Your Majesty has a white moonlight

Yan Qinghe leaned on the bed, holding the little jade ornament in a daze.

The box was broken, and a small corner of the old man's robe was knocked off.Yan Qinghe used to think that he was kind and calm in the face carved by three notches, but now he feels that he is too transparent and wise. There is a faint smile at the corner of his mouth, as if he is mocking.

It was still hot in the daytime at the end of summer, but now he couldn't catch the cold and felt very uncomfortable.As soon as he woke up, the imperial physician diagnosed him and asked him to drink medicine.The imperial doctor was the one who accompanied him on the last trip, probably someone the emperor trusted very much.

But he didn't want to eat after drinking the medicine.So he said to the imperial physician: "Emperor Liu, there is no need to prescribe me medicine. I am not sick."

The imperial physician didn't listen to him, and just said: "Your body is important, Your Majesty doesn't want you to get sick."

When the little maid brought the medicine to his eyes, he just looked at it without reaching out to take it.He saw that the maid gradually became nervous and sighed.

It's not easy for everyone, and it's even harder for them than him.Why did he bother these innocent poor people?

Yan Qinghe was about to reach out to pick it up, when he heard a noise from outside, it was the emperor who came.The little maid put down the medicine bowl, and everyone in the room knelt down to greet the emperor.

Zhang Jie told them all to leave.He sat by the bed, felt the bowl containing the medicine was still hot, and asked Yan Qinghe softly, "Why don't you drink the medicine?"

Yan Qinghe said: "No." Then he picked up the medicine bowl and drank it down.

He slept for a long time, but he didn't have the strength, especially he didn't want to talk nonsense with the emperor.

It was bitter in the mouth, bitter in the nasal cavity, and the breath was bitter.But Yan Qinghe would rather embarrass himself than cause trouble.

"You..." Zhang Jie opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

"What's the matter, Your Majesty?" Yan Qinghe asked.

"I drank too much last night." Zhang Jie said, "It's my fault for you..."

"It's okay." Yan Qinghe repeated, "It's okay."

"I was confused for a moment, don't take it to heart."

"It's really not a problem." Yan Qinghe said, "Your Majesty doesn't need to make a special trip for this."

How could it not be in the way, how could it not care.Of course Zhang Jie understood, but he didn't know how to explain it.He could only say: "I assure you - there will be no more, and there will be no more in the future."

Yan Qinghe actually laughed, and he shook his head with a smile: "What is your Majesty doing, even if you do it, I can't say anything. No one will blame you."

Zhang Jie pressed Yan Qinghe's wrist, and said seriously: "Shi'an--you listen to me carefully. I have caused you a lot of grievances in the past, and I understand that it is all my fault. I apologize to you. Even if it is for your own body, Don't get angry with me, and don't get angry with yourself."

Yan Qinghe looked at the emperor and frowned suspiciously.Something must have happened yesterday, which made the emperor domineering for a while, and then soft-spoken and caring in the blink of an eye.The emperor suddenly lowered his posture so low that he was too embarrassed to drive the emperor away with feigned alienation.

Yan Qinghe asked: "What's wrong with Your Majesty? There's no need to be like this, I can't bear His Majesty's apology."

With Yan Qinghe's reticent tone, Zhang Jie didn't know where to start again.He vaguely remembered that Yan Qinghe seemed to be like this often in the past, and when he was wronged, he seemed particularly unfamiliar, but he never cared much about it.At that time, what he wanted was very simple, he only wanted a shadow, so he only wanted Yan Qinghe to be obedient, and the rest were not important.

But now he wants more.First of all, he desperately wanted Yan Qinghe to stop being angry, but found that he had no experience in this and was helpless.How did he do it before? He used to say to Yan Qinghe: "I want to see you happy. I want to see you smile more."

It was ridiculously pale.

The two were silent in embarrassment, and suddenly Zhang Jie saw something beside Yan Qinghe's pillow, and asked, "What is this?"

Yan Qinghe stretched out his hand and showed it to him: "It's just a small item."

Zhang Jie recognized it as an amulet and asked, "Have you always carried it?"

"No." Yan Qinghe said, "I wanted to give it to His Majesty."

Zhang Jie was stunned for a moment, and then asked after a while: "Then...can you still give it to me now?"

Yan Qinghe said: "It was broken yesterday, so I can't send it away. But if Your Majesty doesn't mind, of course it can."

Zhang Jie reached out to take it, the jade was cold, but there was still a little warmth from Yan Qinghe's hand.He saw the small missing corner, and remembered that he seemed to hear the sound of something falling to the ground last night. He just thought it was the sundries on the table.

He didn't dare to think about it.But he still thought that because of his words, Yan Qinghe prepared gifts, and waited until the banquet was over, and waited for him to come back.

What was Yan Qinghe thinking the moment he heard the thing fall to the ground?Thinking of Yan Qinghe's resistance, Zhang Jie couldn't think about it anymore.

How disappointed he must be.

Zhang Jie repeatedly stroked the sharp chipped corner with his fingers, and said, "It's okay, I'll ask someone to fill it up later."

"No need, it's not something expensive, let alone..." Besides, it's not what it used to be after repairing it.But Yan Qinghe thought for a while, and changed his words: "But since it is already His Majesty's property, let His Majesty dispose of it."

Originally, this would be a good night, Zhang Jie thought.But he is not good at appeasing Yan Qinghe, but he is very good at breaking his heart.

He should have been moved by Yan Qinghe's kindness, but now he would rather that Yan Qinghe was not so considerate and hardworking.After all, the more hopeful you are, the more you will be disappointed.

The window opened a gap to let in air. At this moment, there is a weak wind coming in, and there is still a hint of warmth.Zhang Jie looked out of the window. The old tree's lush branches covered the roof in the distance, only a little cornice was exposed, and a bird just perched on the top of the pointed cornice.

So peaceful, so comfortable.Zhang Jie seemed a little bewitched, and said softly, "Shi'an."

"Ah."

"Stay with me and stay with me."

"I have always been by His Majesty's side."

"I mean," Zhang Jie withdrew his gaze and lowered his eyes, "from now on, every year. I mean, I have you in my heart."

There is the sound of wind passing through the gaps in the leaves, interspersed with the faint chirping of cicadas in the distance.The emperor said it calmly, like saying that the sun is fine today, and the wind is also fine.

Yan Qinghe was in a daze.He said: "Your Majesty always likes to joke."

"You know, I'm not joking."

"I'm stupid, I don't understand what His Majesty is talking about."

"What else should I say?" Zhang Jie looked him straight in the eyes, "No one understands better than you."

"I'm going to say something that transcends," Yan Qinghe said, "Your Majesty is restless and confused for a moment. You should calm down and think about it... What you said is just a momentary thought."

Yan Qinghe was right, it was indeed a momentary impulse that induced him to speak.But not all the words spoken on impulse are regrettable.There is still a long way to go, so there is no rush.Zhang Jie said to Yan Qinghe: "Okay, let me think about it again. I won't disturb you anymore, you can rest well..."

He sighed lightly, and said, "If you are thinking, think about what I said."

After the emperor left, Yan Qinghe felt relaxed again.He felt the bitterness between his lips and teeth, and the aftertaste of bitterness was long and lingering.

He was not surprised that the emperor spoke to him face to face.Thinking back at this moment, I feel nervous for a while, and I can hear the sound of my heart beating.

He did understand what the emperor meant, but he couldn't understand it.This is, this is too absurd - he never asked the emperor's heart.

The emperor never seemed like someone who wanted to give his heart.Even if the emperor is always gentle and considerate, it has nothing to do with his heart.Not long ago, the emperor asked him, "What do you want?"

The emperor also wanted to exchange benefits for him to stay by his side and be an obedient lover.

This is the emperor.

Following the emperor, he muddled through, taking every step counts.He never dared to think about the future, but at least one day the emperor would get tired of it, maybe the emperor wanted to think about it, or maybe he didn't have the good appearance of youth.

But he never thought that the emperor would talk about anything from now on.This is the most closely guarded topic between them. They can talk about the world and even the court situation, but they never say where it starts and where it ends.

Yan Qinghe faintly felt that the emperor was not impulsive or joking, but he didn't know how to respond.Impossible, too absurd - that's the Emperor.

He had hoped very much that someone would fall in love with him, have affection for him, and keep him in his heart.

But he never thought that that person was the emperor.

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New little angels can take a look at my previous update time, don't have unrealistic illusions about the update frequency... Be cautious when jumping into the pit [

Don't have unrealistic fantasies about sugar either... qaq