After winning the male lead [Quick Transmigration]

"What did you find?"

At this moment, he has nothing to do, Ming Jin compromises, and chooses to cut everything that was once under the blue sky and white sun.

naked.

Let the memories that have been soaked to the point of becoming rancid continue to corrode his heart, which is already full of hatred, today after a thousand years.

"I didn't find out much. I only know that there was an ancient temple in Chaoxian County thousands of years ago. There, an eminent monk fell in love with a commoner woman, but he turned a blind eye when the woman proposed to marry him. In the end, heaven and man were separated forever."

Although there are many versions, there are only a few main lines of the story.

Ming Jin opened his eyes, his always compassionate eyes felt a little wet.

"That's right, I was in love with her, but because I didn't dare to betray the Buddha, I had no choice but to abandon her. In the end, my sins were added to my body, and even if I went to hell after death, it was my karma."

It turns out that it's not that I don't care about cause and effect, but that I have seen through cause and effect.

Chi Qishu was thoughtful, and continued: "Since I have made a choice, why do I regret it?"

This time there was a long silence, Ming Jin didn't seem to hear Chi Qishu's words, he fell into that unreachable memory, sinking deeper and deeper.

"I was brought to Pule Temple by Master Linghui to practice Buddhism since I was a child. I thought I would be born as an ancient Buddha with a blue lamp. The master said that I have the roots of Buddha and that I am the closest person to Buddha."

Chi Qishu didn't bother Ming Jin, who was caught in the memory, he listened quietly, feeling the progress bar of the task's completion moving forward slowly.

"However, one day, I suddenly discovered that besides Buddhism, there is such a wonderful thing in the world. It can make people make mistakes repeatedly, make people lose their minds, and yet enjoy it."

This phenomenon is easy to explain. Miyoshi students who have been immersed in their studies suddenly play online games one day, so they start not doing their jobs, throwing away their book knowledge, and even unwilling to go to school. All reactions are dull.

As for Master Linghui, the word love may delay Ming Jin's practice, so he will persuade and stop him.

And can children who are already addicted to online games settle down and study hard?

Mingjin did it.

"Too much desire is suffering, life and death are exhausting, start from greed, less desire is inaction, and body and mind are at ease." Ming Jin murmured to himself, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, "She is my catastrophe, helping me to enlighten, but she does not Understand how hard it is to be infatuated, and in the end it was me who killed her..."

That drop of tear slipped down the corner of Ming Jin's clean eyes, but his expression was very calm, perhaps these thousands of years had already corroded his mind to the point of numbness.

The Buddhists have an epiphany and immediately become a Buddha.

According to what Ming Jin said, he has already succeeded.

It's a pity that Ayi Duo's death dragged him to hell in an instant. Perhaps at that time, the inner demon had already taken root in the heart of this Buddhist disciple, and it was only one chance before it would germinate.

"Detached from life and death, but she is gone in this world, I can only ask the Buddha..."

Wait, is the Buddha alive in this world?

Chi Qishu twitched the corners of his mouth, "Where is the Buddha?"

Ming Jin didn't notice Chi Qishu's words, "I knelt in front of the Buddha's seat and begged for 500 years to resurrect Ayi Duo, but the Buddha told me that all living beings are equal in the six realms of reincarnation. Buddhas and sentient beings, the three are indistinguishable."

Ming Jin's voice gradually trembled, and the despair of the past overwhelmed him like a extinction. At that time, he had no choice but to continue to ask the Buddha for help.

"But I'm not reconciled. Ayi Duo has never done anything wrong. She just loves the wrong person. I caused her to die. I can't save her. I can only pray to the Buddha again. I knelt for 500 years. I hope that Ayiduo can be resurrected, and I only hope to use my cultivation to exchange for her next life's well-being, other than that, I have nothing else to ask for!"

Chi Qishu listened silently.

"But...why...Buddha, you love justice and all beings are equal, so why can't you save your little believer? I just want her to be healthy for the rest of her life, why can't you agree?"

"I can't do anything. The teachings of Buddhism that I have been familiar with since I was a child told me that you should have no love, no hatred, and a broad mind. I knelt for 1000 years before I discovered that Buddhism is so indifferent. It is not universal love for all living beings, but It should be watching all beings suffer in the mortal world!"

Ming Jin fell down on the stone bench, the memories of the past made him almost collapse, Chi Qishu sighed, and slowly separated Ming Jin's bloodshot fingers one by one.

"...For the last 500 years, I prayed to the Buddha to let me see her again. I dare not ask for anything else... The Buddha agreed."

Chi Qishu knew that although the Buddha agreed to Ming Jin's request, Ming Jin still fell into a demon, so he knew that the ending might not be good.

"I stayed in hell as a living soul. I waited and watched on the bank of the Styx River. I saw her appear on the bank of the Styx River. I drank the water of Wangchuan...and crossed the river."

Chi Qishu asked in a low voice: "Isn't it great that she can be reincarnated, forget the past and start over again?"

This time, Ming Jin heard Chi Qishu's words, but he smiled bitterly, all his strength was exhausted in the explosion just now, and what was left for him was only infinite desolation.

"I prayed to the Buddha for 500 years, and at the end I only wanted to see her. I thought I could let go of my obsessions and concentrate on cultivating the Buddha, but the Buddha lied to me. Her next life will be full of suffering, lonely and helpless! You say, What is the use of me cultivating this Buddha?"

At this moment, Chi Qishu understood why Ming Jin became possessed.

Mingjin feels guilty towards Ayiduo, and the love may have disappeared when Mingjin had an epiphany, but Ayiduo's death made Mingjin fall into obsession.

He hoped that Ayiduo could be resurrected, but the Buddha did not agree, so he could only retreat to the next best thing and wanted to use his life-long Buddha cultivation in exchange for Ayiduo's next life to be safe and smooth, so he ended his obsession, but the Buddha refused again.

In the end, the desperate Mingjin only hoped to see Ayi Duo again, so he went to the bank of the Styx River in hell and waited for the reincarnation of the woman who had been tied to him all his life.

As a result, Ayi Duo had a miserable next life.

"Since the Buddha is so useless, what's the point of me still cultivating this Buddha? The Buddha can't protect her, so I will leave this Buddha bone and go down to the mortal world to protect her and accompany her!" Ming Jin kept holding a Buddha bead in his hand, Chi Qishu recognized it, it was the one that Chi Qishu had given away, "Sorrow arises from love, fear arises from love..."

"Hehe, worry is born out of love, fear is born out of love..."

"From love comes sorrow, from love comes terror..."

Ming Jin clenched the Buddhist beads in his hand, repeating these words over and over again, tears streaming down his face.

Chi Qishu regretted that a generation of eminent monks, because of love, abandoned a body of Buddha bone, only willing to quietly accompany the woman in the next life.

And the woman didn't know him long ago.

Ming Jin was the only one who didn't dare to show up with the memories of the past.

Regardless of the consequences of cause and effect, Ming Jin is immortal, watching the girl's spring blossoms with sober consciousness.