Greedy process

That was a revelation, or a public report.The whistleblower claimed to have been a student of Li Xiuji, and he was molested by Li Xiuji during his master's degree. At first, he chose to endure it because he was threatened with a diploma. After that, he sought many psychiatrists for several years, but he still couldn't get out of the shadow of that time. Say it all, seek a complete relief.

As for what the complete liberation is, the man didn't say it clearly, but it always makes people feel that there is some ominous meaning mixed in.

The report didn't start on the same day. The first Weibo post was two days ago, but it didn't attract much attention at that time, and it became popular last night.Although the whistleblower spoke convincingly and many people chose to believe him, as the public opinion fermented, more and more people were skeptical because this person did not have any evidence. , with no apparent bodily harm.Apart from his personal verbal allegations, there is no evidence to prove that Li Xiuji has indeed committed obscene acts. If there is still no substantive evidence after that, there is no way to doubt the crime.

Fu Shiyu calculated in his mind and found that this person was Cheng Shu's next class.He became a little uneasy. It's good that what this person said is false, if it's true... If it's true, what about Cheng Shu, who is only a year older than him?

Fu Shiyu read all the information about this matter, and finally got up and changed his clothes. He didn't know if Cheng Shu had seen it, and he didn't know if he was involved in this matter, but he could only stay by Cheng Shu's side Only then can you feel at ease.

Before going out, Fu Shiyu habitually turned on his phone and took another look. That person actually updated Weibo late at night.Fu Shiyu's pupils shrank suddenly, and among the densely packed words, the word "Cheng Shu" first fell into his eyes. Before he could see what the content was, he was already swept away by great anger and anxiety.

It took Fu Shiyu a long time to move his eyes to the text next to him, and after reading it all, he didn't seem to understand what he saw, and started to read it word by word from the beginning. When he saw the middle, his brain and senses finally finally read. Started in hindsight.

Fu Shiyu looked at the accompanying picture below, which seemed to be taken from another mobile phone. It was not clear in itself, and it had been typed with a thin layer of code, but the blurry figure inside was still familiar.

Fu Shiyu was shaking all over.

Wu Lingli was a little upset when Fu Shiyu woke her up from her sleep, and she woke up immediately after two seconds, feeling that Fu Shiyu didn't understand what she said, so she searched for herself and coaxed: "I'll take care of it, it's okay baby, I'll take care of it. "

When Fu Shiyu calmed down, Wu Lingli asked, "Are you with Cheng Shu now?"

"No." Fu Shiyu opened the door and went downstairs quickly, "I'll go there now."

"Listen to me." Wu Lingli said softly, "Drive slowly, don't worry, you understand?"

Fu Shiyu hummed, and there was a sour smell in his nasal cavity. "Mom," he asked softly, "he just wants to go to college and have a bright future. He hasn't hurt anyone. Why does he have to live so hard?"

Wu Lingli sighed, erased a lot of words, and only said: "Isn't there us now?"

Fu Shiyu didn't know what he was thinking while driving, maybe he didn't think about anything, he just wanted to see him, see him quickly, hug him and hide him, so that no one can find him and hurt him again.

When he went upstairs, Fu Shiyu realized that he came out in a hurry and forgot to bring his keys. The doorbell rang in the middle of the empty night, which seemed abrupt and sharp.

Cheng Shu opened the door, saw Fu Shiyu's appearance, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

He behaved naturally, as if he didn't know what was going on.Fu Shiyu took a step forward, hugged him into his arms, and then let out a breath of relief. Cheng Shu didn't ask any more questions, and gently patted Fu Shiyu's back with his hand.

After a long time, Fu Shiyu asked, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Cheng Shu snorted, "Would you wake me up if I fell asleep?" After a pause for two seconds, he explained, "I'm dealing with something."

Fu Shiyu let go of Cheng Shu, and asked softly, "Did you see that?"

Cheng Shu hummed, and Fu Shiyu quickly said, "It's okay, when you get up tomorrow morning, everything will be over." Wu Lingli has a lot of say in the media field, and Fu Shiyu has no doubts that she can handle it well deal with it.

Cheng Shu couldn't help laughing when he saw him nervous and sad. Fu Shiyu turned his head away in annoyance and wiped his red eyes.

Cheng Shu said, "Give me the phone."

Fu Shiyu was a little puzzled, but he still gave it to him.Cheng Shu stuffed Fu Shiyu's cell phone into his pocket, and said with a slight smile, "Confiscate it for a while, don't worry about those things, just stay with me."

Fu Shiyu looked at Cheng Shu's appearance, finally gritted his teeth and nodded.

Cheng Shu kept silent about those things, and Fu Shiyu followed him, holding Cheng Shu in his arms and stroking his back.After a long time, Fu Shiyu asked, "Are you sad?"

Cheng Shu still smiled, but didn't answer.

Fu Shiyu's voice was hoarse: "Why do you like to laugh so much today?"

Cheng Shu gradually stopped laughing, buried his head in Fu Shiyu's neck, and put his other arm around his other shoulder, which was a gesture of seeking support.

Cheng Shu said softly, "Then just for a while."

Fu Shiyu kissed the top of his hair and embraced him in his arms. "Tomorrow, let's go buy a ring together. I saw a couple I liked very much last time, but I didn't have time to ask in detail. After buying the ring, if you want, we can go abroad to get married. At that time, you I’m going to call my husband, of course, I’m going to call you husband too.”

Cheng Shu smiled and said, "Isn't the meat nasty?"

"What's so gross about it?" Fu Shiyu said, "Love never taboos grossness."

Fu Shiyu talked a lot, almost non-stop. He imagined the future life of the two of them, and introduced to Cheng Shu the situation of everyone in his family, especially Fu Shizhang's bad behavior. for many years.When the sky turned white, Fu Shiyu lowered his head and found that Cheng Shu had fallen asleep leaning against his chest.

Cheng Shu, who was asleep, had no smile on his face, and his brows were slightly frowned.

Fu Shiyu looked at him quietly for a while, then solemnly planted a kiss on his forehead, then gently moved Cheng Shu away, and got out of bed to find where Cheng Shu left his cell phone.

Fu Shiyu looked behind the lamp on the bedside table, but he didn't see the phone, and was about to look for it elsewhere, when he suddenly found that the locked drawer at the head of the bed had been opened a crack.

In the past, Fu Shiyu was also curious about what Cheng Shu locked inside. Cheng Shu said "private space" and he didn't dare to say anything more. He was afraid that Cheng Shu would feel restricted. Since then, he has never called this Little drawer thoughts.

But now, that gap tempted him, like a dark abyss, staring at him with ill intent.For the first time, Fu Shiyu realized that there might not be anything good in it.

Fu Shiyu glanced at the sleeping Cheng Shu, pursed his lips and gently opened the drawer. There were very few things in it, only a notebook, which was big and thick, almost filling the entire drawer.

Fu Shiyu took it out carefully, the dark blue cover was glowing black under the lamp, he seemed to sense some danger in a haze, put his fingers on it, and didn't open it for a long time.

Until the end of his breath, Fu Shiyu took a deep breath, and opened the page where the pen was inserted.The black handwriting was magnified infinitely, and phantoms appeared in front of his eyes. Fu Shiyu stared expressionlessly at the huge "death" one by one, with sharp lines, teeth and claws, full of violence and blood, and a strong despair.

The paper that had been written before was caught by the clip. Fu Shiyu opened it and turned it page by page. There were dead characters everywhere. Sometimes the word "Cheng Shu" appeared, and the lines were heavier than other characters. With a big cross, I don't know how much hatred there is.

The book was too thick, as if it couldn't be turned through, and the handwriting changed from fresh to old. Fu Shiyu didn't show any expression from the beginning to the end, just sitting on the floor, watching quietly, flipping through the pages.

Until the title page at the front, the piece of paper was glued together, and Fu Shiyu cut it open bit by bit, and the sticky pages showed glaring white patches.

As the words on the title page were fully displayed and water marks were smashed on it, Fu Shiyu realized that he was crying.It belonged to Cheng Shu's handwriting more than ten years ago. At that time, he only used his right hand to write, and he was still looking forward to a bright future when he was admitted to university.

"Fu Shiyu: I've always wanted to apologize to you, but I just don't know how to say it. Don't be angry with me, okay? I want to go to the same university as you. Wait for me, wait for me."

Fu Shiyu touched the old handwriting, and the date under the signature showed a long time ago. It was the winter when he transferred to another school and left. At that time, Cheng Shu didn't know that they had already started to part.

In the long years, Cheng Shu wrote sharp disgust stroke by stroke on top of the sealed youthful sincerity.

Fu Shiyu glued the paper carefully again, and clamped the pages of the book. The handwriting on the last page was the latest, and the word in the corner was interrupted before it was finished. Fu Shiyu couldn't help but want him to type. Cheng Shu, who was alone in the room before the door, may be writing a curse on himself here.

Fu Shiyu put the notebook back in the drawer. He glanced at Cheng Shu who was still sleeping soundly. A corner of the phone was exposed under the pillow. Fu Shiyu carefully pulled it out, helped Cheng Shu tuck the quilt, and went out the door.

He was sitting in the living room, watching the various messages on the screen quietly. Wu Lingli called him five or six times in a row. Fu Shiyu didn't feel like talking, so he replied a text message to Wu Lingli.

"I saw it, so be it, do as he wants."

He fell into a kind of excessive calmness, and Cheng Shu would not surprise him if he did anything else.

Fu Shiyu checked the whistleblower's weibo again and found that he had deleted the post from last night.Without any evidence to prove the authenticity of his accusation, the man tried to drag Cheng Shu in to testify for him, and the so-called pulling was to bluntly say that Cheng Shu, a teacher at Ze Da Mathematics College, had also been molested by Li Xiuji.The whistleblower said that Li Xiuji used Cheng Shu's choice to persuade him, and showed him the photos of Cheng Shu secretly taken back then. He hoped that Cheng Shu would stand up and join him in accusing Li Xiuji.

Fu Shiyu thought, lunatics are all lunatics.

Fu Shiyu recalled that his irritability some time ago was due to the fact that he found that he rarely had real anger, but now he realized that it was just because he didn't care enough. For example, at this moment, he wished he could cut Li Xiuji alive with a knife. The person who dragged Cheng Shu in.

In order to achieve his goal, the whistleblower did not hesitate to drag innocent people into the fire pit, and Cheng Shu just jumped down silently.With the exposure of a recording last night, the incident of molestation by a college teacher was completely nailed down.

A few minutes before Fu Shiyu entered the door last night, Cheng Shu sent a recording made many years ago to several media outlets, nailing Li Xiuji's charges and blocking all his own escape routes.

The more than one minute recording is almost entirely Li Xiuji talking. He said that he didn’t really bother you. He gave you some medicine and secretly took a few pictures. Didn’t you apply for that quota for studying abroad recently? This thing goes like this, that How about I fight for the spot for you.Cheng Shu only said one word, and he said "OK".

Fu Shiyu had heard that indifferent word many times.Cheng Shu could have cut out the last sentence, but he didn't.

Cheng Shu slept very deeply. He vaguely felt that his mind was floating in mid-air, surrounded by chaotic darkness. He felt unprecedentedly relaxed, as if he had finally got rid of some heavy shackles, no burden, and just wanted to keep going. This floats and sinks.

When he opened his eyes, the sun was hitting the quilt under his chin, making it warm. Cheng Shu sat up and found that Fu Shiyu was not in the room.

He moved forward, sat in the light, felt satisfied, and stared out of the window in a daze.

After a while, Fu Shiyu opened the door and came in, and said with a smile, "Are you awake?"

Cheng Shu hummed, and Fu Shiyu sat down by the bed and looked at him quietly.

Cheng Shu asked, "What are you looking at?"

"After a while, your school will approve two major projects," Fu Shiyu said, "If you want everything you want, if you want to be an associate professor, you can be promoted next year. In two years, we Cheng Cheng will be the youngest in the School of Mathematics." professor."

Cheng Shu couldn't help laughing, and said, "Did I find a big backer?"

"Yeah." Fu Shiyu looked at him tenderly, "I'll be your backer."

Cheng Shu laughed for a long time, and when he finally stopped, he called softly, "Fu Shiyu."

Fu Shiyu responded, and Cheng Shu said, "I want to resign."

Fu Shiyu lowered his eyes, looked at the warm light on the quilt, Cheng Shu leaned forward on his shoulder, and said again: "I want to resign."

Fu Shiyu reached out to hug him and said, "Okay."

Cheng Shu suddenly reached out to cover Fu Shiyu's eyes, Fu Shiyu fumbled to grab his other hand and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Don't look at me yet." Cheng Shu said, "You know everything, right?"

Fu Shiyu nodded.

Cheng Shu laughed and said, "Fu Shiyu, I've known since then that I will never look down on myself. So, don't look down on me."

He staggered all the way here, always on his own, and he didn't need anyone's help.He was used to relying on himself for everything, so when he woke up, he hid a recorder to secretly save the evidence. Now that he was dragged into the mud again, he didn't need Fu Shiyu's help, but used almost The way to die together is completely resolved.

Over the years, he has devoted his life to getting what he wants, but he just can't get it.He would also be tired, and also feel sad, he only compromised for that moment, just for that moment, he thought, it would be good to exchange one obscenity for a study abroad place.So he agreed, and from then on, he never looked down on himself.

He looked down on himself, but he couldn't help but beg Fu Shiyu extravagantly.He has always been in a torn contradiction, and now everything is exposed to the light of day, he is like a criminal who has escaped for decades and has finally been arrested, he only feels relieved and relieved.

Fu Shiyu tremblingly said: "Can I accompany you?"

"Not for now." Cheng Shu shook his head and said softly, "I can't face you. I know you don't care, but I can't."

"This is my own business." Cheng Shu said, "You understand?"

Fu Shiyu stiffened his neck and refused to nod, Cheng Shu leaned over and kissed his cold lips, sighed, "I really like you, you don't know how much I like you."

Fu Shiyu pressed Cheng Shu's hand over his eyes, hiding the wetness in his palm.

He used to be sometimes angry because Cheng Shu regarded his future as more important than him, but now, he wanted to bring the best future to his lover, but Cheng Shu no longer wanted it.