Greedy process

Cheng Shu didn't have any definite destination. Although he had studied abroad for a few years, he stayed in school most of the time, rarely went out, and had very little travel experience. Feeling light, I only choose those small towns with few people to run, and I don’t worry about it. I live slowly in one place for a few days before going to other places.

Every time he went to a place, he would tell Fu Shiyu. On the weekly phone call, he sometimes mentioned some interesting things that he had encountered in the past few days, but most of the time it was Fu Shiyu who said that he seemed to be forever It's not enough to say that he is not tired of talking for hours, Cheng Shu doesn't interrupt him, and sometimes he can't help but say a few words, Fu Shiyu yells at the other end, and there is a sense of joy Cheng Shu's heart softened, and he had no choice but to follow him.

In the end, it was Fu Shiyu who checked the time and felt that it was time for Cheng Shu to go to bed and had to hang up the phone, so he slowed down and said to go to bed early.After Cheng Shu responded, he didn't hang up, and the two of them stayed quietly for a while longer, waiting for Fu Shiyu to say with a smile, "I really hung up" before hanging up.

Fu Shiyu never asked him when he would go back, but just said "I miss you very much" over and over again, but Cheng Shu never responded, and he didn't know why he always couldn't say it.

In two months, Cheng Shu went to many places, and went to several small countries in Europe. He felt that he had enough time, so he flew to Malaysia with his back, and finally rented a small house in Thailand. down.

It was already the beginning of the new semester, and Cheng Shu's resignation procedures had not been completed. The school only said that he should leave his job temporarily for a while, and make a decision after the school's handling results came out.

Cheng Shu was not in the mood to deal with these things at that time, so he agreed sloppily.He cooperated with the school's request to submit review materials, mainly to check whether his education background, thesis, research results, etc. were adulterated. He got it, but he couldn't get it under normal circumstances.

Afterwards, Cheng Shu didn't care about these things anymore, whether it was Li Xiuji or the school's handling of the results, he stuffed the original mobile phone and the calling card into the drawer, and only told Fu Shiyu the new mobile phone number.

The few days in Thailand were very leisurely, Cheng Shu had nothing to do, wandered around during the day, closed the door as soon as it got dark at night, watched a movie or read a book, and fell asleep before it was too late.

Even though it was only a short few dozen days, he felt that the past seemed to be something far away from him. At that time, he who was desperately climbing up was like another person.Many things are like this. When you are in it, you don’t feel it. When you come out and look at it one day, you will be confused by the original self, and even feel a little unreasonable.

Cheng Shu fell in love with a bookstore two streets away. When he happened to pass by, he found a beautifully framed original English book on the top shelf of the bookcase, which was exactly the one Wu Lingli was looking for.

The owner of the store is an old man, saying that it is his collection, not for sale, no matter how high the price Cheng Shu asks, he will not be moved.Cheng Shu didn't insist much, he didn't like to win people's love, but since then he likes to go to that bookstore, find a few understandable English books to read, and occasionally look up at the book on the top of the cabinet, and then In the evening, I went back with the sunset contentedly.

On the phone with Fu Shiyu on Sunday, Cheng Shu said that two days ago, he gave a mathematics class to the elementary school students in the town. Fu Shiyu laughed for a long time and said, "Ask them if they need a Chinese teacher. I can also do mathematics, English, physics, chemistry, politics and geography."

This was the first time in a long time that Fu Shiyu expressed his intention to come to see him. Cheng Shu didn't speak, and Fu Shiyu seemed to just mention it casually, and immediately changed other topics.

Cheng Shu asked, "Do you have no class tomorrow?"

"Afternoon class." Fu Shiyu couldn't help laughing when he thought of something funny, "Let me tell you, I suddenly discovered something this semester. As soon as I jumped, the classroom was full of dark faces."

Cheng Shu said, "You are still a teacher. Do teachers laugh at students?"

Fu Shiyu smiled and said, "Isn't this just for you?"

The intimacy in his words was not concealed, and Cheng Shu unconsciously softened his expression.

Before hanging up, Fu Shiyu said: "I miss you, Cheng Cheng." After a pause, he asked again: "Do you miss me?"

After a long time, Cheng Shu hummed, as if he had broken some kind of confinement, he clenched his phone tightly and said softly, "I miss you very much."

Fu Shiyu suddenly lost his voice, and Cheng Shu said, "I miss you very much, every day."

The fundus of his eyes was hot. During the saddest time before, he didn't want to shed a tear, but now at night in a foreign country, he suddenly choked up for some reason.

"I miss you too, baby." Fu Shiyu whispered, "But don't worry, I've been waiting for you here."

Cheng Shu opened the dark blue notebook he had been carrying all the time, and he picked up all the papers he had written on before. On the plain white paper were two lines of words quietly written, each stroke sticking with love.

"Cheng Shu will live well, be safe, be healthy, live a long life, and meet Fu Shiyu for a lifetime."

A drop of water hit the paper, and Cheng Shu wiped it off in a panic, smoothing out the creases carefully.He hadn't cried for more than ten years, like a person insensitive to pain, he felt aggrieved after a long time on an ordinary night.

On the second day, Cheng Shu was still killing time in that bookstore. The afternoon seemed to be stretched out, and golden threads were pulled out every second, which made people feel full of irony.

When the sun turned red and the sun slanted, Cheng Shu put the book back on the shelf, and when he was about to leave after greeting the shopkeeper, the shopkeeper suddenly asked, "Why do you want that book?"

"I want to take it home." Cheng Shu's body was covered by the warm light of the setting sun, and his brows and eyes were extremely gentle between the light and dark, "But it doesn't matter if you don't have one, I plan to go back."

The shopkeeper was silent for a while, stood up under Cheng Shu's astonished eyes, took down the carefully preserved book on the bookcase, and stuffed it into Cheng Shu's hand: "Take it away."

Cheng Shu saw that he was clearly giving up, put the book on the table, and said, "No need."

The old man glared, and stuffed it into Cheng Shu's arms forcefully, as if Cheng Shu would get angry if he didn't want it.Cheng Shu sighed, no more excuses, thanked him, paid a little more money, and the shopkeeper accepted it readily.

On the way back, Cheng Shu was in a better mood than ever. He seemed to have gotten rid of some shackles, and his shoulders and back were stretched comfortably, pacing leisurely in the gorgeous evening.

He no longer shy away from thinking of Li Xiuji, and the mess that was left behind. The strange thing is that the sticky sewer sludge that was kept secret before now looks like a small piece of mud that is drying up in the sun.Cheng Shu thought, what's the big deal.He rewatched it after staying away, and found that it was indeed not a big deal.

Cheng Shu quickened his pace, because he suddenly missed Fu Shiyu so much that he couldn't bear it for a moment.

Turning the corner of the street, Cheng Shu stopped abruptly, the sky was enveloped by a large swath of orange red, the warm wind hit his face into his arms, and people under the setting sun bumped into his eyes.

Cheng Shu walked over. Fu Shiyu seemed a little nervous. He touched his nose and took out a box from behind.

"The aunt at home made red bean cakes. Didn't you like it before?" Fu Shiyu said, "I thought the logistics was not as reliable as mine, so I sent it to you manually."

Cheng Shu watched him not speak, Fu Shiyu sighed, and said frankly: "Okay, this is an excuse, I just miss you."

Cheng Shu hummed, Fu Shiyu looked at his expression, and said carefully: "Don't be angry, I will send it to you, and I will go back tomorrow morning."

Cheng Shu's heart was sour. "Okay." Cheng Shu choked up, "Let's go back together tomorrow."

Fu Shiyu almost thought he heard it wrong, he hugged Cheng Shu carefully, and when he touched the warm body under his hand, he seemed to have a real feeling, and murmured: "Cheng Cheng."

Cheng Shu held Fu Shiyu's face in his hands and kissed him earnestly, leading the kiss after a long absence.

When the two separated, Cheng Shu showed Fu Shiyu the book in his hand, squinted his eyes and smiled, "I found it."

"So?" Fu Shiyu asked deliberately.

Cheng Shu took his hand, led him into the room, and whispered in the last rays of the setting sun: "We can go home together."

Cheng Shu returned to Zecheng at the end of September, and he left for almost three months, and when he came back, his mood changed completely.

The two of them stayed at home for three days and did not go out. What they did depended on Fu Shiyu, and Cheng Shu almost responded to every request.On the day he arrived home, Fu Shiyu was in a trance all night, as if in a dream, and was cautious when bumping into Cheng Shu, as if he would melt him.

The two of them didn't do anything, Cheng Shu was wrapped in Fu Shiyu's arms, fell asleep quickly, his brows were relaxed, beautiful and peaceful.

Fu Shiyu watched him for half the night, and after realizing it, he woke up Cheng Shuhuang: "Cheng Cheng, are you not leaving?"

Cheng Shu was woken up by him in a daze, and said lazily in a nasal voice, "Yeah."

Fu Shiyu laughed twice, and said, "Say it again."

"I'm not leaving." Cheng Shu tilted his head into Fu Shiyu's arms, "I'm so sleepy, go to sleep."

Fu Shiyu hummed, and when Cheng Shu was about to fall asleep, Fu Shiyu suddenly turned over and pressed him on top of him: "Cheng Cheng, I can't sleep."

Cheng Shu lost half of his drowsiness due to his disturbance, and squinted at him: "What do you want to do?"

Fu Shiyu blushed and asked, "Is it okay?"

Cheng Shu woke up completely, and asked strangely, "Why are you blushing?"

"I don't know either." Fu Shiyu buried his head in Cheng Shu's shoulder and laughed, "I just think it's really good."

Cheng Shu laughed, reached out to pick off Fu Shiyu's pajamas, then raised his face and kissed Fu Shiyu's lips, and said softly, "Come on."

Then the two didn't go out for three days.

On the morning of the fourth day, Cheng Shu leaned against the dining table to drink milk, and asked Fu Shiyu, who was lying on the table: "Your leave is over, aren't you going to work?"

Fu Shiyu was so exhausted that he raised his head and opened his mouth, Cheng Shu stuffed a small bun into his mouth.Fu Shiyu chewed it for a few seconds, like a robot, and after swallowing it, he said weakly, "I've invited you for another day."

Cheng Shu saw that it was difficult for him to go to work, so he discussed seriously: "We will still seek sustainable development in the future, what are we doing when we are so tired?"

Fu Shiyu nodded in agreement, expressing his satisfaction with the word "continuation".

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Fu Shiyu spent the whole morning, and in the afternoon he regained his composure, insisting on taking Cheng Shu home immediately.

Cheng Shu thought it was hasty, so he had to wait two more days to prepare a gift for Fu Changshan. Fu Shiyu brought out a pot of limp green plants from the study, and said that this was all he needed, and he just threw it to his father to save it.

Seeing his appearance, Cheng Shu swallowed the words of refusal.The more solemn things are treated, the more prone to various problems, so it is better to be more casual.

Having said that, Cheng Shu stood in front of the closet for half an hour, and changed six or seven sets of shirts and trousers that were not much different.Fu Shiyu was lying on the bed happily watching him change clothes, whistling at the unfaded marks on Cheng Shu's body, but then he began to feel tired for him.

Fu Shiyu smiled and said, "I told you, don't be nervous."

Cheng Shu's mouth was stiff: "I'm not nervous!"

As he spoke, he took out another T-shirt, frowned and asked Fu Shiyu if casual clothes would be better.Fu Shiyu reached out to take it and put it on for him, rubbed the hickey on Cheng Shu's neck, and said with a smile, "It looks pretty anyway."

Cheng Shu pulled up the collar, feeling uncomfortable, and changed into a dress with a slightly higher collar that could hide the marks.

When he finally went out, Cheng Shu was a little quiet all the way, pursing his lips and looking out the window, when he was about to reach the ground, Cheng Shu asked hesitantly, "Do uncles and aunts know about that?"

Fu Shiyu saw his nervous look, shook his hand, and said seriously: "Cheng Cheng, they are your family just like me."

Cheng Shu nodded and said nothing more.

As soon as the car drove into the yard, Wu Lingli opened the door and came out. The pine cone jumped up to Cheng Shu's feet and spun around. The early autumn afternoon sun shone thinly, the sky was high and wide, and everything was gentle and peaceful.

Cheng Shu shouted nervously, "Hello, Auntie."

Wu Lingli affectionately pulled him into the house, Cheng Shu looked back at Fu Shiyu, Fu Shiyu was moving flowers from the car to the yard, Cheng Shu smiled and waved his hand, letting him in first.

Wu Lingli smiled and said, "What kind of auntie can I call you? Just call me mom."

"Really?" Tang Fei heard, and interrupted with a smile, "Mom!"

Wu Lingli's face turned cold: "Who are you?"

Fu Shizhang couldn't help laughing, stood up and stretched out his hand to Cheng Shu: "Fu Shizhang."

Cheng Shu said politely: "Hello." Then he hurriedly said hello to Fu Changshan who was on the sofa.

Fu Changshan smiled and said, "Cheng Cheng, right?"

Cheng Shu scolded Fu Shiyu in his heart, but on the surface he could only smile and nod.

Fu Shiyu came in with a pine tower from the outside, strode over, put his arms around Cheng Shu's shoulders, and said with a smile, "Don't bully our Cheng Cheng!"

Wu Lingli saw that he was about to bloom when he walked, and slapped him on the head with a smile: "Look at you."

Tang Fei introduced himself, Pi said, "Just call me sister-in-law."

Cheng Shu looked at Tang Fei's awe-inspiring appearance, thinking about this strange hobby, and obediently called out, "Sister-in-law."

Tang Fei finally got the approval of the second person in this family besides Fu Changshan. He was so moved that he patted Cheng Shu and said, "Let's go on a blind date from now on..."

Fu Shizhang kicked him, and said in disgust, "Don't act like this, will it work?"

Tang Fei was serious for a second: "Talk to brother if you have something to do."

Cheng Shu nodded with a smile.

Wu Lingli went to the kitchen to cook, and shouted: "A few people only have mouths, right? Cheng Cheng, come here, don't stay with them."

Cheng Shu responded, and Fu Shiyu smiled and rolled up his shirt cuffs for him, and said, "Go."

Fu Shizhang's leg was casually placed on Tang Fei's lap, just like a dandy who just eats and waits to die without working. After Cheng Shu left, he raised his chin at Fu Shiyu: "Happy?"

Fu Shiyu slumped on the sofa, just like Fu Shizhang, kicking one leg joyfully, was clamped by Tang Fei's iron hand, and thrown aside: "Don't hit your brother."

Fu Shiyu was in a good mood and didn't have the same knowledge as him, so he bent his eyes and said, "That's not true."

In the kitchen, Cheng Shu helped Wu Lingli. Wu Lingli didn't ask about Cheng Shu's family and work, but mostly talked about Fu Shiyu.

Wu Lingli took a look outside, and said with a smile: "I see that bastard Fu Shiyu is so sloppy today that he walks smoothly."

Cheng Shu smiled, Wu Lingli put the vegetables into the pot, and looked at Cheng Shu with a smile.

Cheng Shu suddenly became nervous and asked, "What's wrong?"

Wu Lingli sighed: "The real person looks better than the photos."

Cheng Shu's ears turned red quickly, and he called "Auntie".

Wu Lingli looked at him and smiled and said, "What I said is true, you can try to call me mother like Shi Yu, take your time, anyway, it's already your own child."

Cheng Shu really couldn't shout out, but his heart was unbelievably soft, and his nervousness disappeared.

After a lively meal, Wu Lingli stopped Tang Fei when she left at night, and handed him a lunch box: "See if you like it, I just asked Aunt Zhang to make another one."

Wu Lingli had always been angry with Tang Fei because of Fu Shizhang's injury. Tang Fei knew he was wrong, not to mention Wu Lingli, he would occasionally be terrified when he remembered how Fu Shizhang was covered in blood a few months ago.

Tang Fei suddenly reached out and hugged Wu Lingli.

"I'm really sorry," Tang Fei said seriously, "Thank you too."

Wu Lingli's eyes turned red, seeing Fu Shizhang standing behind smiling at her, her heart softened, and she patted Tang Fei on the shoulder.

Fu Shiyu held the door of the car and knocked on the roof with the key, deliberately jealous: "Mom, you are biased, what about me and Cheng Cheng?"

Wu Lingli wiped her eyes quickly, and glared at Fu Shiyu: "You are so close that you can rush home two or three times a day, and you want to come back by yourself."

The two cars drove out of the courtyard one after the other, drove together for a certain distance, stopped at an intersection, and after saying hello, they separated and went in two directions.

Fu Shiyu looked at Fu Shizhang's car going far away, turned his head and asked Cheng Shu, "Are you happy?"

Cheng Shu nodded, feeling a little embarrassed about what to say, and finally said: "Auntie told me to call her mother."

Fu Shiyu couldn't help laughing, and asked, "Did you shout?"

Cheng Shu shook his head, paused for two seconds and said, "I'll try next time."

Fu Shiyu smiled and leaned forward to kiss Cheng Shu. He had never felt so complete before.

The next day Cheng Shu and Fu Shiyu went to school together.In the dean's office, the dean enthusiastically asked Cheng Shu to sit down, but Cheng Shu did not sit down, and thanked him solemnly.

The dean waved his hand and said with a slight smile, "Those things were not your fault in the first place."

Cheng Shu didn't know what happened after he left until he returned to Zecheng a few days ago.

After reviewing the materials of Cheng Shu, the School of Mathematics of Ze University issued a notice, saying that Cheng Shu, the teacher of the School of Mathematics, was a pure victim in this incident. He has excellent knowledge and academic quality, and every step is to come out in a down-to-earth manner. Yes, the School of Mathematics of Ze University hopes to retain him to teach here, and at the same time order Li Xiuji's school and relevant departments to deal with Li Xiuji as soon as possible.The final signature is all the teachers of the School of Mathematics.It is said that he was also the main writer of the draft provided by the nearby Liberal Arts Academy.

Cheng Shu came out of the dean's office, and when he went downstairs, he ran into Mr. Li. Mr. Li was startled, and after seeing Cheng Shu clearly, he said pleasantly, "Teacher Cheng is back?"

Cheng Shu hummed, and said with a slight smile, "Is Teacher Li going to class?"

"Don't worry." Teacher Li pulled him into the office. "Everyone was talking about you just now. Teacher Su talked about you every day. Come back quickly and take over the class he replaced for you."

Cheng Shu said: "There are still some formalities to go through, and it will be next week."

Teacher Li stopped, looked at him and said, "Are you sure you're back?"

Cheng Shu nodded with a smile and said, "Thank you."

Cheng Shu heard it from Fu Shiyu. At the end of last semester, Teacher Li posted a piece of paper downstairs in the courtyard office, with a big red cross on the word "Li Xiuji", and a dog next to it. There was a big red cross on it, and it looked imposing and angry. Later, some people said to take it away. First, it was unfair to the dog, and second, Teacher Cheng saw that it was not good, so he took it away again.

Teacher Li said: "What's there to thank you for? You'll be fine when you come back."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Cheng Shu's smiling face and said, "I always feel that you have changed a lot."

Cheng Shu smiled and said, "A good direction or a bad direction?"

Teacher Li also smiled: "Of course it is good."

Cheng Shu talked to the teachers for a while, and then went to the administration building to go through some formalities. It was already noon after finishing the work. When he went downstairs, he saw a message from Fu Shiyu, saying that he was waiting for him in the parking lot at the school gate.

Before Cheng Shu got close, he saw Fu Shiyu leaning against the car talking to a girl, smiling smartly and beautifully, and when he saw him coming, he said something to the girl who came to strike up a conversation, and the girl left.

Seeing Cheng Shu's frown, Fu Shiyu asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Cheng Shu said unhappily, "You've already got a partner, don't you know how to pay attention?"

Fu Shiyu deliberately asked: "You don't even have a ring, how come you belong to me?"

Cheng Shu quickly kissed Fu Shiyu's lips, and said with a smile, "Didn't you cover it long ago?"

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Thank you for your company, thank you for reading ヾ(??▽?)ノ Speaking of the extra episode, I have written it a long time ago. Learn about "The Quiet Soil" (I am afraid of being beaten, so I should say goodbye...)

Afterwards, I will write slowly~