journey

Like all students, the class teacher is probably the worst enemy for children of this age.Especially a mischievous guy like Chu Zheng, who doesn't like each other even more.But this day is the only time to put aside all grievances, wishing to never forget each other.

"Chu Zheng."

Chu Zheng heard the name, walked to the podium, stood straight and looked at the head teacher opposite, old man Hu.

"You boy, finally get out."

"Hahaha......"

There was laughter in the classroom.Chu Zheng scratched his head in embarrassment, and smiled.Old man Hu handed him the opened graduation certificate squarely. Chu Zheng took the graduation certificate with a heavy heart. He closed the graduation certificate and bowed deeply to old man Hu. He wondered if it was old man Hu. He was used to being abused, and he was not moved by so many students in front of him. Chu Zheng bowed, and he wiped away his tears for no reason.

"Okay, okay. Brat, I just have trouble with you."

Said, reached out and patted Chu Zheng's shoulder,

"Don't be so frizzy in the future, it's complicated to enter the society."

Chu Zheng nodded, did not speak, but stretched out his arms to hug old man Hu. In fact, Teacher Hu is just a middle-aged uncle with a bright top.

"Thank you, old man. Take care of yourself."

Chu Zheng said in old man Hu's ear, and old man Hu's tears began to flow.

"It seems that Teacher Hu's most proud student is you."

Zhuang Yi pushed the cart and said to Chu Zheng with a smile. Chu Zheng stopped, looked back at the campus, and sighed deeply.

"Let's go."

On Saturday, students from a class in Chuzheng had a dinner together. The final graduation event was held. The average age of senior three students ranged from 17 to 18. They were all sidelines.The restaurant is also owned by a classmate, so everyone drank some wine to create an atmosphere. Sure enough, after drinking, the weaker ones began to cry bitterly, recalling the bits and pieces of high school. Although Zhuang Yi had a good drink, a few drinks The alcohol is not uncontrollable, but listening to everyone's narration, I also burst into tears unconsciously.Although Chu Zheng didn't cry, his expression was very sad, and his heart was heavy. He was usually the most active in this kind of activity, but he sat there quietly drinking a cup of wine.

The atmosphere was at its extreme, and when no one was willing or able to speak fully, the whole room was filled with suppressed weeping and sighing.Chu Zheng picked up the wine glass and stood up,

"Students, thousands of words are in the wine, remember these years, remember today, I, Chu Zheng, am glad to have met you. No matter how many years, goodbye is still the same as before."

After finishing speaking, he took a sip of white wine and put down his glass. The students also raised their glasses and drank heavily.

It was past ten o'clock, taking care of the safety of the girls, everyone decided to break up, and when they went out, they hugged each other and cried with their faces covered.Chu Zheng and Zhuang Yi waved to everyone, and when they were about to leave,

"Zhuang Yi."

Zhuang Yi turned his head when he heard the sound, Meng Xiaowen was probably drunk, blushing, and walked up to Zhuang Yi with small steps.Chu Zheng nodded at her, and said to Zhuang Yi:

"I'll go ahead and wait for you."

Meng Xiaowen smiled at him, Chu Zheng turned his head and left,

"Zhuang Yi... Long time no see..."

They're all in the same class, so it's been a long time since they've seen each other, but in their hearts, the sense of familiarity is indeed long time no see.

"Long time no see. How are you? Where are you going?"

Meng Xiaowen smiled.

"Of course, I applied to the University of Science and Technology and am going to ** City."

"That's good. A good school."

"Well... Zhuang Yi, meet again, we are still friends, okay?"

Meng Xiaowen's eyes are bright, and he still looks so lively and cute.Zhuang Yi smiled, reached out and patted her shoulder,

"Of course, we are "buddies" who talk about everything."

Meng Xiaowen shed tears while smiling, Zhuang Yi just looked at her like this,

"Thank you Zhuang Yi, goodbye."

"Well, take care and see you later."

Zhuang Yi stood there, watching Meng Xiaowen turn and leave, seeing her wiping her tears with her sleeve, he felt very sour.

"Let's go."

Chu Zheng walked behind him at some point and patted his shoulder, Zhuang Yi turned around and walked home with him.

"Looking at her, I feel pretty bad."

"It's not your fault. It's impossible to force things like feelings."

"Yeah, things like feelings are out of my control."

The two walked in silence for a while,

"how about you."

Zhuang Yi finally asked, but after walking for a while, Chu Zheng didn't reply until he entered the compound and walked into the woods

By the side of the flower bed, the street lamps illuminated, and the surroundings were completely empty.Chu Zheng stopped, looked at the flower bed, and stood side by side with Zhuang Yi,

"I didn't push myself too hard."

Zhuang Yi looked at him puzzled,

"I can't say I accept it, and it's not that I don't accept it at all. But I just live according to what I think in my heart, and I don't deliberately force myself to face it.

what to you. "

"Zhuang Yi, I don't know how to answer you, and I can't see through."

As Chu Zheng said, he turned around and faced Zhuang Yi. Through Chu Zheng's eyes, Zhuang Yi could see that he was serious about what he said.

Zhuang Yi is already satisfied with this attitude.

Smelling of alcohol, both of their faces were red, and they looked at each other speechlessly for a while,

"Chu Zheng, I don't want you to answer me. If you can't see through it, let me try."

After Zhuang Yi finished speaking, he suddenly stretched out his arms to hug Chu Zheng, stood on tiptoe and kissed him.Chu Zheng was so frightened that he hugged him and took two steps back, his eyes widened.

round.Zhuang Yi's lips were soft and warm, he closed his eyes and dared not open them.Neither of them moved, maintaining this posture, stiff

holding each other.Chu Zheng was struggling in his heart, not knowing what to do, a tear flowed from Zhuang Yi's tightly closed eyes,

Slide it straight to the lips of the two.Chu Zheng looked at the tear stains on Zhuang Yi's face, his heart was moved, and he stretched out his arms to hug Zhuang Yi tightly.

Luo Nianli couldn't fall asleep, so he got dressed and went downstairs to run around.He never thought that he would see this scene, and never

I don't know that seeing this scene compared with being shocked, heartbroken is more appropriate.He was standing by the tree, looking at the distance and embracing and kissing

The two of you, even if you don't want to think about it, dare not think about it, but,

"I really... have someone I like."

Luo Nianli felt bitter in his mouth, he felt that he was good or bad, he was my brother, why did he do that.

He turned around and walked back in a daze.

Zhuang Yi took a step back, both of them blushed, Chu Zheng was a little helpless and embarrassed, scratched his head,

"I'm not afraid that someone will see it now."

Zhuang Yi hurriedly looked around when he heard the words, and burst out laughing,

"It's getting late, let's go."

Chu Zheng blushed and walked out first, Zhuang Yi followed behind him.

When he returned to the bedroom, Luo Nianli had already fallen asleep on the bed.Chu Zheng stepped on the ladder carefully to go to bed, and after lying down,

Sighing deeply, he covered his eyes with his arms.

Hearing Chu Zheng's sigh, Luo Nianli lay on his side and opened his eyes. Tears fell down uncontrollably. He bit the pillow towel, afraid

Speak up yourself.

In another week, Chu Zheng will enlist in the army.Chen Shufen has been very gentle and considerate these days, I don't know how long her son will be gone

Only when I came back, every time I looked at Chu Zheng, I felt like I could take another look at him.

"Oh, Mom! I'm going to be a soldier, not a tourist. How can I bring this pile of things with me?"

"It's getting colder and colder. It's so cold in the mountains. It's wrong to ask you to bring some clothes and quilts. I'll tie them up for you."

Well, don't take up space. "

This kind of conversation between wife and son was staged every day in the son's bedroom. Chu Jianguo shook his head with a smile while holding the newspaper.

"Uncle, I'm going out."

Luo Nianli was carrying a schoolbag, a white jacket and jeans, which set off a clean and delicate look.Chu Jianguo lamented that this child is really

While being innocent, I also feel that the children have really grown up.

"Hey, Luo Luo, where are you going?"

"I'm going to the library with my classmates."

"Oh, go ahead and be safe."

Luo Nianli nodded and was about to go out.

"Hey! Why are you going out again?"

Chu Zheng was so annoyed by his mother that he left the bedroom. When he went out, he saw Luo Nianli who was about to leave with his bag on his back. He walked up to him in two steps.

"Half of the holiday is over, you are not at home every day. I am leaving, and I don't see you showing that you are reluctant to part with me, brother."

Luo Nianli didn't look up at him, and said while lifting his shoes:

"I made an appointment with a friend to preview high school courses, and I went first."

After speaking, he opened the door and walked out.

"Hey!"

Chu Zheng was left there, without recalling it for a while,

"Luo Luo is really a hardworking kid."

Chu Jianguo took the newspaper and sighed, Chu Zheng turned back to look at his father in a daze, and it took Chu Jianguo a while to return.

should come over

"What are you looking at, don't you feel ashamed?"

Chu Zheng was brought back to his senses by his old man's yelling, he frowned and pouted,

"Why am I ashamed? I followed your back path, and I didn't see you being ashamed."

"Little bunny!"

Chu Jianguo rolled up the newspaper and was about to stand up and slap him. Chu Zheng hurried back to the house, and saw his mother muttering at the door holding a

coat out,

"Look at when this dress got such a big cut."

Chen Shufen was standing at the door holding her clothes and reading, Chu Zheng quickly reached out and dragged his mother out, then turned around and shouted at his father:

"Master Commander, please tell your wife about whether enlisting in the army can move the whole family there!"

After finishing speaking, he hurriedly closed the bedroom door. His mother reacted at the door and muttered a few more words, took the clothes and went back to the house to mend them.

through the living room,

"Oh, you can do it too. I've already said hello. It's fine for others to pass by. You don't need these things. Going to be a soldier is worth it."

What if I can go to enjoy myself? "

"Shut up! If you hadn't been upright, would your son be a soldier!"

Chu Jianguo ate, silently opened the newspaper and continued to read.Come on, the fact that my son wants to be a soldier has always been a hurdle in my wife's heart.

Don't step on landmines yourself.

Luo Nianli walked absently on the road with his head down,

"Hey! Handsome guy, watch the way."

Luo Nianli turned his head when he heard the sound, and saw Gao Wuyang riding beside him on a bicycle.Gao Wuyang pedaled his bicycle and rode in front of him,

"What's wrong with you, why do I feel like you've been sucked out of your soul during this vacation."

Luo Nianli shook his head, and continued to walk with his head bowed. Gao Wuyang walked beside him in the car. Along the way, both of them were speechless.

Gao Wuyang was sure that Luo Nianli had something on his mind, but he didn't want to say it. Gao Wuyang didn't want to be annoying, so he silently accompanied him.

Like a marionette, Luo Nianli walked to the library, took out his books and pencil case, and sat down to read quietly.Gao Wu

Yang looked at him, didn't say much, took out a book and sat opposite him, and asked him questions from time to time.Gradually

It was dark, Gao Wuyang's stomach growled at the right time, he deliberately straightened up and rubbed his stomach, for fear that Luo Nianli would not see it.Luo

Nianli looked up at him expressionlessly,

"Hey, it's getting dark, you're not hungry."

Luo Nianli smiled helplessly,

"Let's go."

Gao Wuyang seemed to have received an amnesty order, so he quickly got up to clean up.

Luo Nianli had no purpose, and let Gao Wuyang drag him to the snack street, shopping and eating along the way, while Gao Wuyang practiced sports,

Zigao is strong and eats a lot. He buys everything he sees. Luo Nianli doesn't eat much, so he usually tastes all kinds of food.

All of them were killed by Gao Wuyang.

It was very suitable for the small wind to blow at night, and the two of them walked along the moat, each with an extra can of beer in his hand.

"The weather is nice today, and you can still see the stars."

Gao Wuyang raised his face and walked in front.Luo Nianli then looked up at the sky,

"So tell me what it is."

Gao Wuyang looked back at him lazily,

"Can't you say it, forget it, I just don't want to see you so sad every day."

Luo Nianli took a sip of wine, pursed his lips,

"Feel sorry."

"Ugh..."

Gao Wuyang turned back and continued walking,

"Because of your brother."

Suddenly, a quiet sentence came from the front, not an inquiry.Luo Nianli paused, took two steps, nodded,

"Ah."

Gao Wuyang didn't look back, but kept walking in front of him, as if he was talking to himself,

"Because he's going to be a soldier?"

Luo Nianli shook his head from behind, of course Gao Wuyang would not notice, the two walked one after the other, and remained silent for a long time,

"Luo Nianli, do you know that your younger brother's role is really quite different."

Luo Nianli looked at his back when he heard this, Gao Wuyang was talking while walking.

"When I was young, although we didn't play together for a long time, you always mentioned your brother in a few sentences, but

Maybe you don't feel it yourself.Now that I have grown up, I won’t talk about it anymore, but as long as it is related to your brother, your expression,

Eyes will be different. "

Luo Nianli listened, indeed he had never discovered these things before,

"Others can't see it, but I am different, I understand. From the beginning, I thought you were a child who lacked love, and you would surround your brother

Brother turn. "

"But when I started playing pool that day, I was sure."

Gao Wuyang stopped, turned around,

"That person you smiled and thought of that day is your brother."

Luo Nianli looked at him in surprise, and saw Gao Wuyang's expression change from serious to laughing,

"Haha, I'm right. It's so funny that you are a brother-controller."

Gao Wuyang turned around with a smile, Luo Nianli couldn't see his expression, he just thought he was laughing at himself, and he didn't have any fear of being told.

Don't panic, because this person is Gao Wuyang, even if you tell him yourself, it doesn't matter.On the contrary, being right by what he said, I felt a sense of relief,

No longer so heavy and bitter.

"So Wu Yang, do you think I'm weird?"

Gao Wuyang slowed down, but never looked back.

"No, I understand."

Luo Nianli was a little surprised at Gao Wuyang's ability to accept,

"Really, don't you think it's bad at all? It doesn't matter, I can accept whatever you say, as long as you don't

would resent me. "

"..."

Gao Wuyang walked in front quietly, and after a while, he walked to the bank platform by the river, and sat on it with his hands, Luo Nianli

Also leaning on the edge of the shore platform.

"No, Luo Nianli. Even if you murder and set fire to someone, I probably won't dislike you in this life."

Luo Nianli looked at Gao Wuyang's profile with bright eyes.

"Thank you, Wu Yang. I'm lucky to have a buddy like you."

Luo Nianli smiled warmly, Gao Wuyang glanced at him,

"Finally I can laugh, you, you keep a wooden fish face every day, please consider whether I'm in a good mood or not."

Gao Wuyang quickly complained,

"I'm sorry...it's just that I can't be happy."

Luo Nianli smiled bitterly, looked down at his hands,

"Because he's your brother, because the impossibility is too great, isn't it?"

"Yes, not all, there are many."

"Yeah, it's hard to think about it. I thought I was miserable enough, but seeing you like this, I'm glad."

"what?"

Luo Nianli looked up at him suspiciously,

"It's nothing, who hasn't had a crush on someone in this life."

Luo Nianli laughed when he heard this,

"Why don't I know, who have you had a crush on. Let me comfort you."

"Tsk, you, how can you put your own spiritual comfort on the wounds of others."

Gao Wuyang looked at Luo Nianli's face and curled his lips.

"But I can see it, I am a person. I don't have to get everything, and I don't care if I can see him live well."

Gao Wuyang looked at Luo Nianli and said, Luo Nianli glanced at him and then lowered his head,

"I don't know, but when I look at him, I feel heartache and bitterness."

"Of course it will be bitter, how can this kind of thing not be bitter. Luo Nianli, give yourself some time, time will solve everything,

Your brother is going to join the army, and he may not see him for a long time, maybe you can be more open-minded. "

Luo Nianli thought for a while, then nodded.Gao Wuyang turned his head, shook his head with a smile, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and there was

It is a pain.Jumped off the platform, put his hands in his pockets,

"Let's go."