journey

When Chu Zheng came home, Luo Nianli was sitting on the sofa holding his notebook and typing. Seeing him coming back, he raised his eyes and glanced at his brother, before continuing to type the document in his hand.Chu Zheng put a bunch of candied haws and a spare rib rice on the table, stood there condescendingly looking at Luo Nianli, Luo Nianli typed for a while and then raised his eyes to look at him, Chu Zheng's face was very calm, seeing him look at yourself and say:

"You are not hungry, eat quickly,"

Luo Nianli glanced at the food on the table, picked up the notebook in his hand and put it aside, pulled out the candied haws from the bag, gave his brother a wicked look, licked it, and wrapped it in his mouth again , Chu Zheng watched the showman perform expressionlessly, Luo Nianli saw that he didn't react when he looked at him, snorted and bit off a hawthorn and chewed it in his mouth.

"Luo Luo, let's talk."

Looking at his brother's serious face, Luo Nianli suddenly became nervous. He was absolutely sure what Chu Zheng was going to say, and he wanted to hear none of it.He put down the candied haws and got up,

"I don't want to talk, my stomach hurts, I'm going to bed."

When he stood up, Chu Zheng also got up quickly, bypassing the chance of tea, walked to the door of his bedroom, and closed the door.Luo Nianli stood there stunned for a while, and Chu Zheng turned around.

"There are some things that I must tell you clearly."

Luo Nianli's expression suddenly became cold, he stared at Chu Zheng,

"Go ahead."

Chu Zheng prepared his words all the way, and suddenly became nervous, not knowing which sentence to start with.

"Luo Luo, I... Zhuang Yi and I are not what you think. We are just friends."

"Oh, really."

Luo Nianli's snorting expression made Chu Zheng very uncomfortable, but he still looked at Luo Nianli's face,

"Yes. We're just friends, though a lot has happened."

"So, why are you telling me this?"

Chu Zheng was stunned all of a sudden, he slowed down a bit,

"I just don't want you to misunderstand me by saying this. But what I want to talk to you is not Zhuang Yi."

Luo Nianli didn't say a word, but frowned.

"Luo Nianli, you are my younger brother, and I won't have any other thoughts about you."

Chu Zheng looked at him seriously, Luo Nianli stared at him for a while, then suddenly lowered his head, the room was quiet for a while,

"Luo Luo, I..."

"What if I say... I'm useless?!"

"If I said, if you don't want me, no one will want me?!"

"If I say, every time my parents love me, I will feel that I deserve to die?!"

Luo Nianli suddenly raised his head and roared, shouting at Chu Zheng, tears began to flow out, Chu Zheng was speechless by his yelling, Luo Nianli approached him, looking at him with red eyes , humbly said:

"If I say, I have loved you for many years, it is beyond my control..."

Luo Nianli put his arms around Chu Zheng's neck and hugged him, buried his head in his neck and wept.Chu Zheng stood there in a daze. To be honest, he was really overwhelmed by Luo Nianli's words. When Luo Nianli said that he loved him for many years, Chu Zheng felt something fluffy in his heart. Scan it.

He didn't hug Luo Nianli back, but he didn't push him away either, Luo Nianli's tears slid down against his neck.Chu Zheng was quiet for a while, and asked aloud:

"What do you mean when you say you're useless?"

After waiting for quite a while, Luo Nianli tightened his arms again, buried him in his neck, and faltered:

"I can't get hard enough."

Chu Zheng frowned. When he entered the ICU at that time, the doctor did say that he suffered a lot of physical damage in the medical report, but he didn't elaborate on what kind of damage it was. Chu Zheng was afraid that Luo Nian would care about it, so he kept He didn't mention it to him, but he didn't know that Luo Luo had already noticed what his injury was like.

"Yes, it could be a mistake. Have you tried it?"

Luo Nianli didn't answer, but just nodded.Chu Zheng stretched out his hand to take his arm around him, looked at him,

"I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow for a look. This kind of thing must be taken seriously and treated early."

Luo Nianli shook his head desperately, he absolutely did not want others to know.Chu Zheng put on a straight face,

"Must go! I'm with you."

Early the next morning, Chu Zheng drove Luo Nianli to the People's Hospital again. Luo Nianli wore a big mask to cover most of his face.Chu Zheng asked him to wait, and went to the reproductive and urological department to register as an expert, and then led Luo Nianli upstairs.There were two tables facing each other in the room, with two doctors, one male and one female, Luo Nianli tried his best to lean towards the middle-aged male doctor, for fear of the female doctor's consultation.Chu Zheng looked back at Luo Nianli's nervous look, smiled secretly, and showed him the registration form. Luo Nianli saw the doctor's name on the registration form, and then looked at the sign on the male doctor's body, silently breathed a sigh of relief.

When it was Luo Nianli's turn, Chu Zheng briefly explained the situation to the doctor, and the male doctor asked Luo Nianli to go behind the curtain so that he could take a look at his body.Luo Nianli looked up at Chu Zheng, and Chu Zheng said that I will wait for you here.Luo Nianli reluctantly followed in, and after a while he came out blushing, and the male doctor ordered them both to have a cavernography.Chu Zheng took Luo Nian and left with the list.

After getting the results, the male doctor looked at the film and said:

"There is indeed some physical damage caused by the outside world, but it is not impossible to recover."

Chu Zheng laughed happily after hearing this,

"How do you treat it?"

The male doctor gave Chu Zheng a strange look, and then smiled inexplicably. Seeing his brother's nervous look and the male doctor's smiling face, Luo Nianli secretly pursed his lips and laughed too.

"I prescribed some medicine for him and took it regularly. As for the rehabilitation..."

The male doctor did not look at Luo Nianli, but said to Chu Zheng:

"Stimulate it more often, and it will get better when you feel it slowly."

Chu Zheng still looked at the doctor blankly, Luo Nianli couldn't help it, and laughed hahaha.

"What a mess, how exciting is this?"

Chu Zheng drove the car, complaining angrily about what the doctor said.Luo Nianli kept smiling,

"why are you laughing!"

Luo Nianli looked at him with a smile,

"The doctor said, let brother stimulate me, I can't do it myself."

Chu Zheng frowned at him, and said loudly:

"When did you tell me to help you?!"

Luo Nianli looked at him innocently,

"Didn't the doctor tell you that?"

Chu Zheng rolled his eyes, slammed the steering wheel, and shouted.

"Brother, I have to watch you."

"Brother, why don't you take off your clothes."

"No, why don't you try it for me, brother."

At night, Chu Zheng sat beside Luo Nianli's bed. Luo Nianli's lower body was covered with a quilt, watching his brother doing "rehabilitation treatment".

"Luo Nian is enough away from you."

"Then what can I do, no one can stimulate me except you."

Chu Zheng closed his eyes, but he still couldn't do it,

"Forget it today."

After speaking, he got up and walked out.Luo Nianli looked at his back and smiled wickedly.

Chu Zheng sat in his room and struggled for a day. Although it was difficult to accept, Luo Luo's health was more important than anything else. If he couldn't get better, it would really be ruined.

After hesitating again and again, he ran to the supermarket and brought back two big bags of wine. Luo Nianli saw his brother sitting on the sofa drinking without saying a word, he understood, he sat there frowning and hesitated for a while.

If you want to help, then help me to the end...

He got up and walked into his bedroom, took out a glass of wine after a while,

"Brother, try this. This is a gift from someone else. It's very valuable. I haven't been willing to drink it all the time."

Chu Zheng looked at him, took the cup, which contained yellow and clear foreign wine, and Chu Zheng undoubtedly had him, so he raised his head and drank it in one gulp.A look of despair appeared on Luo Nianli's face, he got up and walked into the bathroom.

When he came out again, Chu Zheng leaned back on the sofa, covered his face with one arm, and put the cushion on his hip with the other hand, with a blush on his face. Luo Nianli, wearing a bathrobe, walked slowly to him. Sitting next to him, as soon as his butt touched the sofa, Chu Zheng took off his arm, and Luo Nianli saw his eyes were red.

"What did you put in the wine?"

Chu Zheng was panting heavily. As a special soldier, he would definitely be trained to resist drugs, whether it was drugs, drugs or... love. Drugs.But shortly after Luo Nianli entered the bathroom, Chu Zheng felt hot and dry all over his body. The medicine was strong enough, and he tried his best to restrain himself, but the reaction somewhere was quite "straight".

But Luo Nianli didn't know, seeing that his brother could still question him like this, he felt that the medicine might not be fake.This is a good thing that was secretly sent by a partner in Brazil. The Brazilians have always been open and crazy. When the medicine was given to him at the time, he said it was hype. Now it seems...

Luo Nianli was still doubting the nature of the medicine and was disappointed. Chu Zheng struggled to stand up. Seeing that he was unsteady, he thought that he had drunk too much alcohol. He reached out to help him. Luo Nianli's hand just touched Chu Zheng. Chu Zheng immediately flung his arm away, and the cushion in his hand flung out and hit Luo Nianli, Chu Zheng squinted his eyes and frowned, his face actually felt a little painful.

"Luo Nianli!"

Chu Zheng looked at him viciously, Luo Nianli frowned, and with no cover, he saw his brother's obvious bulge.Luo Nianli's expression changed, he got up and insisted on helping him, the medicine was too evil, the more Chu Zheng endured it, the more dizzy he felt.Vaguely watching Luo Nianli come over to help him, Chu Zheng pushed him away as much as possible, Luo Nianli's bathrobe was torn apart during the push, and he was not wearing anything inside, Luo Nianli stood up straight, looking Looking at Chu Zheng with a painful face, he was also hesitating and struggling in his heart, whether he should take this step or not.

Luo Nianli slowly pulled away the belt tied around the waist of the bathrobe, took it off, and stood naked in front of Chu Zheng. Chu Zheng gasped heavily and looked at him with gritted teeth. He has killed Luo Nianli's heart now. have it all.He struggled to get up and wanted to run to the guest room, but Luo Nianli came over and pushed him, and even pushed Chu Zheng back on the sofa, which shows that the medicine really made Captain Chu lose his strength.Luo Nianli rushed forward and grabbed Chu Zheng's clothes. Chu Zheng was wearing a sweater on his upper body and a pair of sweatpants on his lower body.Chu Zheng tried his best to break away Luo Nianli's hand, but the more he thought about it rationally, the more dizzy he became. Luo Nianli was also ruthless enough to strip Chu Zheng off, leaving only the boxer CK underwear wrapped in the package that was about to be wrapped. A place where you can't live.

Luo Nianli sat on Chu Zheng's lap, and gently stroked his strong chest muscles with both hands.Chu Zheng closed his eyes and looked up, with pain, forbearance, and anger on his face.Just when Luo Nianli's hand was about to slide down, Chu Zheng suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed his wrist, turned over and pressed Luo Nianli onto the sofa, his eyes were red, and he stared viciously at Luo Nianli's beautiful face, and punched Luo Nianli hard on the sofa next to Luo Nianli's head.

"Do you fucking know what you're doing?! Luo Nianli, are you really crazy?!"

Chu Zheng's heavy breathing breathed heavily on Luo Nianli's face with a strong smell of alcohol. Luo Nianli lay under him, staring straight at his face. He stretched out his hand to caress Chu Zheng's face,

"I've been crazy for a long time, there is no room for..."

After finishing speaking, the stroking hand hooked Chu Zheng's neck and pulled it down, then raised his head and kissed it.In an instant, Chu Zheng felt that the last line of defense that he was trying to endure in his mind was also broken...