Greedy process

Their breakup was not dramatic, and Fu Shiyu traced back to the point where the relationship between the two began to change, and finally stopped at the sports meeting in the autumn of the third year of high school.

Fu Shiyu originally only planned to stay in Rongcheng for a year, but he found his true love by accident, so he begged his parents to transfer him to another school, and stayed in Rongcheng No. [-] Middle School to love his partner.

The schoolwork became more and more heavy, and Cheng Shu was almost buried in his studies. Even if the two of them stayed together for 24 or [-] hours a day, the real time for each other was pitifully small.

Fu Shiyu never cared about other people's opinions, and he didn't feel that his relationship with Cheng Shu was shameful, but Cheng Shu cared, and Fu Shiyu was usually restrained, except that he liked to stare at Cheng Shu in self-study classes. From time to time, he secretly teased a few words, and when he saw Cheng Shu's question for more than 3 minutes without thinking, he immediately went to it, and asked Cheng Shu to smile at him as if he was asking for a reward after answering the answer.

Fu Shiyu, who taught literature many years later, was still fond of mathematics at that time. The combination of number sequences and the transformation of graphics were all very attractive to him. Throw too much.

But the two are not quite the same. Cheng Shu is a bowstring that is tense, and his grades are a combination of hard work and exercises. Fu Shiyu's state is that there are not many people in the whole grade who are relaxed, and his grades are only mediocre. A few points below Cheng Shu, and occasionally surpassed to get the first place in the grade.

In October, Rongcheng No. [-] Middle School held the autumn sports meeting. Although the daily running exercises in the third grade were cancelled, they still needed to participate in the sports meeting, and the grades were related to the credit evaluation. The main impact was the recommendation and recommendation.

Cheng Shu reported the men's 5000 meters with the most points in that sports meeting.

Before entering the arena, Fu Shiyu squatted in the small pavilion in the school garden and tapped glucose for Cheng Shu. The autumn wind was dry and warm. Taking advantage of no one, Fu Shiyu quickly kissed Cheng Shu on the lips: "I am here Waiting for you at the end."

That day, the bright sun was shining on the red runway. Fu Shiyu stood at the finish line and watched Cheng Shu pass by again and again. On the last lap, Fu Shiyu ran half a lap after him, and then ran to the finish line ahead of schedule.

Fu Shiyu watched Cheng Shu cross the finish line, he was more excited than he had finished running 5000 meters, and hugged Cheng Shu with a smile.Cheng Shu's breathing was so heavy that he seemed to be pulling the wind, he kept coughing, and naturally put his arm around Fu Shiyu's shoulder.

Not far from the finish line was the stand of their class, full of cheers, Cheng Shu raised his head inadvertently, saw the crowd, and saw him under the eyes of many people, hugging Fu Shiyu's shoulder. One arm was quickly lowered as if it had been electrocuted.

At that time, Fu Shiyu didn't feel anything unusual, but Sang Lin jumped down from the stands, took advantage of the staff not paying attention and quickly crossed the track, and hugged Cheng Shu with a smile.

After that day, Cheng Shu remained silent. Fu Shiyu thought he was unwell and worried, but Cheng Shu said he was fine.That was also the first time since the two of them were together, Cheng Shu refused Fu Shiyu to accompany him home.

What happened after that was a little lackluster. Cheng Shu's attitude towards Fu Shiyu became more and more distant day by day. Fu Shiyu didn't know what happened to him, or if he had offended him, and he couldn't ask anything.

Cheng Shu began to resist Fu Shiyu's touch, and no intimacy was allowed in school. During the short 10-minute journey after evening self-study, Fu Shiyu could feel Cheng Shu's tightness during the occasional kiss. .

Gradually, Fu Shiyu began to feel uncomfortable. In his opinion, falling in love is a beautiful thing. It should be open and aboveboard. Cheng Shu's reaction made Fu Shiyu feel that they were acting like thieves.

Occasionally, when Fu Shiyu looked at Cheng Shu, he would find him in a daze, sometimes staring at the book, sometimes looking at Fu Shiyu.Fu Shiyu asked what was wrong with him, Cheng Shu shook his head every time and said it was fine.

The mid-term exam of that semester was the first time Cheng Shu fell out of the top five in his grade. He missed a basic question in physics, which he is best at. Fu Shiyu comforted him and said that it was all right. This time it was just a mistake. First.

Cheng Shu didn't answer his words, and copied the wrong question in his notebook with downcast eyes, filling the entire page with that physics question as if venting his anger.Many times, Cheng Shu's anger towards Fu Shiyu was not real anger. When he was really angry, he would only vent his anger to himself in silence.

It was on that night that Cheng Shu and Fu Shiyu broke up.He said that there was no sign, and it could be regarded as a sign.Fu Shiyu was stunned for a long time before he could react. He frowned and said, "What are you talking about? I just failed the exam this time. What's the matter?"

Cheng Shu's face seemed to be covered with ice, and he walked forward in silence, leaving Fu Shiyu behind.After a while, Fu Shiyu caught up, stopped in front of Cheng Shu, and asked, "Are you serious?"

Cheng Shu nodded.

Fu Shiyu's voice was choked up, and it took him a long time to ask: "Why?"

"In case someone finds out..." Cheng Shu's hands were tightly clutching the strap of his schoolbag, "I'm afraid of this..."

"If you find it, you will find it. What's the big deal?" Fu Shiyu said.

But Cheng Shu was afraid of other people's eyes, and he was even more afraid of being found out by the school. He wanted to be admitted to the top university in Rongcheng No. [-] Middle School, and he didn't want to take such risks anymore.

The two broke up that night, Fu Shiyu still had a little fantasy in his heart, thinking that Cheng Shu just didn't do well in the exam, and he got into a corner for a while, and when he stopped being angry, he would definitely regret it.

Fu Shiyu thought viciously, when the time comes, you come to beg me to get back together, and I'll be fucking unhappy.

Afterwards, Fu Shiyu discovered that he was overthinking.Cheng Shu cut off the relationship between the two of them neatly, and never said a word to Fu Shiyu, nor did he show any intention of reconciling.

Sang Lin asked Fu Shiyu cautiously if he had a conflict with Cheng Shu. Fu Shiyu slammed the basketball on the ground with a cold face, and filled half a bottle with cold water.He said: "If you divide it, you can divide it. I don't care about him."

Half a month after the two broke up, Fu Shiyu slapped himself in the face, and took the initiative to pass the steps to Cheng Shu: "If you think I have behaved too much, tell me, I will not be like that in the future."

Cheng Shu shook his head.

Fu Shiyu kept compromising: "This year, if you want to study hard this year, it's okay to separate temporarily. It's okay after the college entrance examination is over, right?"

Cheng Shu stopped writing, with a cold expression: "It's the same all the time. I didn't understand it before, it was my fault."

In the next few mock exams, Cheng Shu's grades were once again stable at the forefront, but because Fu Shiyu worked hard to get angry with Cheng Shu, instead of dealing with objects and studying, he crushed Cheng Shu again and again to top the list.

Fu Shiyu watched Cheng Shu standing at the edge of the crowd, pursing his lips and reading the report card, then came back and sat down, opened the test paper and read the wrong questions in silence, without any sense of accomplishment or revenge.

If there was still a spark of anticipation in Fu Shiyu's heart at this time, it was wiped out cleanly and thoroughly by Cheng Shu himself afterwards.

Two months into the cold war between the two, Cheng Shu took the initiative to find Fu Shiyu. On the surface, Fu Shiyu pretended to be calm and indifferent, but his heart was already blossoming.

Cheng Shu followed Fu Shiyu for a while, and Fu Shiyu felt that the score was almost ready, so he stopped and turned to look at Cheng Shu: "What do you want from me?"

Cheng Shu seemed a bit embarrassed to speak, and remained silent for a long while, while Fu Shiyu was not in a hurry, leaning against the flower platform next to him, turning his head away when he couldn't help laughing, and turning back indifferently after laughing.

Cheng Shu was silent for a long time, so long that Fu Shiyu was going to tear Gao Leng apart, said okay, forgive you and give me a kiss, and everything will be over, then he raised his head and said, "The recommended spot..."

Fu Shiyu's heart turned cold when he was obedient, and his eyebrows furrowed tightly.

"I heard that Fan Yang went to look for you..." Cheng Shu said with difficulty, "If you had me, would you please stop making trouble..."

Fu Shiyu: "What do you mean?"

Cheng Shu stopped talking.

"Is this the kind of person I am in your heart?" Fu Shiyu laughed, stood up with his pockets on his back, unrestrained, "Let me tell you Cheng Shu, I will not help anyone take an improper path, nor will I I will block anyone's way out of revenge. You can take it if you have the ability, and I don't care if someone else takes it away if you don't have the ability."

Cheng Shu said, "Thank you."

Fu Shiyu turned around and left: "No need, I was blind before."

The next day, Fu Shiyu moved the table to the back row, and changed seats with Pei Qiuqiu again. Bai Lai watched his expression carefully, and then looked at Cheng Shu in the front row, but didn't dare to say anything.

In the end, Cheng Shu failed to get the recommendation quota that he should be given in every aspect. Fu Shiyu inquired in private, and the two people who got the quota used their connections and money, and Cheng Shu had nothing to do with it. It's normal to be squeezed out.

Cheng Shu didn't mention the recommendation to anyone, and he didn't show any abnormalities. He just sat on his seat and buried himself in his studies every day. Except for answering questions in class and occasionally saying thank you to the classmates who handed out papers, Fu Shiyu hardly did anything. Hearing what other things Cheng Shu said, I don't know if he was sad.

Towards the end of the term, Cao Yu distributed a small card to each student, asking him to write his target university on it, and then pasted it on the table as a sign of encouragement.Fu Shiyu took a look at Cheng Shu's while he was away, and it was the university that he could have recommended.Below is a line of small characters written in pencil, which were erased. Fu Shiyu looked at it for a while before recognizing the traces. It was exactly what Cao Yu often said, the college entrance examination is your only way out.

Just after the winter vacation that year, Fu Shiyu didn't tell any of his classmates. He transferred back to Zecheng's high school half a year late, and went abroad directly when he was in college. After that, he never saw Chengshu again for many years.

Later, during a chat, Fu Shiyu's grandmother casually said that after Fu Shiyu returned to Zecheng, a classmate of his came to look for him at home and didn't say anything. He heard that Fu Shiyu had returned to Zecheng. Then he left without leaving his name, but he remembered that he looked pretty.

Fu Shiyu smiled and said yes, he didn't take it too seriously, maybe it was Meng Zhi, maybe it was Sang Lin, maybe it was Huang He, whoever it was, it wouldn't be Cheng Shu.