kai, pondered for a while, and swallowed.What I said was, "You have to study hard and pay attention to your body."

The train started, leaning against the window, Lin Qing thought, it's time to face...