Greedy process

Cheng Shu and Fu Shiyu sat side by side on the grass next to them, watching the lights glow in the night, the wind by the river carried the breath of water, mixed with the fragrance of plants and trees.

Cheng Shu said softly, "My mother died when I was eight years old. My father and I lived together for two years. When he was ten years old, he married his current wife."

"That man also brought a little boy, five years younger than me, and he followed my dad without any psychological burden on the first day, but I was reprimanded and couldn't even speak to that woman."

"Later, I began to hear some rumors that Cheng Chong was born to my father. In fact, there is no need for others to tell. As Cheng Chong grew up, his appearance became more and more like that of Cheng Yi. Anyone can see the difference between the two. relation."

Cheng Chong's presence sharply reminded Cheng Shu of his father's disloyalty, and he couldn't help thinking that during those days when his mother was seriously ill, maybe those three people outside the house were all jumping for joy, hoping for her early death.

He began to hate Cheng Chong's mother and son, including Cheng Yi.But he didn't show anything. At that time, he had completely become a superfluous person in the family. He had no position or favor to vent his dissatisfaction with.On the surface, two strangers entered his home, but in fact, his last relative was gone.

Cheng Shu is glad that he can still study hard, pass the college entrance examination and go out to escape here.But when he was about to enter high school in the third year of junior high school, Cheng Chong's mother mentioned more and more that going to school was useless, and she wanted him to drop out of school.

Fortunately, Cheng Yi didn't care too much, and just let Cheng Shu study if he wanted to. Anyway, he can get a scholarship every year, and it doesn't cost much to his family.A few times before, Cheng Chong's mother would stop talking quickly when she heard Cheng Yi say this. Later, seeing that Cheng Yi was not angry, she talked more and more.

At that time, Cheng Shu was afraid every day. He was still young and did not have the capital and courage to completely escape from a family.The expectation of studying well and escaping from here mixed with the fear that he might not be able to go to school the next day, which made him more and more autistic, and he only studied desperately.

He wanted too much to leave, and was too afraid to leave.Just like the sentence he wrote on a small piece of paper and erased back then, "The college entrance examination is your only way out", may be just an exaggerated and alarmist exhortation to other students, but it is reality to Cheng Shu.The college entrance examination is the only rope he can grasp.

He was holding on to that rope tightly, and all uncontrollable factors made him panic, including his relationship with Fu Shiyu at that time.

Seeing Fu Shiyu's worried eyes next to him, Cheng Shu smiled, covering up the grievances that could be said or not.Those were his own affairs, and he didn't want to make Fu Shiyu feel bad by exposing the old wounds.

But he couldn't just say nothing, Fu Shiyu went out to toss around for a day and it was like this, and he didn't know what it would be like if he went to inquire again.

"As for Cheng Chong, I have never seen a child like him. At that time you asked me why I didn't want muffins," Cheng Shu said softly, "I once picked up a wounded stray dog, it was very small, It is also yellow, with a white streak on its forehead, and I named it Erlangshen."

"Do you know how it died?" Cheng Shu lowered his eyes, "It was pinched to death by Cheng Chong with a ponytail. Since then, I never dared to bring a live animal home."

Fu Shiyu seemed to have something stuck in his throat, he reached out and grabbed Cheng Shu's hand firmly, and said, "After that, we will raise dogs, as many as you want."

Cheng Shu smiled for a while, and said, "He didn't target me specifically. Once, he quarreled with his mother and almost strangled her to death. He was only eleven or twelve years old at that time."

Cheng Shu sighed: "Anyway, it's almost like this, and there's not much to say."

Fu Shiyu said with some difficulty: "I went to look for you at that time, and I saw Cheng Chong..."

That was when he was closest to Cheng Shu's life. Many years ago, he brushed past everything that Cheng Shu had endured in a daze.

"Fu Shiyu," Cheng Shu called his name, "I didn't say this to make you feel bad. I just think that if you listen to other people's embellishments, you will definitely think about it again. Why don't I tell you directly."

"I don't want you to feel sorry for me, or suffer bad emotions for me. I don't want to see that."

Fu Shiyu suddenly leaned over and hugged Cheng Shu, buried his face on Cheng Shu's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "Then count a hundred in your heart, and I'll be fine when you're done counting."

Cheng Shu was very well-behaved tonight, hearing this, he hugged Fu Shiyu obediently and let him bury his head on his shoulder.He didn't count according to Fu Shiyu's naive suggestion. The warm wind was blowing softly on his face, mixed with Fu Shiyu's pleasant smell. Cheng Shu smiled and tilted his head against Fu Shiyu's. Leaning together, looking at the light on the tree not far away.

"Fu Shiyu," Cheng Shu said, "I should thank you."

Fu Shiyu rubbed against his neck, gropingly grabbed Cheng Shu's other hand and put it on his chest, and said softly, "I went home before I came..."

Cheng Shu's heart beat violently, Fu Shiyu's eyes were hot, he kissed Cheng Shu's hand, and said, "When are you free to go home with me to meet our parents?"

Cheng Shu trembled slightly. He suddenly pulled his hand out of Fu Shiyu's and covered his eyes.

Cheng Shu's voice was also trembling, and he said softly, "Why are you like this?"

Fu Shiyu pressed Cheng Shu on the soft grass, kissed his lips softly, then pulled his hands away, and kissed the corners of his red eyes.

Fu Shiyu said, "Cry if you want to."

Cheng Shu was so stubborn: "You want to cry."

"Yes," Fu Shiyu didn't lose face at all, "I'm a crybaby, you didn't see, I cried terribly at home, I had to apply ice for an hour before going out to meet people."

Cheng Shu laughed and wiped his eyes to cover up.

Cheng Shu looked at the distant sky, and there were stars twinkling on the dark night, and Fu Shiyu followed him to look at the starry sky.

"About 50 billion years from now, the sun will become a red giant, and the earth will disappear with it. Everything will return to nothingness, and the short life of human beings will not leave any traces. But I think," Fu Shiyu said softly Said, "It's the most romantic thing to spend all my short life in loving you."

Cheng Shu: "Speak human words."

Fu Shiyu rubbed into his arms aggrievedly: "It's just that I like you, I love you."

Cheng Shu rubbed Fu Shiyu's hair with his fingers, tugged it, but said without a direct response, "Let's go."

Fu Shiyu stood up and beat the grass clippings on his body. Cheng Shu had already walked to the tree and picked the board from the tree.Fu Shiyu went up to him knowingly and asked, "Why do you take it off?"

Cheng Shu glanced at him, wanting to choke him on saying "sell scrap", but swallowed the words again, following Fu Shiyu's expectation and said, "Save it."

Fu Shiyu was overjoyed, and followed Cheng Shu step by step to take over the board he took off.When reaching the last blank board, Cheng Shu suddenly stopped, and Fu Shiyu asked strangely, "What's wrong?"

Before Cheng Shu could answer, Fu Shiyu saw the answer with his own eyes. The board was not blank. On the flipped side, two villains were painted crookedly, kissing mouth to mouth. A little bit, but the others are normal, the other is not only ugly, but also has a dog's tail painted on it, shaking it out of phantom with joy, and a line next to it is pulled out, connecting three characters - "Fu Shiyu".

"Fuck!" Fu Shiyu cursed viciously, "I can't kill him."

Fu Shiyu originally planned to paint with Cheng Shu after this year passed, but he was upset by Lu You Gu Nian and others, and he was very angry.Cheng Shu looked at the crooked heart between their heads with great interest, touched the dog's tail behind the villain, and said, "The dog's tail is quite vivid."

"I can't read it!" Fu Shiyu snatched it away, "I'll draw a new one for you when I go back."

Cheng Shu smiled and said, "I think it's pretty good."

Fu Shiyu threw a stack of boards into the back seat of the car, got angry for a long time, and couldn't help asking, "Do you really like it?"

Cheng Shu nodded, Fu Shiyu struggled for a long time, but decided to sacrifice himself to become Cheng Shu: "Keep it if you like it."

Cheng Shu couldn't help laughing, turned his head to look out the window, Fu Shiyu said angrily, "You lie to me!"

It was more than three o'clock in the morning when we got home, Fu Shiyu didn't sleep much last night, and he was so sleepy that he almost slumped over when he got into bed.

Cheng Shu kicked him: "Are you still going to take a shower?"

Fu Shiyu never forgets to play hooligans: "Wash the mandarin ducks as soon as they take a bath."

Cheng Shu didn't bother to pay attention to him, so he turned around and went to the bathroom by himself. When he came back, Fu Shiyu had already fallen asleep lying on the bed. Cheng Shu looked at him quietly for a while, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle under the light.

When Cheng Shufang went to bed lightly, Fu Shiyu hugged him immediately in a daze. Cheng Shu couldn't help but said, "You really are a dog, with such a good nose?"

He let Fu Shiyu hug him, reached out and turned off the light.Fu Shiyu snorted, stretched out his arms and hugged Cheng Shu, and said in a daze, "Is it okay to introduce my friend to you in two days?"

Fu Shiyu suddenly remembered another thing, and he was sober for a moment: "You still haven't said when you will go home with me?"

Cheng Shu didn't say a word, and let Fu Shiyu talk to himself: "My mother will like you very much...my father will too..." His voice became lower and lower, and he fell into a deep sleep after a while.

Cheng Shu grabbed Fu Shiyu's arm wrapped around his waist, silently looking at the night outside the window, it will be dawn in two or three hours.