Greedy process

The two didn't live together. According to Fu Shiyu, it would be best to live together on the spot, but Cheng Shu didn't agree, and just said wait.Fu Shiyu gradually discovered that Cheng Shu was constantly compromising with him.

When Cheng Shu faces strangers, he looks straight and silent. The more familiar he is, the more vicious his mouth becomes. This is especially true for Fu Shiyu. But after the two get together, the frequency of Cheng Shu's aggressiveness plummets. Even in the face of Fu Shiyu's excessive demands, he would habitually babble, but in the end he would obediently agree.

Fu Shiyu thought it was quite sweet at first, but after a lot of times, he felt something was wrong.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Cheng Shu devotes himself to work and forgets to eat and sleep. He seldom rests in between, and misses meals are common.After the two got together, Fu Shiyu found that Cheng Shu had set the alarm clock in the study, put down his work at eleven o'clock and came out on time, and followed Fu Shiyu into the kitchen.

Fu Shiyu knew how painful it would be to lose inspiration. Cheng Shu peeled the potato in his hand, and was silent for a while in the face of Fu Shiyu's question, and finally said softly: "I don't know what two people are going to do in life. Change slowly."

Fu Shiyu asked in shock, "Didn't you talk about it all these years?"

"Yes." Cheng Shu's expression was very indifferent, "Not too long."

Fu Shiyu didn't ask any further questions.

At night, Fu Shiyu suddenly asked, "Is it okay from the back?"

Cheng Shu visibly froze and asked, "Why?"

Fu Shiyu said, "I want to try."

Cheng Shu has a little habit when making love. He must be able to see Fu Shiyu. Previously, Fu Shiyu had always followed his will. I don't know what happened this time.

Cheng Shu didn't speak for a long time, and finally turned his body back a little stiffly.In the middle of the journey, Cheng Shu tried to turn his head to look at Fu Shiyu, but Fu Shiyu pressed his neck and pressed him into the mattress. Within a minute or two, he began to tremble slightly.

Fu Shiyu asked, "Is it okay?"

Cheng Shu clutched the bed sheet vigorously, obviously shaking all over, but nodded without saying a word.

Fu Shiyu suddenly turned him over forcefully, and Cheng Shu's pale face was instantly exposed to the light. Fu Shiyu leaned over to kiss him, and comforted him, "It's all right, open your eyes and see that I'm here."

The two of them didn't continue doing it in the end, Cheng Shu frowned and said nothing, obviously a little annoyed.

Fu Shiyu couldn't help laughing: "Why are you angry?"

Cheng Shu didn't speak.Fu Shiyu sat cross-legged on the bed, and the two of them faced each other in a frank and heart-to-heart gesture: "If you don't like it, just say so, what are you holding back for?"

"You can say what I say that you don't like to hear, and you can also be dissatisfied with what I do that makes you uncomfortable. Didn't you do all these things neatly before, and you can pick the bones in the egg."

Cheng Shu frowned: "I'm not a child, so you don't need to coax me."

"Okay, okay, Mr. Cheng, what have you been doing recently?"

"I just..." Cheng Shu lowered his eyes, "I just want to treat you well."

Fu Shiyu didn't expect this answer, and was stunned for a while, Cheng Shu lifted the quilt to wrap himself in it, and turned his back to Fu Shiyu: "But I can't do it well."

Fu Shiyu came to his senses and rushed forward: "What nonsense are you talking about? Well done, look, am I very happy?"

He pulled out a big smiling face, happily asking Cheng Shu to look at it, Cheng Shu turned his head and bumped into it suddenly, couldn't help being amused, and buried his face in the quilt.

Fu Shiyu fished him out: "You just need to slowly give me your emotions."

Cheng Shu reached out and pulled Fu Shiyu's hair, and called softly, "Fu Shiyu."

Fu Shiyu hummed, Cheng Shu reached out and hugged him tightly, and said nothing.

They live with each other, Fu Shiyu can't tell what's going on, Cheng Shuming is right in front of his eyes, he will respond to his love, sometimes even say love to him, but Fu Shiyu always feels that he is not safe enough , but let him talk about it in detail, but he couldn't find where the sense of insecurity was, since everything was so good.

Fu Shiyu quietly intruded into Cheng Shu's life, the more he watched, the more frightened he became, he hardly heard Cheng Shu mention his friends, nor did he hear Cheng Shu mention his family, he didn't seem to have much social life , only at school and at home at two o’clock every day, and occasionally go out to eat alone, most of the time buried in data and text.

Fu Shiyu couldn't imagine this kind of life, nor could he imagine how Cheng Shu had lived through these years.

Fu Shiyu even doubted whether Cheng Shu's family had died in an accident, so that he kept it secret.Fu Shiyu was worried that it would make him sad, and he couldn't find the right time to ask, but it didn't take long for him to meet Cheng Shu's younger brother downstairs.

At that time, the two of them had just returned from the supermarket, and each of them was carrying two big bags in his hand. Cheng Shu smiled and listened to Fu Shiyu's words, and suddenly stopped in his tracks.Fu Shiyu followed his line of sight and saw a young man standing downstairs, his eyebrows and eyes were a little like Cheng Shu's.

The man was playing with his mobile phone, but when he saw Cheng Shu put the mobile phone in his pocket, he laughed and shouted, "Brother."

He had a strange tone, which made people feel a little uncomfortable, and Fu Shiyu couldn't help frowning.

Cheng Shu's attitude was very cold: "What's the matter?"

The man said: "Isn't our dad sick? If you don't go back, 20 yuan a month is enough. The operation fee is at least [-] yuan."

Cheng Shu turned his head to Fu Shiyu and said, "You go up first."

Fu Shiyu glanced at Cheng Shu, and found that his face was cold, as if a layer of ice had formed on it.Fu Shiyu nodded, took the things in Cheng Shu's hand, and said before walking, "Come back soon."

When Fu Shiyu left, Cheng Shu said, "That's all, is there any more?"

Cheng Chong chewed his gum, and smiled generously: "Isn't your house pretty good, you can sell it to raise money."

Cheng Shu sneered: "It's none of my business whether he dies or not? Did you ask for the money for him, or for yourself?"

Cheng Chong's face gradually became gloomy: "Cheng Shu, we have raised you for more than ten years at least, what's the matter with asking you to take some money?"

"I said I didn't," Cheng Shu turned and walked into the building, "Don't come again."

Cheng Shu walked up the stairs and stayed in the corridor for a while before entering the house.Fu Shiyu was cooking, when he saw Cheng Shu coming in, he asked, "Is that your brother?"

Cheng Shu hummed and put the vegetables in the freezer. Fu Shiyu asked cautiously, "Is your dad sick?"

"It's okay, I can't die." Cheng Shu didn't raise his head, "Don't worry about it."

The room fell silent for a while, and Cheng Shu regretted his bad tone, and said after a while, "I have sent money to him every month."

Fu Shiyu asked, "Aren't you going back to take a look?"

Cheng Shu shook his head and said perfunctorily, "Let's talk about it."

When going to school the next day, Cheng Shu saw Cheng Chong loitering at the school gate, and for a moment he wanted to get out of the car and drag Cheng Chong to a place where no one was around, beating him up or killing him.

But in the end Cheng Shu drove the car into the parking lot without making a sound, and went to the teaching building for class as usual.He didn't want to add any extra responsibilities to Fu Shiyu on his own, but Fu Shiyu was indeed the major factor that restrained his impulse.He also wanted to spend more time with Fu Shiyu.

When Cheng Shu came out of school in the afternoon, he didn't see Cheng Chong again, but he still felt a little uneasy until he saw Cheng Chong and Fu Shiyu standing together downstairs.

Cheng Shu strode over with a cold face, and asked Fu Shiyu: "What are you doing here?"

Fu Shiyu smiled: "I just came here too, and when I saw him downstairs, I chatted casually."

Cheng Shu didn't say anything, just took out his mobile phone and called the police. Cheng Chong was still watching the show, but was taken aback by his actions, and angrily wanted to take Cheng Shu's mobile phone, but was stopped by Fu Shiyu.

Cheng Chong saw that he was so tall and big, but in fact he was not Fu Shiyu's opponent at all, so he tore his face and yelled at Cheng Shu: "What are you, don't lock you up, you should be killed right away!" you……"

Cheng Chong didn't finish cursing, but when he saw Fu Shiyu's gloomy face, he suddenly fell silent. Fu Shiyu pulled his collar and said in a low voice, "Tell me clearly, who to lock? Who to kill?"

Cheng Chong was frightened by his stern look, he didn't say a word for a long time, and subconsciously looked at Cheng Shu.Cheng Shu didn't even look at him, but just stared at Fu Shiyu.

Fu Shiyu sneered: "If you scold him one more word, I'll kill you right now, believe it or not?"

The security guard from the neighborhood ran over and pulled the two of them apart. Fu Shiyu grabbed Cheng Shu's hand with a serious face, and said to Cheng Chong, "Try again."

Fu Shiyu pulled Cheng Shu up the stairs, the two of them didn't speak the whole way, they entered the room, Fu Shiyu slammed the door forcefully, Cheng Shu then said, "Why are you angry with him?"

Fu Shiyu turned his face away, not wanting Cheng Shu to see his bad mood, and when it was almost time, he stretched out his arms to Cheng Shu next to him: "Come here, I'll give you a hug."

Cheng Shu smiled and walked over obediently, letting Fu Shiyu hug him.

Fu Shiyu gently rubbed Cheng Shu's right shoulder with one hand. Under the thin cloth was a long and hideous scar. Fu Shiyu asked, "Does it hurt?"

Cheng Shu shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt."

Fu Shiyu said softly, "What did he mean?"

Cheng Shu was silent for a while, then said, "Fu Shiyu, I don't want to mention those things."

"Okay." Fu Shiyu said, "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

That night Fu Shiyu didn't stay overnight, Cheng Shu watched him go out and asked, "Are you going to school tomorrow?"

Fu Shiyu looked back at him: "No, I'll go the day after tomorrow."

Cheng Shu said: "I don't want others to pry into my affairs."

Fu Shiyu asked, "Me too?"

Cheng Shu wanted to say "No one can do it", but facing Fu Shiyu's gaze, he finally said: "I want to see you tomorrow."

Fu Shiyu hugged him and said softly, "Then you wait for me at home tomorrow."